SUCCESS OF A FAILURE

"But the first opening of that

invisible door in the rock is

of the imagination only." Ruskin

TIRED

Tired of being pathetic

Tired of being powerless

Tired of being depressed

Tired of being hopeless

Tired of being incompetent

Tired of being closed in on everything

Tired of being a believer in the impossibility of things...

NEED A REVERSAL

Become audacious, bold, courageous

Couldn't careless attitude, forward moving,

confident, aggressive bitch...

YESTERDAY

Yesterday was a good day

Compared to the day before yesterday

and two day before yesterday

Yesterday I washed three white cotton dressess

Yesterday

I went for a walk

Wanted to go to the river

Kept missing the ramp

Couldn't get to the river

Walked near the highway

But still...

Yesterday

I went for a walk

Yesterday

I wrote on the blog for an hour

Yesterday

I watched the hearings on CSPAN, the,

Telephone hacking scandal in London...

Yesterday

A witness after witness appeared at the hearing

And lied and lied and made excuses

And

Lied some more

Yesterday

They lied some more...

Made excuses and lied some more...

Yesterday

I fell off to sleep during the lies

uttered shamelessly by the

Metropolitan police chief in London...

Yesterday,

At least I fell off to sleep without struggling to sleep."

I guess, Lies help insomnia.

MY NAME IS,"A GRAND BITCH."

Call me a bitch

My name is, "Bitch"

I am from now

A selfish bitch...

A bitch of all bitches...

A bitch of all seasons

Don't fuck with a bitch fellows...

You will be sorry

Don't mess with a bitch...

Leave the bitch alone...

A bitch is a bitch is a bitch...

From now on no niceness from a bitch

A ferocious bitch

A bitch and her bitchy behavior

Can't help but being a bitch

Who cares for good people?

Not bitches

Thats for sure...

A memoir of a bitch

You are not a bitch

Oh! no, you are not a bitch

I am...

I love it

I love being a bitch...

You have been a bitch for so long

I always envied you

Now I am like you

Not exactly though

I need practice

I need experience to be a bitch like you

You were the best bitch I have ever seen

I need to be a bitch...

You are not a bitch

I am...

Make room for the bitch

You were the best bitch of them all

I was happiest when I was with you.