Sunday, October 12, 2014

EMERGENCY,EMERGENCY,EMRGENCY

EMERGENCY,EMERGENCY,EMERGENCY

Rush, rush, rush
Orders have been given
Quick march,
quick march, quick march
Emergency, emergency, emergency

He is in, you are out
He is in you are out
He is in you are out

He is out you are in
He is out you are in
He is out you are in

Rush
Rush
Rush

Emergency
Emergency
Emergency

Friday, October 10, 2014

WAITING FOR THE TABLE

WAITING FOR A TABLE

With his nice white shirt
Expansive cufflinks
Good looking watch
A sweater on his shoulders
A rich looking brief case
A small bag with something in it
Purchased from a pricey store
Waiting for a table in a trendy
Fancy cafe....Still didn't look classy

No, no class
No, no class at all

Money and class are two different matters....

UNORGANIZED

There is so much writing, so much writing
Unorganized nevertheless....

That can keep one busy for couple of years
What to do with your time after that?

Actually that question should come after those couple of years
When the un-organized had already been turned on to organized

But that question would never come
Because this scattered business of scattered writing,
Scattered papers, note books, napkins,papers,papers, papers
These un-organized papers full of writing

That question about what to do now with your time will never come.....

CAFE

The only salvation in this city for a few hours
And then the desperation sets in.....

HATE

Who do you hate?
What a question?

Who do you hate?
You have to ask.....

Who do you hate?
The answer is already known to you

Who do you hate?
Me.....

You hate you?

No, I hate me
I hate me..............

BANAL

Every reality is banal
and its banal all over
Just concentrate on your little banal life

LUNATICS

Lunatics who have made their own lunatic asylum ..JK

TWO PLACES

A person who lives simultaneously in two countries,
Who tried and failed at the same time...
Who escaped his past and didn't....
Such contradictions
Creed of self invention.....Anonymus

Origins in this country can't be escaped
Traumas which has no balm"  'Holes which can't be filled"     Anonymus

CULTURE

Habits
Values
Family breakdown
Contributes to poverty
Brokenness to his spirit
Crippling emotional trauma
A rage of generations
No level of achievements
External interventions can compensate  for the lack of family."

Problem is dense, complex, knotted."  Anonymus

PROBLEM

You see the problem I am having with you is that you
Always have an excuse and you want me to control my humiliation
Caused by your lame excuse and carry on being a friend as usual.

You can make as many excuses as you want, doesn't matter
There is a sense of sincerity, honesty which one has to follow to continue
Friendship if one wants

Your excuses, no matter how genuine to you are un-acceptable
By any reasonable person...........

THE GREATEST SHOW

"The greatest show on earth is the show of human emotion,
For complexity of character, psychological nuance,
And downright dramatic behavior, and its only three writers
have it, Chekhov, Tennessee and August Wilson."      John Lahr

'Doubt get you an education."     John Lahr

BOOKS TO READ

Temptation to exist by E.M.CIORAN
Lives of the poets by Samuel Johnson

'Style after-all is metabolism."  John Lahr

'Writing has to have a pulse."  John Lahr

WRITER

Essentials for writing
CURIOSITY
IMAGINATION
STYLE
PSYCHOLOGICAL NUANCE

Habits





Wednesday, October 8, 2014

WHO IS JK?

WHO IS JK?
WHOEVER HE OR SHE IS IS VERY GOOD
DO SOME RESEARCH AND FIND OUT WHO JK IS?

DRAMATIC TENSION

DRAMATIC TENSION

With all the gardens, the flowers,the fairies, the midsummer night dream
like atmosphere, the balcony,the staircase,the piano, the singing, there was no dramatic tension.
It was pretty to look at but thats exactly it was.  Pretty which turns to dull and cumbersome.
Its like saying, 'I don't need you."
'i don't want you"
I am alright without you."
Give me some tension
Some drama
some thing to think about afterwards.
Just pretty we don't need.
I am Ok without it.

It becomes unfunny, unattractive, at times it feels emotionless,untragic,
Too long and eventually boring.

KARIMA ULLAHA'S NEWS HOUR

KARIMA ULLAHA'S NEWS HOUR

A satire on every day events

Cultural
Political
Psychological
Phillosophical
Taking place all over the planet

Karima Ullaha is a cultural critic for the ATOPOS (Out of place)

ATOPOS
Down trodden
Tongueless
Faceless
Hidden
Hated
Despised

Karima Ullaha will invite many guests on different nights

GUESTS

Neocons
Thinktankers
Experts
Experts on everything
They know it all

The guests will enlighten you
Charm you
Surprise you
Amaze you
Startle you
Disgust you
Manipulate you
They will remind you that you are a,'NO BODY" in every which way
Make you feel shitty with their pity over your demise
At the end of their session every one of them will say,
'ITS A PITY, WE MADE YOU FEEL SO SHITTY"

THIS PLAY/PERFORMANCE PIECE IS GOING TO BE A HILARIOUSLY FUNNY, SARCASTIC AND MANY OTHER THINGS
SOON TO BE PERFORMED SOMEWHERE...............................

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

THINGS NEVER TO BE DONE

THINGS NEVER TO BE DONE

Say it every day
But never do it

Exercise?
Never

Typing plays?
Never

Eating bread?
Always

Eating cake?
Always

Drinking wine?
Always

Complaining about doing these things?
Always

Never changing?
Always

Writing it down what to do tomorrow
And never doing it?
Always

Taking vitamins?
Never

Thinking of A?
Always

Worrying about A?
Always

Thinking of S?
Always

Wasting energy?
Always

On useless people?
Always

Wasting time?
Always

Wasting energy and time on useless people?
Always

Thinking of this and that?
Always

Thinking of this and that and feeling hurt?
Always

Never accomplishing the serious task?
Never

Always talking about accomplishing it?
Always

Never doing what needs to be done?
Never

Always talking about it?
Always

Always being unhappy?
Always

Never changing the path?
Never

Always talking about it?
Always

Oh! what a mess?
Yes, what a mess

And you still want to be succwssful?
Always

Where do you think you live?
Here

Always here
Always lived here

Always wanted to do something different
Did you do it?
Never

And you still wanted to be successful?
Always

You know that you have all the elements of failure?
Always

And you still didn't change?
Never

So?
So?
So?

Help me
Help you?
Yes, help me
Who can help you?
You
Me?
Yes, you?
You?
Who is you?
You
Me?
Yes, you
I don't exist
You don't
No, I don't
So?
So what?
I have been asking you to help me
Help you with what?
Help me change

I can't
Why not?

I don't exist
You don't?
No I don't
But I have been asking you to help me change
You have been wasting your time
But its been my whole life asking you to help me

But I don't exist
So can I help you?
You wasted my life with false promises
I never promised you anything
You told me any one can change
But you are not any one
Why not?

You are a complete destructive person
Destructive?
Self destructive
But you needed to help me

i am not here
You gave me false promises
I never talked to you
But you listened

But I never answered
You are a bastard
You ruined my whole life with false promises
With the encouragement that I will do all that needed to be done tomorrow

I am a tomorrow
What are you?
I am your past
But My past was fullfilling

Because you did everything you promised to do every day
Because you helped me
I have never been around
I have always been your past
You helped me in the past

I never helped you
Then who helped me when I used to achieve in the past?
You did
What?

You did
You helped, "YOU"
Me?
Yes, you
Always you
Always you
Since I have known you it was always you who helped you
Always you
And now?

Now you have stopped
Stopped what?
You have stopped helping you
You have completely stopped helping you

What should I do now?
Get up and begin to move
Move where?
Move
Just move
Put some movement in your body and soul
And then?

Then things will happen
What things?

Things you want to do everyday
What things?  I forget what things I wanted to do every day....

Not eating bread
Not eating cake
Doing exercise
Not worry about useless people
Not worry about useless things
Not to feel lonely

Perhaps I can correct some things such as not eating bread but loneliness?
Yes, loneliness

That I can't do
I can't
I simply can't
I have to feel lonely
I must feel lonely
I must...I must
Why?

Because I am
Because I am lonely
Very lonely
That's why I eat all the bread everyday
That's why I eat all the cakes every day
Because of my loneliness
I do what I must not do everyday...................

Monday, October 6, 2014

THANKS HEAVEN

THANKS HEAVEN
THE BURDEN IS LIFTED

WHO SAID SO?
FOR THE TIME BEING

EVERYTHING IS FOR THE TIME BEING ANY WAT
THANKS GOD THE BURDEN IS LIFTED FOR THE TINME BEING
Hello, Autumn New York!