Friday, July 3, 2009

WHAT WILL BE WILL BE
Now you leave it to him
And everything will be taken care of
He will come around for you and make all your decisions

Learn from the recent turmoils, confusions, anxiety, indecisions
All will happen if its suppose to happen
Remember,  mother said, that not a leaf moves without his will
No it doesn't....

Now you try
Try to go where ever you want to go
Try hard...very hard, try again, and again
Go if you can

How come you are not there with all the decisive power within your control ?
How come you are not there already ?
Wasn't it stressful ?
The decision process ?

The going, and then not going, then going again, then not going....
How come it didn't happen ?
How come no going and no not going ?
How come all the smart choices ?
All the intellectual choices ?
All that adult control over all your choices ?
All the independent, grown up, democratic choices ?
How come then you are not there yet ?

How come ?
How come ?
How come ?

The dance
The dance of indecision
Should I ?
Should I not ?
All that talk with all those who couldn't care less any way
All so self centered
So pre-occupied with their own anxiety
All so together people..............
consuming your time
Eating it
Chewing it
Spitting it out
So much time you waste
Its a sin
You are a sinner...............
You waste time
And you waste it on awful , Un-important people and things and corners and roads...
What's the matter with you ?
You lost faith in him ?
You think you are going to survive without that..........
Next time ask him for your decisions
Seek his help............

What's the matter with you ?
I thought you were smart
What's the matter with you ?
Did you go to school ?
Even the children know better than that.....
You don't know what"s good for you ?

You waste time
Its a sin
You are a sinner
He doesn't like that
You talk too much
Its a sin
You are a sinner
He doesn't like that

Be smart
Be educated
Be sensible
Think of your time
Don't wait for nothing
He will decide for you
Leave it to him
And don't ask any one for help
Don't ask any one if you should do this and do that and do this and do that...........
I don't like you
Today I don't like you
Today I dislike you
Don't you know its all up to him..............?

Don't you know nothing can and will happen if he doesn't want it ?
And if its going to happen it will.............
What will be will be...................
Don't you know that ?
You still don't know that ?

You will not talk to any one from now on about this and that
Should you do this or that ?
You will not talk to no one Un-necessarily to any one and I mean any one...........
No one you will talk to about your affairs
You will leave all Upto him and you......
Things will only happen if he wants them to happen
You will not go and ask people like a mad man about this or that..........
No, you won't..................
I won't talk to you again then...........
I won't like you again
I don't like you already for your gibberish and this and that sawals.............
What's the matter with you ?

I won't like you today or tomorrow if you don't change your stupid wasteful ways...........
And who else is there who cares ?
Tell me who ?
Except him......................
Leave it to him and shut your blabbering mouth............
You won't talk too much and you won't spend too much time with no one
And you won't wait for no one.........no one I say.......no one.
Save time, save your voice, save your speech, save your thoughts, save your indecisions, save your anxiety, save your anguish, save your decisions....
Things will be decided for you by him.............
Bigger powers are protecting you 
But the bigger Spiritual  powers are now getting angry at you for abusing the gift...

God gave you a gift.............your time, your voice, your emotions, your energy, your willingness to be good, to be kind, to be nice, to be generous, to be caring, to be affectionate, to be polite...
Save those gifts for the right deserving people................save them................those people needs those gifts..............don't just throw them on the road side..................and then leave everything else to him............
Keep your niaat saaf.............and everything good will come to you by his decision....
What will be will be.............
Aiek patta be naiheen hil sukta us ki murzi key begair...............
You tried..............wrongly or rightfully............you tried.......it didn't happen
It wasn't meant to be
It wasn't meant to be
Daney daney pur mohar hey..................
What's meant to be.........will be
What will be will be..............

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