LET'S SEE...WHAT SURPRISES ARE IN THE NOTEBOOKS?
What do we do while we are here?
"Think well.
Eat well
Live well
Seek out those who will nourish and challange you.
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Okra, ginger, Cinamon boost immunity
Spiecd couscous
Lemon juice Detoxify
Fresh lemons squeezed into ice water+ honey purifies.
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No tomato, no potato, no rice, no beans, no milk
No meat, no beef, no pork, no chicken, no salami...
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Greens, greens, greens, greens,
Sardines with lime-
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One thousand time it's been written before but never practiced.
One more time...
At least write it down
One more time.
Just one more time...
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Every day do positive stuff
And think of positive stuff
Resume your old way of life
Type from the notebooks
Walk for one hour
Healthy breakfast
Cut out bread
Have yogurt with berries
Irish cut oatmeal
Salmon
Avocado
Egg
Veggies
Greens
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Go to lafyette and type
Plays or galleries in the evenings
YOU ARE SO TEETHEET, (STUBBORN)
NEVER APPLY THE WISDOM YOU WRITE ABOUT
OR TALK ABOUT TO YOUR SELF
DESTROYING YOUR SELF WITH BOTH HANDS,
GIVING YOURSELF AWAY TO THE WASTE
OF THE WORLD.
YOU ARE ADDING YOURSELF TO THE WASTE OF THE WORLD.
JUST,
WASTING, WASTING,
FOR DECADES...
REMEBER WHO YOU ONCE WERE?
REMEBER?
NO, YOU DON'T REMEBER...
WHAT A PITY
WHAT A PITY
WHAT A PITY
GOD GAVE YOU SO MANY GIFTS
MORE GIFTS THAN ANY ONE ELSE
YOU HAD EVERYTHING
EVERYTHING
YOU KEPT THROWING IT AWAY
DILLIGENTLY
CONSITENTLY
NOW IT'S GONE
NOW YOU ARE BEING HAUNTED BY THE PAST
THE GOOD PAST
YOU HAD A VERY GOOD PAST
ONLY YOUR PRESENT IS TROUBLED
THE GARBAGE OUTSIDE IN THE STREET
ONLY YOUR PRESENT IS WASTED
YOU WANT TO GIVE A GIFT
TO THE GARBAGE OUTSIDE IN THE STREET?
OK, GIVE THE GARBAGE A GIFT
THROW YOUR TALENT,
AND OTHER GIFTS YOUR GOD BESTOWED UPON YOU
INTO THE GARBAGE...
I ALREADY DID...
I ALREADY DID
I ALREADY DID
OK, THEN ,
SINCE YOU THREW ALL YOUR ASSETS
IN THE GARBAGE,
NOW IT'S TIME TO
STOP THROWING ANY LONGER
STOP THROWING
AND KEEP WHATEVER IS LEFT FOR YOURSELF
FROM NOW ON...
FROM TODAY IT MUST STOP
ENOUGH...
EVEN THE GARBAGE IN THE STREET IS TELLING YOU,
BEGGING YOU TO STOP BECAUSE
THERE IS NO MORE SPACE LEFT IN THE STREET...
KEEP SOMETHING FOR YOURSELF...
SOMETHING FROM THE ONES,
THE LOVED ONES WHO HAVE GONE AWAY LIKE
YESTERDAY
KEEP SOMETHING FOR YOURSELF AS A MEMORY...
NO MORE THROWING GIFTS OUTSIDE
NO MORE GIVING YOUR GIFTS TO ANY ONE EVER
KEEP THEM FOR YOUR SELF...
WHEN YOU CAN'T SLEEP AT NIGHT,
HUG YOUR GIFTS CLOSE TO YOUR HEART,
THE
MEMORIES,
YOUR MEMORIES ARE THE GIFT.
HOLD THEM TIGHT,
DON'T TRY TO SLEEP
NEVER TRY TO SLEEP,
COUNT YOUR MEMORIES,
SAVE THEM IN YOUR MIND LIKE YOU
SAVE YOUR SAD WORDS ON THE COMPUTER...
I AM NOT SO GOOD WITHE COMPUTER.
I SAVE MY DAYS GONE BY
AND THE NEXT DAY
THEY ARE DELETED...
I CAN'T FIND THEM
YOU MUST HAVE TOUCHED THE DELETE BUTTON
NEVER, NEVER DO I TOUCH THE DELETE BUTTON.
I HATE THE DELETE BUTTON...
THAT'S WHY I CAN'T SLEEP AT NIGHT,
TOO MANY SAVED THOUGHTS,
TOO MANY
INTERRUPTED MEMORIES
WHICH I SAVED
BUT CAN'T FIND THEM,
ESPECIALLY THE
COMFORTING MEMORIES,
THEY ARE ALL DELETED
WITHOUT ME TOUCHING THE
DELETE BUTTON.
NOT GOOD AT TECHNOLOGY.
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MENTAL HEALTH
Forget about a few people
Get rid of the bad feelings
No matter what bad they did to you
Forget about all of them
Have relationship with sincere folks
Or have no relationship at all
Don't think about people
Don't talk about people.
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CAREER
Don't think about it
Don't talk about it
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Write a new play
You are a writer
Then write
If you don't write
Then you are not a writer
Then don't call yourself a writer-
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LISBON
Take care of the B in Lisbon
Take care of the bitch in Lisbon
(I wonder who she is?)
No idea what so ever...
Never been to Lisbon
Never met any one from Lisbon
Who is the bitch from Lisbon
I just made her up
There must be at least one bitch in lisbon
I have to take care of her
I have to get rid of the bitch from Lisbon
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Get the apt in order
(That will never happen, sorry.)
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Paint on small canvases
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"Getting across a profound idea in a brisk and amusing way
to an interested friend by stripping it down to its essence." J Holt
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CHIEF CONCERNS
"How do we conceive of the world? (Metaphysics)
How do we know what we know? and do? (Epistemology)
"How we conduct ourselves? (Ethicks)
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Improve your blog.
Learn computer (That will never happen)
Attachment
Dragging photos to the article
Cut and Paste
Putting reviews from Hi Drama to the blog
Forget about it
Just forget about it
Do something better with your time
Think, walk, laugh
do not come near the machine
It will take all your humanity away.
Look at the people who are staring at the machines...
Do they look like hiuman beings?
Machines have made them their companions
They no longer want to have a conversation with humans.
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NOVELS (Work in progress)
DAYS AND NIGHTS OF ZULEKHA
DAYS AND NIGHTS OF KARIMA ULLAH
TO MY MEMORY A LETTER SENT
MANHATTAN DAYS
MANHATTAN SPLEEN (Collection of writings)
STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS OF SINGING BIRDS
MY CHEMICAL MOMMY
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See as many plays as possible
Go to the readings
Do readings, (Where?)
Museums
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DRESS BETTER
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MAKE PRINTS OF THE DRAWINGS
GET CARDBOARD AND SLEEVES
TRY TO SELL
HAVE YOU EVER SOLD A THING IN YOUR WHOLE LIFE?
ALL TALK, ALL TALK, ALL TALK
HAVE WRITTEN THIS A THOUSAND TIMES ALREADY
NOTHING WILL EVER BE PRACTICED
TRUST ME...
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