Monday, January 16, 2023

WHAT TO ACHIEVE BY THIS NEW BEHAVIOR?

WHAT TO ACHIEVE BY THIS NEW BEHAVIOR?

WAKE UP

NOT SO LATE

IT IS LATE BUT NEED TO WAKE UP

WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF THIS NEW PROGRAM?

DESTRUCTION

WHY?

DESTRUCTION HAS NO ANSWER

IT'S JUST DESTRUCTION

WHY?

DESTRUCTION OF WHOM?

OF YOURSELF

WHY?

HATRED

HATRED OF WHAT

OF YOUR SELF

WHY?

BECAUSE OF WASTE

WHAT IS WASTED?

LIFE

WHOSE LIFE?

WHAT A QUESTION

LIFE WASTED .

THOUGHT I ANSWERED IT

WHOSE LIFE?

I  THOUGHT I ANSWERED IT

NO YOU DIDN'T

I DID

NO...

WASTED

WHAT IS WASTED?

LIFE

WHOSE LIFE?

WHAT A QUESTION...

YES, WHOSE LIFE?

THE STORY

WHOSE STORY?

WHY?

HATRED

HATRED?

TTHE LIFE OF THE ONE WHO IS TELLING THE STORY

WHOSE STORY?

THE ONE WHO IS TELLING IT

THE STORY TELLER'S LIFE IS WASTED

WHO SAYS SO?

THE STORY TELLER

AND NOW?

NOW HE IS WASTING HIS REMAINING LIFE

WHY NOT SAVE THE REMAINING DAYS?

HATRED, TOO MUCH HATRED FOR WASTING HIS ENTIRE LIFE

DESTRUCTION

WILLFUL DESTRUCTION

NOT WILLFULL, UN-PLANNED, SUBCONSCIOUS

CAN ANY THING BE DONE?

EFFORT, LOTS OF EFFORT, THERAPY, REHAB, STRONG WILL POWER TO

DO SOME CONSTRUCTIVE, MEANINGFUL PLANNING

IT DOESN'T WORK

HE HAS BECOME FAR TOO DESTRUCTIVE TOWARDS HIMSELF

PUNISHING HIMSELF FOR HIS PREVIOUS WASTE.

VERY SAD ABOUT PREVIOUS WASTE AND STILL WASTING THE PRESENT

THATS THE TRAGEDY

REVENGE

AGAINST WHOM?

AGAINST HIMSELF

NEED TO STOP HIM

AN URGENT NEED TO STOP HIM AGAINST HIMSELF.

 THIS MOMENT, THIS VERY MOMENT, HE NEEDS TO BE STOPPED

NO ONE TO STOP HIM

HE IS ALL ALONE BY HIMSELF.

TTHERE IS NO ONE TO STOP HIM

HE IS DOING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING MEANINGFUL...

WHY?

TO DSTROY TIME...

THATS AWFUL

YES

THATS TRAGIC

YES

WHAT CAN BE DONE?

HE HAS TO STOP

BUT HE CAN'T

HE HAS TO

HE HAS TO STOP THIS BEHAVIOR

THIS NEW BEHAVIOR

DESTRUCTIVE

VERY

ALL DESTRUCTIVE ELEMENTS HAVE TO REMOVED FROM HIM

TWO OBJECTS OF DESTRUCTION MUST BE REMOVED FROM HIM

HE CAN'T COME NEAR THOSE TWO OBJECTS

WHICH TWO OBJECTS?

HE KNOWS

SURE?

VERY SURE

IF HE KNOWS, WHY CAN'T HE REMOVE HIMSELF FROM THOSE TWO DANGEROUS

 ELEMENTS?

NO WILL POWER

SO WHAT CAN BE DONE?

HE HAS TO HAVE STRONGER WILL POWER

BUT HE DOESN'T

 HE HAS TO DEVELOP IT

HOW?

SLOWLY AND GRADUALLY REALIZATION

GOOD BOOKS

TO GET UP, DO SOMETHING BETTER EVEN AGAINST HIS  DEPRESSING, WEAK WILL

READ

READ GOOD BOOKS

GET OUT OF THE HOUSE

GO OUT

SIT DOWN WITH STRANGERS

READ BOOKS ABOUT OTHERS

OTHERS WHO HAD THE SAME DIFFICULTY OF GIVING UP

DID HE GIVE UP?

YES

DOES HE KNOW IT?

NO

DEPPRESSED?

VERY

WHAT TO BE DONE?

CHANGE

WHAT KIND OF CHANGE?

OUT OF THE HOUSE, SIT SOME PLACE ELSE

WITHOUT THE PHONE AND COMPUTER

ANOTHER PLACE 

WHAT NEED TO BE DONE?

READ, READ BOOKS,  AWAY FROM HIS OWN ROOM

NO COMPUTER, NO PHONE

WHY?

LOOKING AT THE MEANINGLESS YOUTUBE ALL DAY

YOUTUBE IS NOT MEANINGLESS, 

THERE IS A LOT GOING ON YOU TUBE.

HE NEEDS TO STAY AWAY FROM IT ALL ESPECIALLY FROM TWO OBJECTS OF HIS

DESTRUCTIVE, TIME KILLING WASTEFUL TIME PASSING EXERCISES.

WHICH TWO OBJECTS?

HARRY, HARRY'S BOOK, HARRY'S RANTINGS, ROYAL EXPERTS

AND

IDAHO MURDERS...

NOTHING NEW IS HAPPENING

THEY ARE ALL REHASHING THE SAME NEWS EVERY MINUTE

HE NEEDS TO TAKE A BREAK FROM IDAHO MURDERS TILL 26 OF JUNE WHEN

 SOMETHING, SOMETHING NEW MIGHT HAPPEN.

NEW WILL BE REPORTED ON YOUTUBE

OR STAY AWAY FROM HARRY AND SPARE AND ALL THE OTHER BS TILL HARRY COME UP

WITH A FUCKING NEW BOOK...

TO A LOCATION WHERE THERE IS NO PHONE, COMPUTER, RADIO, TELEVISION

ONLY BOOKS, JUST BOOKS AND TREES AND LONG WALKS NEAR THOSE TREES

TO SAVE HIMSELF FROM THE FUTURE DESTRUCTION

 THAT IS THE ONLY HOPE FOR HIM, NOTHING ELSE...


IF I WAS HIS THERAPIST, I WILL ORDER RIGHT NOW TO REMOVE ALL

 TECHNOLOGY AWAY FROM HIM. THAT IS HIS CYANIDE.

I THOUGHT YOU WERE HIS THERAPIST.

AM I?

YES

I AM NOT GETTING PAID.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE PAID TO SAVE A LIFE

IN THAT CASE, ORDER EVERY ITEM I MENTIONED BEFORE  WHICH MUST BE

 IMMEDIATELY

 REMOVED. 

THANK YOU FOR YOUR PRECIOUS TIME.

THANK YOU.

SEE YOU SOON AT YOUR NEXT EPISODE.

EPISODE?

I AM NOT ON TV...

THANK YOU.

HE NEEDS TO BE REMOVED FROM HIS ROOM TO ANOTHER QUIET LOCATION

WITH NOTHING BUT BOOKS, BOOKS, BOOKS...

SAD BOOKS, HAPPY BOOKS, PHILOSOPHIC BOOKS, BIOGRAPHIES, ESSAYS, MEMOIRS,

 POEMS, POEMS, POEMS.

HE HAS TO BE IN THE COMPANY OF BAUDELAIRE, RIMBAUD, T.S.ELIOT, KEATS, BYRON,

OSCAR WILDE, DURAS, BALZAC, GENET, MUPASSANT...

LIFE SHOULD HAVE TREE LINED LONG PATHS, BOOKS AND LOVE, LOTS OF LOVE.

ALL THAT IS MISSING IN HIS LIFE

JUST THE LOSS REMAINS.


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