Saturday, March 28, 2020

OLD NOTE BOOKS. LET'S SEE WHAT'S IN THEM. NOTEBOOK 2012

OLD NOTE BOOKS.  LET'S SEE WHAT'S IN THEM.  NOTE BOOK 2012

ANOTHER MISTAKE.

SHOULD I HAVE KEPT HIM?

OR LET HIM GO?

THERE WERE SIGNS THAT HE WILL BE TROUBLE

WHAT DID I DO?

KEPT HIM...

RESULT...

DISASTER...

CAN'T DESCRIBE THE TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCE.

LET IT GO...

EASY SAID THEN DONE...

TOO LATE..

HUGE LOSS?

HOPE NOT

GO WITH YOUR INSTINCTS NEXT TIME

LISTEN TO YOUR SENSES

TRUST YOUR INSTINCTS

THE PRESENT CIRCUMSTANCES

NO ONE GOOD IS AVAILABLE

THOSE ARE THE SIGNS

BUT NOW TRY TO LET IT GO...

I SHALL TRY...
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DIFFICULTIES OF DOING PLAYS UNDER THE CIRCUMSTANCES

NO ONE GOOD IS AVAILABLE TO WORK FOR NO MONEY

THEATER HAS NO MONEY

I HAVE NO MONEY

NON PROFIT OUTFiT

WHAT DO i DO?

HIRE MEDIOCRITY

AND THEN/

THEY JUMP ON MY HEAD AND DANCE

THE WORD PROFESSIONAL DOESN'T EXIST UNTILL YOU PAY THEM

WHO SHOULD PAY THEM?

THE PRODUCER

THE PRODUCER SAYS, "THEY HAVE NO MONEY"

YOU WANT TO DO YOUR PLAY, YOU FIGURE IT OUT

TAKE THE ABUSE....

I DO...

I TAKE THE ABUSE

I HATE MYSELF

I STILL DO MY PLAYS

I KEEP TAKING THE ABUSE

I KEEP HURTING MYSELF

 STOP WRITING ABOUT IT

IT'S MAKING ME VERY DEPRESSED...

I HAVE ALOT OF DISTRESS

I AM GOIN TO STOP WRITING ABOUT IT

IT'S MAKING ME VERY VERY DEPRESSED.
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STOP DOING THE PLAYS WITH OTHER ACTORS

DO A ONE WOMAN SHOW

THAT'S IT

THAT'S THE ANSWER

CUT OUT THE HEART ACHE...

LOOK FOR WORK AS AN ACTOR IN OTHER PEOPLE'S PLAYS

DO ONLY PAYING JOBS

GO BACK TO DOING MOVIES

COMMERCIALS

TV

MAXIMUM TWO CHARACTER PLAYS WITH K...

DEVELOP  CULTURAL BLOG

GO OUT TO THE THEATER, SEE OTHER PEOPLE'S PLAYS

ENJOY YOURSELF

CUT OUT THE HEART ACHE

EXERCISE

GYM?

THAT'S A QUESTION MARK

I HATE GYM

LONG WALKS

LONG, LONG WALKS ON THE COUNTRY ROADS

COUNTRY ROADS LINED WITH TALL TREES

BY THE SEA SIDE...

ARE YOU DREAMING?

YOU LIVE IN THE EAST VILLAGE,

WITH HOMELESS AND RATS

BUT THERE IS THE EAST RIVER...


WALK ON THE CEMENT PATHWAY NEXT TO THE RAILING

OVERLOOKING THE RIVER...

IMAGINE THAT YOU ARE ON A COUNTRY ROAD NEXT TO THE SEA.

IMAGINE...

KEEP IMAGINING...

THANK GOD THAT YOU HAVE IMAGINATION

DO YOU HAVE IMAGINATION?

YOU THINK YOU DO

YOU ARE AN ARTIST,  ARN'T YOU?

AT LEAST YOU SAY THAT YOU ARE

AN ARTIST

PROVE IT...

HAVE AN IMAGINATION.

DO EVERYTHING BASED ON THAT FERTILE

IMAGINATION....

TRAVEL WITH IT

GO TO LONDON

GO TO TURKEY

GO TO BARCELONA

GO TO LISBON

GO TO MARAKESH

SEE HOW MANY COUNTRIES YOU CAN GO TO

JUST WITH YOUR IMAGINATION?

YOU ARE LUCKY THAT YOU ARE AN ARTIST...

GOOD ACTORS OR NONE...

MONEY OR NO MONEY...

FAME OR NO FAME

COMMERCE OR NO COMMERCE

YOUR AMAZING IMAGINATION IS YOUR COMMERCE...

HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE IT?

NOT MANY

FORGET ABOUT THEATER

FORGET ABOUT PLAYS

JUST GO AWAY

TO EXOTIC LANDS

MANY, MANY EXOTIC LANDS

FULL OF FLOWERS,

FULL OF BLOSSOMING TREES,

FULL OF BAZARS

FULL OF SPICE

FULL OF STRANGERS

IT'S SO WONDERFUL TO BE AMONGST STRANGERS

YOU MUST BE USED TO IT

YOU HAVE BEEN AMONGST STRANGERS FOR SO LONG

THE COUNTRY YOU LIVE IN...

IS NOT YOUR COUNTRY...

YOU ARE AMONGST STRANGERS...

YOU ARE ALREADY TRAVELING

YOU ARE ALREADY IN EXOTIC LANDS.

DON'T THINK OF PDF

I HATE THE WORD PDF

YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT PDF

YOU ARE NOT A PLAYWRIGHT ANY LONGER

YOU ARE AN EXOTIC TRAVELLER.
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DURING YOUR TRAVELS
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MUSEUMS

THEATER

PARKS

WINDOW SHOPPING

KEEP BUSY

NO ACCESSABILITY TO MORONS

BE A CELEB...

RESEVE

POLITE

DISTANT

READ

READ PLAYS

SHEKSPEARE

PINTER

CHEKOV

BERNARD SHAW

MOLIER

AUGUST WILSON

READ BOOKS

CAMUS

BOUDELAIRE

JAMES BALDWIN

ANDRE GIDE

DR SAMUEL JHONSON

RIMBAUD

YEATS

EDGAR ALLEN POE

FLAUBERT

EMERSON

TENNESSEE WILLIAMS

DOSTOVESKY

GOGOL

TURGENIEV


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CHEKOVIAN DESPAIR

SHRINKING ASPIRATIONS

MISSED CONNECTIONS

BOTTOMLESS HUNGER

CLARITY IN CHEKHOV'S AMBIGUITY

COMIC AND TRAGIC AT ONCE

ILLUMINATING FIERCENESS?

FUTILE ATTEMPTS TO COMMUNICATE
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"OUTSIDER"
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WE DON'T HAVE STRONG SENSE OF PROPORTIONS

MANY TIMES WE SEE OURSELVES WITH OTHER PEOPLE'S EYES,

AND OTHER PEOPLE'S EYES ONLY.

AND OTHER PEOPLE'S EYES SEE US AS OUTSIDERS,  AS FOREIGNERS,

IMMIGRANTS FROM POOR COUNTRIES WHO MUST BE INFERIOR--TO

BE TAMED AND TREATED AS SUBSERVIENT.

THE SADDEST THING IS THAT WE NEVER EVER WANT TO SEE

OURSELVES THAT WAY BUT WHEN WE CATCH OURSELVES WITH THAT VISION

WE WANT TO RUN AWAY FROM OURSELVES AND FROM OTHERS AND

EVENTUALLY BECOME, "OUTSIDERS" EVEN TO OURSELVES.

THEY WANTED US TO BE THAT WAY.

THEN WE ISOLATE OURSELVES AND WASTE ALL THAT CREATIVE ENERGY FIGHTING

 THE...

THE FIGHT WITH OURSELVES NOT TO FEEL WHAT WE ARE MADE TO FEEL,

WHAT WE ARE FORCED TO FEEL.

UNDOING WHAT'S BEEN DONE TO US IS MONUMENTAL EFFORT

AND WE ARE EXHAUSTED TO GO OUT AND FIGHT AND TRY TO TAKE

THIS FALSE, ASSUMED TRAGIC REALITY OUT OF OUR LIVES.
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IF YOU LIVE UNDER DURESS OF HISTORY

YOU WILL BE IN TOUCH OF MALICE--(PERSONAL MALICE) THAT IS...

RANCOUR..GET RID OF IT.

"INCORRIGIBLE OPTIMIST."  ?

"IGNORE OR BYPASS SAYINGS AND BAD BEHAVIOR OF PEOPLE

TOWARDS YOU." ?
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"NOTES FOR AN ACTOR"
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LEARN YOUR LINES

SPEED UP YOUR SPEECH, (PACING)

DO NOT AD LIB

DO NOT USE YOUR HANDS TOO MUCH
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PEOPLE'S BACK IS BENT IN THIS COUNTRY

MOST WITH BENT BACKS ARE IMMIGRANTS

MAKING THE NATIVES FILTHY RICH.
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THERE IS NO OTHER CHOICE FOR YOU BUT

TO LAUGH AWAY AT THE UGLY REALITY BY

MAKING IT LOOK ABSURD.
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"PECULIAR LACK OF RESPECT FOR MAN AS HE IS."??

THE SAD FACT OF EVERY DAY LIFE AND ITS EXISTENCE IS

THAT WHAT IS MISSING AND ACTUALLY TOTALLY MISSING

IS TOTAL RESPECT FOR ANOTHER PERSON UNDER ANY AND

ALL CIRCUMSTANCES, TRIVIAL OR IMPORTANT...WHAT IS MISSING

IS RESPECT FOR THE OTHER.  BS

"DARING PSYCHOLOGICAL INQUISTIVENESS." ??

"AN UPROOTED ROMANTIC WHO NEVER FELT QUITE AT HOME

IN THIS WORLD AND IN FACT WAS FRIGHTENED OF IT WAS GOGOL." ??

"ESCAPE FROM REALITY INTO WORLD OF FANTASY AND LAUGHTER."  ??

"SINCE REALITY CAN NOT BE WARDED OFF,  MAKE IT AS RIDICULOUS AS POSSIBLE,

TRY TO DISARM IT BY MAKING IT RIDICULOUS." ??

"DISARM THEM BY IGNORING THEM."?
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"JUST THREW ME OFF, THE LECHEROUSNESS AND VULGARITY OF IT ALL--

AND THE DELIBERATE INDIFFERENT COOLNESS OF IT ALL

AS IF EVERYTHING ELSE WAS JUST FINE AND WORKING PERFECTLY

WHILE IT WAS A PERFECT DISASTER, (THE THING H WAS THERE FOR)

WAS A METICULOUS DISASTER BUT H COOLNESS AND OPPORTUNITY

TO ENTERTAIN H IN A LECHEROUS WAY WAS METICULOUS

WHILE H IGNORE THE SURROUNDINGS IN WHICH THE DISASTER H

WAS DOING WAS COMPLETELY IGNORED AND DISRESPECTED."  ??BS??
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"NOTES OF A MADMAN" BY GOGOL

"THE SPITEFUL IRONICAL ATTITUDE TOWARDS THE WORLD." ???

"LOUD AND BITTER LAUGHTER." ??

VULGARITY OF BEHAVIOR
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F**KED IT UP EVERY NIGHT

MESSED IT ALL UP

NOTHING I COULD DO TO SET IT RIGHT

NOTHING

ABSOLUTELY NOTHING

WHAT IT IS THAT KARIMA COULD HAVE DONE?

SO IT FELT LIKE THAT IT SUCCEEDED IN

NOT F**KING ME UP

SO WHY SET IT RIGHT?

INSTEAD...

THE F&&KER'S ATTITUDE WAS

SO WHAT?

"IT'S FUN"

WAS THE ATTITUDE OF THE F&&KER

HE HAD MUCH MORE FUN TO F&&K IT ALL UP EVERY NIGHT

FOR HIM IT WAS A GREAT PLACE TO VISIT EVERY NIGHT

FOR FLIRTATIONS

NEVER TO SWEAT TO DO THE RIGHT THING

WHICH WAS REQUIRED IN THAT SPACE

THE PURPOSE FOR WHICH HE ENTERED THE SPACE

OR WAS ALLOWED TO ENTER THAT SPACE

BECAME THE LEAST IMPORTANT FOR HIM

IT WAS JUST A PERFECT OPPORTUNITY FOR HIM

TO ENTER THAT SPACE AND HAVE LECHEROUS ACTIVITY

AND CONTINUED TO F&UCK UP THE REAL REASON

WHY HE WAS ALLOWED IN THAT SPACE TO BEGIN WITH...

F&7KING IT UP NIGHT AFTER NIGHT

AND WHY NOT?

THAT WAS THE POWER THE BASTARD ASSUMED

TO FLIRT

TO HAVE A DATE

AS IF HE WAS COMING TO A BAR

OR TO A SOCIAL CLUB

OR TO A DATING SIGHT

OR A BROTHEL...

BUT THE REAL PLAY WAS F**KED UP

AND HE F**KED IT UP WITH REAL GLEE

AND THAT WAS THE MOST DISGUSTING....

THE MOST DISGUSTING PART OF

THE BASTARD ACTOR......

HIS LECHEROUS, VULGAR. COULDN'T CARE-SADISTIC ATTITUDE

TOWARDS THE BOSS WHO ALLOWED HIM IN TO DELIVER

AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT FUNCTION WHICH HE NEVER DELIVERED...

BUT KEPT HIS LECHEROUS BEHAVIOR INTACT THROUGHOUT...

IT MAKES ME FEEL THROWING UP

BECAUSE HE WAS NEVER FIRED.....
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THERAPY
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LISTEN,

YOU HAVE TO GET OVER IT

YOU ARE HURTING YOURSELF

NO ONE ELSE BUT YOURSELF

YOU ARE ACTUALLY HURTING YOUR CREATIVITY,

YOUR ENERGY, YOUR SPIRIT, YOUR HOPE,

THUS YOUR FUTURE PROSPECTS.

FUTURE EXISTS TILL YOU DIE...

YOU ARE NOT DEAD YET...

THANK GOD.

SO HAVE SOME HOPE

DO NOT CLING TO THE NEGATIVE

LET IT GO

LET IT GO

LET IT GO.

YOU ALWAYS DO SOMETHING DESTRUCTIVE TO YOURSELF

YOU PUT ACTORS IN YOUR SHOWS WHO CAN NOT ACT

AND WHEN YOU PUT THEM IN YOUR SHOWS

YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT THEY CAN NOT ACT.

SO WHY DO YOU DO THAT?

DESTRUCTIVE ACT TO BEGIN WITH...

THE RESULT OF A DESTRUCTIVE ACT IS ALWAYS DESTRUCTION

THEN YOU SURPRISE YOURSELF

"OH1 THEY CAN'T ACT,  THEY ARE AMATEUR"

I GUESS YOU DIDN'T KNOW THAT ALREADY

RIGHT?

RIGHT.

AND THEN YOU CONSTANTLY AGGRESS YOUR SELF

AND WASTE TONS OF ENERGY ON THEIR BAD ACTING.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?

THERAPY DOESN'T SEEM LIKE IT'S WORKING FOR YOU

WHEN YOU HIRED THEM YOU KNEW IT

YOU KNEW THAT THEY ARE NOT ACTORS

YOU KNEW THAT

WHY DID YOU HIRE THEM?

WHY DID YOU PUT THOSE ASSHOLES IN YOUR SHOW?

BECAUSE...

BECAUSE WHAT?

BECAUSE THERE ARE NO GREAT ACTORS AVAILABLE IN THIS THEATER

WHY DIDN'T YOU FIND THEM FROM SOMEWHERE ELSE?

BECAUSE MOST OF THE TRAINED ACTORS DO NOT WORK FOR FREE

SO PAY THEM

WHAT?

PAY THEM

I CAN'T PAY THEM

NO ONE PAYS ME

TO PAY THEM

CAN'T AFFORD IT

SO, WHAT'S THE ANSWER?

THE ANSWER IS TO FIND TRAINED ACTORS,

PAY THEM

AND THEY WON'T ABUSE THE PROCESS

BUT THOSE ACTORS WORK IN MORE ESTABLISHED VENUES

SO THIS ONE IS NOT THE MOST ESTABLISHED VENUE?

NOT REALLY---

BUT IT'S NOT A BAD VENUE

BETTER THAN MANY OTHERS

VERY GOOD FOR CREATIVITY

 AND FREEDOM TO EXPERIMENT

SO THATS A PLUS...

BUT I WISH I HAD REALLY TRAINED ACTORS

BUT YOU NEVER TRIED TO GET THEM, DID YOU?

NOT REALLY...

I JUST ASSUMED THAT THOSE ACTORS WON'T WORK HERE

OR MAYBE NOT WORK WITH YOU...

WHAT DO YOU MEAN?

YOU ASSUMED THAT REALLY TRAINED ACTORS WON'T WORK WITH YOU?

I DIDN'T KNOW...MAYBE?

WHY?

(SILENCE)

WHY?

MAYBE I DON'T THINK THAT I AM ESTABLISHED ENOUGH

SO, YOU HAVE ESTABLISHED THE FACT IN YOUR OWN HEAD

THAT YOU ARE NOT ESTABLISHED AND NO ONE GOOD ENOUGH

WILL WORK WITH YOU...

I DON'T KNOW....

REALLY, IT'S JUST DIFFICULT TO GET GREAT ACTORS WHEN THEATER DOESN'T PAY

THEM.

SO, YOU HAVE STTLED YOUR HEART ON GETTING ORDINARY OR EVEN

AMATEUR ACTORS...

WHATEVER I CAN GET..

YOU REALLY BELIEVE THAT YOU DESERVE  BAD ACTORS?

NO, I CAN'T GET GOOD ACTORS

 THEN YOUR CHOICE IS TO WORK WITH BAD ACTORS?

NO, T'S NOT MY CHOICE, IT'S NECESSITY.

WHY HAVE YOU CREATED THIS DIFFICULT NECESSITY FOR YOURSELF?

WHAT ELSE CAN I DO?

YOU CAN STOP DOING YOUR PLAYS

BUT I NEED TO GET MY WORK DONE...

BUT WHY IN SUCH A BAD AND POOR WAY?

I DON'T KNOW

WHAT IS IT THAT YOIU DON'T KNOW?

I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO...

YOU DON'T HAVE MANY CHOICES, DO YOU?

NO, I DON'T

BUT YOU CAN MAKE ONE OF THE CHOICES, EITHER DON'T DO THE PLAYS

OR DO THEM  AND GET BETTER ACTORS

FROM WHERE?

IF YOU HAD MORE CONFIDENCE IN YOU, YOU WILL GET ACTORS WHO

HAVE BEEN ON STAGE BEFORE INSTEAD OF GETTING THE ACTORS WHO

HAVE NEVER BEEN UNDER THE LIGHTS.  IF YOU HAD MORE CONFIDENCE

IN YOURSELF AGOOD ACTORS WILL BE LINING UP EVEN TO WORK FOR NO MONEY.

IT'S YOU WHO HAS LOW SELF ESTEEM AND BECAUSE OF THAT YOU ARE

DESPERATE TO GET ANY TOM, DICK AND HARRY AND PUT THEM IN TO FILL THE

ROLES FOR WHICH THEY ARE LEAST EQUIPPED.  YOU ARE EMBARRASSING

YOURSELF.   DO NOT FILL THE ROLES.  GET REAL ACTORS, NO MATTER HOW,

THE ACTORS WHO HAVE REAL ABILITY TO DELIVER YOUR MATERIAL OR

DO NOT DO THE PLAYS.

DO ONE PERSON SHOWS

TRAVEL WITH THE SHOWS

MAKE SOME MONEY

HAVE LESS HEARTACHE

KEEP WRITING THE PLAYS WITH OTHER CHARACTERS THOUGH

KEEPPOLISHING THEM

THEN SUBMIT TO OTHER PROFESSIONAL THEATERS

REGIONAL THEATERS

SEND THEM TO BRITISH THEATERS

LONDON WILL LOVE YOUR WORK...

SEND THEM THE UN-PRODUCED PLAYS

YOU HAVE SOME. DON'T YOU?

YES.....

WHICH ONES?

"LOVE IS A TRAMP"

"SORROW AT THE TIME OF ISIS."

"THEATER OF WORDS."

THAT'S THE ANSWER

THE MEAN TIME CHANGE SOME OF YOUR BAD HABITS

EXCERCISE

ONE HOUR WALK EVERY DAY

STAIONARY BICYCLE

LOSE WEIGHT

AND WRITEA HILARIOUSLY FUNNY ONE WOMAN PLAY

AND TRAVEL WITH IT........

TIME IS UP

WE HAVE TO STOP THE SESSION

SEE  YOU NEXT THURSDAY.

THANK YOU

PATIENT EXIT THE THERAPIST'S ROOM


"PRAYER"

NOTE:    THIS SHORT PLAY IS NOT PART OF THE OLD NOTE BOOK OF 2013. IT'S WRITTEN TODAY, MARCH 30 2020

"PRAYER"
BY
BINA SHARIF

copyright:binasharif 2020

A SHORT PLAY

CHARACTERS:

MONA

NOOR

TWO FRIENDS LIVING AT THE TIME OF CORONA VIRUS

MONA:

I HATE PEOPLE

NOOR:

WHY?

MONA:

THE SPITEFUL, IRONIC ATTITUDE TOWARDS THE WORLD AND THE PEOPLE IN THE

WORLD.  THAT'S THE IMPULSE OF ALL THE WEALTHY, POWERFUL PEOPLE TOWARDS

THE POOR, POWERLESS HUMAN BEINGS WHO ARE BEING TREATED WORSE THAN

ANIMALS.  TOTALLY SPITEFUL.  I HATE PEOPLE. I WANT NOTHING WITH THEM.

I NEVER WANT TO DEAL WITH THEM.

NOOR:

THIS KIND OF SITUATION HAS NEVER CHANGED IN THE WORLD.

IT'S BEEN GOING ON SINCE THE DAYS OF ADAM AND EVE.  NOTHING IS GOING TO

CHANGE.  WHY MUST YOU TAKE IT TO HEART?  WHY MUST YOU GIVE YOUR SELF

SO MUCH HEARTACHE?  DO SOMETHING CONSTRUCTIVE IN LIFE.

MONA:

MY HATRED TOWARDS THEM IS CONSTRUCTIVE.

NOOR:

BUT NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE BY YOU HATING THEM.  ONLY SUFFERING

WILL COME TO YOU.  YOU How are you?VE TO ACCEPT IT.

MONA:

I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE SAYING THIS.  WE HAVE TO ACCEPT OTHER

PEOPLE'S SUFFERING?  I THOUGHT YOU HAD SOME SOCIAL CONSCIOUS.

NOR:

I DO.  I SUFFERED FOR YEARS BUT NOTHING CHANGED.  THE WORLD IS EVIL

WE KNOW THAT.

MONA:

SO THE WORLD IS EVIL AND WE SHOULD JUST DANCE?  SING ANTHEMS OF JOY AND

SUCCESS AND BE MERRY?

NOOR:

NOT EXACTLY LIKE THAT.  WE HAVE TO HELP, WE HAVE TO TRY OUR BEST TO FEEL

FOR THE DOWNTRODDEN TO SURVIVE .BECAUSE  THERE ARE SO MANY  POOR AND

HUNGRY PEOPLE CREATED BY THE RICH AND POWERFUL.THEY CREATE HUNGER

AND HUNGRY HERDS BECAUSE OF THE NECESSITY FOR THEM TO REMAIN ALWAYS

FILTHY RICH AND THUS POWERFUL

WE HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF THEM, SOMEONE HAS TO.  IF THEY ARE NOT BEING

TAKEN CARED FOR, THERE WILL BE DISEASES AND PLAGUES AND AFTER EFFECTS

OF THE STOLEN WEALTH AND SOME ONE UP THERE IS WATCHING, SOME ONE WHO

HAS OWN SECRETS AND WHO IS PATIENT AND HAD BEEN FOR CENTURIES BUT IS

NOW PISSED AT THE ZALAM, (CRUEL) LEADERS OF THE WORLD WHO HAVE

BROUGHT THE REST OF HUMANITY TO THIS PATHETIC LEVEL AND NEEDS TO BE

TAUGHT A LESSON AND THIS INVISIBLE ENEMY OF ALL HUMANITY IS THE SIGN, IS

THE SYMBOL, IS THE LESSON AND IF WE WHO DARE CALL OUR SELVES HUMAN AND

EQUAL AND JUST (WHAT A LAUGH) DO NOT LEARN NOW AT THE TIME OF THIS

OMINOUS CRISIS THEN IT'S QYIAMAT (END OF THE WORLD, THE APPOCLYPSE)

SOME ONE HAS TO BRING THE ELEMENT OF SPIRITUALITY INTO SOLVING THIS

TRAGEDY BESIDE SCIENCE , RESEARCH AND THE MEDICAL KNOWLEDGE.

FAITH, JUSTIC, HUMANITY, SPIRIT, KINDNESS, EMPATHY, COMPASSION HAS TO COME

INTO THE HEALING PROCESS.

WE ALSO NEED TO TAKE CARE OF OURSELVES, OUR HEALTH, OUR PRODUCTIVITY,

OUR ENERGIES MUST NOT BE SPENT ON HATE. WE NEED TO PRAY.

ESPECIALLY NOW, AT THE TIME OF DISEASE, THIS MONSTER,  THIS INVISIBLE ENEMY

WHICH IS KILLING THOUSANDS...

MONA:

YES, YES, YES, THAT'S WHY I HATE THE SELFISH, THE POWERFUL, THE GREEDY, THE

FILTHY RICH.  THEY WILL SURVIVE THIS VIRUS.  THEY SURVIVE ALL VIRUSES, THEY

SURVIVE THE PLAGUES BECAUSE THEY KNOW HOW TO SURVIVE BECAUSE THEY

CREATE ALL THESE PLAGUES...

NOOR:

DON'T SAY THAT.  THIS TIME THEY ARE SUFFERING TOO AND NO ONE IS EVIL

ENOUGH TO CREATE SUCH HORROR.  THEY THEMSELVES ARE BEING EFFECTED BY

 THIS CONTAGION. IT'S IN THE NATURE...NATURE HAS BECOME THE ENEMY THIS

TIME.

MONA:

YES, IT'S INSIDE NATURE BECAUSE THEY THEMSELVES HAVE DESTROYED NATURE.

THE EARTH IS POISONED WITH BOMBS EXPLODING KILLING MILLIONS, CAUSING

DISEASES,  CANCERS,  CANCERS OF THE SOUL, THE PERMANENT VIRUS CREATED BY

HUMAN BEINGS WITH THE POWER OF THEIR MIGHT AND MILITARY WHICH RUINED

THE EARTH AND TURNED IT INTO BOILING LAVA.

 UNHEALTHY FOOD, WITH INJECTIONS  CAUSED BY THE  DRUGS ADDED TO MAKE IT

LOOK MORE SHINY, MORE BRIGHT, MORE LASTING BUT CAUSING UNKNOWN

ILLNESS...MYSTERIOUS ILLNESS, THE POLLUTION IN THE AIR, THE MASSES

RUSHING AND CRUSHING THE EARTH AND THE HUMANS ON IT...THE INCREDIBLE

RUSH OF GREED AND POWER, THE SUBJUGATION OF THE OPPRESSED, OF THE POOR,

THE CRUELTY OF THE LEADERS, ....

THIS KILLER VIRUS IS THE SIGN OF REVENGE OF NATURE BEING TREATED SO

ABOMINABLY.  IT'S THE PUNISHMENT.  NATURE STOOD UP FINALLY TO DEMAND HER

RIGHT TO EXIST.  NATURE TOLD THEM, "LOOK HOW YOU DESTROYED ME"

"YOU DESTROYED ME TO HAVE MORE DIAMONDS, MORE OIL, MORE BUILDINGS,

MORE...MORE...MORE.

 NOTHING WAS ENOUGH FOR YOUR GREED, FOR  YOUR CONTROL.  YOU ALWAYS

WANTED MORE, MORE, MORE.  WHAT WILL FINALLY QUENCH YOUR THIRST?

WHAT WILL MAKE YOU LESS HUNGRY.

YOU HAVE IT ALL.

YOUR SHARE AND THE REST OF THE WORLD'S SHARE.

WHAT WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY?

NOTHING, I GUESS.

SO DEAL WITH ME NOW...DEAL WITH ME...I AM HERE BUT YOU CAN'T SEE ME.

THATS MY BEAUTY.

THATS MY POWER

YOU CAN'T BOMB ME

YOU CAN BOMB EVERY MOVING CREATURE BUT YOU CAN'T BOMB ME

I SLEEP WITH YOU

I WAKE UP WITH YOU

I EAT WITH YOU

I DRINK WITH YOU

I SIT WITH YOU

I AM HERE

BUT YOU CAN NOT SEE ME

I AM THE INVISIBLE VIRUS

I AM THE INVISIBLE REVENGE.

"LOOK HOW YOU PLUCKED MY COLORS AND TURNED IT INTO BLOOD."  NATURE

TOLD THEM, "LOOK HOW YOU HAVE MUDDIED MY FLOWERS?  HOW YOU DIDN'T

LEARN THE LESSON WHEN I BROUGHT THE DEADLY STORMS, THE FIRES,  WHEN I

BURNT YOUR FORESTS, YOU DIDN'T PAY ATTENTION,  YOU KEPT YOUR CRUELTY

GOING, YOU EAT CAVIAR AND DRANK CHAMPAGNE AND KEPT DANCING IN YOUR

MANSIONS, YOU KEPT FLYING IN YOUR PRIVATE JETS.  DID YOU EVER SEE THE

HOMELESS ON THE GROUND FROM YOUR JETS?  DID YOU SEE THE GHETTOS WHICH

YOU CREATED ALL OVER MY PLANET?  DID YOU STOP FOR A MOMENT TO THINK OF

THE SUFFERING OF THE EARTH?  SUFFERING OF HUNGRY?  SUFFERING OF SICK

CHILDREN?  POVERTY ALL OVER THE PLANET WHICH YOU CREATED BY YOUR

GREED?

HOW COME YOU NEVER STOPPED FOR A FRACTION OF A SECOND TO THINK OF THE

OTHER?  THE OTHER YOU DON'T WANT TO KNOW, THE OTHER YOU AVOID LIKE

PLAGUE?

NOW THE PLAGUE IS IN YOUR HOUSE, IN YOUR GARDEN, IN YOUR YACHTS,  IN YOUR

PLANES,  IN YOUR CLUBS,  IN YOUR CONCERT HALLS,  IN YOUR MOUNTAINS,  IN

YOUR GARDENS.

 IN YOUR FURNITURE,  IN YOUR HANDS,  ON YOUR FACES....

ARE YOU HUMBLE NOW? ARE YOU HUMBLE NOW?  ARE YOU?  PRAY.

WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?

 PRAY FOR FORGIVENESS FOR YOUR SINS...ASK FOR FORGIVENESS.

ARE YOU SENSITIVE TO OTHER HUMAN BEINGS SUFFERING NOW?

ARE YOU GOING TO BE CIVIL?

ARE YOU GOING TO TREAT EVERY ONE ON THIS EARTH AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE

TREATED? YOU SAY, "WE ARE ALL IN IT TOGETHER."  ARE YOU?  ARE YOU?  ARE

YOU?  ARE YOU GOING TO LEARN A FINAL LESSON?  ARE YOU GOING TO LESSEN

YOUR GREED? YOUR CRUELTY?  YOUR WARS?   YOUR TREATMENT OF OTHER

HUMAN BEINGS WHO HAVE LESS DIAMONDS THAN YOU?

 LESS MANSIONS THEN YOU,?LESS BANK BALANCE THEN YOU?

ARE YOU?  ARE YOU?  ARE YOU?

IF YOU ARE NOT,   I,  THE NATURE WHO BROUGHT THIS VIRUS, THIS INFECTION, THIS

DEATH TO YOU WILL NEVER GO AWAY...IF YOU DO NOT LEARN THE LESSON TO BE

HUMAN NOW,  THE PLAGUE WILL NEVER GO AWAY TILL ALL OF YOU ARE WIPED

OFF FROM THE FACE OF THIS EARTH.

NOOR:

LIFE IS SUCH A TRAGEDY

MONA:

LIFE IS GOOD, LIFE WAS GOOD TILL WE THE EVIL HUMAN MADE IT INTO A

CATASTROPHE FOR ALL OF US, FOR THE WHOLE HUMAN RACE

NOOR:

WHAT NEED TO BE DONE NOW?

MONA:

WE NEED TO PRAY, PRAY AND PRY FOR FORGIVENESS FOR NOT SEEING

THE REST OF HUMANITY AND IT'S SUFFERING.   WE NEED TO CHANGE, COMPLETELY

CHANGE.  WE NEED TO LEARN FROM THIS ILLNESS AND ASK THE POWER ABOVE

FOR FORGIVENESS.

NOOR:

LET'S US PRAY.  THE MOAZZAN IS CALLING, CALLING THE FAITHFUL TO BOW DOWN

TO THE ONLY POWER WHO CAN HEAL, ALMIGHTY GOD.  LET US PRAY BEFORE THE

SUN GOES DOWN.  I HEARD THAT THIS TIME OF THE DUSK THE PRAYERS ARE

ALWAYS BEING HEARD.

(THEY BOTH PRAY, GO INTO SAJDA)






































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