HATRED

I WANT TO TAKE HATRED OUT OF MY SOUL

HATRED WHICH MIGHT BE UN-KIND TO ALL OF THEM WHO HAD BEEN UN-KIND,

  UN-IMPORTANT  

WHY MUST I USE MY ENERGY, MY LIFE FORCE HATING  ANY ONE?

IMPORTANT OR UN-IMPORTANT...

ALL OF THEM ARE STRANGERS TO ME

NONE OF THEM CARED

NONE OF THEM WERE INTERESTED

NONE OF THEM WERE CIVIL

NONE OF THEM WERE LOVING

NONE OF THEM WERE USEFUL FOR ANY REASON

THEY WERE INSTEAD A SOURCE OF ANGUISH

MISUNDERSTANDING,

WASTE OF TALENT,

WASTE OF KNOWLEDGE,

WASTE OF TIME.

BUT WHY MUST I HATE THEM?

WHY WASTE MY STRENGTH?

WHY POISON MY SOUL?

WHY DIRTY MY MIND?

WHY SHOULD I BOTHER?

WHY SHOULD ANY ONE BOTHER?

BE CASUAL AND POLITE

IF YOU HAVE TO

BE INDIFFERENT AND SMILE

 I HAVE BEEN CARING FOR THEM

ADVANCING THEIR ABILITIES AND AMBITIONS

I HAVE BEEN NICE TO THEM ALL

I HAVE SPEND MY TIME LOVING THEM

DO I HAVE TO SPEND MY TIME HATING THEM NOW?

NO, I CAN'T DO THAT. I HAVE NO MORE TIME LEFT.