Sunday, May 31, 2009

DON'T KNOW NOTHING, NEVER KNEW NOTHING, NEVER WILL KNOW NOTHING

How did that happen ?
Lack of knowledge of nothing ?
Every one is so smart, so clever
Why and what and where did the common sense leave you ?
How come you never learned how to deal with the wise ones ?
The hoodlums ?
The intellectuals ?
The relatives ?
The friends ? the strangers ?
The man ? the woman ? The donkey ? the monkey ? the rat? the dog ?

You learned nothing..........

Got humiliated, insulted every where..........
How dare people behave this way with you ?
Why are you there where people behave this way ?
Who are you ?
Not from this planet I bet....
People are standing up for themselves right and left
Why is it possible for them to treat you this way ?

Don't be there
Don't go
Don't let them PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
Pretty please

Its too late
When ?
When ?
When will you learn ?

Never............
They all got ahead..........
All of them..........
They all abused, harassed,  insulted, mistreated, took advantage..........
Why ?

Don't know
When will you know ?
Never....................

But this happens again and again
Yes, it does.....
Why ?
Don't know

Try to know, its late, already so late

One suggestion, may I ?
Sure..............................

Don't
Don't what ?
Don't be so concerned about other people's entertainment..........
Let them be bored, if you think they are bored
Thats not your responsibility to entertain people or be somehow worried about it...
Let them be cultural donkeys....if they want, they know the way to the museum.....

They don't want....
They feel forced to be cultural by you.....
They are not cultural...
You are....
They are not interested....
You are....
They are happy the way they are....ghadda's...
You are not happy
You want them to be a little bit more sophisticated, a little bit more polite, a little bit more well mannered,  a little bit more refined, a little bit more conversationalists.....a little bit more
informed, a little bit more charming........
They are not....
You are.......
You want them to be like you.....
But they are not....
You are.....all those things you mentioned......
They are not....
You are....

You think you don't learn....
Its them
Its them who don't learn
They can't....
They are not the type.....
Not their fault...
Don't try to cultivate them
Cultivate yourself....
There is always room for more culture
Always.....
Go ahaead, make a determination....today, at this moment, 
Cultivate your self a little bit more every moment
Cultivate your self  you and ONLY YOU ALONE.....
No one else...........
They are perfectly happy the way they are......
You are not......
You need a little bit more cultivation.....
Do that first for yourself
Then you can worry about the others......

Why must you always insist that they go to the museum ?
Why ?
Why must you often insist that they go to the theater ?
Why ?
Why must you yell and scream and holler that they go to the galleries ?
Why ?
Why must you be sad that they do not travel ?
Why ?

Why don't you and only you do all those things by yourself ?
You are pretty interesting a person, arn't you ?
Arn't you ?
And if you are not...then the whole game is lost any way.....

You are with the people who are happy the way they are.....
You are not....you are not happy the way they are.....
You are not happy...
Those things do not interest them
Only you....you are more interested than them......

You are an artist.....
They are not....
Trust me....
They are not.....
None of those people who you think are artists, are not...................
You are................
Helen is.....
Lisa is.............
Eva is...............
They always want to be out there................
Always.............
That burning desire to be on stage
To be with a brush and paint
To be holding a pen and a paper
To be searching, looking, finding the ways, to do whatever interest them...........

They are not.....
Your people
The people you think are artists are not artists............
They have bogged you down....................
They are not artists....
Thats why they are not out there...........
You are not out there because you are consuming all your energies for them to be out there
And since you are consumed, wasted, exhausted by your efforts on the wrong things, you are also not
Out there.................
Its you who is not functioning as a full artist
Though you are an artist, no doubt about that..............
But you have been bogged down and been sucked out of your refined energies and your aesthetics by the non artists whom you thought were artists and you have been pushing them for so long to be out there and be part of the culture................

You be part of the culture.................
They are not artists.........
You are............
Tell me who is an artist....?  Any one that you ahve dealings with or association with now?  in the past ? in your present ? Who ? who is the artist ?  The one you have been pushing to be more cultural ?
Who ?
S ?
No.
Q ?
No
H ?
No.
F ?
J ?
S? No
C ?
No.
A? 
No.
B ?
No.
A? 
No.
A ? 
No.
C ?
No.
P ?
No.
O ?
No.
K ?
No.
B ?
No.
G ?
No.
B ?
No.
A ?
No.
J ?
No.
T ?
No.
E ?
No.
 D ?
No.
A ?
No.
D ?
No.
P ?
No.
R ? 
No.
A ?
Yes.
C ?
Yes.
A ?
A big no.
Amazing and scary, really scary....................
Of all the people  you have been having battles of culture with are not artists, none of them....
Only two souls out of so many and those two are not here, are never here, are far away, far far away doing their art..... you don't have to push them or have fights with to pursue some kind of culture....they are interested in culture, they are pursuing it in their own way...Only you are not pursuing it, you are not pursuing culture or art at all.....you think you are, but you are not.....
You are pursuing the non artist to pursue art and culture and they don't because they can't because they don't want to because they are not interested.....................because they are not artists.............you got it all wrong..................you were the artist but you wasted time and life to pursue and fight and spend time and get frustrated with ALL THOSE NON ARTISTS YOU SURROUNDED YOURSELF WITH................WHAT A TRAGEDY ...........WHAT A SAD STORY OF A TRUE ARTIST WHO THOUGHT THE PEOPLE HE IS WITH ARE ALL ARTISTS AND THEY WERE NOT....NOT AT ALL.............THEY WERE ALL BUISNESS MEN OF ONE KIND OR THE OTHER..............AND YOU WERE THE SOLE ARTIST WHO WASTED HIS LIFE.............
TRYING TO CULTIVATE THEM IN THE PURSUIT OF ART.

Did you know nothing ?
Didn't know nothing,
Never knew nothing
And the time has passed...........
The day has passed..................
Didn't know nothing
Never knew nothing.........................
Don't know nothing....................
Never knew nothing...................



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