EVEN.............

Even when the anguish comes

Even when the regret comes

Even when the remorse comes

Even when the sadness comes

Even when the pain comes

Even when you have no home

Even when you have no hope

Even when its the dark evening

Even when its the dark evening leading into the darkest possible night

Even when you can't sleep

Even when you don't like your body

Even when you don't like yourself

Even when no one else likes you

Even when you are no good at all

You must still continue

Continue the struggle of the soul

You must continue.....

To do

Whatever you do

Whatever you can do

Whatever is in your destiny to achieve

You must continue

Forget the last night

And its sudden doom

And gloom

Of no reason, of no motivation, of no consequence

Go on and search

Search a good book

A good person

A poem

A sentence

A laugh

Search for a laugh

Laugh alone if you have to

Just laugh a big loud laugh

Let them look at you

Who cares about them?

You must not

For sure you must not care for the others

The ,"OTHERS"

Destroyed you

Too much thought of an other

An Imaginary non present other....

There is no other but you

Just go on with you

You are that,"OTHER"

Go on with you

With all your remorse and regret and sadness and MISTAKES

Yes Mistakes

A lot of mistakes

What were you thinking?

Not thinking

Not thinking at all

That's more like it

But now you can't lie down just as a corpse

That day will come too

So before that happens

Move.....Forward a bit

Little by little, An inch by an inch...

Beside all that you have to get up and start from one end of the peoblem

To the other end of it

Its nothing but the problem.....

"Make the best of it, not the worst of it." Like Dickens said, in Hard Times