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"Three stage tricks." 

1:Deal with difficult subject matter, (Controversial)

2: Non motive narration

3: Pure white thin, 

 Cotton soft as home made cream wraped in silk,

    Is the subject matter but cover it with plastic and teflon coverings

Because no one appreciate pure silk except a few who are not available

right now.

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To take a reviewer to that great place where he identifies with

what,  he doesn't think of identification because you can't predict

how people will respond...

this has never hindered my writing but now even the idea of chiffon

is not stimulating me...

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'Higher races, higher civilization." ?

Anglosphere shared historical ties with each other,  community of men."?

"Racist pseudoscience". Pankaj Mishra

"Non white people hopelessly inferior"  P. Mishra

"Politicians and pundits in Britain and it's settler colonies

of Australia, Canada, U.S.A forged identity geopolitics

of the higher race."  P. Mishra

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"Roosevelt wrote, 1897: "Democracy with the clear instinct

of race-selfishness saw the race-foe and kept out the dangerous alien." P.M

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"It's the motherland of democracy rather than in fascist Europe

that racial hierchies first defind the modern world." ?

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'Race, selfishness and elite of the higher races for fearful

ruling classes, political order depended on forging an alliance

between capital and mob."

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Inclusion of non white people was a way of securing dignity

for marginalized by industry. Politial climate was prepared

by intellectuals with clear cut racial theories such as Brook Adam,

Charles B Davenport, media Baron, Keith Murdoch and Just instituanalized

a policy that restrict colored people for 20th century nativist-racists

demagoues entrenched a politics of disposseion, segregation, disenfranchisement

white civilization and it's domination of the planet."  ?

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'White denoted ownership of the earth for ever and ever."

"landlords of the earth."  P.M ?

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"Nightmare of words."

"Land of endless quest." "Orient."

I miss Edward Said

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"Chaos has biblical origins."

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ORIGINS

"Before writing-

Before language-

Before thought."

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"Depths of memory

The country of confusion

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'The worst is still to come

The best is yet to come"  ?

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"What I have not said that needs to be said

more forcefully and more precisely. Nothing. Nothing at all." ?

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"Don't worry about being liked

Just tell the truth.

Put your best foot forward, tell the truth.

Not in your talk but in your writing

But there is something missing and that's what I am looking for...

What's missing." ?

The truth...

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"How to survive?

How to be tough?

How to get through?

How to navigate the city and the citizens?

How to con the daily encounters?

If it was to be,  it was to be-

I adopt the same thought

I can't just live all day long waiting for something to happen-

That either will happen or will not happen."

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"I have never abandoned the development process."

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The negative racist energies re-surfaced.  They woke up.

They never went away

They never disappeared...

They just dozzed off...

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TWO GENIUSES AT THE SAME TABLE

Me and him

Reading

Having breakfast at Balthazar

He is reading about the genius of Leonardo Divinci

And I am reading about all the murders of wives and children

Committed by their husbands and fathers.

One in Colorado,

Wife and two daughters killed by the husband who was also gay...

Hong Kong professor killed his wife, put her body in a suitcase,

Put it in his office.

Another Hong Kong professor killed wife and daughter...

He was such a caring husband and a father.

He really took care of them both.

I need a drink, a strong one....

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AN ARTIST'S RESIDENCY AT LAFYETTE,  A FRENCH BISTRO...

WEEKDAYS:

Have tea at home

DRESS UP,  WEAR YOUR BEAUTIFUL CLOTHES

Leave early

Every day

6 hours

Type from hand written note books

Type plays

Do not read the NYT

Read books

Have coffee

Have croissant

Have lunch

EVENINGS

Openings

Theater

Movies

Readings/performances

WEEKENDS

Museums

Socializing

NUTRITION

Berries

Mangoes

Greens

Veges

Smoked salmon

lots of salads

Vit D

B COMPLEX

GLUCOSOMINE

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EVERY OTHER THING AND EVERY OTHER UN-NECESSARY PERSON

AND EVERY OTHER WORRY CAN END UP IN HELL...

REMEMBER ME TELLING YOU THIS BEFORE?

I AM YOUR ONLY TRUE FRIEND AND WELL WISHER

IGNORE ME AT YOUR OWN RISK..." PK