"HAND WRITTEN"

 "HAND WRITTEN"

BASKETS FULL OF HAND WRITTEN MATERIAL

WHAT IS IT?

NO IDEA

LOOK

AFRAID TO

WHY?

BECAUSE...

BECAUSE WHAT?

BECAUSE IT'S ALL ABOUT UN-HAPPINESS

UNHAPPINESS?

THAT'S A SURPRISE...

WHY?

YOU SEEM LIKE A HAPPY PERSON

I AM.

SO, WHY THE HAND WRITTEN STUFF IS ABOUT UNHAPPINESS?

I HAVE NO IDEA...

YOU NEED TO FIND OUT

AFRAID

AFRAID OF WHAT?

MY OWN SCRIBBLED UNHAPPY NOTES

LOOK INSIDE THE NOTEBOOKS,  MAYBE IT'S NOT SO BAD

MAYBE?

SO?

SO WHAT?

LOOK...

CAN'T

JESUS...

YES, JESUS, I ALWAYS CALL FOR JESUS AT THE TIME OF DOUBT...

SO CALL HIM

CAN'T

WHY NOT?

HE WENT ON A HOLIDAY

HE CAN ANSWER FROM WHERE EVER HE IS VACCATIONING

HE MIGHT NOT ANSWER ME

WHY NOT?

HE WON'T RECOGNISE MY VOICE

HE ANSWERS EVERYONE

ARE YOU SURE OF THAT?

BUT OF COURSE...

WHY?

BECAUSE HE IS GOD

GOD DOESN'T ANSWER EVERY ONE

WHAT DO YOU MEAN?

THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE OUT IN THE COLD ASKING GOD FOR A WARM ROOM...

HE ANSWERS BUT THOSE SHIVERING PEOPLE LIKE TO SHIVER IN THE COLD FRESH AIR

ARE YOU SURE OF THAT?

I AM SURE, REMEMBER REAGAN?

WHAT ABOUT REAGAN?

HE SAID,  "IN FREE DEMOCRACY, IT'S THE CHOICE OF SHIVERING PEOPLE TO SHIVER AND

 IT'S THEIR FREE WILL AND IT'S THEIR RIGHT AND I RESPECT HUMAN RIGHTS."

I CAN'T FORCE TO GIVE THEM A FIRE PLACE WHEN THEY ARE WILLINGLY PREFER

 SHIVERING...

JESUS...

YES, JESUS...I KNOW JESUS, I ALSO CALL HIM AT THE TIME OF STRESS

YOU HAVE STRESS?

ARE YOU BLIND?

WHAT DO YOU MEAN?

CAN'T YOU SEE MY STRESS? CAN'T YOU FEEL MY STRESS? MY STRESS IS IN EVERY FIBER OF MY BODY, EVERY BREATH OF MY SOUL, EVERY DEPTH OF MY MUSCLES, EVERY BONE ON BONE OF MY KNEES, STRESS IS MY CONSTANT AND A VERY SINCERE AND AFFECTIONATE COMPANION, I CALL STRESS AND IT COMES. IT COMES WHEN I DON'T EVEN WANT IT TO COME. IT COMES WHEN I WANT TO GET A COUPLE HOURS SLEEP. IT COMES WHEN I WAKE UP...FIRST THING IN THE MORNING...

I ASK STRESS, "HI, STRESS, ARE YOU THERE? AND STRESS SAYS, "WHAT A NAIVE AND STUPID QUESTION? YOU KNOW IT VERY WELL THAT I AM ALWAYS THERE TAKING CARE OF YOU, I CAN NOT, I WILL NOT ABANDONE YOU.  HOW CAN I?

I CAN NEVER LEAVE YOU ALONE. I KNOW YOU ARE ALEADY SO ALONE...ALL ALONE IN THIS VAST COUNTRY OF OURS,   IN OUR BEAUTIFULLY DIVERSE COUNTRY OF OURS, THOUGH THE PROMOTERS OF DIVERSITY CAN'T PRONOUNCE YOUR NAME BUT THEY ARE DIVERSE ANY WAY, THEY ARE SO DIVERSE,  LOOKING FOR DIVERSITY THAT THEY TRAVEL MILES AND MILES LOOKING FOR DIVERSE PEOPLE SO THEY CAN TAKE ALL THEIR STRESS AWAY BUT YOU SEE,  I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE YOUR COMPANY ALWAYS  SO I WILL NEVER ALLOW THEM TO TAKE ME AWAY FROM YOU...THEY DON'T KNOW THAT I AM THE ONLY SOLACE YOU HAVE IN THIS AMAZINGLY OPPORTUNISTIC  LAND OF OURS.

YOU POOR POOR THING ALL ALONE BY YOURSELF WITHOUT A FATHER, A MOTHER, A SISTER, A BROTHER, A FRIEND, A NEIGHBOR, OH! MAN HOW CAN I ABANDONE YOU? HOW CAN I LEAVE YOU? AM I NOT A PERSON OF COMPASSION AND EMPATHY?  ONLY BECAUSE OF ME YOU HAVE SURVIVED IN THIS HUGE COUNTRY,  COUNTRY OF OCCEANS,  MOUNTAINS,  GREEN PASTURES,  ART, OH! GOD,  SO MUCH ART,  WE HAVE SO MUCH ART,  SOMETIME I FEEL SO SUFFOCATED WITH ALL THAT ART AND ESPECIALLY NOW,  ALL THE ART BEING CREATED BY ALL THE NEW DIVERSITY...WE ARE ALWAYS FOR DIVERSITY BUT RIGHT NOW IT'S A SUNAMI OF DIVERSITY,   ONLY SOMEHOW THEY LOVE YOU MUCH MORE THAN THEY LOVE OTHER DIVERSE ARTISTS BECAUSE ACCORDING TO THEM YOU DON'T NEED THEM BECAUSE YOU HAVE ME. A PERFECT, CONSTANT, PERMANENT COMPANION. WHO KNOWS WHEN THE AWARDS AND REWARDS OF DIVERSITY WILL LEAVE THE DIVERSE PEOPLE? WHEN WOULD THEY BE ABANDONED? YOU SEE, WE HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT THE PERMANENCE OF THINGS. THINGS HAPPEN SO FAST,  A FASHION COME IN AND THE WHOLE COUNTRY RUNS AFTER THAT AND THEN IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE THAT PARTICULAR FASHION GOES OUT AND A NEW TREND COMES IN. YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TRENDY WE PEOPLE OF THE MODERN CIVILIZATION ARE?

YOU  ARE, A KIND OF PERSON OF TRADION.  I KNOW THAT,  OH! MAN DO I KNOW THAT? YOU ARE A ONE  MAN WOMAN.  ONE APT WOMAN.  ONE CAFE WOMAN.  ONE STRESSFUL WOMAN,  FULL OF STRESS...THAT'S ME...YOU ARE FULL OF ME...AND I AM FOND OF YOU,  I PROMISE I WILL NEVER EVER LEAVE YOU ALONE.  I EAT WITH YOU, I SLEEP WITH YOU,  I WAKE UP WITH YOU.  I GO OUT FOR A WALK WITH YOU WHEN YOU SHRIEK WITH KNEE PAIN...I KNOW...I KNOW,  YOU HAVE BONE ON BONE...GEE, THAT'S A TOUGH ONE, TOUGHER THAN THE DIVERSITY SEARCH BRIGADE WHO STILL HAVEN'T NOTICED YOU. HOW TOUGH AND NEGLIGENT CAN YOU BE?

I MEAN YOU SHOULD FORGET ABOUT THE DIVERSITY PROMOTERS GIVING YOU ANYTHING BECAUSE SOON THEY WILL TAKE IT AWAY BECAUSE OF YOUR BONE ON BONE SITUATION.  WE, THE PEOPLE OF MODERN CIVILIZATION AND LIBERAL INTELLECTUALS  AND THE ONE'S WHO PROMOTE  THE LIBERAL VALUES, THEY  DO NOT LIKE PAIN. THATS FOR SURE, NO SUBJECT OF PAIN SHOULD EVER COME INTO ANY RESEARCHE...AND YOUR BONE ON BONE PAIN IN THE KNEEE WILL BECOME A BIG PROBLEM FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE SEEKING HAPPY PROJECT. THEY CAN'T DEAL WITH YOU, "A SAD SUBJECT OF PAIN." NO, NO GRANT IS GIVEN TO PAIN,  DIVERSE OR NOT. WE ARE HAPPY PEOPLE LOOKING FOR HAPPY PROJECTS. YOU SHOULD BE GRATEFUL THAT YOU HAVE ME.  TELL ME HOW MAN HERE IN OUR LIBERAL SOCIETY HAS A PERMANENT COMPANION?  NOT ONLY PERMANENT BUT SINC ERE AND CARING COMPANION? NO ONE.  TRUST ME,  I KNOW...NO ONE. 

EVERYTHING IS TEMPORARY.  PERMANENCE IS MEDIEVAL. WE NEED TO GET RID OF OLD VALUES,  OLD NOTIONS, OLD ETHICS,  OLD BELIEFS,  EVEN OLD BOOKS,  THEY ARE NOT SO POLITICALLY CORRECT,  THEY NEED TO BE RE-WRITTEN...ANNOYING WORDS TO CERTAIN GROUPS HAVE TO BE CHANGED...SEE HOW FAIR WE PEOPLE ARE AND I AM THE FAIREST OF THEM ALL.  I LOVE YOU,  I ADORE YOU,  I TAKE CARE OF YOU...YOU ARE BLESSED.  WE FORGET HOW BLESSED WE ARE...AND YOU ARE BECOMING FORGETFUL LATELY...

ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE BLESSED BY ME...ME, THE PERMANENT STRESS,

A FAITHFUL COMPANION...AND NOW,  I AM SO SORRY,  I MIGHT HAVE TO LEAVE YOU FOR A MINUTE OR TWO...I NEED TO PEE...BUT I AM COMIN BACK...NO DOUBT ABOUT THAT...I AM COMIN BACK...