I SAY, 'I WON'T DO TOMORROW, WHAT I DID TODAY
EVERY DAY I SAY IT...
THAT TOMORROW I WON'T DO WHAT I DID YESTERDAY
AND THEN I DO THE SAME EXACT THING THE NEXT DAY.
I WASTE MY MORNING
EVERY MORNING
I WASTE IT...
I READ ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE
I WATCH OTHER PEOPLE ON VIDEOS
I THINK OF OTHER PEOPLE
I READ NONSE...
I WATCH NONSENS ON YOU TUBE
THAT'S SOME THING NEW
NEW WASTE
NEW WASTE
NEW WASTE.
EVERY NIGHT I HATE MYSELF
EVERY MORNING I DO THE SAME THING WHICH I HATE MYSELF ABOUT, AT NIGHT
I NEED TO STOP
BUT I CAN'T
I NEED TO STOP
BUT I CAN'T STOP
AN ADDICTION
I DON'T DO DRUGS
I DON'T DRINK
I DON'T STAY ON THE PHONE FOR HOURS
BUT I STARTED SOMETHING NEW
SOMETHING NEW
TO WASTE MYSELF
WASTE MY MORNING
EVERY MORNING
YOU FUCKING TUBE
AND I CAN'T STOP
IT STARTED WITH MEGHAN AND HARRY
THEN WENT TO IDAHO MURDERS
THEN TO PIER'S MORGAN
THEN TO LADY C
THEN TO IDAHO MURDERS AGAIN
THEN TO WILL SMITH
THEN TO CHRIS ROCK
THEN TO THE SLAP
SLAP
SLAP
SLAP
THEN TO THE OSCARS
TUBE, YOU TUBE...
EVERY MORNING
THEN TO CHRIS ROCK ON NETFLIX
NOW TRUMP BEING ARRESTED
EVERY MF WASTE ALREADY
NEW WASTE COM?
TOMORROW THERE WILL BE MORE WASTE.
YOUR LIFE'S WASTE.
ARE YOU GOING TO WATCH THAT?
HAVEN'T YOU ALREADY WASTED YOUR LIFE?
IS THERE ANYTHING LEFT TO WASTE?
ANYTHING?
ANYTHING LEFT TO O BE WASTED?
DO YOU HAVE MORE OF YOUR DAYS LEFT TO BE WASTED?
MORE OF YOUR LIFE LEFT TO BE WASTED?
ARE YOU GOING TO KEEP WASTING WHAT IS ALREADY WASTED?
I THOUGHT YOU WERE A WRITER
YOU CALL YOURSELF A PLAYWRIGHT?
PLEASE...
WHERE IS THE PLAY?
OH! THE WASTE...
THE WASTE
THE WASTE...
YOU SAID, YOU ARE A READER
A READER OF BOOKS
GREAT BOOKS...
WHERE ARE THE BOOKS SITTING?
COLLECTING DUST
YES, LOTS OF DUST
BURIED UNDER DUST
DEAD
AMBITION?
DEAD
FUTURE? DEAD
IS THAT THE PLAY YOU ARE NOW WRITING?
YES...
WHAT IS THE TITLE?
"LIFE WASTED ON SMELLY SHIT"
WASTED LIFE BY SITTING, SMELLING, WATCHING SHITTY SHIT.
THAT WILL TAKE A FEW YEARS
YOU ARE GOING BAK ON YOU TUBE WATCHING SHIT...
THEN TO THE REACTIONS OF OTHERS ON CHRIS ROCK ON NETFLIX
THEN TO MORE REACTIONS
THEN TO MORE UN-KNOWN ANALYST'S ANALYSING WILL SMITH
ANALYSING CHRIS ROCK...
WANT TO DO THAT?
SILENCE...
TO DO THAT INSTEAD OF WRITING A PLAY?
OR READING A BOOK?
OR GETTING YOUR HEAD IN ORDER?
YES. AND YES AGAIN.
MY JOB HERE IN AMERICA IS TO WASTE MY LIFE, YES... AND YES AGAIN
MY JOB IS TO WASTE MY LIFE IN AMTO WASTE MY LIFE IN AMERICA AS A WOAMAN
OF COLOR, AS AN IMMIGRANT,
A WELL EDUCATED ,SMART IMMIGRANT IS A GREAT CREDIT TO ALL IMMIGRANTS.
HOW MANY IMMIGRANTS COME HERE TO WASTE THEIR LIVES?
YES, GO AHEAD, ASWER ME.
NO ANSWER, RIGHT? I AM THE OLY ONE, A UNIQUE PERSON WITH GREAT INTELLECT
WHO CAME HERE,
JUST FOR ONE GOAL, ONE MISSION, TO WASTE HER LIFE IN THE MORNING, IN THE
EVENING, EVERY DAY, EVERY WEEK, EVERY YEAR.
I AM SO HAPPY AND PROUD THAT I FULLY ACHIEVED MY GOAL NOW.
NO GOING BACK.
THE END OF PLAY...
YOU CALL THIS A PLAY?
YES.
TOO SHORT, TOO NEGATIVE TO BE PRODUCED
PRODUCED?
WHAT DID YOU SAY?
PRODUCED, I SAID, TOO SHORT, TOO NEGATIVE...
BUT YES...IT'S NEGATIVE. WHY EVERY PLAY HAS TO BE POSITIVE. IN HAMLET EVERY
ONE DIED. WON'T YOU CALL THAT POSITIVE?
I AM NOT HAMLET BUT I KNOW HIS CONFLICTS, INDECISIVE NATURE, A MAN OF
IN-ACTION. HE SHOULD HAVE KILLED THE KING WHEN HE HAD A CHANCE.
I ALSO SUFFER FROM IN-ACTION, INDECISIVENESS, CHRONIC DELAYS CAUSE
AND CREATE A LOT OF WASTE. IF HAMLET KILLED THE KING EARLY ON THERE WON'T
BE SO MANY MURDERS LATER. THE PLAY WOULD BE SHORT BUT IT WOULD BE
POSITIVE. LONGER PLAYS CAN BE NEGATIVE AS WELL. BUT I DON'T MIND NEGATIVE
THINGS, IT SUITS MY NATURE. I AM A DEPPRESSIVE, MELANCHOLIC, PROCRASTINATOR
OTHERWISE I WOULD How are you?VE KILLED MYSELF REALISING HOW MUCH WASTE I
HAVE CREATED AROUND ME.
SEE, MANY THINGS COME OUT OF BAD STUFF. MY BODY AND SOUL IS SO FULL OF IN-
ACTION THAT I COULDN'T KILL MYSELF. I AM SO PASSIVE THAT I NEVER EVEN
THOUGHT OF KILLING MYSELF. ITHE BEGINNING REALLY NEVER THOUGHT OF THAT
AT ALL.
I THOUGHT OF SUCCESS A LOT, A WHOLE LOT IN THE BEGINNING OF MY LIFE HERE.
I FELT VERY FREE, THINKING ABOUT
SUCCESS.
THEN IN MY MIDDLE YEARS OF MY LIFE, ..I STARTTO THINK OF FAILURE.
I THOUGHT OF FAILURE A WHOLE LOT.
AND NOW IN MY LATER YEARS OF MY LIFE, I THINK OF WASTE A
WHOLE LOT.
EVERY MORNING AND EVERY EVENING, ALL DAY, EVERY DAY I THINK OF, WASTE,
WASTE, WASTE OF LIFE A LOT, A WHOLE LOT...
YOU ARE FREE TO CALL IT A SHORT, VERY SHF LOUISVILLEORT 10 MINUTE PLAY AND
SEND IT TO ACTOR'S THEATER OF LOUISVILL OR CALL IT A DRAMATIC MONOLOGUE OR
CALL IT A LIFE WASTED...BUT PRODUCTION?
PRODUCTION OF ANY OF THIS WILL BE OUT OF QUESTION ESPECIALLY IN ANY
DECENT PLACE.
TOO DEPRESSING
TOO NEGATIVE
TOO HOPELESS
TOO UNKNOWN...
WHO IS UNKNOWN?
THE SOURCE
SOURCE?
YES, THE WRITER HAS NO AFFILATION WITH POLITICAL CORRECTNESS OF THE DAY
DAY AFTER DAY, DAY AFTER DAY, THE POLITICAL CORRECTNESS CHANGES BUT THIS
WRITER NEVER FITS IN IN ANY OF TOSE LABELS.
GEE! THAT'S NOT NICE
WHO SAID IT'S NICE?
IT'S A WASTE...
WHO SAID, WASTE IS EVER NICE?
T.S. ELIOT WROTE, "WASTELAND" AND IT'S THE GLORIOUS POEM FOR ALL TIMES TO
COME.
ARE YOU ILL? YOU SEEM MUCH MORE SICK THAN ME.
TALKING ABOUT, WASTELAND BY T.DS. ELIOT
BUT YOU ALSO HAVE THE WORD WASTE IN YOUR WRITING...JUST ADD THE WORD LAND
TO IT AND YOU WILL HAVE A GREAT POEM CALLED, WASTELAND...
OK, GREAT IDEA...YOU GAVE ME A GREAT IDEA...
ITS GOING TO BE CALLED, "WASTE--IN THE LAND."
I CAN'T STEAL T. S. ELIOT'S TITLE, CAN I?
I SIMPLY CAN'T...
BEING INFLUENCED BY SOMETHING IS POSSIBLE BUT NOT STEALING...
DESPERATION, DISGUST, DISAPPOINTMENTS, REGRETS, MEMORY, THOUGHTS, ANGUISH
ARE JUST WORDS...WORDS...WORDS.
LIVE THEM, THINK OF THEM, SLEEP WITH THEM, BREATHE THEM...
THEY ARE STILL JUST WORDS...WORDS...WORDS OF NO CONSEQUENCE LIKE
EVERYTHING ELSE.
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