WHAT A LONG HEAD ACHE
For a couple of months She had been agitated
Lots of anguish and disturbing anxiety
Of what kind?
Unknown anguish and strange irritation of some kind
Some kind of fear...
Mind is not at rest
Very disturbing
She is un-known
Unknown by some or all?
All.
Where does she live?
I have no idea.
I see her on second ave often
She always ask me about my health
Some time I don't understand her
I feel frightened when I see her
Why?
Is she dangerous?
No, no. I feel emotions of fear
I am myself frightened of something and arwhen I see her, the fear increases
I get a head ache..a long headache
It is nothing to do with her...
The headache starts and then I see her...
Is she a reminder of something?
May be?
Didn't thin think about that
Is she lost?
She look as if she had gone through some kind of pain
What kind of pain?
I don't know, I can't tell...
But pain is there
On her face, a beautiful face nevertheless
She must have been beautiful
No doubt about that
But why do you get a long lasting headache after seeing her
Somehow I don't want to be on the same ave with her
I think I don't like that particular ave
Why do you go there?
It's on my way
Way to work?
No, I don't work
You don't work?
No.
But you said, "Its on my way to work"
You asked me that. No, I didn't say that. particula wayon myr ave is You asked me if that of my work
ave is on the way of my work.
YOu ask me too many questions
As if I am answerable to you.
It's you who causes me a long headache.
All tyou.
I am exhausted.
Exhausted
by you, by running into her, the one i don't know anything about and then you start
So very tiring
All of you
The same ave, the same person, the same questions
What kind of city is this?I am
No one sits down, have a warm coup of tea and have some substantial conversation, all the
meaningless questions and answers happen on the homeless filled avenues...
What an amazing source of unpleasant encounters and what a long headache afterwards.
Always the same, always the same.
What a big long headache this journey of different avenues, and of unknown intrusive strangers.
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