Wednesday, March 8, 2023

WHO IS GOING TO UNDERSTAND?

 WHO IS GOING TO UNDERSTAND?

NO ONE.

ABSOLUTELY NO ONE.

NO FAMILY

NO HUSBAND

NO FRIEND

NO ACQUAINTANCES

LOVERS...

NO ONE.

JUST POUR EVERYTHING INTO WORDS AND POUR THEM ON TO A SIMPLE PAPER.

THE PAPER WILL UNDERSTAND AND IF IT DOESN'T IT WILL NOT SHOUT AND HOLLER

PAPER WILL ABSORB ALL OF IT SILENTLY, PATIENTLY...

THAT'S THE TITLE OF YOUR UN-WRITTEN BOOK.

THAT'S YOUR UP-COMING PROJECT.

YOU NEED A PROJECT TO SURVIVE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE

DON'T YOU?

ARN'T YOU LIKE EVERY ONE ELSE?

IF NOT, BE LIKE EVERY ONE ELSE.

BE SPECIAL EVERY ONE IS SPECIAL

ESPECIALLY NOW

THEY HAVE PROJECTS, FINISHED, UN-FINISHED, FINISHED AND NOW NEW ONE

 STARTED.


THAT'S YOUR PROJECT/PLAY

DON'T CALL IT A PLAY

CALL IT A PROJECT

MORE PROFESSIONAL

MORE IMPRESSIVE

MORE RESPONSIBLE

MORE MONEY WORTHY

OH! NO MONEY IS NEEDED...

VERY RICH,  VERY RICH,  VERY VERY RICH ALREADY.

KEEP IT A SECRET THOUGH

YOUR PRIVATE WORLD

DON'T LET ANYONE COME INTO  YOUR PRIVATE WORLD.

KEEP A DISTANCE

LEARN,  NOT TOO LATE

THE PROBLEM,  A SEVER PROBLEM YOU HAD KHATIGA WAS THAT YOU HAD NO PRIVATE

 WORLD.  YOU SHARED EVERY BIT OF YOUR LIFE,  YOUR LOVES,  YOUR CONCERNS, 

 YOUR SADNESS, YOUR REGRETS WITH EVERY ONE,

BUT THE LONELINESS STAYED

IN CASE YOU WERE TRYING TO ELIMINATE YOUR EVER LASTING LONELINESS OF YOUR

 EXISTENCE...LONELINESS STAYED.

NOW KEEP YOUR PRIVATE LIFE PRIVATE WITH YOUR LONELINESS

 NOT EVEN SOMETIME, .KEEP THE LONELINESS PRIVATE ALL THE TIME.  DON'T LET ANY

 ONE COME INTO IT ALL THE TIME, NOT EVEN SOMETIME.

"NO MORE, NEVER MORE." LIKE EDGAR ALLEN POE SAID. "

"NO MORE."  "NEVER MORE."

JUST WRITTE LITTLE CHEERFUL EMAILS OR TEXT MESSAGES,  EVEN BETTER.

"HOW IS YOUR FAMILY?

WEATHER IS NICE.

WEATHER IS TRUELY BAD.

MISS YOU

LET'S HAVE LUNCH SOON.

LOVE YOU...

BY NOW."

NO NEED OR ACTUALLY NO USE OF POURING YOUR ANGUISH,  NO DESCRIPTION OF

 ANY...

 CONFUSION IN YOUR LIFE OR SADNESS,  OR ANGST,  OR TRAGEDY.  NONE OF THOSE

 THINGS ARE BEING UNDERSTOOD BY ANY ONE...ACTUALLY NO ONE TRIES TO

 UNDERSTAND AND EVEN IF BY A FRACTION OF A CHANCE TRY,  THEY CAN'T

 UNDERSTAND BEYOND WHAT THEY DO GRASP ANY WAY.  IT'S DEPLETION OF YOUR OR

 ANY ONE ELSE'S PRECIOUS ENERGY AND TIME.  AND WHAT ARE YOU WITHOUT

 ENERGY?

 OR TIME.NOTHING.  DON'T BE JUST NOTHING.  BE SOMETHING.  BE WISE.  BE

 INDEPENDENT.  BE CONTENT.  BE SOPHISTICATED.


DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

DO YOU?

 DO YOU?

LET ME REMIND YOU AGAIN.  ALL PEOPLE ARE EXCLUDED FROM YOUR UP-COMING

 PROJECT.  IT'S A SOLO PLAY.  LIFE IS A SOLO PLAY WRITTEN, DIRECTED AND ACTED BY

 YOU.  AND YOU ALONE.  NO ASSISTANT,  NO DRAMATURGE.

PLEASE UNDERSTAND ME ONEC AND FOR ALL...

YOUR PROJECT IS NOT UNDER DISCUSSION OR EXPLORATION.

IT'S TO BE DONE QUIETLY AND ALL ALONE BY YOURSELF.  NO HELP NEEDED.  NOT

 OBLIGED   TO ANY ONE.  IT HAS TO BE DONE IN COMPLETE SILENCE IN YOUR OWN

 PRIVACY TO PROTECT YOUR INCOMING THOUGHTS.  NO INERRUPTION,  THE FLOW

 WILL GO AWAY...

  PURITY WILL GO AWAY,  THE RYTHM WILL GO AWAY.

NEVER TO BE TALKED ABOUT.

NEVER TO BE SHARED.

NO SHARING.

DO YOU SHARE YOUR BATHS WITH STRANGERS?

NO INCLUSION OF OTHERS ANY TIME IN YOUR PROJECT WHICH IS YOUR FRAGILE LIFE.

DO YOU UNDERSTANDME ?  DO YOU?



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