RAMBLER

RAMBLINGS OF AN IDELER

And why should you alone
feel ailienated in this business?
The format of the business is to be unknown
unless you are Nicole Kidman or Myrel Streep.

Three lousy people, scum of the earth, lousiest of all humanity
MG,NG,AS,they came, they didn't like what they saw
for-whatever God Damned reason,(Perhaps of their lack of knowledge of the subject matter)
Subject being discussed...or perhaps of many other stupid, ignorant maybe even racist
reasons or some other genuine reasons...Perhaps they slept, perhaps THEY ARE TOTALLY IGNORAMUS OF ABSTRACT, SUBTLE, SURREAL QUALITY PUT IN-FRONT OF
THEM INSTEAD OF HA-HA-HA-HA STUPID COMMON, MEDIOCRE STUFF....

Those three rats of the world, rats of no significance at all and you feel excluded from
the world....Unbelievable...
Why would you develop the feeling of social exclusion and decelop this sense of paralyzing feeling of
psychological ailienation?

Just that particular feeling,(Exclusion) produces this paralysis and lack of mobility
Why those three,(ONe of them already dead) should cause you this extreme sense ofexclusion from the theater world?
They are that important to you?
In the bigger scheme of things they are nothing, next nothing, they are a big ZERO.
Do you think that they have that kind of power in the world that they can just completely exclude
you from the rest of the world?
Can this be your own emotion problem?
An emotional handicap?
An emotional problem which originated way back in your childhood and is being
reflected in an ominous manner in a different context?

Sweetheart, "THEY"  whoever those, "THEY" were or are are not the cause of your malady...
No sweet heart no.

You have been cheating yourself from your own mobility and progress.
They don't even know your name or if they knew, they don't remember you at all............
One is a F and the other is a FL
and the other is D......

Where else have you tried to sell or produce or promote your work?
Where else?
And why not?
You completely bought the opinion of a FL, Unbelievable.....

You completely believed and paralyzed yourself emotionally,physically and psychologically?
And all that because of the low lives no bodies.....

WAKE UP HONEY...WAKE UP...
I AM EMBARRASSED FOR YOU...
I AM EMBARRASSED FOR YOUR SENSE OF,"YOU"