BORED

Totally

Completely

Un-believably

Bored

Bored

By

Coffee

Cafes

Clothes

Laundry

Plays

Roads

Road blocks

Politics

All is shit

Shit, shit, shit, shit...

IRRECONCILABLE

Irreconcilable

Of

Guilt

Guilt for living

Guilt for walking

Talking

Breathing

Eating

Watching a play

Doing a play

Looking at painting

Doing anything

For self

Guilt for the self

Irreconcilable guilt...

Feel of approval

Approval by whom?

Ass holes

All ass holes

Need to be

Approved

By

Ass holes

Of

All kinds

Of

Different kinds

No one is of any importance

Problems are mental...

MENTAL ILLNESS

We are ill

All of us

Mentally ill

Un-believable

Sad

Sad

I thought it

Was healed

Its there

Breathing

Howling

Yelling

Crying

Howling...

DEATH

My mother died

Two weeks ago

I am so

Excited

I overheard

That in a cafe

Uttered by

A woman

Totally

dressed up

In red

Sleeveless

Red heels

All made up

Make up

And nails etc...

AMBIVALENCE

Thirteen years of

Success...

Alexander the great

Turned into a madman...

Exactly the same duration

Turned every so called,"great man

Into a madman...

FAME

Fame also brings

Problems

Everything brings problem

Its nothing but a problem

All is a problem

You, me, them, they

Friends,

Relations

Strangers

Enemies

Husbands

Wives

Children

All are a problem...

GOOD FORTUNE

Good fortune

What is it?

Who knows

Is different

For different

People

It creates a disorder

Of what kind?

Others don't leave you alone

Its always the others who creates disturbances in you.

DEPRESSION

She depresses me

She bores me

She wastes my time

She is neurotic

All of them

Gives me nothing

Its just nothing

Don't agree to accept nothing

From no one even yourself...

Wondering about

And gathering the peace...

Maybe be left

To any of us

All can accomplish

dying into a cave...

SILENCE AND IMMOBILITY

A system

of restless

Wanderings...

By detachments

Of impermanent

Dweller...

Passing through light

Without suffering

We are all so alone...

Its scary...

Who said that?

Not me

Not me

Trust me

I didn't say that

I am scared of being scared

I am scared of being alone...

PROBLEMS

Your own personal

Emotional problems

From your background

Stand in your way of success

And the same thing

In some people's case

Bring them success...

They suppress that emotional

Problem

And

Success

The others obey to it

And fail...

We belong to the second group...

IMMEDIATE PRESERVATION

Travel

Change

New scenes

New people

Escape

Fleeing from

Domestic

Turmoils...

Sense of separation

Through

Detachment

Use humor and charm...