NOW WHAT IS IT ?

Is the same,"Other." bothering you again ?

Is it she ? or he ? or it ? or them ? or they ?

or clothes ?

or dishes ?

or furniture ?

or the floors ?

or the paint ?

or toilet papers ?

or not seeing shows at the Lincoln center ?

or any center ?

or not going to Mylasia ?

or thinking of going to Mylasia ?

or washinging summer clothes by hand ?

or buying woolite ?

or taking a summer holiday ?

or not taking a summer holiday ?

or going for coffee ?

or going for coffee to which cafe ?

or having no clean clothes to wear ?

or is it the fear of physical check up which you never had before ?

or what they will find residing in your body once you do have the physical check up ?

or going to pay the bills all piled up ?

Or delying paying the bills ?

Or feeling guilty about not doing enough everyday ?

or not doing anything at all everyday ?

or is it just the mere depression of unhappiness ?

Or not even knowing that its just the mere unhappiness of life ?

Or not knowing why is there unhappiness of life ?

or not knowing that these are the symptoms of depression ?

Or not knowing why there are symptoms of depression ?

or not knowing what will make you happy ?

or not liking your weight ?

or not knowing if the additional weight is because of an underlying disease ?

or not trying to find out if there is anything to worry about ?

or just the fear of worrying about if you find out that there is a cause of weight gain related  to an illness ?

or is it just wrong eating ?

or is it the lack of excercise ?

or is it the laxk of will to exercise ?

or why there is such lack of will to get excited ?

or why is it what it is ?

or not knowing what is it that is ?

or not knowing what is it what is not ?

Now what is it ?