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"FOREVER TANGO"

DANTE ALIGHIERIE'S DIVINE COMEDY...
DANTE'S IMAGINATION

PROFOUND UNDERSTANDING FOR LITERATURE...

"HELL"
"PURGOTORY"
"PARADISE"

I HAVE TO READ, DIVINE COMEDY ONCE AND FORALL...

I HAVE TO ALSO READ JOHN MILTON'S, "PARADISE LOST"

"OVID"

MAN'S BATTLE WITH THE TEMPTATION OF SATAN

"ART OF LOVE" DALI

SUBJECT MATTER'S STYLE

LOVE
SEDUCTION
INTRIGUE
CRIME
PUNISHMENT
ESCAPE
GUILTY
AND
NOT GUILTY

"ETCHINGS
LITHOGRAPHY
ENGRAVINGS

MONDAY...WORKSHOP
WEDNESDAY, WORKSHOP
TUESDAY, PHYSIOTHERAPY
WEDNESDAY..........
THURSDAY,............
FRIDAY, FRINGE
WEEKEND

BOOK FRINGE SHOWS, THE ONES KEVIN HASN'T BOOKED
DO THAT TODAY.

"SAMENESS OF THE SAME SAMENESS"  BS

INTENSE AND SOMETIME VIOLENT STRUGGLE EITH MENTAL ILLNESS?

WHO SAID THAT?
DON'T KNOW...

STROMY EXISTENCE?
OBSCURE?
DISTORTE?

"WEALTH OF LITTLE DETAIL? "
"EMACIATED EXPRESSIONS?"
"PUNISHING HOURS OF WORK ? "
"TOO LITTLE TO EAT EFFECTS THE NERVOUS SYSTEM. ? "

"EXACERBATED, THE CRUSHING AND INCURABLE
MENTAL ILLNESS.? "

"THREATENING SANITY ?"

"IGNORED AND REJECTED
DOUBLE PUNISHMENT
WHILE GOING THROUGH THE SACRIFICE OF PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY ? "

REJECTION

THEY HAVE REJECTED YOU
THEY HAVE IGNORED YOU
WHY WOULD YOU PUNISH YOURSELF BECAUSE OF THAT?

A NORMAL PERSON WILL DOUBLY REWARD ONESELF
FOR OTHER PEOPLE'S BAD BEHAVIOR TOWARDS HIM
BUT A DISTURBED MENTAL SOUL WILL PUNISH HIMSELF
BECAUSE OTHERS PUNISHED HIM.
HE IS ANGY AT HIMSELF FOR BEING REJECTED

WHY MUST YOU ALLOW YOURSELF TO BE DOUBLY PUNISHED?

MEMORIES FROM OUR OWN PAST...

OMINOUS BLACK CROWS...
EMPTY YELLOW CHAIR...

"RELEASE FROM THE MISERY AND DEPRESSION INTO WHICH HE HAD STUMBLED. ? "
SHUNNED AND MOCKED ?

SUFFERING
GLOOM
UN-HAPPINESS ? "

SWERLING EXPLOSIONS
UN-NERVING COLORS...? "

"AGGRESSIVELY REJECTED." ?KUNJARS WERE ALWAYS THERE AND ARE STILL THERE. ? "

"WENT TO CONSIDERABLE TROUBLE TO EXPLAIN HIS THINKING." ?

"HE LONGED TO BE UNDERSTOOD AND APPRECIATED." ?

WHO IS THAT?

WHO?

THE ONE WHO LONGS TO BE UNDERSTOOD?

I GUESS IT'S ME

YOU?

YES

DO YOU FEEL YOU HAVE BEEN MISUBDERSTOOD?

DON'T YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY?

NO, WHY SHOULD I ?

ARN'T WE ALL MISUNDERSTOOD AND UNDERAPPRECIATED?

UNDER-APPRECIATED BY WHOM?

EVERYONE

WHO IS EVERYONE?

SOCIETY

SOCIETY?

YES, SOCIETY

SOCIETY IS SO BIG, SOCIETY IS THE WHOLE WORLD, YOU ARE WORRIED OF THE WHOLE WORLD?

NO, NOT THE WHOLE WORLD?

WHO THEN?

NOT EVERYONE, NOT THE WHOLE WORLD BUT SOME PEOPLE IN IT

WHICH PEOPLE?

YOUR LOVED ONE'S

YOUR LOVED ONE'S HAVE HURT YOU?

YOUR LOVED ONE'S HAVEN'T?

I DON'T HAVE ANY LOVED ONES...I DON'T FEEL HURT I DON'T FEEL MISUNDERSTOOD,

I DON'T FELL UNDER-APPRECIATED...I TOK CARE OF THAT...I HAVE NO LOVED ONE'S..

I LOVE NO ONE AND NO ONE LOVES ME.  BUT I DON'T NEED ANY ONE'S LOVE...

"I AM TOO MUCH" THEY USED TO SAY.  WHEN I HAD SOME PEOPLE I CARED FOR..

"YOU ARE TOO MUCH." THEY ALWAYS SAID

I MUST HAVE BEEN TOO MUCH SINCE THEY SAID IT SO OFTEN...

I NEVER KNEW WHAT THEY WANTED OUT OF ME...I GUESS THEY WANTED ME TO

OBEY THEM.  OBEY THEM, CATER TO THEM BECAUSE I TOLD THEM THAT I LOVED

THEM. BY LOVING THEM I SEEMED WEAKER SO THEY LAUGHED AT ME AND

EXPECTED ME TO OBEY THEIR WHIMS...

AND SINCE I DIDN'T KNOW HOW THEY WANTED ME TO BEHAVE,  I STOPPED VISITING

THEM AND STOPPED THE HUMILIATION AND I DECIDED WHEN I WILL KNOW THE

WAY HOW TO BEHAVE TO PLEASE THEM ONLY THEN I WILL VISIT THEM AND I

NEVER DID AND SINCE I STOPPED VISITING THEM I STOPPED FEELING UN-

APPRECIATED AS WELL.

I JUST STOPPED CARING. STOPPED LOVING...

THAT I WAS THE ONLY SOLUTION NOT TO BE MISUNDERSTOOD...STOPPED LOVING,

YES I STOPPED...

YES, I DID...

WHEN I WILL FIND A WAY OF BEHAVIOR APPROPRIATE FOR THEM I WILL GO VISIT

THEM....