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" Boring, modern, advanced, unintersting, techno robots" ?
"Effort to survive emergence." ?
"A body of impossible being." ?
"The laziness of being." ?
"Whither so ever the wheel of fortune turns,
Virtu stands firm upon her feet."
"Boldness and fierce."
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"Don't be willing to accept things anyone throws at you
And that goes for any one and everyone, important person,
unimportant person, powerful boss, powerful ass hole, stranger,
friends, relatives and loved ones."
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QUOTATIONS FROM AUGUST WILSON'S PLAYS.
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"Money goes from you to me,
To you, and him and me--
And then to the white man,
You pay your rent, telephone, groceries,
Go to the doctor, money finally goes to the white man."
'Thats just the nature of the world,
There ain't no justice." August Wilson
"Money finally goes to the white man." August Wilson
"So let's begin the play so the white man/critic destroys it.
White man destroys everything." ?
"I am supposed to have money sometime." August Wilson
"I am the only one ain't got no money. Every one
else seem like thay got it." August Wilson
"Kept getting deeper and deeper in a hole." A. W
"I ain't never danced." A W
"People do not pay you half as much mind as you think
they do. They just be in your own head."
'Every one that want one got one.".
You ain't doing nothing to get one."
"White man is back to destroy." AW
"They got it all stacked up against you."
"He was a good old mule--remind me of myself."
"The people out there looking for opportunity--whatever
Is out there in the way of opportunity, sooner or later
It's got to pass through.
You can't find out what's out there sitting at home." AW
"You can't separate yourself from everybody else."
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"I am, I live, I exist.
Nature--Truth--Virtue
ON COACHES
BY
MONTAIGNE ??
"Reflects relativity, fragility of human knowledge
Especially the cultures not one's own."
'To give existence to thoughts."
"Account of imperialism"
'Literally and metaphysically"
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"AUDACITY OF AN ALIEN". (An idea for you for a novel)
"A NOVEL'S EXISTENCE"
BY
BINA SHARIF
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Stay down more
Bring computer down
Use cool spaces
Go to the pool.
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"Who defines what otherness is?"
What does our imagination of another subjectivity
Tell us about the limits of our own?" Montagine
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Doubly other
A foreigner and female.
That's an important displacement.
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"I owe a part of this knowledge to a kind of writing called, "BOOKS". BS
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"Your graffigny?
Contribution to the social good by writing those tough plays.?"
"Power of doubleness."
"To be double is to understand that identity
It's always an intersting subjective." ?
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"Dare to self invent yourself." ?
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SLEEPING WITH HORSES
BY
BINA SHARIF
A LOVE LETTER OF A NOVEL
In this love letter of a novel, the heroine writes
Repeatedly to her lover, of love, passion and misfortune...
It's a sad story of love, fire, consumption and the
Imperialism of the soul."
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Written at MESPIL HOTEL, on the canal in Dublin
"The same story repeates itself in different forms,
Different circumstances.
It's the writer's own story.
He told this story before.
It never ends...because it's never solved.
The grievences of the writer within himself is gnawing him
Constantly without any kind of solution to resolve it.
So it seems like the same story.
The same exact story being told under different circumstances...
Under different roofs...under different skies...under different suns...
In different locations,,,in different hotels...
It's the writer's fight with himself over the unsolved life...
Over the un-lived life." BS
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Mommo dumplings
Amado Kitchen truck...Jackson Heights.
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"When you are white, your political options,
Your social options are very different than
A black person, a person of color and a person
Who is a minority." BS
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A: This story has finished"
B: Are you sure?"
A: "Yes, I am."
B: You have said that many times before.
A: I know. But if for some reason the story hasn't finished
It has to. It really has to end. The time has come for this particular.
story's end. It has to. It has become very crazy. Very disturbing.
Very, very destructive. Do you need more destruction in your life?
Seriously speaking...do you need more destruction? More waste
Of time? Waste of yesterdays? Waste of today, waste of so many days...
Waste of months and years...waste of a life.
That should be the title of your new one woman play.
Seriously speaking, how you wasted your precious time
Your money, your strength, your energy, your emotions,
Your life on people who were never interested in you,
People who were always too busy for you, they didn't care for you
Maybe they did but didn't communicate properly their concern for you
Or maybe they didn't have much concern for you to begin with
But the real problem is that you didn't care much for yourself...
that's a bigger sin than any thing else. Why would anyone be
Inerested in you if you have no regard for yourself and your time?
I know it hurts...being so careless about your own self care...
Look at others...Look how she takes care of herself...
She ouldn't careless for extended family...
For aunts and uncles...
She whispered to herself, "Hey baby, you take care of yourself, you hear me?"
And went her way of total independence of selfishness...
Self preservation...that's what her motto was...smart, say,
BUT SHE BELONGED TO THE DIFFERENT TIMES..
She learnt from your mistakes...smart, i say again and again...
And you? You had an emotional problem, actually more than
One...you wanted to be accepted, and accepted by every Tom Dick and Harry....
You wanted to be praised by all idiots, To be loved by any one and by all...
Silly you...with this mysterious sense of abanondenment...
Perhaps it's time for you to end this story now. Story of loneliness,
Of heartache, of abandonement, of waste, waste of time, waste of
precious time...it's gone, gone for ever...lost, lost for ever...past, it's the past,
Let it be in the past...end the story...now, just now, right now, just write the last words,
END OF SORY,
END OF STORY,
END OF STORY,
END OF STORY,
END OF STORY."
NAPKIN DIARY CONTINUES; 1V
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A MOST WONDERFUL WORLD
BY
BINA SHARIF
"Tomorrow you will be mobilized-
For you and me. That's liberation." Camus
"I want to alley myself with time." Camus
"I don't want to put down to any account,
Either Nostalgia or bitterness." Camus
"Live only your life
Fight only your battle." BS
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"THE MOST FUN PLAY."
BY
BINA SHARIF
DIRECTION:
Put some bodies on stage
Make them move around
Make noise
Scream and holler
Sing and dance
Crack some jokes
Scream more
Crack some more jokes
Get violent
Fake killing
Mutilate
Hurt bodies on stage. (All make believe of course)
Hurt another body
Hurt more
Get angry
Get very angry
Very, very angry
Scream and holler again
Scream and holler often
THATS CALLED, "ACTION."
Very few words
Actually no words
Thats even better
Much better
Do some silly stuff
Do some stupid stuff
HAVE SEX
LOTS OF SEX
NUDITY
NUDITY IS MUCH BETTER
Crack some vulgar jokes
Be political
Praise the winning party
Diss the loser
Winner is your favorite
Have fun
Have more fun
Dance and sing
Sing and dance
Have more sex
Fight
Break bottles
Break lamps
Drink
Drink more
Drink the whole time
Drink throught the play
Get very drunk
Fight more
Fight some more
Spill wine on your rugs
Spill wine on your sofa
Break wine glasses
Sit down
Go off to sleep...
Wake up again
Be drowsy
You don't know where you are?
You don't know what is happening?
Actors are still having sex
MORE SEX
HIT EACH OTHER
LAUGH
LAUGH LIKE A CRAZY PERSON
ACT CRAZY
MUSIC
LOUD MUSIC
LOUD DANCE MUSIC
GET UP AND DANCE
CAN'T DANCE
TOO EXHAUSTED
LIE DOWN
ALL OF YOU LIE DOWN
IS IT 90 MINUTES YET/
YES.
YOU HAVE A PLAY
IT'S CALLED,
THE MOST FUN PLAY
BY
BINA SHARIF
IT CAN ALSO BE CALLED
"A FUN PLAY"
BY BINA SHARIF
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PLAYWRIGHT'S NOTES
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PUT IT ON PDF FILE
COPYRIGHT
MANY WRITERS ARE READY...
TO STEAL YOUR PLAY.
THERE ARE LOTS OF PLAYWRIGHTS
WHO ARE READY TO STEAL YOUR IDEA
LIKE POLITICIANS STEAL ELECTIONS....
PUBLISH THE PLAY
NOW YOU ARE
A PUBLISHED PLAYWRIGHT
CONGRATULATIONS
CONGRATULATIONS BINA SHARIF
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"Be in an un-attached state." Camus
"You can't revolt against fate." Camus
"I establish my lucidity amongst what negates it." Camus
You, Ms. Sharif, have to learn from these great writers,
These great philosophers---
They are telling you how to survive in this horrible world...
Otherwise you will always be hurt, angry, bitter, disappointed
And unhappy.
So much un-happiness and dis-satisfacion is not good for you.
It's un-healthy and harmful to your health.
It's dangerous even for your mental health.
Also for your every day struggle...
You have to adjust to a system created by some of the scholars,
Existentialists.
".THERE IS AN ART INTO LIVING."
Some time, the world can be horrible
Peole can be miserable,
Un-couth, selfish, greedy, non caring, monsters.
YOU HAVE TO DESIGN YOUR OWN SYSTEM.
Your own design to survive ...
Without anger,
Without boitterness, without expectations,
Without looking back.
YOU ARE HERE TEMPORARILY
A TRAVELLER,
YOU ARE A TRAVELLER,
"A PASSERBY"
LIKE EDGAR ALLEN POE SAYS.
USE YOUR TIME WISELY
USE YOUR TIME
WISELY, TRAVELLER.
"DEVELOP ART OF LIVING"
ENJOY WHAT YOU REALLY LIKE...
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FORGET ABOUT MONEY
FAME
FORTUNE
PUBLICATION...
JUST ENJOY
WHAT YOU REALLY LIKE.
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You must do things without any expectation of a return.
If you don't do that, you will be totally miserable all the time.
Give if you want
If you like
But never expect for it's return
In any shape or form....
It won't happen
Especially if you expect the return...
Your happiness is only in giving...
If you give someone...
Even your love and affection
That means, that you were happily willing to give....
And you WANTED TO GIVE...
After that forget about it
Forget it completely....
Don't even for a second
Expect that that person will give it back to you....
THAT HAD BEEN YOUR FAULT IN THE PAST
YOU WANTED SOMETHING BACK
ESPECIALLY LOVE AND AFFECTION
THERE IS NOTHING WRONG
WITH GETTING SOME LOVE BACK...
BUT EXPECTING IT IS TORTURE...
THIS WAY IT'S EVEN BETTER
NOT TO GIVE YOUR LOVE TO UN-DESRVING
BECAUSE THERE MUST BE MANY
WHO WOULD APPRECIATE SO MUCH TO RECEIVE
SUCH A PRECIOUS THING CALLED, "LOVE."
SAVE YOURSELF THE MISERY,
BITTERNESS...AND UN-HAPPINESS...
"GIVE AND FORGET
OR
DO NOT GIVE."
THAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT ADVICE OF THE DAY
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"People beautify what they love." Camus
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"You don't beautify yourself
You must not love yourself
You want others to love yoi
Praise you
Admire you
But that hasn't worked
Because without you loveing yourself
No one will love you.
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"There is no more dreadful punishment
Than futile and hopeless labor." Camus
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"The whole being is exerted towards
Accomplishing nothing." Camus
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'One always find,
One's burden again." Camus
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