Tuesday, January 31, 2023

NAPKIN DIARY:

NAPKIN DIARY

"Love of truth, love of good, love of beauty."

" The knower, the doer, the sayer."   RWE

 "Homer's words are as costly and admirable as Agammnons victories are to Agamemnon."

"Poets-writers primarily what will and must be spoken."

"Words are also actions and actions are a kind of words."

"I mearly walk in circles."  ?

"Weather has been very moody."  ?

"We must trust in what is difficult."

"Tensions between art and domesticity."  ?

"Proscenium stage."

"Write about every day's events."

"DUBLIN DAYS."

"Can't finish my song."

"Xray

Blood sugar

ESR

Vit D 3

Liver function

Night Sweats

After effects of antibiotics

Tendon knee problem.

'Two extremyly ugly men came in without me seeing them.

One was so loud that it scared the shit out of me.

Thought some one got hurt in the subway train, the train halted with a terrifying shreak.

'Kofta

Kebab

Aloo pratha

Keema Pratha

Samosa

Chiken Tikka

It was $34

You charged me, $37

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I am bored

Write about it

DUBLIN DAYS

DUBLIN DAYS by Bina Sharif

Plays

Museums

Cafes

Book stores

Walks along the river

Go on a dietroken things.

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Messiness

Bewilderment

Disorder

Half broken things

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HOLIDAY

To do exactly what I like to do...

That can be done in NY as well

Holiday can be had right here in NY

It can be a miracle in itself.

Let it be the only miracle.

It can be but it's an expansive

Holiday doesn't have to be the only miracle

Yes, It can be...but it's an expensive  miracle. Right here can be a new found faboulous 

 treasure.

to explore, what's on?

(Go to the unknown Brooklyn or the Bronx and happily turn on unknown corners )

Which road to take, which road not to take just like if you are in Barcelona or Lisbon...

Which risk to take, (Be careful in Mexico)

Never been there

More urgent then...

Where to eat?

To avoid what doesn't seem interesting...

Most of the time, every city, every capital offers almost the same things...

Cafes, museums, restaurants, parks, shopping, starbucks...just the names of the streets are different...

 You just take yourself to a city which doesn't look like the city you live in for a change.

Changed look of a street, a room, a road, a cafe, a restaurant, a theater, thats all.

Nothing new to the locals but new to you...

That's what a holiday means.

"WE ALWAYS MUST TRUST IN THE DIFFICULT."     Riner Marie Rilke

But actually it happened here in a fancy cafe.

"They don't belong here...

Far too ugly...

Far too loud...

And I was reading the most beautiful poem by Rainer Maria Rilke.

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Can tapper, Metho trexate, (dangerous medicine)

Prednison (Another dangerous one)

This diary must have been written in 2017-2018

Was pretty sick....

 Inflamation

Liver factor... 


JESUS...PRETTY SCARY.

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Homo pathic medicine at home

Natural remedies for every ailment

by

Maesimund B Panos

and, Jane Heimlich

An Importan book.

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"LITERATURE & DIALOGUE."

Lecture by Arundothi Roy. May 12 at Appolo Theatere

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 'Terminally self centered humanity"

This weekend for sure.

Reviews of, Dionysus and Chile play

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Pre- frontal Cortex

The processing center of our frontal lobe is responsible for complex functions...

"Such as planning, organizing, problem solving, memory, attention, inhibition....

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This weekend for sure...

Reviews of Dionysus and Chile play

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"Comedy to be fully effective- it has to elicit empathy as well as Schadenfreude." ?

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Guest house in Dublin

Word document about AFGHAN WOMAN, MY ONE WOMAN PLAY TO BE DONE AGAIN.

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Life full of shame

Failutre

Rejection

Abuse

Isolation

Anger

Alienation

Ruinous road....

(I hope it's not my life.)

------------ANYTHING IS NOT GOOD."

"GENUINE SOCIAL, CULTURAL, ECROESONOMIC EQUALITY?"

Will never happen...a fact...no, not being negative...a fact.

Negativism is not enough but knowing years of inequlity, doesn't seem like it will happen any time soon.

"PASSIVE ACCEPTANCE OF ANYTHING IS NOT GOOD.

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"I WAS ENORMOUSLY STRUCK BY THE NEGROES GOOD HUMOR, KINDNESS AND

 HUMANITY."...TonyB


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