ILLUMINATIONS OF A MALADY

AGGRESSIVE MEANS

You have to acquire by aggressive means

and that's all

There is no other technique-

You want something?

You need to go get it

Whatever-you want-

You need to get up and go get it-

What will the other think?

What?

What other?

What will the other think?

What does the other say?

What does the other want?

That's a sure sign of your own failure-

You can't worry about that...

If that's your worry

Than your are only going to sit alone on the couch, get fat,

fret and be Un-happy all day..All week...All month...All year..

All years to come my dear...............

RESOLVED

Unbelievable

Undisciplined

something again and again

What are you selling?

Nothing

So?

Nothing will come of nothing...

Ok...

So don't worry then, if that's ok-

Ok.

Great

Everything resolved?

No, not yet..........

CORE

They lacked and still lack a principal core

But they behave that they are fine

And its me who is totally wrong

If they ever admitted it that perhaps both of us were and are still wrong

But no...They are right

Its me who is wrong and always wrong..

I had to take care of it long time ago

I had to announce to them loud and clear.

'Hey guys, he is my son and any one who is not nice to my son

won't expect kindness or love or whatever else

comes with societies morality bound traditions..

If you don't respect my son's dignity then why expect affection from my side for your brats?

Sounds fair?

Doesn't it?

You need to be generous, hospitable, kind, caring warm

That's in case you want the same from me for your sons....

And that's the end of it

Take it or leave it

All this should have been done long time ago

You can't be cruel and phony alone

Its aloud for me too...

all of us are born cruel

Its not your pleasure alone

Its a bit late for you to be number one in callousness...

A bit late

Right?

Of course

But of course............

SUBSERVIENT

Totally selfish and mean bastards

And still want to have the upper hand

You should be so regretful to have put yourself

in that subservient position.....

You didn't understand it perhaps...

Yes, for sure, no understanding of anything at all

Very naive and subservient

The end of you honey in the Western World

Yes, for sure the end of me

So many times the end of me

Since the arrival, the end of me...Since I stepped off that plane...

The plane which crossed the Ocean to bring a subservient person to the Western Civillization

Oh! the land ing brought the end of me

The boarding that plane brought the end of me

The landing brought the end of me

And the subservient relationship?

That got stronger and stronger and stronger....

The Western World loved it, right?

But of course.....What is better than a subservient being obedient.......

You didn't know?

No, I didn't

You didn't learn?

No I didn't

Shame

Yes, shame.........

I didn't actually understand it

I didn't actually understand any thing

Oh! I was a subservient

You are not now?

(SILENCE...SILENCE...SILENCE)

No answer to your question..........

No answer

Unfortunately, I don't have an answer to your last question.