Wednesday, August 31, 2011

TWO HOURS OF COMPLAINTS

People
People
People

Friends
Friends
Friends

Religions
Wars
Celebrities
Food
Entertainment
Success
Failure
Money
Poverty
Travel
Lack of it
Doctors
Drugs
Organic
VS
Non organic food
Farm fish
VS
Wild fish
Cafes
Cold coffee
Crowds
Snow
Winter
Earthquakes
Fundamentalists
Democracy
Education
Lack of education
Disability
Tricks
Lies
Thin woman
VS
Fat woman
Young woman
VS
Old women
Relations
Strangers
Foreigners
Natives
Beaches
Deserts
Mountains
Cities
Villages
Gym
Jogging

Injury
Books
Newspapers
Internet
Computers
Cell phones
I pads, I pods

You tube
Apple macintosh
Starbucks
Greed
Business men
VS
Artists
Sold out artist
VS
Proud stupid artist
Sleep
Lack of it
Insomnia
Insomnia
Insomnia
What to eat?
What to eat?
What to eat?
How to relax
Shopping
Stores
Fat
Fat
Fat
HOW TO LIVE
HOW TO LIVE
HOW TO LIVE.





PROVOCATION

Provoke
Provoke ideas
Read
find
Absorb
Think

Write
Walk
Exercise
Eat
Eat well
Vitamins
Travel
Alone
Be alone
Distance from people
Avoid calmly
Politely
Scholar
Expert
Consultant
Free loader
Get excited
Decide to have a good time
A great time for a month...
Enjoy,
Rainy days in rainy forests

INTELLECTS INTERNAL ACTIVITIES OF A RAMBLER

I am a child
I think like a child
I write like a child
I draw like a child
I scribble like a child
I ramble like a child
I am a child rambler

AUTOMATIC

Automatic writing
Automatic texts
Rebirth of love, lies, truth, falsehood, beauty, desperation...

IDEAL

Pursuit of the ideal might be a total waste of time and perhaps
its even for the idealist
 but when people with material appetites
 completely disregard other people' time
 vs their moneys, that is quiet disrespectful.
Time has no price on it and has no color 
but the money has a number and a color, green!
People remember that color and number
 more than other people's priceless time.

MOVEMENT

Haven't been moving and haven't been free.
Sad observation
Move and enjoy your total freedom
Take all nuisance off your list,
 the most important thing for you to do.

LIBERATION

Always encourage the search for 
a much greater liberation of the mind...
This search is what "Surrealism really is."

SURREALISM

"This movement, this Spiritual flow." 
"Experience the power and sway of poetry."

MEETING

Why should i have a meeting with any one at my work hour?
The meeting with the so called, 'Friends" ?
 Won't it interfere with my work?
Isn't that what they say about themselves?
Screw it'
Screw them all.
SILENCES OF AN UNKNOWN POET

My list of loved ones is getting shorter
and shorter...
You are not on my list any longer.

You are not on my list of love any longer
Love had a sweet name
You turned it into bitterness...
My mouth is so bitter with your taste
My list is without your bitter taste now.

My list is getting shorter and shorter...
The list also lost the entire taste...

My conversation with myself
The laments of a soul in permanent exile...
Thoughts in exile...
Scribbling and exile...
Exile, exile, exile...

Illuminations, fragments, observations, solitary thoughts
thoughts, thoughts, thoughts, thoughts...

SUICIDE
GRANT
WHO?
THE WHOLE THING
ENEMIES
YOU
LOVERS
WHEELCHAIRS
REMAINS
DEAR RELATIONS

DEAR RELATIONS
ANOTHER HAPPY DAY

TENDENCY

Tendency towards disorientation
Become one...

Don't worry about the O
Think of whatever benefits are there

There is no good or bad in it
You did a lot in return
Material
emotional
energy
Time
TIME
GOD OF ALL THINGS
THE GOD OF GIFTS
THE GOD OF GIVING
THE PRICELESS ITEM
TIME...I HAVE NO QUARREL WITH GOD...

HE

"He who would make his way
in the world must let world believe
that it was made for him." Byron

'I so much abhor all un-necessary pain" Byron

'No man was ever written down except by himself" Dr Johnson

'Obstacles are to be stepped over,
Kick them down is the first resolve
and a fiery spirit
What others think or say is a secondary
consideration.
A man's own reflection is it." Byron

'Such is truth! Men dare not look her in the face." Byron

'The best reply to all objections is to write better." Byron
'And if your enemies will not then do you justice, the world will." Byron

"You should not be discouraged. To be opposed is not to be vanquished,
though a timid mind is apt to mistake every scratch for a mortal wound."
Byron

'Knocked me down but I got up again."

'You live near the stove of society where you are
Un avoidably influenced by its heat and its Vapors.."
SO WRONG

Something is so wrong
So so wrong
So sad
So so sad
Such a waste of talent...

THE SOUL

The soul is missing
The poet has gone home.

STEP OUT

Step out and straighten up...

PROFIT

"Writing for today
And for the general market...
Profit, possible, this way."

GIRL FRIENDS

All women girl friends
Oh! how boring...
SUCCESS OF A FAILURE

"But the first opening of that
invisible door in the rock is
of the imagination only." Ruskin

TIRED

Tired of being pathetic
Tired of being powerless
Tired of being depressed
Tired of being hopeless
Tired of being incompetent
Tired of being closed in on everything
Tired of being a believer in the impossibility of things...

NEED A REVERSAL
Become audacious, bold, courageous
Couldn't careless attitude, forward moving,
confident, aggressive bitch...

YESTERDAY

Yesterday was a good day
Compared to the day before yesterday
and two day before yesterday

Yesterday I washed three white cotton dressess

Yesterday
I went for a walk
Wanted to go to the river
Kept missing the ramp
Couldn't get to the river
Walked near the highway
But still...

Yesterday
I went for a walk
Yesterday
I wrote on the blog for an hour
Yesterday
I watched the hearings on CSPAN, the,
Telephone hacking scandal in London...

Yesterday
A witness after witness appeared at the hearing
And lied and lied and made excuses
And
Lied some more

Yesterday
They lied some more...
Made excuses and lied some more...

Yesterday

I fell off to sleep during the lies
uttered shamelessly by the
Metropolitan police chief in London...

Yesterday,

At least I fell off to sleep without struggling to sleep."
I guess, Lies help insomnia.

MY NAME IS,"A GRAND BITCH."

Call me a bitch
My name is, "Bitch"
I am from now
A selfish bitch...
A bitch of all bitches...
A bitch of all seasons
Don't fuck with a bitch fellows...
You will be sorry
Don't mess with a bitch...
Leave the bitch alone...
A bitch is a bitch is a bitch...
From now on no niceness from a bitch
A ferocious bitch
A bitch and her bitchy behavior
Can't help but being a bitch
Who cares for good people?
Not bitches
Thats for sure...
A memoir of a bitch
You are not a bitch
Oh! no, you are not a bitch
I am...
I love it
I love being a bitch...
You have been a bitch for so long
I always envied you
Now I am like you
Not exactly though
I need practice
I need experience to be a bitch like you
You were the best bitch I have ever seen
I need to be a bitch...
You are not a bitch
I am...
Make room for the bitch
You were the best bitch of them all
I was happiest when I was with you.


THEY

They depress me
They bore me
They waste my time
They are neurotic
All of them give nothing to no one

Its just nothing
Its just nothing
Don't agree to accept nothing
Do not agree to accept nothing from no one
From no one
Even Yourself...

"Wondering about and gathering the piece
Maybe left to any of us
All can accomplish"

"Its the open sesame of
a huge, obscure, endless care with inexhaustible
treasure of pure gold scattered in it." Ruskin