BINA SHARIF'S NOTEBOOKS. NUMBER 4

NOTE BOOK NUMBER 4

CHORES FOR THE DAY....

DRY CLEANER
CLEAN THE BED ROOM
VACCUM
LAUNDRY

AT THE END OF THE DAY

NOTHING WAS ACCOMPLISHED...

WENT OUT WITH A BOOK.
FOUND THAT MORE INTERESTING THAN CLEANING

"FROM THE BOOK...

THEY ALL WENT TO BROTHELS
VAN GUGAIN
GUGAINE
FLAUBERET
AND MANY MORE MEN DID THE SAME
MANY, MANY MANY MORE FAMOUS MEN DID THE SAME

MANY OF THEM HAD  SYPHLIS AND THEY STILL PAINTED, WROTE BOOKS
HAD KIDS, WENT OUT...I WONDER HOW THEY DID ALL THAT...

NEXT DAY:

BOOK A ROOM
TYPE AFGHAN WOMAN
PUT IT ON PDF
AND SEND IT TO GMAIL

PACK...

WHERE WAS I GOING ?

DO EXERCISES

IN DUBLIN...

OH! I WAS GOING TO DUBLIN!

GOOGLE THEATER IN DUBLIN
GOGGLE LITERARY AGENTS IN DUBLIN

WHAT FOR?

YOU HAVE NEVER GOOGLED LITERARY AGENTS IN NY
WHY DUBLIN?
HAVE NO IDEA...

EVENING

SHE IS A BORE
THAT OTHER ONE IS A BORE AS WELL
HE IS A BORE
THAT OTHER ONE IS A BORE AS WELL...

SHE IS A BORE AND PHONY
THAT OTHER ONE IS A SELFISH BITCH

HE IS A BORE AND A PHONY
AND THAT ONE ?
HE IS A SELFISH SON OF A BITCH

THAT ONE IS A GHUSHTI
AND HE IS A TIGHT ASS MISERLY BASTARD

LET ME TELL YOU ONE THING THOUGH

NONE OF THEM ARE GETTING AHEAD
THEY THINK THAT THEY ARE...
BUT THEY ARE NOT GETTING AHEAD

THEY ARE BULL SHITTING YOU
THEY ARE SITTING AND SHOUTING THAT THEY ARE GETTING AHEAD
YOU ARE SITTING TOO...
YOU MUST BE GETTING AHEAD AS WELL

WE ARE ALL BULL SHITTING OURSELVES
FORGET ABOUT THEM

YOU ARE RIGHT
I SHOULD FORGET ABOUT THEM...

ACTUALLY IT'S NOT THEM WHICH IS MAKING ME UNHAPPY
IT'S MY KNEE...
MY KNEE IS MAKING ME VERY UNHAPPY...
IT'S NOT THEM
NONE OF THEM
NONE OF THEM ARE IMPORTANT
PAIN IN THE KNEE IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN THEM
CONCENTRATE ON THAT

ON WHAT?
ON THE PAIN IN YOUR KNEE
ACTUALLY I SHOULD NOT CONCENTRATE ON THE PAIN IN THE KNEE
WHY NOT?
THAT SHOULD BE THE MOST IMPORTANT THING RIGHT NOW
WHO SAID SO?
YOU DID
I DID? WHEN?
JUST NOW
JUST NOW?
YES, JUST NOW, YOU SAID YOU HAVE PAIN IN THE KNEE
WHICH IS MORE IMPORTANT TAHN VAN GOGH AND FLAUBERT
I NEVER SAID THAT
YOU MENTIONED THOSE PEOPLE
THAT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH MY KNEE PAIN, I MENTIONED THEM
IN RELATIONSHIP TO BROTHELS
BROTHELS?
YES, BROTHELS, I SAID THEY ALL WENT TO BROTHELS
HOW DO YOU KNOW?
I WAS READING A BOOK
AND THE BOOK TOLD YOU THAT THEY WENT TO BROTHELS
YES
AND HOW IS RELATED TO YOUR KNEE PAIN?
IT IS RELATED BECAUSE EARLIER IN THE DAY I WAS THINKING OF CLEANING MY
BEDROOM, DO THE LAUNDRY AND I DID NOTHING AND I THOUGHT ABOUT
ALL THE PAINTERS AND THE WRITERS HOW THEY ACCOMPLISHED EVERYTHING
BESIDE LIVING WITH AWFUL DISEASES...
AND THEN I DIGRESSED ABOUT SOME IMAGINARY WOMEN AND MEN WHO ALWAYS
BOTHER ME WITH THERE SUCCESS...
BUT YOU SAID THOSE ARE IMAGINARY PEOPLE...
YES, I SAID THAT, MY IMAGINATION IS SO GOOD AND SO REAL THAT IMAGINARY
PEOPLE ASSUME REAL PERSONA'S AND STARTS TO BOTHER ME...
BUT THEN I REALIZED THAT THOSE PEOPLE WERE NOT REAL AND SINCE THEY
WERE NOT REAL IT HAS TO BE SOMETHING REAL WHICH WAS BOTHERING ME
AND THAT'S WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT IT WAS MY KNEE...THE KNEE PAIN WAS
THE CULPRIT AND THAT'S HOW THE KNEE PAIN WAS RELATED TO THE FAMOUS
DEAD PEOPLE...

YOU ARE ILL
YES, I AM SUFFERING FROM KNEE PAIN

NO, YOU ARE REALLY ILL

YES, I AM, MY KNEE PAIN HAS BEEN BOTHERING ME SINCE MARCH AND IT'S JULY
NOW, WON'T YOU IMAGINE DEAD PEOPLE WITH THAT KIND OF LENGTHY PAIN IN MY KNEE ?

IT'S NOT YOUR KNEE ONLY, IT'S YOUR MIND ...

YES, MY MIND IS ALSO SUFFERING FROM MY KNEE PAIN...

THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT

WHAT DID YOU MEAN ?

I MEANT THAT YOU ARE MENTAL

WOULDN'T YOU BE MENTAL IF YOU HAD KNEE PAIN IN ONE OF YOUR KNEES FOR
4 MONTHS AND NOW THE PAIN HAS GONE TO THE OTHER KNEE AS WELL...
THE GOOD KNEE  WITHOUT THE PAIN GOT SO  SICK OF COMPENSATING FOR THE
PAINFUL KNEE THAT IT STARTED TO HAVE IT'S OWN PAIN...YOU KNOW WHEN YOU GET
EXHAUSTED TAKING CARE OF SOME ONE ELSE THEN YOU START HAVING PAIN OF YOUR OWN...