"THESE ARE KARIMA ULLAH'S WORDS."
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Karima Ullah is my neighbor and my best friend
She has been given a residency in Upstate NY.
She speaks a special distant language...
Let H
You should too...
Uneh paghul kur chadeh...ihey...
'Do a dance piece
Lots of music
Very few words
Lots of movements
I hour long
Go home"
"Much adventure"
"Love story"
Human cruelty has no limits
They are all un-interesting
Everything is un-interseting
People are big bores
People. are un-interesting
Everyone is un-interesting"
They are a big bore.
All of them
All of them
All of them."
Uneducated
Un-sophisticated
Big, big, big bores
So much cruelty in words of fiction
So much cruelty in every day life
So much cruelty
'Force yourself into contradictions because society demands it,
and never try to find the reason, the real reason of any dispute-personal-family-business-
friends-people-strangers. Everyone should concentrate on capitalistic success. Forget everything else." ?
"Eveything is messed up with the un-conscious and coscious, tensions, my tensions, family tensions,
and all other
bullshit..." ?
"She is ugly
He is ugly
The other one is also very ugly and un-interesting.
Forget about people
All people...
Forget about them
People are of no importance to you
Forget about people
All the people
Nothing but trouble
Nothing but waste of time...
I said, forget about them
Once and for all...
Enough time spent on them
Enough time wasted on them
Enough energy spent
Enough emotions wasted
Enough tears shed
Enough money wasted
Enough love wasted
Thats the ultimate truth...
FORGET ABOUT THEM
EVERYBODY
EVERYBODY
WITHOUT A DOUBT...
Narrow your focus
Narrow your focus minutely on yourself
Fix your focus only on yourself
You are not a messiha sent from above to worry about people
They are all AHS
Why did you forget yourself?
Why did you not realize that you exist?
Do you exist?
You think not
But you do...
When you die
People, the same ugly people will know that you existed. They will say, "Oh! she died today."
That's a proof of your existence.
So before they say it...
You beter shout out loud...
I EXIST
I EXIST
I EXIST...
You must be the only one in the range of the camera
The canera actually should be focued on you
And only on you...
STOP BEING AN XTRA
You must be the leading lady
and if you are a man, though your name is of a woman
But who knows these days..
Who is the man?
And who is the woman?
So in case you are a man...
You should be the leading alfa male
Camera of the world must be focused on you
And only on you...
You are the camera
Now focus it on yourself...
You are in a movie
The movie is being shot
The cameras are set
The acion has been delayed for a long time
The producers are upset
Lot of money is involved
Now focus your camera
It's your camers, now focus it on yourself.
You are your own camera
Focus your camera on yourself now
Tight focus
VERY TIGHT FOCUS...
The focus of your camera has been on un-important xtras
Yes, so far the focus has been on the most un-important xtras...
You are the leading lady and the focus is on the XTRAS?
WHAT KIND OF LEADING LADY ARE YOU?
GOD GAVE YOU THE ROLE OF A LEADING LADY
AND YOU GAVE IT TO THE XTRAS?
SHAME-SHAME-SHAME
You forgot
Completely forgot
That you have the main role to play in this world
In this life
In your life
YOU COMPLETELY FORGOT THAT YOU ARE PLAYING A LEAD ROLE IN YOUR OWN LIFE...
Instead you gave the lead role to all the riff-raff
All the riff-raff are infront of your expensive camera for which you paid an enormous amount of
money...
Some riff raff from here
Some riff raff from there
All riff-raff from everywhere
Every corner of this filthy planet's riff-raff are in your own movie
WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU DARLING?
WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?
Think of this AH
Then thinking of another AH
All the time thinking of AH'S
This one, today
This one, tomorrow
This one, yesterday...
GET RID OF ALL THE ASS HOLES FROM YOUR MOVIE
IT STINKS
Develop instances of detachment
From all this
From all low lives...
This is what you get by getting involved with low lives
'LOW LIVES
GET AWAY
GET AWAY
GET AWAY...
You get too involved with low lives
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
YOU NEED THERAPY GIRL
THERAPY
THERAPY
THERAPY
Find a good therapist
I know of one
In the neighborhood...
Doing a residency in the neighborhood...
Call her...
But don't talk about nitty gritty silly stuff...
Tell the therapist that you are the leading lady of your own movie
BUT YOU FORGOT THAT YOU WERE THE LEADING LADY.
Silly, meaningless shit...surrounded you for so long , for so long,
YOU FORGOT THAT YOU HAVE THE ROLE OF
THE LEADING LADY...
AND YOU ARE THE PRODUCER/DIRECTOR OF THE MOVIE AND YOU BOUGHT
ALL THE EQUIPMENT AND PUT MEANINGLESS LOW LIVES IN-FRONT OF THAT
EXPENSIVE MINOLTA...
TEll ME WHY THE HELL DID YOU FORGET YOURSELF?
I am going to call the resident therapist to help you finally
Yes, the therapist who got a residency in your head..
FIRE EVERYONE FROM YOUR OWN MOVIE...
FOCUS THE CAMERA ON YOUR SELF
HAVE A GLASS OF COOL SANCERE
AND ENJOY BEING THE DARLING OF YOUR OWN CAMERA
DID YOU HEAR ME?
DID YOU HEAR ME?
DID YOU HEAR ME?
OH! YOU DOZED OFF...
YOU ARE FULL OF SHIT
YOU DOZED OFF?
LIKE YOU HAVE BEEN DOZZING OFF ALL YOUR LIFE...
THERE IS STILL TIME
WAKE UP...
LET'S END THIS MOVIE ON A POSITIVE NOTE...
WAKE UP...
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MAKE SOME CHANGES IN YOUR LIFE STYLE KARIMA ULLAH
Don't waste your god given gifts.
You have been to the bottom of the valley
Now try to come up...
To come out of the hole, stop digging any further...
I don't care and neither does any one else...
Time has passed...
It's not in my control
Neither was in your control in the past.
It never was...
And I can't regret what has already happened
It was the result of many other factors beside me and you...
It can't be all me, and all you all the time...
All the troubles and failures can't be all your fault...
Whatever happened can't be all because of me or you...
Can it be?
No, not possible.
Family?
Me?
Others?
Me?
Bad, bad, bad, advisors...
Bad, bad, bad experts...(So called experts judging your existence)
Me?
People?
Me?
Strangers?
Me?
Friends?
Me?
Relationships??
Me?
Apartment?
Me?
Everything is because of me?
Everything is because of you Karima?
All my fault
lt's your fault?
Is that possible?
They say, "Yes"
It's possible...
UNBELIEVABLE...I SAY...
"ME" "YOU"
Need a break..."ME" need a break
"YOU" need a break..
From all the blames
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Let's go to Karakram highway...
From Pakistan to china...
From Abbotabad in Pakistan to Kashgar in China...8oo.ooo miles..
Determination is all...
To shape and contain most obstacles...
Riff-Raff is there not to hinder but to enhance yor existence...
It's you, yoursef who is there to hinder.
Riff- Raff is not part of the day,
Or your evening..
Accomplish everything you want to accomplish independently and freely...
beside all that...
In the evenings go to the theater...YES, THEATER...THAT'S YOUR FRIEND, ONLY FRIEND.
Make theater your companion
When not going to the theater...
Because of pain in your knee, pain in your left foot, pain in your right shoulder...
Stay in, have great dinner, watch a movie...
Everything is a game
It's upto you to play it right.
It's always up to you...
It's always upto you to achieve...
No one gives any one anything if they can help it...
Only you,
Only you,
Only you, yourself is the leader of your own destiny
The incharge of your own destiny
In total control of your own destiny
And destiny will do it's own share
And that is the only thing beyond your control...
I am not with any one
I am always alone
I am only with my own destiny...
Destiny is un-seen
Otherwise I am always alone by myself...
Evenings are nice
I am with him
And we have a nice meal
That's nice...
Isn't it?
Yes...
That's nice
Very nice
It's all because of my destiny...
That I end up having a nice meal with him...
Your destiny can make you love yourself as well.
Your destiny is begging you to appreciate and love your talent...
Not every one has that.
They might have a lot of things
But your destiny gave you special things...
Talent and imagination...
And you dare waste it?
Waste it on riff-raff...
Beware of destiny...
It can take everything away...
Beware...
And be gracious...
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