Wednesday, April 27, 2016

TWIN CONTINUES

TWIN

You feel unloved?

Tell your twin to love you

Do you have other difficulties in every day life?

Tell your twin to help you.

You have twin

Do you know how lucky you are?

How many people have twins who stay with them every second of the day?

You have a therapist, a doctor, a physical trainer, an adviser, a friend, a companion, a relative

With the same DNA, same Immune system, same language, same eating habits,

Same bad habits, Same good habits....your twin even cries with you when you are sad which is so

often....


Your twin is the only one who shares your talent

Your twin is the only one who takes you out for a walk, for a coffee, for a meal,

Why do you want any one else when you have your twin by your side?

Why do you want any one else to help you?

You are not alone

You have a twin

Your twin is very talented

Your twin is very kind

Your twin is very Imaginative, very creative, very hard working, very sensitive...

Seek help only from your twin and no one else...

Your twin is the only person who knows you

Your twin is the only one who is close to you, is aware of the fact that you are

here by yourself and need help, need company and is willing to help you

Seek help only from your twin...

You seem to forget that you do have a twin who has the same interests like you...

Same needs like you and is not from this country...

Your twin is not a stranger to you, not a boss, not an employer,, not a police man, not a prosecutor...

Your twin was born with you...

Your twin is of the same parents...of the same country...speaks the same language, eats the same food

have the same taste buds, same style, have the same ambitions, same losses, same experiences,

Same joys, same sorrows...your actions,

Its much easier for your twin to include you in the center of the game, bring you in from the edges

right to the center of the arena...

Your twin respects your rights, your expressions, your thoughts,...

Your twin understands your language, your moods, your desires, your disappointments,

Your loneliness here in a country of other men.....

Your twin understands your silence, your gestures, your humanism.

Your twin is not a stranger....

Your twin is a friend...
your forwardness,


A dear friend...

A dear, dear friend...

Let your twin love you...

Allow your twin to love you, to help you, to accompany you when you go out.

Allow your twin to participate in your ambition, your endeavors,

Your dark moods, your brooding, your regrets....

You have neglected your twin for a long time, underestimated for a long time...

You never consulted your twin for any thin for a long, long time

You actually excluded your twin from your life and felt so horribly alone in a country

which is not yours, amongst people who are not your people, strangers who remained strangers...

You excluded your twin ruthlessly from your life.

Include your lovely twin in your life

Your twin has a name

Your twin has a shape, a mind, an aesthetic sense, beauty, cultivation, sophistication,

Your twin has been very hurt from neglect, neglect of all kinds for a long, long time...

Make it up to your twin, include your twin for real advice, for consultation, for bravery

So it can bring you to the center of things, center of life, center of you...

The twin and its reason has been forgotten for so long...that even you yourself forgot

That you have a twin....

Why must you look upto total un-caring, un-loving, un-caring strangers, total strangers,

Phony friends, aggressive, un-just authority figures to include you in happenings?

Why should they include you in anything? This is not your country...These are not your people..
.
These are not your loved ones.

These are not your relatives...

These are not your friends, thats for sure...They are not even your friends.

WHY SHOULD THEY INCLUDE YOU IN ANYTHING?

PLEASE ANSWER ME THAT

ANSWER ME ONCE AND FOR ALL

AND SETTLE ONCE AND FOR ALL...

Make up with your long lost twin...

ASK YOUR TWIN TO INCLUDE YOU

IN EVERYTHING YOU DO

AND YOU YOURSELF INCLUDE YOUR TWIN IN EVERYTHING YOU DO,

EVERYTHING YOU WANT TING YOU DOWN DO, EVERYTHING YOU DESIRE TO DO...

YOUR TWIN WILL LET YOU DO IT

YOUR TWIN WON'T BE CONDESCENDING LIKE OTHERS

YOUR TWIN WOULD LIKE YOUR SKIN COLOR

YOUR TWIN WON''T BE PUTTING YOU DOWN

YOUR TWIN WON'T ASK YOU, " WHERE ARE YOU FROM?"

YOUR TWIN WON'T BE RACIST TOWARD YOU

YOUR TWIN IS OF THE SAME COLOR LIKE YOU, OF THE SAME COUNTRY LIKE YOU,

BORN OF THE SAME PARENTS LIKE YOU, SPEAKS THE SAME LANGUAGE LIKE YOU,

HAVE THE SAME PAIN LIKE YOU, SAME LOVE LIKE YOU, SAME SADNESS LIKE YOU...

YOUR TWIN HAS LOTS OF SADNESS

BOTH OF YOUCAN SHARE EACH OTHERS SADNESS....

YOU CAN DIVIDE YOUR TASK OF LIVING BETWEEN YOU AND YOUR TWIN...

THE BURDEN OF LIVING WILL LIGHTEN BY SHARING THE GRIEF...

BETWEEN TWO PEOPLE THINGS WILL BE DONE FASTER...

YOU WERE NEVER ALONE

ITS JUST THAT YOU FORGOT THE EXISTENCE OF YOUR TWIN...

EXCLUSION OF YOUR BEAUTIFUL TWIN BY YOU HAVE HURT YOU IN THE PAST

YOU HAVE BEEN SO LONELY AND RUNNING AFER PEOPLE, FAKE FRIENDS,

WASTING YOUR LOVE....

FROM NOW ON DEPEND ONLY ON YOUR TWIN FOR COMPANY, FOR COMFORT, FOR

LAUGHTER, FOR ADVICE....

NO ONE ELSE..

I EMPHASIS,  NO ONE ELSE.  NO ONE ELSE IS TO BE TRUSTED,NO ONE ELSE IS YOUR

FRIEND.  YES, I MEAN IT.  YOU HAVE TRIED.  GOD KNOWS YOU HAVE TRIED

GIVE UP ON THAT.....


TRUST ONLY YOUR TWIN, LOVE ONLY YOUR TWIN, INCLUDE ONLY YOUR TWIN...

NO ONE ELSE, NO ONE ELSE, NO ONE ELSE.

YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

YOU HAVE YOUR BEAUTIFUL TWIN BY YOUR SIDE, YOUR TALENTED TWIN, YOUR

LOVING TWIN BY YOUR SIDE.

BECAUSE YOU ARE YOUR TWIN













To a movie, to a play,

Tuesday, April 26, 2016

TWIN

TWIN

Include yourself in the game

Its all a game

Play it

Damn it

Play it...

Be part of the game

You, yourself come inside the center

You, yourself remove yourself from the periphery

And move to the center.

Stay away from exclusion

Bring yourself from the outside right into the inside.

Don't wait anyone else to do it for you

You do it yourself

Inch by inch...

Inch by Inch

Inch in

Include yourself in the game

Don't wait for any one else to bring you to the arena

You get there and go to the center

First of all you need to belong

Belong?

Yes, belong

Belong to whom?

Belong to yourself.

Include yourself in your own life...

Be center stage in your play...

Be center stage

The play that you are in

Don't stand in the wings

Be centerstage

The play that you are in...

The play which is your life

Yes, your life is a play

Play the lead role

Be centerstage in your life

If you exclude yourself from your own life

Why would anyone else include you in anything?

Listen to me

I am your twin

Listen....

If you haven't understood yet....

Let me remind you

This is not your country...

It will never be your country

You left your country

You left your family

You left your job

You left everything behind

Now you want to find all that you lost, you find to find that here

In some one else's country

These are not your people

Not your family

Not your friends

Not your acquaintances either

Neither are they your neighbors...

They are all strangers...

What do you expect from them?

Why should they do anything for you?

Why?

Why do you want equal rights here?

Why do you want respect here?

Dignity here?

Why would they give it to you?

Why would they think of you?

Why?

Whatever you need you have to get it for yourself

Whatever is essential for your life, you have to get it for yourself

You want to have fun?

Go ahead, have fun...

You want to go to a movie?

Go ahead, go to a movie...

You want money?

Go ahead, earn it..

You want to be slim?

Go make yourself slim...

You feel lonely?

Don't

You feel disrespected

Don't

Respect yourself to begin with

Give yourself equal rights

Give yourself everything instead of giving it to them....

They are not your people

Don't waste your time

Don't waste your affection on them

Don't waste your talent on them

You want to be successful?

Get up and make yourself successful

You want a clean apt?

Clean it

Get it cleaned

You want to see your sister?

Go see your sister

You want to help some one?

Get up and help

You don't want to help any one?

Don't

Don't help any one here

They are not your people

How many people have helped you her?

Can't think of any

This is not your country

Thats why

These are not your people

Thats why...

You want to be liked?

Tell your twin to like you

You want to be loved?

Tell your twin to love you

You have a twin

Don't forgrt

Your twin is the only other human being you have in this country which is not your country

Your twin is the only person who was born with you in your own country

The country you left behind

Now just love your twin

Tell your twin to love you...

Tell your twin to help you

At least you have a twin

You must not feel lonely

Talk to your twin

Listen to your twin....

You have a twin

Don't forget...

Forget about every one else

They are not your people....

Twin is the only one

The only one

The only one.....




Friday, April 22, 2016

DEPRESSED TODAY?

DEPRESSED TODAY?

dEPRESSED TODAY?

Causes unknown

Causes ?

The same...

Same as always

Depressed for a life

A life time

It has its reasons

No one understands

WHORES AND ALL THAT

WHORES AND ALL THAT

She is a cunt

And the other one is also a cunt

The first cunt is bigger than the second cunt

And the second cunt is much bigger than the first cunt

Perhaps they are both of the same size

Plus+ Plus+ Plus size both of them

ALL CAME BACK

ALL CAME BACK

Sorrow has come back

Sorrow never went away

I brought it here with me

Now the F is good

Now the new problem

Which is an old problem

Has come back...

Or haven't gone away yet

Haven't gone away at all...
...................................


ALL CAME BACK

ALL CAME BACK

It all came back

Came back in a weeks time

D with a big D

Doesn't go away go away

Culture tragedy of family

Has left me so sorrowful

the darkness of the soul

All the time

I thought it was gone

But it came back

Only one week

There was some sunshine

But the darkness has come back

IN THE MORNINGS

IN THE MORNINGS

Up...

Make tea..

Make bed...

GO DOWNSTAIRS...

Did you hear that?

'GO DOWNSTAIRS."

I said...

'YES, GO DOWNSTAIRS WITHAT CUP OF TEA."

Can't sit there...

NO, CAN'T SIT THERE AT ALL.

'DOWNSTAIRS"

FINISH TEA

WEAR SNEAKERS

GO TO THE RIVER FOR A WALK

'EVERYTHING ELSE STARTS AFTER THAT"

'dID YOU HEAR ME?"

NO ANSWER...

"DID YOU HEAR ME'?"

"NO MORE EXCUSES"

"NONE."

"ENOUGH SAID, ENOUGH DONE, ENOUGH DENIED."

"NO DENIAL ANY MORE"

"NO, NONE"

"NO MORE"

'WAKE UP"

"WAKE UP."

"ITS ALREADY TOO LATE."

"I WILL BE VERY UPSET WITH YOU IF YOU SIT ON THAT CHAIR FOR TEA.

"THAT CHAIR IS OUT OF YOUR REACH IN THE MORNING AS WELL AS LATE AT NIGHT."

"DID YOU HEAR ME?"

"DO I HAVE TO REPEAT MYSELF AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN?"

"WHAT ARE YOU MADE OF?"

"DESTRUCTION."

"SELF DESTRUCTION."

"NOTHING MORE LEFT TO BE DESTROYED"

'ALL GONE-ALL DESTROYED."

'WAKE UP...WAKE UP..WAKE UP..ITS SO LATE."