"SO WHAT HAPPENED?"

 "SO WHAT HAPPENED?"

I have no idea

Not the slightest idea, I tell you.

But I don't like it.

Something has changed 

And I don't like the change.

I am now deliberately isolating myself from everyone.

"Who is everyone?"

"I don't know."

"Was everyone there for you before?"

"No, not at all."

"So?"

"But I was there. I was there for everyone.

And now I am not."

"Perhaps that is good for you."

"It's a bit scary."

'Wasn't it scary before?"

"Before I was available for everyone and now I am not.

That's scary."

"Strange!"

"Yes, stange. Isn't it?"

"You should be thrilled that you are not available for everyone."

'But I am not available for any one because there is hardly any one around."

'Seems like your life has been so pathetic."

'Yes, for sure. You see everyone seemed more important to me than myself.

Thats pathetic. Actually sad, so very sad indeed."

"OPEN MIKE...AND TOO LONG A POEM, A POEM OF GRIEF."

" OPEN MIKE...AND TOO LONG A POEM, A POEM OF GRIEF"

TO BE WRITTEN ANOTHER TIME.

DON'T HAVE THE STRENGTH

THE POEM IS TOO LONG AND

 IT WILL LAST FOR A VERY LONG TIME.

OPEN MIKE DOESN'T DESERVE THIS POEM OF SORROW...

"YOU HAVE TWO MINUTES." THEY SAY

"TWO MINUTES TO RECITE YOUR POEM."

"IT'S OPEN MIKE"

"TWO MINUTES."

YOU MUST BE KIDDING ME.

YOU ARE INSULTING MY GRIEF

YOU ARE INSULTING MY SADNESS

YOU ARE INSULTING MY LOSS...

'THEY ARE ALL EATING"

 "THEY ARE ALL EATING"

They are all eating and the world is burning.

Who gives a shit if the world burns...

Eat...eat...eat.

"I thought people could hear me thinking."

'Go to Toronto, see people eat.

All kinds of food in Toronto...

Come back nourished and healthy

Let it happen

Let the world burn

You can't extinguish the fire

You are not a fire brigade...

No guilt.

Your function is to eat...

So you can think

And if you can think

You can change

And if you can change

You can change the world

But first you have to eat...

ANALYZING PLAYS AND THEATER BY ANONYMOUS EXPERTS

 ANALYZING PLAYS AND THEATER BY ANNONYMOUS EXPERTS.

"The question he has raised about the meaning of his life." 

"I had to go where the character led me."

"You don't have to tell the truth in a play. It's not a biography."

'In playwriting, you can imagine things and create them yourself. It is liberating."

"I had lines in my head blocking in my body, i wasn't sure about the balance between the play's

intellectual and emotional idea."  D Thompson ?

"The force he faced and his triumphs over hardship."  L Armstrong

"Integrity

Virtuosity

Generosity

Kindness

Love

His ability to entertain and spread joy."  ?

Oscar Wilde once said, "No real artist ever tries to prove anything that means- if you

tell the truth, it will prove anything."

'You are going to or infact you have destroyed your entire life because of M-G, A-S, A+A.

five f**king people?

Life is too precious than M.G who is dead already, this ghushti, A.S and these two arrogant bitches A+A?

Forget them and live happily the rest of your days and go to see theater, thats all. Theater is all. Learning

about it, seeing it, just listen to other people's stories, other people's f**k ups...

They are all meaningless dots and others are MF." ???

"HAVE HAPPY DESPAIR INSTEAD OF HAVING MISERABLE DESPAIR."ENJOY YOUR LIFE

 BESIDE ALL THAT SHIT."

LIVE IN THE THEATER. DO PLAYS IN YOUR DREAMS".  BS 

"DO PLAYS IN YOUR SLEEP."  BS

Do anti male play. people will come in droves for sure. " BS

"I love the world and its violence."  ?

'I love the violence in the world." ?

" How wonderful the world and it's violence."

'Violence and the world."

"Happy despair about the world and its violence.

Choose one of the above as a title for a new play.

SOME ONE ELSE SAID IT. (Sayings of others)

 SOME ONE ELSE SAID IT

"Privilage of the white survitude of the black." ?

"Regret and thought of parallel life in which he could have been a great man." ?"

'Consumed by?"

"No cure is possible without self knowledge."

"Mysticism or madness?"

"There is no shame in it. it's an illness. It's not fall from grace." ?

"And failure has different definitions. Failure is never doing anything." ?

"There are stories that save us and the stories that trap us."?

"You must concentrate yourself wholly to each day, as though a fire were raging in your hair." ? 

(most Important)

"Make money........Spirtual shabbiness of salad days."

"It makes it possible for an outsid consciousness (reader) to follow, understand and interpret

the minds of the characters, reader returns to a focal point." ?

"The isolation of individual human spirit

 and contrast between the disorder and fragmentary experience

of living and the ideal truth

 or beauty to which the human mind aspires." ?

"Symbolic values can not be defined when one finds them.

 It's only by intention, by sensing." ? V .W

"Symbolic design and symbolic vision 

can be found in most in Virgina Wolf's books. " ?

"Trivial subject gains inexpress significance-just as the trivial

 in consciousness gains meaning when? "

(Incomplete sentence.)'Characters advance in age from childhood to middle age."?

"The introductory descriptions are symbolc." ?

DAY BEGINS

 DAY BEGINS

QUEEN IS DEAD. Sept, 9 2022

Rest is all nothing

Throw it out.

Shoes? Don't fit...throw them out

Books?  Don't read... Throw them out

Clothes? don't fit...Throw them out

Art material? put it all in one place, one bag, one suitcase, one place

Scripts? put them in one trunk and then forget about them

Buy another trunk like the pink one

Then buy another trunk, the blue one

Then buy one more trunk, the pink one...

Fill them with junk

IMPORTANT JUNK...

AND THEN FORGET ABOUT IT

"I SAID, "THEN FORGET ABOUT IT.

 LOCK ALL THE TRUNKS AND FORGET ABOUT IT."

TAKE FERRIES TO DIFFERENT AREAS

NO STARCH....

'JUST A BODY, USE IT."

 "JUST A BODY, USE IT. FILL THE CHAIR."

Pent up anger

Defensive

Not trusting

Want things to go his/her way

Inexperienced

Insecure.

No knowledge about the process

Can be argumentative

Controlled wish to control with his/her opinions

Theater protocal lacking

Theater experience nil

Outrageous is the news

 and outrageous makes the news

A carnival barker

He/she had her by the throat

Should use them for your own end with a smile, yes, easy to say.

Don't resist the process

There is no democracy in the theater.

Some people have a double role

Some are your boses

Don't argue, it's not a competion.

Politely and sometime not so politiely thrusting his/her opinions onto you

Can't learn from a teacher by controlling teacher's process

Not flexible, just ambitious.

To learn, one has to be humble

Some one told me once, 

" I have had the horrendous experiences with some of them...

'I have met some horrible people in my life."

No gratitude, no respect

Mention age,  yes , they do...age, 

 the democratic people mention age slyly, 

 politely as if no one knows

 that they are un-sophisticated  A.H

Low class/lowest of the low

Atmosphere of despair created by some of those A.H

No one rewards generosity and respect for kind deeds. 

 Most of them mock it.

Prevailing darkness

No joy or hope or love...

"JUST A BODY, USE IT...

FILL THE CHAIR

IT'S ABOUT FILLING CHAIRS.