I MISS YOU

I MISS YOU

EVERY DAY I SAY
I MISS YOU...
I WILL COME AND VISIT YOU
EVERY DAY I BREAK MY PROMISE

THEN I SAY AGAIN
"I MISS YOU"
'I WILL COME TO YOU"
EVERY DAY I BREAK MY PROMISE

I HAVE A PROBLEM
LACK OF DISCIPLINE
ACTUALLY
NO DISCIPLINE AT ALL...

THEN WHY DO I SAY
EVERY DAY
THAT I WILL VISIT YOU?
BECAUSE I WANT TO...

THEN WHY NOT DO WHAT
I SAY
I DON'T KNOW
I REALLY DON'T

JUST TO STRESS MYSELF
I GUESS
BUT NOT KEEPING MY WORD
GIVES ME MORE STRESS

STRESS WILL MAKE ME SICK
YES, I GOT SICK
HAVE BEEN SICK
FOR 12 DAYS

NO, NOT CORONAVIRUS
THANK GOD
IT'S THE SICKNESS
OF THE MIND

LACK OF
WILL POWER
YES, THATS IT
LACK, LACK, LACK...

LACK OF WILL POWER
LACK OF ASSERTIVE BEHAVIOR
NEED TO SUFFER
UN-NECESSARILY

I DO COME
TO YOUR NEIGHBORHOOD
I DO THINK OF
SEEING YOU

BUT THEN I GET
EXHAUSTED
FROM MY OWN MIND

AND GO BACK
AND DO SOMETHING ELSE
SOMETHING MEANINGLESS
JUST LIKE

THE MORNING
I SPEND IN YOUR AREA
AND NEVER KNOCKED
AT YOUR DOOR

THEN PROMISED MYSELF
I WILL DO IT TOMORROW
THE MOMENT I AM NEAR YOU
I WILL VISIT YOU...

THEN I DON'T DO IT
I WONDER WHAT'S
WRONG WITH ME?
WHAT EVER I WANT TO DO...

I DON'T DO
THAT IS NOT
ONLY SAD
BUT DISTURBING

VERY DISTURBING
EITHER I SHOULD STOP
WISHING TO SEE YOU
CHAT WITH YOU

EXPRESS MY THOUGHTS
WITH YOU
OR I SHOULD
DO WHAT I SAY

CALL ON YOU
IT SEEMS LIKE
AN EMERGENY
BUT STILL I FAIL

SOMETHING IS WRONG
I WONDER...
YES, DARLING
SOMETHING IS VERY WRONG

STOP IT
JUST STOP IT
YOU ARE SMARTER
THAN THAT

IS THIS A GAME
YOU ARE PLAYING?
WHO ARE YOU PLAYING
WITH?

WHO ARE YOU
PLAYING
AGAINST?
WHO?

AGAINST YOUR SELF
YOU ARE IN A BATTLE
AGAINST
YOURSELF

WHAT HAPPENED?
HOW DID YOU
LOSE CONTROL?
OR YOU NEVER HAD IT

CONTROL I MEAN
NEVER HAD CONTROL
PESSIMISTIC EMOTIONS
IS THE CAUSE

THEN STOPP WISHING
STOP THE YEARNING
CAN'T
WHY NOT?

YEARNING IS THE ONLY
POSITIVE THING I HAVE
WITHOUT YEARNING
I WILL DIE

FULFILL YOUR PROMISE
TO YOUR SELF
FOR SELF RESPECT
TO YOURSELF

YOU WILL LIVE
MUCH LONGER
HAPPIER
THAN EVER...

YES, I WANT
TO BE HAPPY
I WANT TO VISIT
YOU...

MAYBE?
TOMORROW
I WILL
MAYBE?

PROMISE?
NO...
PROMISES ARE NEVER KEPT
BY ME...

NOT REALLY TRUE
I DO KEEP MY PROMISES
ONLY WITH
YOU I HAVE

SOME CONFLICTS
OF SOME KIND
UNRESOLVED
BUT ATTACHED LIKE A KNOT...

TO MY GUT
GIVES ME JOLTS
OF DISRESPECT
I AM WEEK

BUT I AM STONG
AS WELL
SOME KIND OF FEAR
COMES IN THE WAY

BLOCKS MY DESIRE
EVERY DAY
I HAVE THE DESIRE
EVERY DAY...

I DON'T RUSH
TO FULFILL IT
PEOPLE DO
WHAT EVER THEY SAY

I HARDLY
KEEP UP
WITH MYSELF
IN CERTAIN WAYS

I STAND
IN MY WAY
I AM FARIAD
NO, NOT OF YOU

NO, NOT AT ALL
I AM VERY FOND OF YOU
I KNOW
IT WILL ...

BRING ME SOME
KIND OF PEACE
SOME KIND OF
HAPPINESS

MAYBE, I AM AFRAID
OF HAPPINESS
BUT I AM NOT...
I AM JUST

STANDING STILL
WISHING...WISHING
HOPING...HOPING
TO COME TO YOU

TOMORROW...
YES,
TOMORROW
TOMORROW...

TOMORROW
I WILL VISIT
YOU
TOMORROW

I PROMISE
IT'S GOOD FOR ME
TO VISIT YOU
TOMORROW

TOMORROW I WILL
I PROMISE...
TOMORROW
WILL BRING

 ME TO YOU
AND
FROM THEN ON...
I WILL VISIT YOU

EVERY DAY...
EVERY DAY...
EVERYDAY
WITHOUT FAIL...

BECAUSE
I MISS YOU
I MISS YOU
I MISS YOU SWEETHEART...