NAPKIN DIARY
"Love of truth, love of good, love of beauty."
" The knower, the doer, the sayer." RWE
"Homer's words are as costly and admirable as Agammnons victories are to Agamemnon."
"Poets-writers primarily what will and must be spoken."
"Words are also actions and actions are a kind of words."
"I mearly walk in circles." ?
"Weather has been very moody." ?
"We must trust in what is difficult."
"Tensions between art and domesticity." ?
"Proscenium stage."
"Write about every day's events."
"DUBLIN DAYS."
"Can't finish my song."
"Xray
Blood sugar
ESR
Vit D 3
Liver function
Night Sweats
After effects of antibiotics
Tendon knee problem.
'Two extremyly ugly men came in without me seeing them.
One was so loud that it scared the shit out of me.
Thought some one got hurt in the subway train, the train halted with a terrifying shreak.
'Kofta
Kebab
Aloo pratha
Keema Pratha
Samosa
Chiken Tikka
It was $34
You charged me, $37
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I am bored
Write about it
DUBLIN DAYS
DUBLIN DAYS by Bina Sharif
Plays
Museums
Cafes
Book stores
Walks along the river
Go on a dietroken things.
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Messiness
Bewilderment
Disorder
Half broken things
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HOLIDAY
To do exactly what I like to do...
That can be done in NY as well
Holiday can be had right here in NY
It can be a miracle in itself.
Let it be the only miracle.
It can be but it's an expansive
Holiday doesn't have to be the only miracle
Yes, It can be...but it's an expensive miracle. Right here can be a new found faboulous
treasure.
to explore, what's on?
(Go to the unknown Brooklyn or the Bronx and happily turn on unknown corners )
Which road to take, which road not to take just like if you are in Barcelona or Lisbon...
Which risk to take, (Be careful in Mexico)
Never been there
More urgent then...
Where to eat?
To avoid what doesn't seem interesting...
Most of the time, every city, every capital offers almost the same things...
Cafes, museums, restaurants, parks, shopping, starbucks...just the names of the streets are different...
You just take yourself to a city which doesn't look like the city you live in for a change.
Changed look of a street, a room, a road, a cafe, a restaurant, a theater, thats all.
Nothing new to the locals but new to you...
That's what a holiday means.
"WE ALWAYS MUST TRUST IN THE DIFFICULT." Riner Marie Rilke
But actually it happened here in a fancy cafe.
"They don't belong here...
Far too ugly...
Far too loud...
And I was reading the most beautiful poem by Rainer Maria Rilke.
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Can tapper, Metho trexate, (dangerous medicine)
Prednison (Another dangerous one)
This diary must have been written in 2017-2018
Was pretty sick....
Inflamation
Liver factor...
JESUS...PRETTY SCARY.
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Homo pathic medicine at home
Natural remedies for every ailment
by
Maesimund B Panos
and, Jane Heimlich
An Importan book.
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"LITERATURE & DIALOGUE."
Lecture by Arundothi Roy. May 12 at Appolo Theatere
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'Terminally self centered humanity"
This weekend for sure.
Reviews of, Dionysus and Chile play
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Pre- frontal Cortex
The processing center of our frontal lobe is responsible for complex functions...
"Such as planning, organizing, problem solving, memory, attention, inhibition....
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This weekend for sure...
Reviews of Dionysus and Chile play
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"Comedy to be fully effective- it has to elicit empathy as well as Schadenfreude." ?
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Guest house in Dublin
Word document about AFGHAN WOMAN, MY ONE WOMAN PLAY TO BE DONE AGAIN.
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Life full of shame
Failutre
Rejection
Abuse
Isolation
Anger
Alienation
Ruinous road....
(I hope it's not my life.)
------------ANYTHING IS NOT GOOD."
"GENUINE SOCIAL, CULTURAL, ECROESONOMIC EQUALITY?"
Will never happen...a fact...no, not being negative...a fact.
Negativism is not enough but knowing years of inequlity, doesn't seem like it will happen any time soon.
"PASSIVE ACCEPTANCE OF ANYTHING IS NOT GOOD.
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"I WAS ENORMOUSLY STRUCK BY THE NEGROES GOOD HUMOR, KINDNESS AND
HUMANITY."...TonyB
