ITS MY BUSINESS TO KNOW WHAT OTHER PEOPLE DON'T KNOW

"ITS MY BUSINESS TO KNOW WHAT OTHER PEOPLE DON'T KNOW."  Sherlock Holmes

A self made free man travelled awful roads

"Magic lanterns in darkened rooms."

'The past speaks to us through the words of great writers,

if you have read a thousand books, you have lived a thousand lives."  Anonymous

'Theme of opposites."

Light and dark

Young and old

Male and female

Inside and out side"

Uff...Our life is so tragic

No one's life is as tragic as ours.

Its permanent pain

Suffering because of Y M's one action.

'People with comforts

Not hardships

Servants

Slim

Cleaning ladies

Houses

Cars

Snow

And

Subways.

And

Muzdoori"

'Add another commercial

"Once upon a time there was a fool."

I am going to spend the whole check on me

Jumpers, warm, kashmir

Warm tights

Thermals from Uniqlo

Sneakers from Runners

Ankle boots

Hats

Lose weight for the show.  (Show is now over and the weight stays."

Avoid bread and pasta, (JUst ate it last night )

Avoid potatoes and cheese

Eat sa;ads and fruits

And how long have you been saying that ?

'A gift or a curse for perceiving un-happiness."

'For your own mental health you have to ignore every one and when I say every one I mean every

one."

Just Ignore

Don't register

Don't bring their stress into your life

Just try to deal with your own stress

F**k people.

F**K critics

F**k adminstrators

F**k friends

Friends?

What a joke

Try to make some money

Keep busy

Be like Helen

Get addicted with something outside of your head and home and all of them

the ones you waste time thinking about and bull shit like that.

2005 horrible

2008 horrible

2011 horrible

Remember the three horribles

Jesus

I am always with you though I am invisible

Breaking the bread?

Breaking the body of christ?

Why would any one break the body of the son of God?

Jesus loves us as we are.

Jesus always welcomed those who were shunned by the establishment.

God gave us free will.

Its the will to do or not to do

Certain things make certain choices.

Its the fate, kismet--its you you who with the belief of divine make or break it.   Annoymous

Submit yourself to become a character in a story.

Add gossip and backbiting, a speciality of women.

I don't know about revealing the last names before the comedy night scene ?

Bitterly,

Sarcastic caricatures

Deep seated pessimism

Disorder

Alienation

Hypocrisy

Fascination with the madness of the crowds ?

Hell on earth

Masses of people

Need to get rid of A, S and R ?

Too much time wasted.

Need to make acquaintance with T groups.  All of the above are nonsensical

self absorbed, egotistical bull shiters

Its the best of me that disappears under the influence of aggression and un-just authority.

I detest people.

Cynicism?

Scornful

Foul

Hateful

Loathing of false hood

Its the best of me that disappears.......Gide

Music is the enemy of Isolation....Grass

Despair over mankind's ongoing parade of rapine torture and genocide ?

The story telling is episodic, rambling and digressive.....Grass

Never worry about the band playing in the other room because you are the band....Quentin Crisp

Ardor,

Passion.

Stay away from trouble.  Stay away from people, the main source of trouble.

Empty your brain of un-necessary things, un-necessary people.

Empty your brain from their wasteful presence.

Be alone with your work.

Expect no M from no one and take aggression from no one

Me and my H?

Me and my apt

Me and my work

Nothing else

What does the H stand for?

Happiness I guess

Or horror perhaps.....

A person who lives simultaneously in two countries,

Who thrived and failed at the same time

Who escaped his past and didn't.....Annonymous

Such contradictions

Creed of self invention....Annonymous

Origins in any country can't be escaped.  Traumas which has no balm ?

Holes,

Which can not be filled

Cultures

habits

values

family breakdowns

Poverty

Brokenness to his spirit...?

Crippling emotional trauma

A rage of generations

No level of achievements or external intervention can compensate for the lack of family....?

Problems that traced generations can never be solved with welfare every two weeks..?

Problem is dense,

Complex,

Knotted.....?

You see the problem I am having with you is that you always have an excuse

and you want me to absolutely control my humiliation over your lame excuse

and carrying on being a friend as usual.

You can make as many excuses as you want but there is no sense of sincerity

or honesty which is essential to continue friendship.

Your excuses no matter how genuine to yourself are un-acceptable by any reasonable person.

"THE GREATEST SHOW ON EARTH IS THE SHOW OF HUMAN EMOTION,

FOR COMPLEXITY OF CHARACTER, PSYCHOLOGICAL NUANCES

AND DOWNRIGHT DRAMATIC BEHAVIOR AND IT EXISTS ONLY IN

CHEKHOV, TENNESSEE WILLIAMS AND AUGUST WILSON.....John Lahr

'Doubt get you an education."     John Lahr

Temptation to exist by E.M Cioran

Lives of poets by Samuel Johnson

"Style after all is metabolism"  John Lahr


Writing has to have a pulse."  John Lahr

For a writer essential things

Curiosity

Imagination

Style

Psychological nuance......John Lahr

MANHATTAN SPLEEN

WOMEN OF WESTERN CIVILIZATION

A ONE WOMAN PLAY
BY

BINA SHARIF

CONSISTS OF

TALEHEY

KEEREHEY

TWO POEMS FROM DIARY OF A THOUGHT

RAIN POEM

MAID

TV CAREER

KARIMA ULLAHA IST MONOLOGUE

NOTES ON C

Under the dresser

Behind the raek

Big table

Under the sink

Medicine cabinet

Closet

Files under the vanity, under the sink, in the big black bag

Clothes under the sink

Things behind the raek

Hang a rope on two pipes in the long room and clip drawings on them

LOWER LEVELS OF SOCIETY

CONTRIBUTIONS :$10

WINE:$5