I WANT TO TAKE HATRED OUT OF MY SOUL
HATRED WHICH MIGHT BE UN-KIND TO ALL OF THEM WHO HAD BEEN UN-KIND,
UN-IMPORTANT
WHY MUST I USE MY ENERGY, MY LIFE FORCE HATING ANY ONE?
IMPORTANT OR UN-IMPORTANT...
ALL OF THEM ARE STRANGERS TO ME
NONE OF THEM CARED
NONE OF THEM WERE INTERESTED
NONE OF THEM WERE CIVIL
NONE OF THEM WERE LOVING
NONE OF THEM WERE USEFUL FOR ANY REASON
THEY WERE INSTEAD A SOURCE OF ANGUISH
MISUNDERSTANDING,
WASTE OF TALENT,
WASTE OF KNOWLEDGE,
WASTE OF TIME.
BUT WHY MUST I HATE THEM?
WHY WASTE MY STRENGTH?
WHY POISON MY SOUL?
WHY DIRTY MY MIND?
WHY SHOULD I BOTHER?
WHY SHOULD ANY ONE BOTHER?
BE CASUAL AND POLITE
IF YOU HAVE TO
BE INDIFFERENT AND SMILE
I HAVE BEEN CARING FOR THEM
ADVANCING THEIR ABILITIES AND AMBITIONS
I HAVE BEEN NICE TO THEM ALL
I HAVE SPEND MY TIME LOVING THEM
DO I HAVE TO SPEND MY TIME HATING THEM NOW?
NO, I CAN'T DO THAT. I HAVE NO MORE TIME LEFT.
