THESE AWFUL DREAMS

THESE AWFUL DREAMS

i was carrying a huge black bag
A carry on kind of bag
But it was so huge that If I was going to take a plane with it,
They for sure would not let me carry it on the plan
I will have to check it and pay extra money for it
But I am sure in my dream I wasn't taking a flight
I was going somewhere near
As if I was going home for the night

There were lots of people
Women and men
Asking me a few questions
It seemed like as if we just finished a lengthy rehearsal
And the actors were asking many questions
Actors didn't seemed satisfied
Thats not so rare
But in the dream it wasn't clear as if we were in show business
Or even any where near it

But questions were being asked of me about the contents of the bag
And I opened the zipper
And the bag was full of things
So crowded that I couldn't get even my hand in there
There was tons of fruit
Like apricots, nuts, pears, plums,
Even some melons
And there was a huge book
Or at least looked like a book
Maybe it was a huge script
Maybe we were all actors
Maybe we did just finished a rehearsal and the actors were curious about the script
Curious or maybe critical
Critical , is more like it......

They were asking me things such as these
Like ,"What part in the script is against the Quran
And which part is in favor of it?"
And I was telling them that, 'Some parts in the script/book were against
And some are in favor of the Quran
And they asked me if I could show them the real pages
And I tried but couldn't get grasp the script
The bag was too full
And if I interfered more all the fruit will rip apart and the bag will be full of juice and
Everything in it would be stained
And I didn't want that to happen
I felt in my dream that everything in the bag was dear to me
And I didn't want anything to be spoiled

Bag seemed too precious to me
Not the actual bag
The bag was so huge and ugly actually
But the content seemed very special
Especially the book
Maybe it was the Quran
But I know it was not
I know it well
That part of the dream was very clear
But the questions from the women surrounding me were also very clear
They were for sure about the Quran
They were repeatedly asking me about the good and the bad parts

But I couldn't get to the book in the bag
Things were in the way
But I knew I have to do a lot of work when I get to the place
I was heading towards....
I was aware that I had to assign different roles to different people
I had to look very carefully at the script and find things
For appropriate actors...............

So it seems like that it was a script
Some kind of fiction dealing with important subjects
Subjects such as religion and love perhaps
But none of these two topics are of any importance in the 21st Century
'Love" has lost its definition completely
The word, "LOVE" gets mixed up with "Tinder" and all
The digital utopia has also something to do with, "Love"
'Sex is part of love
Isn't it?
And "Tinder is all sex
Thus a big part of love.............

So my bag had some references to the Quran obviously
And ,"Fruit" represented love and sex and the original sin
Maybe there was an apple somewhere in the bag too
An apple which Eve ate long time ago and I was now looking for it
But the apple was eaten
And the one in my bag from the farmers market
was not the original apple
That apple had already been eaten
The :LOve" had already been eaten
So perhaps there was no love in my bag
And for sure no Quran
21st Century ended love and religion
Religion turned into killings
And love turned into Tinder

Such advancement in the world
And I have just learnt the word Tinder recently
While millions are using it
Millions are in love
So love hasn't ended
It has gone into space
Its a cloud ow
Love is a cloud
Maybe that was the title of the script in my huge black bag
"LOVE IS A CLOUD, IT HAS MANY SHAPES AND STILL
HAS NO SHAPE.................
IT HAS SPREAD UPWARDS IN THE SKY
SKY HAS LOVE
NOT US.....
SHAPE OF LOVE CAN'T BE DEFINED ANY MORE......................