SURREALIST IN EXPRESSING THE ABSOLUTE,
FEELS HE HAS A MISSION TO ACHIEVE.
"ALL WE KNOW IS THAT TO SOME EXTENT WE ARE ENDOWED
WITH THE GIFT OF WORDS, AND THAT, BY MEANS OF IT SOMETHING
IMMENSE AND OBSCURE ENDEAVORS TO EXPRESS ITSELF THROUGH
US AND THAT EACH OF US HAS BEEN CHOSEN AS ONE OUT OF A THOUSAND, AND DESIGNED TO FORMULATE BY HIMSELF WHAT IN OUR LIFE TIMES MUST BE FORMULATED.
IT'S AN ORDER WE HAVE BEEN GIVEN, ONCE AND FOR ALL AND IT HAS NEVER OCCURED TO US TO DISPUTE IT." ANDRE BRETON
A VERY IMPORTANT MESSAGE FOR ME.
NOTEBOOK OF AUGUST 18
ABOUT OMAR KHAYYANM
"WE SHOULD MAKE MOST OF THE DAY BEFORE IT SLIPS BY FOREVER."
"HAVING FAILED TO FIND ANY PROVIDENCE EXCEPT DESTINY
AND ANY WORLD BUT THIS, HE SET ABOUT MAKING THE MOST OF IT."
"HIS WORDLY AMBITION WASN'T EXORBITANT."
"TOWARDS ME HE EVER TURNED AN EYE YOUR OF FAVOR AND KINDNESS."
"ENDOWED WITH SHARPNESS AND WIT."
"TO WHOM SO EVER THIS FORTUNE FALLS-HE SHALL SHARE IT
EQUALLY WITH THE REST AND RESERVE NO PRE-EMINENCE FOR HIMSELF."
"IN WINNING KNOWLEDGE OF EVERY KIND"
"HIS WERE NO IDLE WORDS."
"AUDACITY OF THOUGHT AND SPEECH"
"OH! HONEST OF HEART AS WELL AS HEAD."
"RAISE YOURSELF TO INDEPENDENCE." BS
'END OF MARCH
BEGINNING OF APRIL
NO END OF COLD WEATHER." BS
OBSTACLES
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BECOME OBLIVIUS TO THE OBSTACLES, ALL KINDS OF OBSTACLES
PUT IN YOUR PATH BY WHATEVER AND WHOEVER.
GO BEYOND ORDINARY PEOPLE, ORDINARY PROBLEMS.
EVERYTHING WHICH IS CAPABLE OF BOTHERING YOU
HAS TO BE SPECIAL AND EXTRAORDINARY
TELL YOURSELF THAT, "HE IS NOT EXTRAORDINARY THAT
I CAN BE BOTHERED BY HIM."
TELL YOURSELF THAT," SHE IS NOT EXTRAORDINARY THAT
I CAN BE BOTHERED BY HER."
TELL YOUR SELF THAT THIS PROBELM IS NOT EXTRAORDINARY TO BE BOTHERED
ABOUT.
TELL YOUR SELF THAT, 'ORDINARY PEOPLE , ORDINARY EVENTS AND ORDINARY
THINGS CAN NOT BOTHER ME. THEY ARE TOO ORDINARY, BRING SOMETHING SPECIAL
OUT OF THE WOODWORKS TO BOTHER ME."
MAKE SURE WHAT YOU DEVOTE YOUR TIME AND ENERGY TO IS SOMETHING
THAT IS WORTHY OF YOUR REMARKABLE TALENTS." BS
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"A: WHAT ARE YOU DOING?"
B: NOTHING...
A: THAT IS SOMETHING...
B: THAT SOMETHING IS NOTHING"
A: "NOTHING COMES FROM NOTHING..."
B: SHAKESPEAR SAID THAT"
A: IF YOU KNOW THAT SHAKESPEAR SAID THAT YOU HAVE LOT TO DO.
AND YOU ALREADY KNOW THE VALUE OF NOTHING."
B: NOTHING HAS NO VALUE IN IT AND THAT'S WHY ME DOING NOTHING
IS SIGNIFICANT..."
A: USE THAT KNOWLEDGE TO DO SOMETHING..."
B: LIKE WHAT?"
A: WRITE..."
B: I AM NOT A WRITER..."
A: WHO IS A WRITER?"
B: THE ONE WHO WRITES..."
A: SO WRITE. THEN YOU WILL BE CALLED A WRITER."
B: IT'S NOT THAT EASY..."
A: "ASK THE MEDIOCRE WRITERS...THEY JUST WRITE SO THEY CAN BE
CALLED, "WRITERS"
B: WHY WOULD I PUT MYSELF INTO MEDIOCRITY ALREADY BEFORE I HAVE
LEARNED TO WRITE?"
A: BECAUSE YOU WILL BE VERY POPULAR
B: WHO WANTS TO BE POPULAR AT THE RISK OF BEING BAD?"
A: MEDIOCRES DARLING, MEDIOCRES..."
B: I WOULD RATHER NOT BE A WRITER.."
A: YOU MEAN YOU WILL GIVE UP ALL THE REWARDS, FAME AND MONEY?"
B: OH! IN THAT CASE I LOVE TO EMBRACE MEDIOCRITY."
A: THAT'S A GIRL...NOW YOU ARE LEARNING.." START TO WRITE"
B: I STILL DO NOT KNOW HOW TO WRITE..."
A: IMAGINE ALL THAT MONEY AND FAME AND WORDS WILL COME TO YOU."
B: YOU MEAN ORDINARY WORDS RIGHT?"
A: OF COURSE...YOU DON'T WANT TO BE A SCHOLAR, AN ESSAIST LIKE
Dr. SAMUEL jOHNSON...RIGHT? YOU JUST WANT TO WIN A PULITZER."
B: OH1 THAT'S HOW THEY WIN PULITZERS? "
A: YOU KNOWN ABOUT SHAKESPEARE AND NOTHING ABOUT MEDIOCRITY
AND IT'S REWARDS?"
B: THATS WHY I DON'T. I HATE THE WORD MEDIOCRITY..."
A: YOU WILL SUFFER ALL YOUR LIFE WITH YOUR ATTITUDE OF BRILLIANCE
AND YOU WILL BE SO FAR AWAY FROM FAME AD FORTUNE..."
B: WHAT DOES FAME DO FOR YOU?"
A: A VERY SILLY QUESTION. FAME MAKES YOU FAMOUS. NO ONE KNOWS YOU
DO YOU KNOW AY ONE WHO KNOWS YOUR NAME?"
B: NEITHER YOURS. NO ONE KNOWS YOUR NAME EITHER."
A: BECAUSE I AM NOT MEDIOCRE. "
B: WHO ARE YOU?
A: "I AM ME. THAT IS ENOUGH. TO BE MYSELF IS THE AWARD..."
B: NO MONEY THOUGH, NO FAME...
A: FUCK MONEY, FUCK FAME...WHO GIVES A SHIT? WE ARE ALL IN THE SAME
BOAT RIGHT NOW. WE ARE DYING AND OUR FAME IS DYING WITH IT.
WE ARE PERISHING AND PERISHING FAST. SOMETHING HAS INVADED US.
COME IN BETWEEN US TO WARN US THE VALUE OF REAL THINGS...
REAL THINGS, CARING, COMPASSION, EMPATHY, KINDNESS, PRAYER,
LOVE...WE ARE INVADED BY THIS INVISIBLE GERM CALLED, "VIRUS...COVID 19"
WHICH IS NOT MEDIOCRE, IT'S SPECIAL TOXIN WHICH LOVES EVERY ONE'S
GROCERY
LUNGS, RICH LUNGS, POOR LUNGS, AWARD WINNING LUNGS, SPECIAL LUNGS,
BRILLIANT LUNGS, MEDIOCRE LUNGS...DOES NOT DISCRIMNATE LIKE HUMAN
BEINGS...THIS TOXIN IS HERE TO TEACH US A LESSON IF WE ARE WILLING TO
LEARN TO GET RID OF ALL IDEAS OF WHO IS SPECIAL AND WHO IS ORDINARY,
WHO WON AWARDS AND WHO DIDN'T, THE VALUE OF HUMAN LIFE IS OF UTMOST
VALUE. A VALUE WHICH THE SUPER POWER GAVE ALL OF US. WE ARE HUMAN.
AND THAT'S IT. NO QUESTIONS ASKED. SAME COMPASSION, SAME LOVE, SAME C
ATTENTION HAS TO BE PAID TO ALL. THE VIRUS IS BEGGING US TO PAY
ATTENTION TO THE REAL WRITER, ALMIGHTY GOD WHO WROTE THE FINAL
VERDICT AND THAT VERDICT IS THAT, "ATTENTION MUST BE PAID."
TO ALL HUMAN BEINGS. THE WRITERS, THE AWARD WINNING MOVIE STARS
AND THE MAIDS AND THE BUS DRIVERRS AND THE NURSES AND THE WAITERS
AND THE DELIVERY WORKERS AND THE POOR PEOPLE AND THE HOMELESS...
NO PULITZER, NO OSCAR, NO SOURCE OF FAME AND FORTUNE IS IMPORTANT
TO COVID 19...JJUST THE LUNGS OF HUMAN BEINGS...ALL LUNGS, BLACK LUNGS
WHITTE LUNGS, HISPANIC LUNGS, LATINO LUNGS, OLD LUNGS, YOUNG LUNGS
POOR LUNGS, HOMELESS LUNGS....VIRUS IS VERY FAIR IN ITS DEALINGS...
AND AFTER THE CRISIS THE REMAINING FORTUNATE PEOPLE OF ALL COLORS,
ALL FAITHS, ALL RACES, RICH AND POOR MUST REMEBER THAT.
"BE FAIR IN YOUR DEALINGS WITH HUMAN BEINGS...ALL HUMAN BEINGS"
AND THIS LESSON MUST BE LEARNT AND NOW YOU SHOULD GET READY
WRITE ABOUT THIS CRISIS OF CORONA VIRUS, THIS CRISIS OF COVID 19
YES, SIT DOWN AND WRITE ABOUT IT...WRITE ABOUT THE LESSON WE ALL
SHOULD LEARN TO BE FAIR, TO BE JUST, TO BE KIND, TO BE EQUAL TO ALL
HUMANITY...IF WE DON'T LEARN NOW WE ARE ON THE ROAD TO DEVASTATING
APOCLYPSE...DARLING B, MY DEAR FRIEND, SIT DOWN AND WRITE ABOUT
THAT. FORGET ABOUT MEDIOCRITY AND SCHOLARSHIP, WRITE ABOUT THE
UNFORTUNATE PERISHING BECAUSE OF OUR NEGLECT TOWRADS EACH
AND IF WE DON'T LEARN AND IF WE DON'T TEACH THIS LESSON, WE SHALL
ALL PERISH SOON...
B: OH! MY DARLING, OH! MY DEAR FRIEND, WHAT A SAD DAY, WHAT A SAD DAY!
WHAT SAD TIMES! OH! WHAT SAD TIMES!"
A: B, PUT THE EVENTS OF THESE SAD TIMES ON A PIECE OF PAPER, A REMINDER
FOR THE NEXT GENERATIONS TO BE FAIR TOWARDS THEIR FUTURE FELLOW
BEINGS...A CAUTION...A LESSON TO BE LEARNT FROM OUR CALLOUSNESS....
NOT TO BE REPEATED...NEVER TO BE REPEATED..."
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