NIGHTS AND DAYS OF ZULEKHA
ZUKEKHA:
It seems like that its over...
KHADEEJA:
What's over?
ZULEKHA:
What ever was there, it's over now.
KHADEEJA:
What was there? What was there before?
ZULEKHA:
Something...
KHADEEJA:
Something?
ZULEKHA:
Yes, something...
KHADEEJA:
What something?
ZULEKHA:
I don't know exactly but there was something
KHADEEJA;
What?
ZULEKHA;
Something to hold on to. Something to work at
KHADEEJA;
What kind of work?
ZULEKHA:
Don't know
KHADEEJA:
But you said, "There was something to work at"
ZULEKHA:
Yes, I said that. There was someything there...
KHADEEJA;
Where?
ZULEKHA;
There...
KHADEEJA:
In the corner?
ZULEKHA:
No, not in the corner
KHADEEJA;
So where was it?
ZULEKHA"
Something up there...up there in the air...
KHADEEJA"
But you can't hold on to the air
ZULEKHA:
How do you know?
KHADEEJA:
I know
ZULEKHA:
What do you know?
KHADEEJA;
I know that you can't catch the air
ZULEKHA;
Why not?
KHADEEJA:
Air is air
ZULEKHA:
You can feel it though
KHADEEJA:
Yes, you can feel it but not catch it
ZULEKHA:
So how did I do it?
KHADEEJA;
Did what?
ZULEKHA:
Worked at it
KHADEEJA:
Work at what?
ZULEKHA:
I held on to something
KHADEEJA:
It wasn't air though
ZULEKHA:
What was it then?
KHADEEJA:
Maybe a pole
ZULEKHA:
A pole?
KHADEEJA:
Yes, a pole. One can hold on to a pole
ZULEKHA;
I didn't hold on to a pole
KHADEEJA:
What did you hold on to then?
ZULEKHA;
I don't really know, but there was something
KHADEEJA:
What something?
ZULEKHA:
I don't know-something solid but light.
KHADEEJA:
Thats not a pole. A pole is solid but not light
ZULEKHA;
I am sure I held on to something. I was functioning better
KHADEEJA:
How?
ZULEKHA:
I knew that I was going somewhere with a purpose
KHADEEJA:
What purpose?
ZULEKHA;
Some kind of a purpose
KHADEEJA;
A light purpose or a solid purpose?
ZULEKHA:
A combination of both
KHADEEJA;
Maybe it was a pillow
ZULEKHA:
A pillow?
KHADEEJA:
Yes, a pillow. A hard pillow and a soft pillow with feathers in it
ZULEKHA:
What was in the hard pillow?
KHADEEJA;
Stones
ZULEKHA;
NO
KHADEEJA;
Yes, stones
ZULEKHA:
I don't have stones in my pillow, my neck would have been broken
KHADEEJA;
How do you know your neck is not broken?
ZULEKHA:
Its not. I am standing up.
KHADEEJA:
You are not standing. You are not even sitting. You are invisible
ZULEKHA:
I am?
KHADEEJA;
Yes, you are invisible. I can't see you. I can't touch you...
ZULEKHA:
I must be air then. You can't see air. You can't touch air..
KHADEEJA:
You can breath air though
ZULEKHA:
Yes, you can breath air. You are breathing me. You have swallowed me.
I am inside of you. All gone...disappeared...can't be seen, can't be touched.
I used to hold on to myself. I was my purpose I used to hold on to me but now you
have used me as your air, you are living because of me, you are breathing because of me.
You have engulfed me whole. Swallowed me whole. All my purpose have swallowed up
by you. You, who are visible. You who is solid like a stone. You who have no feelings.
No empathy, no regard for others. You take their space, their purpose, their very source of life.
You eat up their survival. You take other people's share. You leave nothing for them.
First, you leave them purposeless. They find it extremely hard to hold on to their purpose
for living.
You interfere constantly They lose their will to live. Will to live with the loss of Oxygen.
You swallow their Oxygen. You swallow everything. I was air, You swallowed me. I can't breath.
I can't breath...I can't breath. There is no air left in the room.
I can't breath. I am no more. My purpose in life has been eaten.
It was my purpose to hold on to my selself. Now I can't hold on. You swalliwed me.
You were greedy
You were selfish
You took my share
You wasted me
You are the evil of the world
Permanently present.
Never leaving
Never dying
You are the dracula
Always coming back for more blood
For more air
There is no air left to breath
I am done with
I am no more
I was always surrounded by draculas who sucked my blood, sucked my air and
left me lifeless.
I CAN NO LONGER BREATH. YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME BUT YOU SHOULD
HAVE LEFT JUST
ONE THING FOR ME. MY SHARE OF THE AIR NECESSARY FOR ME TO BREATH, TO
LIVE, TO BREATH, TO LIVE, TO BREATH, TO LIVE. YOU ARE MY DEATH.
YES, YOU ARE, YOU ARE MY SLOW DEATH. YOU HAVE SUCCEEDED. I AM NO MORE
I CAN'T BREATH.
Friday, April 13, 2018
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