WHO IS GOING TO UNDERSTAND?
NO ONE.
ABSOLUTELY NO ONE.
NO FAMILY
NO HUSBAND
NO FRIEND
NO ACQUAINTANCES
LOVERS...
NO ONE.
JUST POUR EVERYTHING INTO WORDS AND POUR THEM ON TO A SIMPLE PAPER.
THE PAPER WILL UNDERSTAND AND IF IT DOESN'T IT WILL NOT SHOUT AND HOLLER
PAPER WILL ABSORB ALL OF IT SILENTLY, PATIENTLY...
THAT'S THE TITLE OF YOUR UN-WRITTEN BOOK.
THAT'S YOUR UP-COMING PROJECT.
YOU NEED A PROJECT TO SURVIVE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE
DON'T YOU?
ARN'T YOU LIKE EVERY ONE ELSE?
IF NOT, BE LIKE EVERY ONE ELSE.
BE SPECIAL EVERY ONE IS SPECIAL
ESPECIALLY NOW
THEY HAVE PROJECTS, FINISHED, UN-FINISHED, FINISHED AND NOW NEW ONE
STARTED.
THAT'S YOUR PROJECT/PLAY
DON'T CALL IT A PLAY
CALL IT A PROJECT
MORE PROFESSIONAL
MORE IMPRESSIVE
MORE RESPONSIBLE
MORE MONEY WORTHY
OH! NO MONEY IS NEEDED...
VERY RICH, VERY RICH, VERY VERY RICH ALREADY.
KEEP IT A SECRET THOUGH
YOUR PRIVATE WORLD
DON'T LET ANYONE COME INTO YOUR PRIVATE WORLD.
KEEP A DISTANCE
LEARN, NOT TOO LATE
THE PROBLEM, A SEVER PROBLEM YOU HAD KHATIGA WAS THAT YOU HAD NO PRIVATE
WORLD. YOU SHARED EVERY BIT OF YOUR LIFE, YOUR LOVES, YOUR CONCERNS,
YOUR SADNESS, YOUR REGRETS WITH EVERY ONE,
BUT THE LONELINESS STAYED
IN CASE YOU WERE TRYING TO ELIMINATE YOUR EVER LASTING LONELINESS OF YOUR
EXISTENCE...LONELINESS STAYED.
NOW KEEP YOUR PRIVATE LIFE PRIVATE WITH YOUR LONELINESS
NOT EVEN SOMETIME, .KEEP THE LONELINESS PRIVATE ALL THE TIME. DON'T LET ANY
ONE COME INTO IT ALL THE TIME, NOT EVEN SOMETIME.
"NO MORE, NEVER MORE." LIKE EDGAR ALLEN POE SAID. "
"NO MORE." "NEVER MORE."
JUST WRITTE LITTLE CHEERFUL EMAILS OR TEXT MESSAGES, EVEN BETTER.
"HOW IS YOUR FAMILY?
WEATHER IS NICE.
WEATHER IS TRUELY BAD.
MISS YOU
LET'S HAVE LUNCH SOON.
LOVE YOU...
BY NOW."
NO NEED OR ACTUALLY NO USE OF POURING YOUR ANGUISH, NO DESCRIPTION OF
ANY...
CONFUSION IN YOUR LIFE OR SADNESS, OR ANGST, OR TRAGEDY. NONE OF THOSE
THINGS ARE BEING UNDERSTOOD BY ANY ONE...ACTUALLY NO ONE TRIES TO
UNDERSTAND AND EVEN IF BY A FRACTION OF A CHANCE TRY, THEY CAN'T
UNDERSTAND BEYOND WHAT THEY DO GRASP ANY WAY. IT'S DEPLETION OF YOUR OR
ANY ONE ELSE'S PRECIOUS ENERGY AND TIME. AND WHAT ARE YOU WITHOUT
ENERGY?
OR TIME.NOTHING. DON'T BE JUST NOTHING. BE SOMETHING. BE WISE. BE
INDEPENDENT. BE CONTENT. BE SOPHISTICATED.
DO YOU UNDERSTAND?
DO YOU?
DO YOU?
LET ME REMIND YOU AGAIN. ALL PEOPLE ARE EXCLUDED FROM YOUR UP-COMING
PROJECT. IT'S A SOLO PLAY. LIFE IS A SOLO PLAY WRITTEN, DIRECTED AND ACTED BY
YOU. AND YOU ALONE. NO ASSISTANT, NO DRAMATURGE.
PLEASE UNDERSTAND ME ONEC AND FOR ALL...
YOUR PROJECT IS NOT UNDER DISCUSSION OR EXPLORATION.
IT'S TO BE DONE QUIETLY AND ALL ALONE BY YOURSELF. NO HELP NEEDED. NOT
OBLIGED TO ANY ONE. IT HAS TO BE DONE IN COMPLETE SILENCE IN YOUR OWN
PRIVACY TO PROTECT YOUR INCOMING THOUGHTS. NO INERRUPTION, THE FLOW
WILL GO AWAY...
PURITY WILL GO AWAY, THE RYTHM WILL GO AWAY.
NEVER TO BE TALKED ABOUT.
NEVER TO BE SHARED.
NO SHARING.
DO YOU SHARE YOUR BATHS WITH STRANGERS?
NO INCLUSION OF OTHERS ANY TIME IN YOUR PROJECT WHICH IS YOUR FRAGILE LIFE.
DO YOU UNDERSTANDME ? DO YOU?
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