Monday, November 16, 2020

TORMENT CONTINUES

 TORMENT:

TWO:

What to say and how to say it?

ANSWER:

Politely make a point

No aggression

No repetition

WHAT TO SAY?

ANSWER

Attitude change

Distant but friendly

THE MESSAGES ON FACEBOOK

Hang out soon...love you

AS A JOKE

Cross over to the other side

Dealing with people

My meeting with M

Please no contact with M

WHAT TO SAY FIRST?

Start with facebook messages first

Attitude like sunday

MESSAGES ON FACEBOOK

Friend

Cross over to the other side

Meeting with M

No contact with M PLEASE...

Drop it

DON'T START RIGHT AWAY

Wait

Have a glass of wine

Small talk

Ask H about others first

Attitude on last sunday

Drop it, drop everything.

DON'T START RIGHT AWAY

Wait again

Have another glass of wine

Do small talk over that second glass of wine...

Ask H about others first...

MISSING SCENES

Put the script together

Scenes in order

EXERCISE

Shoulder

Leg

Knee

Pain

Pain

Pain

AVOID ALL PAIN

Eat salads, salads, salads

Very little meat

WAKE UP

AND EXCERCISE

Fruit and yogurt

Go to the city and walk

Areas to explore

Queen st

College st

Water front

That market in between colleg and queen st

Contact theater

Museums

Parks

WEEKENDS

Friday evening?

Saturday and sunday, day and night?

GERARD ST

Buy some shalwar and kameez

COMPUTER WORK

Download pictures

attachments

PDF

Type script

Print blog

THINGS TO DO

Legs

face

Nails

Socks

Book

Brazier

Forever 21

IN GENERAL

Don't talk too much

Don't come close to any one

No expectations of D, L, D ?

Or, L and D,  but be discrete

No favors to any one

Only hire people with experience

No friends

No friends of friends

No non actors for a job

BOOK THE SHOW

Try to book now

THINGS TO BUY

Eyeliner

Mascara

Underwears

Chocolate

Give kids $100

A BILLION THOUGHTS GATHERING A STROM

HOUSE OF A BILLION THOUGHTS

Interrupted

Broken

In-coherent

Un-necessary

Irrelavant

Piercinhg

Penetrating

Disturbing

Evil

Murderous

Loving

Desiring

Misunderstood

Foggy

Rainy

Dramatic

Passionate

Melancholy thoughts

NO MORE THAN TWO TOPICS AT A TIME

FIRST TOPIC

Facebook

love messages

Attitude on last sunday

SECOND TOPIC

Mother's day

Package

NOTHING MORE

NOTHING ELSE....

DUPATTAS

Dupattas to bring

Black and silver

Maroon

White

TAKE THEM OUT OF THE SUITCASE

SHOWS DAZZLE

But it's diplomatic, polite-fake

Be ware of the fakeness of the word, "Love"

Get rid of the fear

Replace it with hope no matter how hopeless it sounds.

The word, "Hope" is better than the word "Fear"

People who say they love,  honor,  respect but actually do none of the above can have

Feelings of affection,  fondness,  closeness,  sincerity?

They can't just claim that they just suddenly lost all those skills

And turned towards deafness,  dumbness,  lame excuses, while actually

Cross over to the enemy side.

NONCHALANT

Nonchalantly delegating the oppositions to themselves.

"I came not to cede control of my narrative...

I can't lose control of my own narrative and my narrative is of expression,

Of honesty,  of warmth and of playing no games or playing two games at the same moment.

LOYALTY

Your loyalty only belongs to one side.

Chose the side and then stick to it.

COLLABORATION

Never ever in your life do collaborative, creative work.

Have your own individual copyright.

Don't give control of your work to any one as long as you are alive.

You can't control my creativity or my creative work.

You can't dictate to me your way of working.

Go ahead and do your own work the way you want to

Instead of ordering me around to change this,  to do this,  don't do this,  don't do that...

Let me do my work my way.

DO YOUR WORK ACCORDING TO YOUR OWN WAYS AND CHOICES.

THE END FOR NOW....

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