NOTEBOOKS CONTINUE: KARIMA'S DESPAIR

NOTEBOOKS CONTINUE: KARIMA'S DESPAIR

HATE PROJECT

THEY VARE ALL TEXTING
I LEARNED NOTHING
I HATE TECHNOLOGY
I HATE MYSELF AS WELL

I HATE MYSELF
AND THE CELL PHONE
AND THE TEXTING
AND THE UPLOAD

AND DOWNLOAD
EMAIL, GMAIL, YAHOO
EARTHLINK, INTERNET
GOOGLE SEARCH, SEARCH ENGINE

FACEBOOK, TWITTER, INSTAGRAM
I HATEB OTHER PEOPLE'S FACES
THEIR NOSES, THEIR EYES, THEIR MOUTHS
THE WAY THEY WALK

THE WAY THEY TALK
THE WAY THEY STARE AT ME
THE WAY THEY HAVE A CONDESCENDING LOOK
LOOK OF SUPERIORITY

I HATE ALL FAKE PEOPLE
FAKE CONVERSATIONS
FAKE PARAISE, FAKE CONCERNS
THEIR LACK OF MANNERS

THEIR ENORMOUS COMPLIMENTS
WHICH THEY KEEP PAYING TO THEMSELVES
LACK OF POLITENESS, SOPHISTICATION
THEIR LACK OF KNOWLEDGE

THEIR LACK OF LEARNING
I HATE WHATEVER THEY DO
I HATE WHATEVER THEY ARE CAPABLE F DOING
AND WHATEVER THEY ARE NOT CAPABLE OF DOING

WHICH IS A LOT
THEY ARE CAPABLE OF NOTHING
BUT DESTRUCTION OF THE HUMAN RACE
THEY VOTE FOR WAR

I HATE WAR
AND I HATE PEOPLE WHO VTE FOR WAR
I HATE ARMY
I HATE CORPORATIONS
I HATE POLITICIANS

I AM FULL OF HATE
SOME DAY WHEN THE WORLD ET BETTER
I WILL PURGE MY HATE
OUT OF MY BODY

LIKE A DUMP
LOSE, WET, GOOEY DUMP
AND ALL THE HATE WOULD LEAVE MY BODY
FOR EVER AND FOREVER

AND I WILL FEEL BETTER
I HAVEN'T FELT GOOD FOR A LONG TIME
HATE MADE ME FEEL AWFUL
BUT I COULDN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT

THE WORLD AND PEOPLE IN IT WAS FALLING APART
AND IT'S THEM WHO BEGAN FIRST
THEY BEGAN TO HATE ME
FOR NO RAESON

BUT FOR MY NAME
BUT FOR MY FACE
BUT FOR MY RELIGION
BUT FOR MY BIRTH

THERE WAS NOTHING THAT I COULD DO
TO PREVENT THEIR HATRED TOWARDS ME
SO I STARTED TO HATE THEM BACK
AND IT KEPT INCREASING

I BECAME AN EXPERT IN HATE
I STARTED TO HATE ALL DOINGS
ALL STRUGGLES
ALL LIES

ALL BULLSHIT
ALL BULLSHIT
IT'S ALL BULLSHIT
I HATE ALL BULLSHIT

THERE WAS SO MUCH TO HATE
I REALIZED IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HATE PROJECT
SINCE THE WORLD DIDN'T INCLUDE ME IN THEIR PROJECTS
I DECIDED TO START MY OWN....

NOW I HAVE MY OWN HATE PROJECT
AND I AM SO SUCCESSFUL AT IT
I HATE ALL DAY LONG
I HATE ALL NIGHT LONG

BEFORE I WS NEVER BUSY
ALWAYS CALLING MY GIRL FRIENDS
"HI, YOU WANT TO GO FOR COFFEE?"
"OH! I  CAN"T.  I AM SO BUSY>"

I WILL CALL ANOTHER GIRL FRIEND
"WANT TO GO FOR A DRINK?"
"I CAN'T, SO BUSY."
THEY WERE ALL SO BUSY

"WHAT ARE THEY DOING ALL DAY?
THAT THEY ARE ALWAYS SO BUSY...
I SHOULD ALSO DO SOMETHING
SO I COULD BE SO, SO BUSY

"BUT WHAT SHOULD I DO?"
"I DO NOT HAVE THE SLIGHTEST IDEA
HOW TO BE BUSY
SINCE I DO NOT HAVE A JOB

NEVER HAD A JOB
EVERYTIME I WALKED IN
THEY WOULD JUST LOOK AT ME
AND MAKE FUCKING EXCUSES

"OH! WE HAVE NO VACANCY RIGHT NOW"
I WANTED TO TELL THEM
"YOU NEVER HAVE A FUCKING VACANCY FOR ME"
"I KNOW YOU ARE LYING

I KNOW YOU ARE ALWAYS LIEING
I KNOW YOU ARE FULL OF SHIT
FULL OF SHITTY RACISM
AND EXCUSES, ALL KINDS OF EXCUSES

SINCE I NEVER HAD A JOB
I THINK IT WAS MY ACCENT
OR MAYBE MY FACE
YES, IT WAS MY FACE

AND MY ACCENT
IT BWAS BOTH
I DIDN'T LOOK AMERICAN
AND IN AMERICA

YOU HAVE TO BE  AMERICAN
IN AMERICA
YOU HAVE TO BE BUSY
EVERY ONE WAS BUSY

BUT HOW SHOULD I BECOME BUSY?
I WONDERED
I WONDERED ALL THE TIME
WHY DON'T I EVER GET A JOB?

I WOULD SPEND MY WHOLE DAY
LOOKING FOR A JOB
AND AT NIGHT WONDERING
WHY DON'T i GET ONE?

SO ONE DAYIT HIT ME
THAT THEY ALL HATE ME
AND THAT WS A SHOCK
BECAUSE I DIDN'T HATE ANY ONE TILL THEN

WHY DO THEY HATE ME?
I AM SUCH A NICE PERSON
WHY DO THEY HATE ME?
I COULDN'T FIGURE IT OUT

BUT I WAS AS CERTAIN AS MY NAME
THAT THEY HAD SOME KIND OF DISLIKE
ENORMOUS DISLIKE
TOWARDS ME

WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
I WOULD ASK

AND THEN IT OCURED TO ME
THAT THIS IS A CULTURE OF HATE
THEYHAVE ENEMIES
AND THEY HATE THEM

BUT I AM NOT THE ENEMY
THEY THINK THAT YOU ARE
BUT WHY?
BECAUSE YOUARE NOT FROM HERE

BUT MANY PEOPLE ARE NOT FROM HERE
THEY HATE THEM ALL
WHY?
THEY LOOK DIFFERENT

OH! SO IF YOU LOOK DIFFERENT
YOU BECOME AN OBJECT OF HATE
I SEE, BUT ALL OF THEM
LOOK DIFFERENT TO ME

SO THEY CAN BECOME YOUR OBJECT OF HATE
GO AHEAD, HATE THEM
THEY LOOK DIFFERENT THAN YOU
THEY SOUND DIFFERENT TAHN YOU

PERFECT
PERFECT
EVERY ONE WHO LOOKS DIFFERENT
SOUNDS DIFFERENT

IS OF DIFFERENT COLOR HAS TO BE HATED
IN THE MODERN WORLD
YOU ARE IN THE MODERN WORLD
IT'S 21st CENTURY

THOUGH YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT
MODERN TECHNOLOGY
YOU ARE STILL IN THE MODERN WORLD
START A NEW PROJECT

EVERYONE IS INTO PROJECTS
PROJECTS . ARE MODERN
PROJECTS KEEP PEOPLE BUSY
WHEN YOU CALL YOUR GIRL FRIENDS

THEY ARE BUSY DOING PROJECTS
THATS WHY THEY DON'T GO OUT
WITH YOU FOR COFFEE
THEY HAVE A PROJECT

WHICH KEEPS THEM BUSY
HAVE APROJECT
ABOUT WHAT?
ABOUT HATE

WHAT CAN BE STRONGER
THAN HATE?
AND YOU KNOW SO MUCH
ABOUT IT ALL READY

"OH! DO I KNOW ABOUT HATEN
SO MUCH TO START MY OWN PROJECT?"
"OF COURSE YOU DO"
"YOU HAVE BEEN HATED ALL YOUR LIFE."

"THAT MAKES SENSE
I AM GOING TO START MY PROJECT
TODAY
RIGHT NOW

"DEBUT OF A HATE PROJECT"
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NOW ALL OF YOU CAN STAY BUSY
I WILL NEVER CALL YOU AGAIN FOR A COFFEE

I AM GOING TO BE VERY BUSY NOW
VERY, VERY BUSY NOW
YOU ONLY HATED ME
AND YOU WERE ALWAYS SO BUSY

I HAVE TOHATE THE WHOLE WORLD
AND EVERY ONE WHO IS IN IT
YOU CAN IMAGINE
HOW BUSY I AM GOING TO BE?

YOUR PHONE WILL NEVER RING AGAIN
AT LEAST NOT BY ME
YOU WON'THAVE THE SATISFACTION
TO TELL ME

"OH! I AM SO BUSY"
GUESS WHAT?
I AM BUSY NOW
I WILL BE BUSY

FOR EVER
I HAVE MY OWN PROJECT
AND IT'S CALLED
HATE PROJECT...

GOOD BY
OOD BY GIRL FRIEND
GOOD BY
GIRL FRIEND

I AM GOING TO BE JUST LIKE YOU
YOU AND YOU AND YOU
THE BUSY BODIES ...
WHO IS HATING  WHO NOW?

YOU CAN'T MATCH MY HATRED
IT'S HUGE
IT'S ACITY
IT'S A COUNTRY

IT'S A MOUNTAIN
IT'S A MARBLE PALACE
IT HAS FOUNTAINS SPROUTING HATE
FERTILIZING ALL

THE FLOWERS AND PLANTS
AND TREES
SO THEY CAN ALL HATE YOU
YES, THEY WILL

ALL HATE YOU
THEY ARE ALL PART OF MY PROJECT
MY HATE PROJECT
IT TOOK ME A LIFE TIME

AND NOW I HAVE MY OWN HATE PROJECT
DON'T EVER EVEN BY MISTAKE
TRY TO CONTACT ME
BECAUSE I AM CONSUMED WITH HATRED OFYOU.
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