DOING AND NOT DOING

THINKING AND NEVER DOING

Once the birds left their nest

They just thought of going back

They thought and thought every day

"But when?"

"When would be back?"

The birds asks themselves

'When we achieve something, for which we flew so far away."

'When we achieve what we came here to achieve, than we will fly back."

But they never knew what they came here to achieve

So they never achieved

And they never went back

And it was too late

And the nest was broken

The nest was destroyed

The nest was eliminated

The new buildings took over the nest

The childhood was demolished

And all the memories turned into ashes

And the ashes flew

The sky was dusty

The visibility was nil

The birds smelled the smell of childhood

Once in a while

With remorse and sorrow and sadness and grief

But they never could go back

But the grief came to them

The regret came to them

The mistake they made so long time ago

Came to them, "Wrapped." in the dust of demolition

Demolition of the ,"Childhood," came to them flying

And caught them by surprise

Now the smell of childhood wanted to stay with them forever

But the smell had, "Pain" in it

They wanted to shun that,"Pain."

But kept thinking about it

About shunning it away

The "Pain." of a memory of childhood

In these lands where they flew to

There was o childhood to be found

Not their childhood for sure

They were not from these lands

They left their childhood behind

How are they going to find it here?

That was a stupid search

But they kept searching that stupid search

Though they were not stupid birds

They kept thinking of the search of the nest

Without ever taking and action

Without ever, "Doing."

They kept thinking

Though they were intelligent birds

They were not sensible

If they were sensible

They wouldn't leave their childhood behind

And if they did, they would go back to it............

Now there was no place to go back to

The nest was gone

The childhood was demolished

Now they kept smelling the,"Dust."

And died

Died without any achievement

The achievement they were looking for

without knowing what it was

But in the meantime they lost their childhood

And their life

They died in a land where there was no childhood to be found

At least not their childhood.............

They kept thinking about it

But they never found it

It wasn't here...............

No, it wasn't.................