Friday, June 5, 2009

Don't you ever

Don't you ever forget
That its you and only you, 
Who you are answerable to...
Stop it, stop it, stop expecting anything
Anything of any kind, any benefit which might come from these....
You know who and you do know who is any of those....
There is not a person who is totally genuine in that respect
And stop surrounding yourself with waste....just stop...stop.
This is the last time I am talking to you on this Issue.
The last time, you hear?

Let them go away, disappear, not functioning, never functioning in their presence....
Do it your way, just do it and don't seek the inclusion of others
Its your work hour and you can't include people in your work hour...

How many include you ?
Why are you so fucking obliging ?
To the whole human race ?
Be phony and have a phony laugh and don't include them
And you know who I am talking about....
Don't include them in your pleasure, achievement, failure, loneliness
Loneliness is good
Loneliness is great
Loneliness is progressive
Loneliness is extremely healthy
Loneliness is creative
Loneliness is the creative thing in your life
Do everything related and beneficial to your field and to you
And now what is beneficial to you ?
Go figure and go figure alone
And what is beneficial to your field ?
Go figure and go figure it out alone.....

You don't have time to spend on them
And you know who I am talking about
And you know who I am talking about
And if you don't ...
Go figure
And go figure alone
Do everything which benefits you and your field
Who are you ? and what's your field ?
Go figure
And go figure even if it takes you a life time
Another life time
Go figure
But don't you ever be with them
And you know who I am talking about
Don't you ever be with them to please them
Don't you ever be them to oblige them
Don't you ever be with them to waste your time
Don't you ever be with them to waste your money
If you enjoy them, if you have pleasure with them
If you have any kind of benefit form them
If you have any kind of advantage from them....
Yes, may be.....

But they behave they are doing you a favor while you are treating them.....
Can you understand that ?
They are doing you a favor while you are treating them
These no bodies
These so called, "Pseudo Importance." and "pseudo Important name dropper insincere ass holes."
And let me ask you one thing...
Why are you often with them ?
Go figure
That's your function in life from now on
Go figure why you feel the need to waste your precious, precious time ?
Why do you need to oblige them ?
Why ? Why ? Why ?
What have they done for you ?
What have they ever done for you ?

Why are you wasting your affection and time on these
And you know who I am talking about
Are they your blood relation ?
Is there a bond of blood between you and them ?
Is there a memory of love or pain of your childhood connected to them ?

Is there a professional bond between you and them /
Have they promoted you ?
Have they ever advanced your career /
Do you have a career /
Go figure......

Now you are not lonely
Now you have so much to figure
So much to figure out
Now you are so busy, so so so so busy that you can't be with them even if your
Destructive ,obliging, giving, wasting side forces you to be with them
You can't......

Now you have to figure it out why you are with them /
Now you have to figure it out why do you want to be with them
While there is NOTHING FOR YOU IN IT EXCEPT THE WASTE OF TIME, EASTE OF TIME, WASTE OF MONEY, WASTE OF AFFECTION, WASTE OF SINCERITY......

Write a novel instead and call it, "waste."
But don't you ever, ever, ever feel obliged by any of these......
And you know who I am talking about
Don't you ever feel obliged by any of these to spend your valuable time, your gold and pearls, and silver and rubies on them..................

They are not worth it
You are
You are worth every penny, every jewel, every second of your passing hour....
Spend it on you....oblige your self
Your obligation is you honey, you, no one else
Your time is yours honey, yours and no one lese's......
Do not, never ever give your possessions to the un-worthy and un-desrving....
Because there are lots of those who are very much deserving of your hospitality, your generosity, your kindness, your time......
But these are not............
These ones.....and you know who I am talking about are....selfish, phony, liers,
insincere, game playing ....creatures
And their gamne somehow have been to make you feel obliged......no matter what you do for them instead of them feeling obliged or thankful they have trained you and your feelings to come across as if you are being done favors to and its you who has to be obliged to them................

You got it all wrong
And I am telling you for the last time.....
Don't you ever feel obliged by any one of these......
And its the last time I am telling you. don't you ever spend a moment of your time with them 
And Its the last time I am telling you
Because I am going for a long holiday, a long, long, long holiday.....
You won't be able to speak to me, write to me, call me....none of the above.....
No, not again....
This is the last time I am telling you ....
Don't you ever....don't you ever...don't you ever.............forget.

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