Sunday, June 14, 2009

DREAM AND A GORILLA IN IT

Was he a real actor playing the gorilla ?
Or they put the real gorilla on stage ?
The dream was of a huge dangerous looking gorilla in a huge theater
Full to the maximum capacity

And an actor, just one actor playing with the gorilla with a doll
The doll was the toy Gorilla wanted and was always pulling and pushing
on its legs....
Gorilla had a lot of force and the actor was much weaker
So the doll was mostly being pulled in gorilla's way

The Actor was constantly thinking and asking himself a question, "Is this
an actor playing the gorilla in gorilla costume ?"  " Or is this a real gorilla
on stage ?
And if its a real gorilla why would they put a real huge gorilla on stage
for the poor actor to deal with it ?

It was scary...the gorilla...it was so real...the actor was scared....
You could tell even in the dream because when you are dreaming the
dream you don't know if its a dream or not ...you think its all real
while you are dreaming it.....

Get it ?
But the gorilla of the dream was real gorilla
And the gorilla died....
Because when the gorilla was pulling and pushing on the dolls
The actor couldn't match its strength and let go of the legs of the doll and since gorilla was pulling the doll
With its teeth, when the actor let go of the doll's legs....
The doll landed in the gorilla's mouth and gorilla swallowed it and died....
Get it ?

Isn't that the most horrible dream any one can ever dream ?
And that's not the end of it.....
It was a real gorilla and they had put the gorilla on stage
without explanation to the actor that it was a real gorilla or an actor playing the gorilla....
That's totally scary....
That's the show buisness for you....
Even in the dream its scary....
Its the gorilla...huge gorilla which haunts while one is awake
and while one is dreaming....
And that's if you are an actor....you are always afraid of  the show buiss gorilla
and the actor's life becomes a night mare when he is awake and when he is dreaming
Actor's nightmares are his dreams and he wakes up terrified and sweating
and he can die one day in his sleep if he is that terrified of his dream
of the showbuisse  he experiences every night as a recurring night mare....

What is his fear ?
That he will fail....
But he has failed already
So why the fear

Because he doesn't know that he has failed....

He knows.  When he see's success standing right in-front of him which looks
much different than him and his state of affairs in the buisness, he knows that he has failed
and failed miserably.....
Than why the fear ?
Fear of what ?
When you have failed, than why the fear ?
Sadness maybe...
But why the fear ?

Whatever the explanation is....We can't figure it out
Neither in the dream nor in the night mare.....

But the dream is not over yet....
The police is coming....
Yes, in the dream the police is coming to investigate how the gorilla
died............

But how come the police is not investigating if the actor knew he was dealing with the real gorilla and his own life was in danger in case something goes wrong
and why the actor was given the impression that the gorilla was just being played by an actor
whose force can be matched by the other actor  dealing with the make believe gorilla

But the gorilla wasn't a make believe gorilla....it was a real gorilla and the gorilla was dead
and the police was coming to investigate how the gorilla died....

But why doesn't the police investigate why the real gorilla was used on stage and the actor dealing with the gorilla was un-informed ?

Because no one gives a shit about the actor....ok ?
The actor's life is an un-ending nightmare....
Especially if the actor is not famous....
And what is fame ?
Fame is the real gorilla.....

Everyone is scared of.......it and wants it at the same time

No, every one wants it and no one is scared of it....
Every one is dying to have fame......
Fame is not the gorilla
Failure is the gorilla....

But the gorilla got killed in the dream
That means the failure got killed....
That means that the actors is finally free of his eternal feeling of being a failure....

BUT THE POLICE IS COMING TO INVESTIGATE THE ACTOR.................

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