WHAT A WASTEFUL DAY, WHAT A WASTEFUL NIGHT!

WHAT A WASTEFUL DAY, WHAT A WASTEFUL NIGHT!

Every day I say,

I will do this

I will do that

Every day I do the same, nothingness

Next day I say,

I will do this

I will do that

Every day I do the same, nothingness

then the next day I say,

I will do this

I will do that

Tomorrow I will do this

Tomorrow I will do that

Then tomorrow comes

and then...

Then every tomorrow I do the same, nothingness

Then the next day I say,

Tomorrow I will do this

Tomorrow I will do that

Then every tomorrow I do the same, nothingness.............

I wonder what's wrong with me?

I for sure don't know what's wrong with me...

But for sure something is wrong with me

Something hugely important

Something of immense immense importance is wrong with me

Time, the most valuable thing in life

I waste

I waste

I waste

So sad that I can't stop wasting time...

Time which will never come back...

From where ever its been gone

Time, which will never come back...
f the fact that
I waste that time

I wish I will stop

Stop wasting my cherished time

My valuable property

My most important thing in this life

In only one life...

I keep wasting...

I am aware of the fact that I am wasting my time...

But I can't stop...

Oh! how I wish that I would stop

Wasting my time...

But I can't...

It's become an addiction

Like people on their phones

Like people on social media

like people on Instagram

Like the addiction of drugs

Like the addiction of alcohol

I have none of that...

But still waste my time

I don't know how?

But I know I waste a hell of my time

Then I say,

Tomorrow I will do this

Tomorrow I will do that

But then tomorrow I do the same

Nothingness.........

One day I realized that while I was with a very successful business man, a friend...

I realized that I while I was lamenting about the demise of the world, the wars, the persecution,

of innocent people, killings, murders, corruption, political turmoils, climate change, sex trafficing,

hunger in the third world, persecution of Muslims in Kashmir, China, Afghanistan, Western world,

Arab world, poverty, floods, lack of respect for the artist,  every other problem in the world,

HE KEPT COUNTING BUNDLE OF HIS MONEY...JUST NODDING HIS HEAD ONCE IN A

WHILE AS IF HE WAS PAYING ATTENTION TO WAHT I WAS SAYING BUT HE WAS

COMPLETELY OBLIVIOUS ABOUT WHAT I WAS SAYING....

AND I REALIZED HOW I WAS WASTING MY TIME

HOW I HAVE WASTED MY VALUABLE TIME

TIME WHICH WILL NEVER COME BACK

AND HOW I MUST STOP WASTING MY TIME ON PEOPLE LIKE HIM WITH SO MUCH

MONEY...MONEY WHICH COMES EVERY DAY UNLIKE TIME, WHICH NEVER COMES

BACK....MONEY FOR BUSINESS ALWAYS COMING BACK....BUT TALKING TO MONEY

PEOPLE WHOSE CONCERN IS NOTHING BUT MONEY, THAT TIME, TALKING TO THEM

THE MONEY PEOPLE WHO HAVE NO OTHER CONCERN THAN MONEY....

THAT WASTEFUL TIME, THAT PARTICULAR TIME...WHAT A WASTE OF THAT

CHERISHED TIME OF MINE...