WOMEN OF A CERTAIN RELIGION OR MUSLIM WOMEN: A PLAY IN MONOLOGUES

HUMMA:
(Talking to herself, trying to convince herself that her solitude has become dangerous)

Either commit suicide or go to an institution for the insane.

Because there is no solution otherwise to change your circumstances.

Its time for you to admit it that now you are completely isolated and alone

in all your endeavors.

The dysfunction in your genes and DNA and the same dysfunctional DNA

of your remaining family and your religion is not going to change.

It can not change.  Its a disease.  Disease needs treatment and everyone has

to agree to the kind of treatment.

The problem and the dysfunction of the family and Humma's religion is

the disagreement on all issues and total non communication about all subjecys.

So yes, there is no one for you to laugh with....

Yes, you are all alone....

Yes, you have no support...

No help....

No understanding of family....

No understanding of community....

No understanding of religion...

No, No. Understanding at all.....

No nothing......

Now what's your decision?

Suicide or institution?

Or do you have a third option?

You can forget about every one and everything

and enjoy your loneliness and Isolation....

People who are determined can enjoy anything.

Do things you like...

Alone, of course

With who else?

Stop thinking about three things

Yourself

Your family

Your religion

And you will be perfectly happy

You will completely forget about mental asylum

or suicide....

You will just laugh

And laugh by yourself

People will think you are mad and will leave you alone....

That would be much better...

To laugh and to be alone than to be with miserably

petty, mean, vindictive, selfish, cruel, liers, manipulative, insincere people....

Don't you think people like that exist?

You must be aware of that, you especially hang out with them.....

Don't you?

And isn't that also the reason of you being suicidal?

Religion is not the only thing.....its people too....

Much more venomous......

Occupy your evenings

The most important thing for you....

The isolation of the evening is murderous for your psyche

Occupy your evenings.......

The place you live in offers tons of things for the evening

Opera....

Theater....

Music...

Beg or borrow, go to these things....

Begging is better than going insane....

Steal even but go to the opera.....

For three hours you will think of some one else's problems and passions

It will give you a break from your self......

Take a break from yourself

And everything which reminds you of yourself......

Total, complete break for couple of hours every evening from your self

and your troubled thoughts will retrieve your well being......

Call these things your evening job.....

Opera, theater, music, museum.......

That's your evening job....

"I am not available." " Would you not go to your work?"

I mean any body, "Would you not show up for your work?"

Impossible....

You will be fired....

'Go to the theater....six days a week, one night to the cinema.....

Then let me know if you still want to commit suicide or get

admitted in mental institution?"

I am sure you will run far, far away from it....

and if you still are not healed then you are totally insane..........................