ILLUMINATION OF A MALADY CONTINUES

THE END

SULEIMAN:

"Hi, it was nice to see you.

I have made a promise with myself that next time

we meetI don't want to talk about these issues.

It Aggravates me and give me a headache.

We should talk about beautiful things like you said."

SUURIA:

No response

{48 hours pass)

SULEIMAN:

Hi, I was very upset last time when I saw you.

Call me back so we can talk about it.

I do not want to have sour feelings between us.

I felt you were implying that I do not know how to be

with successful (Corrupt) people thus I am a loser.

I also do not like this disappearing act.

Call me so we can talk.

SURRIA:

No response

3 hours pass

SULEIMAN:

You are not picking up.

I am leaving tomorrow and don't want to leave with sour feeling.

As I said before I left your place very upset.

You said that,"You don't give a crap about him..."

But even that didn't bother me.

What upset me the most was when you said,"Me and my husband

don't talk about political issues."

"We have other things to talk about, other things, beautiful things."

That was too much.

That's how I read it.

"Like what I talk about is nonsense."

"Waste of time...Waste of life totally."

"And you and your husband don't waste life."

"You don't waste your precious time on such nonsense."

And that was really disturbing to me.

Its like saying, "You have no life. You talk bullshit ect ect ect."

To that very feeling I responded one more time

I tried to reach out one more time for the sake of a long friendship.

But to you it was a,"So called friendship."

My response was,"If you were not interested in talking about these issues with your husband

why do you always so eagerly talk to me about it? "

Should I take it as provocation?

Since I am very intense, emotional, astute about politics why would you talk to me

as if its such a waste of your time? Or if this talk is just nonsensical and useless to you?

Do I present myself as a political propaganda machine?

Is there a political flag over my head?

Or is it your love of useless gossip that you waste my energy with?

Call me. I don't believe in just total silence when there is some kind of bad feeling between

friends....

Just mere silence and lack of response is not my idea of a great friendship.

Its not my style.

I am trying to reach out one more time. Maybe trying too hard. But If you don't call me back

I won't disturb you again ever.............................

SUURIA:

No response

216 hours pass

The End