CONSCIOUS DECISION

 CONSCIOUS DECISION:

I MADE THE CONSCIOUS DECISION TO SURVIVE

TO BE ALIVE

TO BE WELL.

I MADE THAT DECISION TODAY

JUST NOW ACTUALLY...

TO FEEL PRETTY AGAIN

TO WEAR GLITTER AGAIN

TO LOVE MYSELF AGAIN

TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR

AND RECOGNIZE THE PERSON I SEE

THATS WHAT THEY STOLE FROM ME

THE PERSON I WAS

HAPPY

FUNNY

HUMEROUS

JOYFUL

KIND

LOVING

SINCERE

NOW, IN THE RECENT PAST

IF I LOOK IN THE MIRROR

I SAW A BITTER PERSON

AN ANGRY PERSON

AN UGLY PERSON

AN ISOLATED PERSON

A PERSON I DIDN'T RECOGNIZE

A PERSON I NEVER MET BEFORE

WHY IS THIS PERSON STARING AT ME

IN MY OWN MIRROR

WHO IS THIS PERSON?

HOW DID THIS STRANGER GOT INTO MY

 DRESSING TABLE'S BEAUTIFUL MIRROR?

WHO TOOK AWAY MY WAY OF BEING?

WHO STOLE MY JOVIAL NATURE?

I USED TO LIKE MY WAY OF BEING

OF LOVING AND OF FEELING

DEMEANOR...

IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME

I HAVEN'T RECOGNIZED MYSELF

I LOOK IN THE MIRROR BUT SEE A STRANGER

IT'S BEEN A WHILE

A LONG WHILE

BUT TODAY i MADE A CONSCIOUS DECISION

TO SEE MYSELF

THE REAL MYSELF

THE SAME PERSON THAT i WAS

THE SAME PERSON THAT I WAS BORN

A FUN PERSON

A JOVIAL PERSON

A HAPPY PERSON

A PROGTRESSIVE PERSON

A KIND PERSON

AN EMPATHETIC PERSON

A PERSON WHO CAMORROWON EXTEND A HELPING HAND

I AM GOING TO LOTTO AND TOMORROW I AM GOING TO RECOGNISE MYSELF.

AS I WAS BEFORE...

BEFORE SOMEONE STOLE MY HAPPINESS FROM ME

I AM  LOOKING FORWARD TOTOMORROW...

MY CONSCIOUS DECISION HAS BEEN MADE

GOD FOR MY ACCOMPLISHMENTSTO LIKE MYSELF

TO LOVE MYSELF

TO ADMIRE MYSELF

TO THANK GOD FOR MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS

TO THANK GOD FOR BEING ALIVE

TO BE HUMBLE

TO BE KIND

TO BE GENEROUS

TO BE LOVING

TO BE GRACIOUS

TO BE A FEELING PERSON.

LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW.