THERAPY OF DREAM PLAY CONTINUES
DIRECTIONS;
Big writing table in the center
A few books on the table including a book by ALBERT CAMUS
Lots of scripts on the table as well.
A huge bag near the table full of scripts and papers full of notes
A chair
A chez divan upstage
(Sybil enters carrying a big heavy shoulder bag.
classical music is playing
She starts searching from her pile of scripts
she search for some particular script from the bag on the floor.
finally picks up CAMUS BOOK AND STARTS TO READ IT...
(SCENE ABOUT QUOTATIONS OF CAMUS)
(FINALLY SHE STARTS TO TALK)
SYBIL:
I AM LOOKING FOR A PLAY. I KNOW I WROTE IT A WHILE AGO.
I KNOW I DIDN'T FINISH IT BUT I REMEMBER THAT I STARTED IT.
ACTUALLY I STARTED MANY PLAYS BUT DIDN'T FINISH MOST OF THEM
BECAUSE I COULD NEVER FIND THE UN-FINISHED SCRIPTS.
I HAD PUT IT IN A HUGE BAG LIKE THIS ONE...
I HAVE MANY HUGE BAGS IN THE ATTIC.
BUT I HAVE NO IDEA IN WHICH BAG DID i PUT MY UNFINISHED PLAYS,
THE ONES I AM LOOKING FOR RIGHT NOW.
I HAVE TO FIND THOSE PLAYS SO I CAN FINISH ONE OF THEM AND GET READY
FOR THE DEAD LINE. BELIEVE IT OR NOT BUT FINALLY MY PLAY HAS BEEN
BOOKED IN A HUGE THEATER WITH THOUSANDS OF SEATS WHICH WILL BE ALL
FILLED BY MY BRILLIANT NEW PLAY.
THERE IS NO AUDIENCE YET BECAUSE THERE IS NO PLAY YET.
I HAVE TO FIND IT FIRST AND THEN TAKE ALL THE ILLNESS OUT OF THE PLAY
IT'S CALLED ,"DRAMATURGY" BUT I CALL IT , THERAPY OF THE PLAY.
EVEN THE PLAYS NEED THERAPY LIKE ALL HMAN BEINGS. WE ARE ALL SICK
AND WE CLAIM TO WRITE PLAYS SO THE PLAYS HAVE TO BE SICK AS WELL.
I AM THE PLAY DOCTOR AS WELL
I DO TE THERAPY OF THE PROBLEMS IN THE PLAY AND I HAVE SO MANY PLAYS
HIDDEN IN THE ATTIC, IF ONLY IF I COULD FIND SOME OF THEM BECAUSE NOW
IT'S URGENT BECAUSE I HAVE DEADLINE. PLAY IS BOOKED...
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
A WOMAN OF COLOR, AN IMMIGRANT WOMAN, NOT SO TALL, NOT SO THIN,
NOT SO YOUNG AND HER PLAY IS BOOKED IN A HUGE THEATER AFTER
TRYING FOR THIRTY YEARS AND NOW I CAN'T FIND THAT PARTICULAR
PLAY WHICH WILL FILL THE THEATER AND I WILL BE ON MY WAY TO THE WHOLE
STARDOM BUSINESS...AND NOW I CAN'T FIND IT...
(Looks in the bags) (A persistent loud knock at te door)
SYBIL:
WHO IS IT?
JOHN:
JOHN...
SYBIL:
JOHN WHO?
JOHN:
YOUR DOWNSTAIR NEIGHBOR...
SYBIL: (Goes to the door and open it a crack. John peeks through)
WHAT DO YOU WANT?
JOHN:
YOU ARE MAKING TOO MUCH NOISE
SYBIL:
I AM MAKING TOO MUCH NOISE? I AM MAKING TOO MUCH NOISE?
ARE YOU HARASSING ME AS USUAL? DO YOU HEAR A BAND PLAYING IN
MY PLACE? DO YOU SEE A ROCK OPERA BEING PERFORMED HERE?
DO YOU HEAR DRUMS BEATING? GET OFF MY BACK. YOU HAVE BEEN
BOTHERING E FOR YOU FALSE ACCUSATIONS FOR 25 YEARS.
AM THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS FUCKING BUILDING WHO MAKES THE LEAST NOISE.
I AM THE ONLY TENANT IN THIS LOUSY PLACE STUCK ON A FLOOR ABOE YOU
UNFORTUNATELY WHO IS ALWAYS QUIET LKE A PERSON IN A COMA...
I AM THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS GODFORSAKEN BUILDING WHO HAS NO TV, NO
ROOM MATE, NO STEREO, NO CHILDREN RUNNING AROUND, NO PETS, NO DOG
LIKE YOU, YOU WHO HAVE A FEROCIOUS DOG WHO BARKS ALL DAY AND ALL NIGHT
AND YOU FUCKING SCARE ME WITH THAT AWFUL DOG BECAUSE YOU KNOW THAT I
AM FRIGHTENED BY YOUR DOG AND YOU HARASS ME AND HARASS ME AND
HARASS ME AND THE FUCKING MANAGEMENT DOESN'T DO ANYTHING.
IT IS YOU WHO . MAKE NOISE, IT IS...
YOU AND YOUR ILLEGAL AIRBNB RENTALS WHO MAKE NOISE...GET LOST AND
NEVER COME BACK AGAIN OTHERWISE...
JOHN:
(Loudly)
ITS YOU WHO MAKE NOISE, YOU ALWAYS MAKE TOO MUCH NOISE WHEN YOU WALK
INSIDE YOUR APARTMENT...
SYBIL: (Hysterical)
GET LOST, YOU MONSTER, GET LOST. GO AWAY. YOU HAVE DRIVEN ME CRAZY
FOR YEARS. YOU ARE THE REASON THAT I CAN'T FUNCTION IN MY OWN HOME.
YOU HAVE BEEN KNOCKING AT MY DOOR FOR THIS OR THAT FOR QUATER OF A
CENTURY. GET LOST OR I WILL...
JOHN:
WHAT WILL YOU DO? SHOOT ME? YOU COLORED BITCH
SYBIL: (Shut the door on him)
THE REASON I HAVEN'T FINISHED ANY OF MY PLAYS, THE REASON I CAN'T FIND
ANY OF MY PLAYS IS HIM. I HAVE A MONSTER ON MY BACK FOR YEARS AND YEARS.
DID YOU HEAR ANY NOISE EXCEPT THE BARKING OF THE DOG?
DID YOU SEE ME MAKING ANY NOISE?
WHEN I COMPLAIN TO THE RACIST MANAGEMENT THEY HANG UP ON ME CALLING
ME, HYSTERICAL" WHO WOULDN'T BE HYSTERICAL DEALING WITH SUCH AN
AWFUL NEIGHBOR?
THE MANAGEMENT HAS AN EXCUSE. THEY HATE IMMIGRANTS, THEY HATE PEOPLE
OF COLOR. THEY HATE WOMEN. THEY LIKE HIM. THIS WHITE PURE AMERICAN
FELLOW LIKE THEM.
THEY ALWAYS ACCUSE ME FOR YELLING. "YOU ARE YELLING." "DON'T YELL"
YOU ARE YELLING" STOP YELLING" "YOU ARE YELLING" . AND THEN THEY HANG UP
ON ME. THEY JUST WANT ME TO GET OUT SO THEY AN HAVE A RICH NEW YORKE
WHO CAN PAY 5 THOUSAND A MONTH. WHERE AM I GOING TO GO? SO I FUCKING
TAKE THE ABUSE DAY AND NIGHT. HOW CAN I CONCENTRATE ON MY
PLAYWRITING? HE KEEPS ACCUSING ME BLATANTLY RIGHT TO MY FACE TO
DISTURB ME, TO AGITATE ME AND TRUST ME I DO GET DISTURBED.
I AM AN ARTIST.
I AM ALSO A THIN SKINNED IMMIGRANT ARTIST WHO IS ON THE DARKER SIDE.
I AM AN IMMIGRANT WOMAN OF COLOR ARTIST AND HE IS PURE, WHITE AMERICAN
IT'S HIS COUNTRY. HE CAN BOTHER ME. IT'S HIS FUCKING RIGHT.
WHEN I COMPLAIN TO THE MANAGEMENT ABOUT THIS NEIGHBOR'S HARASSMENT,
THEY SAY, "PROVE IT...PROVE IT." HOW AM I GOING TO PROVE IT?
MY PROOF OF HIS HARASSMENT IS THAT I HAVE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO
CONCENTRATE FULLY O FINISH A PLAY.
I START A PLAY, I WRITE A SCENE OR TWO AND HERE COME
THE BANGING ON THE PIPPES, (sound of banging on the pipe)
SYBIL:
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT FROM ME?
JOHN: (0ff stage)
WATER IS COMING DOWN
SYBIL:
WHAT?
JOHN: (stick his head in the door which Sybil forgot to lock)
WATER IS COMING DOWN TO MY BATHROOM FROM A LEAK
IN YOUR BATHROOM
SYBIL:
(To the audience)
DO YOU SEE ANY LEAK COMING DOWN?
DO YOU SEE ANY BATHROOM HERE/
DID YOU SEE ME OPENING A WATER TAP?
DID YOU SEE ME WASHING MY FACE?
DID YOU SEE ME BRUSH MY TEETH?
DID YOU SEE ME WATER MY PLANT?
DID YOU SEE ME DRINKING ANY WATER?
I AM ALWAYS DEHYDRATED, AFRAID OF TURNING
THE WATER ON IN CASE THE MONSTER ACCUSE ME
OF A DAMN LEAK...
HE IS BEEN FALSLY ACCUSING ME OF A LEAK COMING
FROM MY BATHROOM TO HIS FUCKING WALLS OR CEILING
OR FLOOR AD THE MANAGEMENT DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT
I AM SO AFRAID OF THIS MOTHER FUCKER IN AN MANHATTAN APT
THAT I HAVE LOCKED MY BATHROOM...
I AM NOT ALLOWED IN BY MY OWN RULING.
I DO NOT TURN ANY WATER ON...
I HAVEN'T TAKEN A SHOWER SINCE A YEAR.
I AM SO DIRTY NOW THAT I SMELL LIKE A RAT
I AM SURE YOU SMELLED SOMETHING ROTTEN WHEN YOU CAME IN
THATS ME
SMELLY ME
FILTHY ME
WHEN I IMMIGRATED HERE IN THIS DREAMLAND
I SMELLED LIKE THE PERFUMES OF ARABIA
NOW I SMELL ROTTEN
NOW I SMELL LIKE SHIT
HE IS ALWAYS ACCUSING ME OF A LEAK...
MAYBE HE HIMSELF IS LEAKING SOME STUFF INSIDE HIS PANTS
AND ACCUSING ME INSTEAD.
MAYBE THIS BASTARD IS SUFFERING FROM SOME ILLNESS
WHERE HE IMAGINES LEAKS AND SOUNDS OF THE DRUMS,
LOUD TV
AND PEOPLE SHOUTING AT EACH OTHER IN MY APT
DO YOU SEE ANY ONE ELSE HERE BESIDE ME?
IT'S ME WHO SHOUTS AFTER HE BOTHERS ME CONSTANTLY
AND IT'S ONLY ME WHO SHOUTS (shouts and shouts) AND SHOUTS
AND KEEP SHOUTING LIKE A MAD WOMAN...
DO YOU SEE ANY TV HERE?
DO YOU HEAR ANY MUSIC PLAYING/
I LOVE MUSIC
I ALWAYS USED TO LISTEN TO MUSIC AND DANCE WITH IT
I HAVE SO MANY CD'S, THOUGH THEY ARE OUT OF FASHION
BUT I HAVE THEM IN MY ATTIC...
I HAVE ALGERIAN MUSIC, NIGERIAN MUSIC, LATIN AMERICAN MUSIC,
PUNJABI MUSIC, URDU MUSIC, PERSIAN MUSIC, INDIAN BHNGRA MUSIC,
BEATLES, DOORS, MO TOWN MUSIC, OH! HOW I LOVE THAT MUSIC...
WHEN I IMMIGRATED HERE THIS WAS NOT THE LAND OF HORROR
BECAUSE THERE WERE NO HORRIBLE NEIGHBORS...
THEY DIDN'T LIVE IN THE EAST VILLAGE
THEY WERE TOO RICH TO LIVE IN THE EAST VILLAGE
I USED TO TAKE TWO SHOWERS A DAY...
BLAST MY CHARLES BROWN AND DIANA ROSS
AND TAKE SHOWERS AND THEN DANCE NAKED...
THAT WAS FREEDOM
AMERICAN FREEDOM
THERE WERE HOMELESS PEOPLE IN THE PARK
THEY WERE MY FRIENDS
I WILL BRING SHERRY, MY HOMELESS GIRL FRIEND
AND TELL HER TO FEEL FREE TO TAKE A SHOWER
AND SHE WOULD OFTEN
AND THEN I WOULD MAKE HER A CUP OF TEA
AND WE WOULD SMOKE CIGARETTES...
NO, I DIDN'T SMOKE MARIUANA...
IT WASN'T SO GOOD HERE, STALE TASTE
ONLY IN MY COUNTRY WHERE WOMEN ARE CONSIDERED
OPPRESSED BY WESTERN STANDARDS
ONLY THERE I SMOKED JOINTS WTH ONE OF MY COUSINS
WE WOULD GET HIGH AND THEN TAKE A RIDE IN HIS OPEN SPORTS
CAR AND LAUGH AND LAUGH AND LAUGH
MY JET BLACK LONG HAIR WOULD FLOW WITH THE WIND
LIKE IN THE MOVIES
AND THEN WE WOULD STOP ON THE ROADSIDE TO HAVE
GHARAM, GHRAM JALEIBIES...A SWEET, HOT AND MELTING
WITH HONEY.
AFTER ONE GETS HIGH ONE WANTS SWEETS...
THATS HOW IT WAS BACK HOME...
I WONDER WHY I CAME HER?
THIS QUESTION BOTHERS ME
PEOPLE COME HERE FOR FREEDOM
BUT I WWAS TAKING A RIDE IN A SPORTS CAR
STONED LIKE CRAZY, LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY
AND HAD NO FUCKING NEIGHBOR ...TO HARASS ME 24/7
WITHE HOMELESS IN THE EAST VILLAGE I FELT MUCH MORE FREE
THEN THESE RICH CRIMINALS BOTHERING US THE FEW REMAINING
ARTISTS IN THIS REAL ESTATE HEAVEN...
I WISH I COULD JUST GET AWAY FROM HIM
HOW THE FUCK DID I GET STUCK ABOVE HIM?
(noise of banging on the door)
SYBIL:
(to John who is at her door again)
I SWEAR IF YOU DON'T LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE...
JOHN: (stick his head in the door)
(Smirking)
WHAT WILL YOU DO? WHAT WILL YOU DO? SHOOT ME? HAHAHAHA
SYBIL:
DO YOU WANT ME TO SHOOT YOU? I THINK YOU DO...I WOULD HAVE SHOT YOU
LONG TIME AGO BUT I DON'T HAVE A OTHER FUCKING GUN...
EVERYONE IN THIS COUNTRY HAS A GUN
EVERY ONE IS SHOOTING EVERYONE ELSE RIGHT AND LEFT
ONLY ME, ONLY FUCKING ME HASN'T SHOT YOU YET
IF I ONLY HAD A GUN YOU WILL BE DEAD AS DOOR NOB LONG TOIME AGO.
JOHN:
IF YOU DON'T TAKE CARE OF THE ATER COMING DOWN
YOU WILL BE SORRY.
SYBIL:
I AM SORRY NOW.
I AM SORRY THAT I GOT STUCK WITH YOU FOR YEARS
I AM SORRY THAT I DON'T How are you?VE A GUN
I AM GOING TO GO TO THE MAYORS OFFICE TOMORROW
TO COMPLAIN ABOUT YOU.
JOHN:
(smirks and make fun of her)
MAYOR? OUR MAYOR HAS THE TIME TO LISTEN TO THE LIKES OF YOU?
IT WILL TAKE YOU AT LEAST ONE YEAR TO MAKE AN APPOINTMENT
AND THE MEAN TIME YOU WILL BE SORRY FOR BEING BORN
MY BATH ROOM IS DAMAGED BECAUSE OF THE LEAK
I WILL GET THE REPAIRS DONE AND YOU WILL HAVE TO PAY
AND PAY A LOT OF MONEY. I AM GOING TO GIVE MYSELF
A BRAND NEW BATHROOM WITH MARBLE TILES AND ALL
AND YOU WILL HAVE TO PAY THROUGH YOUR FUCKING MINORITY NOSE.
SYBIL:
(screams and screams and bang the door on him and lock the door this time)
GO FUCK YOUR SELF. GO FUCK YOUR SELF.
YOU PIECE OF SHIT
YOU PICE OF FILTH
GO FUCK YOUR MOTHER WHO GAVE BIRTH TO THE LIKES OF YOU...
GO FUCK YOUR SELF..... (screams)
HOW THE HELL AM I GOING TO CONCENTRATE ON WRITING?
HOW AM I GOING TO HAVE ANY CREATIVE IDEA AMONGST
THIS UNENDING HORROR?
WHAT A SHITTY LIFE?
WHAT AN AWFUL MESS WITHOUT ANY SOLUTION?
THIS FUCKING ASS HOLE BOTHERS ME, ACCUSES ME FALSLY..
HARASS ME ALL DAY LONG AND ALL NIGHT LONG
AND MY UNFINISHED PLAY IS FINALLY BOOKED...
MY LAST CHANCE TO HAVE ANY KIND OF A CAREER
AND I AM AMONGST A MONSTER WHO WILL KILL ME
EVENTUALLY...I WILL HAVE A HEART ATTCK BECAUSE OF ALL THIS STRESS
BEFORE I BUY A GUN OR GET AN APPOINTMENT WITH ANY OF THESE
ORGANIZATIONS SUCH AS URBAN JUSTICE, LEGAL AID LAWYER, HUMAN RIGHTS
CENTERS, MAYOR'S OFFICE, THE CITY COUNCIL'S OFFICE...
SOME WELL WISHERS GAVE ME ALL THOSE NAMES TO SEEK FREE HELP
AND I HAVE TRIED BUT EVERY TIME I GO TO ANY OFFICE, THEY INFORM ME THAT
THE PERSON I WANT TO SEE IS OUT FOR LUNCH OR GONE HOME FOR THE DAY.
IT'S AMAZING, THE DAY How are you?D JUST STARTED AND THE PERSON OF MY
INTEREST HAS ALREADY GONE HOME FOR THE DAY.
YOU SEE WHEN YOU SEEK HELP FOR FREE
THEY ALREADY KNOW THAT YOU ARE THE LEAST IMPORTANT PERSON
DOWN AT THE BOTTOM OF THE LADDER AND BY THE TIME MY
TURN WILL COME, IWOULD HAVE BEEN THROWN OUT OF THE
BUILDING AND WOULD BE A HOMELESS PERSON.
I WISH THE HOMELESS WERE STILL IN TOMPKIN SQUARE PARK SO I WILL HAVE
SOME COMPANY...
BUT THEY ARE ALL DEAD AND GONE...I WONDER WHERE DID THEY ALL GO?
I MEAN THE ONES WHO ARE STILL ALIVE...
THEY WERE CHASED OUT OF THE PARK BY POLICE MEN ON HORSES...
BEATING AND ARRESTING THEM...
IT WAS A SCARY SIGHT.
SINCE THEN THE WORD HOMELESS HAS ALWAYS SCARED ME
AND THIS BASTARD, WHITE FASCIT NEIGHBOR OF MINE
IS TRYING VERY HARD TO MAKE ME A HOMELESS IMMIGRANT
WOMAN OF COLOR...
I HAVE TO BUY A GUN BEFORE THAT HAPPENS
BUT RIGHT NOW I HAVE TO FUCKING LET HIM GO
FROM MY MIND AND CONCENTRATE ON MY UNFINISHED PLAY
AND GET READY TO FINISH IT AND SUBMIT IT
AND THAT'S MY ONLY CHANCE OF A DECENT FUTURE
AND THAT IS IN CASE IT'S A SUCCESS AND MAKE
PRODUCERS A LOT OF MONEY
THEN FOR SURE I WILL BUY MY OWN TOWN HOUSE LIKE ALL THE
SUCCESSFUL PLAYWRIGHTS WHO ARE ALWAYS CHERISHED BY THEIR
OTHER SUCCESSFUL PLAYWRIGHT WHO LIVES NEXT TO THEM IN THEIR
OWN TOWNHOUSES...
WHAT A GLAMAROUS LIFE...
THAT'S REAL AMERICA
THAT'S REAL SUCCESS...
A PLAYWRIGHT WITH A TONY, A PULITZER, A BROADWAY SHOW AND A TOWN
HOUSE OF HIS OWN...
AND ME?
PLEASE...
I HAVEN'T TAKEN A SHOWER IN AMERICA FOR THE LAST ONE YEAR
BECAUSE OF THE POWERFUL AMERICAN NEIGHBOR AND NO GOLES OR
URBAN JUSTICE HAS COME TO MY RESCUE.
MAYBE I SHOULD SHOOT MYSELF.
PROBLEM STILL REMAINS.
NO GUN.
I NEVER HAVE THE THINGS I NEED WHEN I NEED THEM.
I WAS FOR SURE NOT EQUIPPED FOR AMERICA.
FOR SURE NOT EQUIPPED FOR THIS CULTURAL HUB, NYC....
Wednesday, October 30, 2019
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