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SYBIL GOES TO A THERAPIST TO TAKE CARE OF HER DESPAIR.

ADVICE OF A THERAPIST:

THERAPIST:

LIFE IS NOT JUST AN ISOLATED EVENT

IT HAS ITS ELEMENTS

LIFE'S VICTORIES AND DEFEATS, AILMENTS,

HEALTH, SICKNESS,, ACHIEVEMENTS, HEARTACHES,

 DEATH EVEN...

UNPREDICTABLY OF THE NEXT MOMENT...

ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN.

YOU CAN'T CONTROL YOUR LIFE FULLY

NOTHING CAN BE AVOIDED...

IT WILL HAPPEN IF ITS SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN

DOESN'T MEAN THAT ONE CAN'T BE OPTIMISTIC

OPTIMISTIC AT LEAST SOME TIME...

YES, POSITIVE THINKING IS GOOD

POSITIVE THINKING IS A PLUS FOR SURE...

BUT EVERY MOMENT IS NOT IN THE THINKING

ITS IN ITS ACTION...

MOMENT IS MOBILE

ITS NOT STILL

ITS NOT SITTING AND THINKING

ITS NOT AN INTELLECTUAL TRYING TO FIGURE OUT THE

MEANINGLESS LIFE...

ITS ACTION BASED

AND ITS ACTION IS A SECRET.

SECRET FROM ALL OF US.

NO ONE KNOWS WHERE THE NEXT MOMENT WILL LEAD US...

WE, OF COURSE WANT IT TO LEAD US TO VICTORIES,

WEALTH, PERFECT HEALTH, FAME, ENTERTAINMENT, FORTUNE

BUT HOW CAN IT BE SO PERFECT, THE MOMENT i MEAN?
THIS WORLD'S
HOW CAN ONE PREDICT THAT ALMOST PERFECT MOMENT

WON'T LEAD US TO A HOSPITAL BECAUSE OF AN UN-FORTUNATE ACCIDENT?

SUDDEN ILLNESS, A CRASH, FAILURE, DISAPPOINTMENTS?

THE WHOLE LIFE CAN CHANGE IN THT FUTURISTIC MOMENT...

ONE NEVER WISHES FOR THAT MISFORTUNE...

ONE EXPECTS TO BE SAFE, HAPPY, SUCCESSFUL.

BUT WE ARE LINKED TO THE FATE OF THE UNIVERSE. LIKE CAMUS SAID...

ALBERT CAMUS, THE GREAT PHILOSOPHER AND WRITER SAID,

"KNOWING THAT THERE ARE NO VICTORIOUS CAUSES,

I HAVE A LIKING FOR LOST CAUSES.

THEY REQUIRE AN UN-CONTAMINATED SOUL EQUAL

TO ITS DEFEAT AND ITS TEMPORARY VICTORIES.

THIS WORLD'S CLASH OF CIVILIZATION HAS

SOMETHING AGONIZING ABOUT IT.

I HAVE MADE THAT ANGUISH MINE."     Camus

SO ACCORDING TO CAMUS, WE ARE ALL LINKED TO THE WORLD

AND THE WORLD HAS MANY ILLS IN IT...

WARS, TORTURE, POVERTY, INJUSTICE, DISEASE

KILLINGS, BRUTALITY, CLASH OF CIVILIZATION AND THATS HOW

THE UN-PREDICTABILITY OF THE MOMENT IS LINKED TO ALL THE THINGS

HAPPENING IN THE WORLD.

WHEN ONE TRIPS ON AN UNEVEN FOOTPATH, THE OBSTACLES OF URBAN LIVING.

THAT TRIPPING IS LINKED TO THE FATE OF THE WORLD.

THE LEADER OF THE WORLD WHERE ONE TRIPPED HAS NOT FIXED THE FOOTPATH

FOOTPATH OF THE CITY AND THE COUNTRY HE RULES.

HE LEAVES IT UPTO YOU TO BE CAREFUL.

HOW CAREFUL ONE CAN BE WHEN THE PATHS WHERE YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO WALK

TO GO HOME SAFE IS FULL OF CRACKS, HOLES, ROUGH EDGES, ALL CAUSES OF

TRIPPING...UNEVEN EDGES WHICH ARE THERE BUT CAN'T BE SEEN...

UNTILL YOU HAVE TRIPPED. FALLEN, BROKEN SOME BONES, AND TAKEN TO

THE HOSPITAL...

YOUR FATE IS NOW LINKED TO THE UN-EVEN, ROTTEN, UNFIXED, NEGLECTED

SIDEWALK WHICH NEEDED URGENT REPAIRS BUT THE LEADER OF THE CITY

NEVER BOTHERED TO FIX IT....

DID YOU WANT TO FALL?

DID YOU WANT TO BREAK YOUR BONES?

WAS IT IN YOUR CONTROL TO FALL OR NOT TO FALL?

YES, OR NO?

DID YOU NOT KEEP YOUR EYES GLUED TO THE GROUND FOR EVERY UN-EVEN,

BROKEN SECTION OF THE FOOTPATH OR YOU KEPT LOOKING UP ALL ALONG?

ITS YOUR FAULT IF YOU DIDN'T COUNT ALL THE RAISED EDGES WHILE WALKING

ITS YOUR FAULT FOR LOOKING UP AT THE TREES AND NOT AT THE GROUND

WHILE WALKING...

BUT IF YOU NEVER LOOKED UP AND CONCENTRATED ON THE HOLES IN THE

FOOTPATH YOU MIGHT HAVE BEEN HIT BY THE MAN HOLDING HIS iPHONE

WHO NEVER LOOKED UP FROM HIS SCREEN....

HE SURE WILL BUMP INTO YOU AND POKE HIS ELBOW IN YOUR EYE

AND YOU WOULD HAVE TO BE TAKEN TO THE HOSPITAL WHERE THE DOCTOR

AFTER TAKING YOUR CO-PAY IN CASE YOU ARE INSURED WILL CLODLY DECLARE

THAT YOU HAVE LOST YOUR EYE...AND ITS YOUR FAULT BECAUSE YOU WERE

NOT CAREFUL...

BUT THE AMAZING THING IS THAT THE MAN GLUED TO THE SCREEN OF HIS iPHONE

UN-AWARE OF THER'S EXISTENCE IS ALSO PART OF THE FATE OF THE WORLD.

THE WORLD WHICH HAS RUTHLESS, GREEDY, SELFISH LEADERS, SELF ABSORBED

SELF LOVING PEOPLE WALKING AROUND OBLIVIOUS OF ANY CURTSEY, AND THE

BROKEN DOWN CIVILIZATION,  HORROR OF RACISM, RELIGIOUS WARS,

BROKEN DOWN ROADS ON TOP OF THAT, THE ROADS WHICH ARE SUPPOSED TO TAKE

YOU SAFELY TO YOUR VERY UN-SAFE APTS.

HOW CAN ONE LIVE IN THE WORLD AND NOT BE CONNECTED TO IT?

SO YOUR ANGUISH,, YOUR DESPAIR, YOUR DEPRESSION, YOUR SORROW, YOUR

SADNESS, YOUR SENSE OF LOSS OF CONTROL OVER YOUR LIFE IS NOT  YOUR FAULT

ITS ACTUALLY THE FAULT OF THE WORLD, THE WORLD WHICH HAS FAILED YOU

AT EVERY MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE.

SO YOUR ANGUISH, YOUR DISAPPOINTMENTS,  YOUR DESPAIR CAN NOT BE TREATED

BECAUSE ITS NT YOURS ALONE...ITS THE DESPAIR OF THE WORLD, ITS THE DESPAIR

CAUSED BY THE EVIL WORLD AND YOU DON'T HAVE ENOUGH DOLLARS TO PAY ME

TO CURE THE CURE THE ILLNESS CAUSED BY THE CHAOS, ANGUISH AND DESPAIR

OF  THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD.

AND FOR THAT KIND OF HUGE TREATMENT THE BILL WILL BE HUGE AS WELL.

SO WHEN YOU HAVE SOME ACESS TO A BILLION DOLLARS AND YOU ARE STILL

ALIE, COME BACK AND SEE ME SOMETIME...

THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD