THINGS NOT TO BE DONE: "BEGIN AGAIN."
Not too much expression of any kind of thoughts with people
Express those thoughts in writing
No interest in politics
No mention of you know what?
No irritation at, you know what?
Do things alone
Don't need any one
Enjoy your company
Enjoy your passion by yourself
Do the things you really feel like doing
things such as, reading, writing, drawing, walking, cafe's, laughter,
solitude, movies, good food, water, rivers, occean, flowers, trees, leaves, birds.
Be a mystery, not an open book
Love yourself
Respect yourself
Admire yourself
Admire your work
Admire yourself for doing so much work single handedly
Do paintings, watercolors, charcoal drawings, go to the beach more...sit near the rivers, think,
Imagine, love your imagination, love your spirit, give. Give to the one who desreves it.
Don't throw your pearls in-front of the swine. BE ALONE, IT'S SO IMPORTANT FOR YOU.
Get rid of lots of riff-raff. Do one woman shows...Only one woman plays...save yourself the heartache..
Be independent, be more independent, create independently...FORGET ABOUT RECOGNITION.
You are waiting to be recognised by whom? Think about it...F**k them. They will have their day.
Some one is watching...
Be tender to yourself
Be kind to yourself
Be generous to your self
GIVE YOURSELF WHAT YOU DESERVE
DON'T GIVE YOURSELF WHAT YOU DON'T DESREVE...
BE NOT DEPRESSED
DO NT REGRET
PAST IS PAST
CREATE SOMETHING ABOUT IT
EXPRESS YOUR SELF IN YOUR GRIEF, IN YOUR SORROW, IN YOUR SADNESS,
DO NOT DISCUSS IT WITH ANY ONE...
THEY ARE JUST THERE TO FILL THE ROOM...
FILL YOUR HEART, YOUR MIND, YOUR SPIRIT WITH YOUR OWN CREATION, WITH YOUR
OWN BEAUTY , WITH YOUR OWN STRENGTH, WITH YOUR OWN ABILITY, WITH YOUR
OWN WIT.
WITH YOUR HUMOR, WITH YOUR KNOWLEDGE, WITH YOUR EDUCATION, WITH YOUR
GRACE, WITH YOUR CLASS, WITH YOUR STYLE, WITH YOUR CONCENTRATION, WITH
YOUR SARCASAM, WITH YOUR METAPHORES, WITH YOUR
SINGING BIRDS...
SEE HOW MANY COMPANIONS YOU DO HAVE?
AND YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD NO ONE TO DEPEND ON...
NO ONE, AND I TELL YOU ONCE AND FOR ALL NO ONE, IS GOING TO DO ANYTHING
FOR YOU, NO ONE IS GOING TO ACKNOWLEDGE YOU, AND YOUR CREATIVE SPIRIT...
WHY SHOULD THEY? THEY ARE MISERABLE BY THEMSELVES...THEY ARE NOTHING TO
YOU, THE LEAST VALUABLE THINGS IN YOUR SURROUNDINGS, THEY BELONG IN THE
GARBAGE, THROW THOSE FEELINGS OF ABANDONEMNET. OH! YOU WERE ABANDONED
BY THEM?...BY THEM? MY, MY, MY
GOODNESS...HOW SAD IS YOUR STATE OF AFFAIRS. THE THINGS WHICH BELONG TO
THE...
GARBAGE, YOU WANT RECOGNITION FROM THEM? FROM GARBAGE? YES, GARBAGE...
VISULIZE THAT AND FEEL UPSET, THROW UP, YOU HAVE BEEN WASTING YOUR LIFE TO
BE RECOGNIZED BY GARBAGE? I FEEL SAD FOR YOU...I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU...YOU
HAVE DIAMONDS IN YOUR HAND AND YOU ARE SEEKING REWARDS FROM THE
GARBAGE...YOU HAVE PEARLS IN YOUR HANDS, RUBIES IN YOUR HAND AND YOUR
DESIRE IS OF GARBAGE...ARE YOU OK?
HAVE YOU GONE MENTAL? IS SOMEHING SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH YOUR HEAD? HAVE
YOU LOST YOUR MIND COMPLETELY?
THERE IS STILL TIME...IMAGINE THAT...STILL GOD HAS GIVEN YOU TIME ALONG WITH
ALL THE OTHER GIFTS, HEALTH, THE MOST PRECIOUS...DON'T LOSE THAT, NO MATTER
WHAT YOU DO OR DON'T DO...TAKE YOUR HEALTH AS THE MOST SERIOUS PROJECT...
THROW THE GARBAGE OUT TODAY FOR EVER...
IT'S BEEN THERE FOR DECADES...
YES, DECADES...
IT'S NOW SMELLING ROTTEN
SO ROTTEN THAT IT HAS BECOME TOXIC...
YOU SIMPLY CAN'T GO NEAR IT...
WEAR A SET OF HEAVEY CONSTRUCTION GLOVES AND THROW THE SHIT OUT...
HOW LONG ARE YOU GOING TO KEEP THE STINKING, ROTTEN, DANGEROUS GARBAGE
AROUND YOU?"
IN YOUR BRAIN? HOW LONG?
ANOTHER CENTURY?
YOU DON'T HAVE TIME GIRL, YOU DON'T HAVE TIME.
YOU HAVE WASTED DECADES...DECADES...ALREADY.
TODAY IT ENDS.
YES, SAY BISMILLAH AND END THE ROT...
THROW IT OUT...NEVER TO BE THOUGHT ABOUT AGAIN.
IT'S RUBBISH DARLING, RUBBISH...'YOU JUST DIDN'T KNOW IT..
I AM NOT BLAMING YOU...
YOU WERE IGNORANT OF WHAT IT CONTAINED.
BUT NOW YOU HAVE THE CLARIFICATIIN...
NOW YOU MUST DEAL WITH IT..
END IT...
EVERYTHING ENDS...
END OF PLAY
END OF LIFE
END OF GARBAGE...
OUT OF YOUR HEAD
INTO THE BIN
THROWN OUT...
THROWN OUT...
THROWN OUT....
FINALLY...
GO FOR A NICE, HOT CUP OF LATTE...
CELEBRATE...
CELEBRATE YOUR LIFE
CELEBRATE YOUR TALENT
CELEBRATE YOUR IMAGINATION
CELEBRATE YOUR FEELINGS
CELEBRATE YOUR THOUGHTS
CELEBRATE ALL KINDS OF THOUGHTS, YOUR THOUGHTS.
THEY ARE ALL YOURS
KEEP THEM FOR YOUR SELF...
NO, NO SHARING OF YOUR THOUGHTS WITH ANY ONE...
BECOME A DEAF AND DUMB PERSON FROM NOW ON...
FROM THIS INSTANT ON...
YOU, AND YOUR CREATIVITY OF ALL KINDS MUST ACCOMPANY YOU AT ALL TIMES
AND IF YOU HAVE TO HAVE SOME ONE WITH YOU, JUST SMILE AND SAY VERY LITTLE,
TALK OF THE WEATHER AND HOW GREAT DEMOCRACY IS...NOTHING ELSE...
IT'S BEST THAT YOU DON'T TALK AT ALL...BEHAVE STUPID, IGNORANT, SMILE, AGREE
WITH ALL THE NONSENSE...
BUT THE BEST FOR YOU IS JUST TO BE ALONE WITH YOUR OWN SENSITIVITY, YOUR
OWN ABILITY, YOUR OWN IMAGINATION...
IMAGINE AND THINGS WILL COME TO YOU...LIKE IDEAS..LIKE HOW ALL YOUR PLAYS
CAME TO YOU.
CAME TO YOU FROM NO WHERE?
RIGHT?
YES, THEY CAME FROM NOWHERE...
THAT NOWHERE IS CALLED, "IMAGINATION."
DO NOT ABANDONE THAT PRECIOUS TERRITORY CALLED, "NOWHERE"
THAT'S THE DIAMOND YOU NEVER KNEW YOU OWNED,.
POSSESS THAT, OWN THAT DIAMOND...NAMED, "NOWHERE"
GET HOLD OF THAT SPACE, THAT PLACE WITHIN YOUR GRASP.
IT'S YOURS.
IT'S YOUR IMAGINATIN...
ALL YOUR PLAYS CAME FROM THAT IMAGINATION
NO OTHER PERSON GAVE IT TO YOU
NO, NO OTHER PERSON...
THAT'S THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH...
LOCK YOUR IMAGINATION WITHIN A SAFE FOR YOUR SELF, ONLY FOR YOURSELF
YOU KEEP THE KEY HIDDEN IN ANOTHER SAFE PLACE
NO DISCUSSIONS OF ANY KIND WITH ANY BODY...
NO DISCUSSIONS, OF ANY KIND, I SAID.
DO NOT WASTE YOUR ENERGY, YOUR PASSIONS, YOUR GIFT WITH ANY ONE FROM
NOW ON...
THE GARBAGE IS THROWN OUT
YOUR MIND IS CLEAN
BEGIN....
BEGIN AGAIN...
"SAY BUSMILLAH AND GET RID OF THE ROT."
BEGIN AGAIN...
No comments:
Post a Comment