BINA SHARIF'S NOTEBOOKS CONTINUES
"DREAMS OF A PLAYWRIGHT
A
PLAY
BY
BINA SHARIF
3RD AND THE LAST PART OF DREAM TRILOGY PLAYS.
THE FIRST ONE WAS:
1 :PARANOIA OF A DREAM: PRODUCED BY TNC, NYC 2016
2: "DREAM WITHIN A DREAM" PRODUCED BY TNC, NYC 2018
3: "DREAMS OF A PLAYWRIGHT" TO BE PRODUCED BY TNC, NYC IN DECEMBER 2019
EXERCISES AND EXPERIMENTS TO ERITE THE CURRENT PLAY,
"DREAMS OF A PLAYWRIGHT"
"YOU HAVE BEEN TAKING INTEREST IN THE MOST INSIGNIFICANT OF THINGS." ?
"LONGING TO SEE NO MORE PICTURES OF THE HUMAN FORM TOILING IN PARIS
BETWEEN FOUR WALLS OR ROAMING THE STREETS IN SEARCH OF MONEY-HAS
TAKEN AN INCREASING TOLL ON HIM." Husysmans
"ONCE HE CUT HIMSELF OFF FROM CONTEMPORARY LIFE, HE HAD RESOLVED TO
ALLOW NOTHING TO ENTER HIS HERMITAGE WHICH MIGHT BREED REPUGNANCE
OR REGRET." Husymans from his novel, AGAINST NATURE.
"DIVORCED FROM MODERN TIMES AND MODERN SOCIETY." Husymans
"LASCIVIOUS DNCE, CRY OF LUST AND LECHERY." Husymans
"GUSTAVE MOREAU, THE ARTIS OF, "THE PICTURE OF SALOME."
"SHAKE UP YOUR NERVOUS SYSTEM BY MEANS OF ERUDITE FANCIES." Husymans
"BASILICA BUILT IN BOTH MOSLEM AND THE BYZANTINE STYLE." Husymans
"ALL KINDS OF FAME ARE EPHERAL, ESPECIALLY ACTORS." Camus
"INDIFFERENCE IS PROFOUND VIOBILITY." Camus
"NOTHING INTERESTS A MAN THAN HIMSELF." Camus
"WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?
HOW COME YOU ARE NOT INTERESTED IN YOURSELF?" BS
"MODERN SUCCESS IS ABOUT TAKING, NOT GIVING. " BS
PROLOGUE: DREAMS OF A PLAYWRIGHT
NO ONE IS FREE.
NO ONE IS 100% FREE.
O MAN, NO WOMAN IS TOTALL FREE
THEY ARE ALONE BUT NOT FREE."
NO ONE IS GOING ANYWHERE...
THEY ARE ALL GOING HOME TO DO THE SAME MUNDANE CHORES.
"OH! JUST FORGET IT...THEY JUST PROMOTE THEIR GROUP."
"SO OK, THEY BECOME RICH AND FAMOUS AND THEN WHAT?"
THE FACE OF DEATH
"THEN WHAT?"
THAT'S THYOU ARE NOT GOING TO DIE?E ONLY SOLID QUESTION."
THE BEST WAY TO BE IS NOT TO TALK MUCH AT ALL, NOT TO TALK
ABOUT SUCCESS, A STALE SUBJECT. NOT TO TALK ABOUT FAILURE EITHER...
EVERYONE HAS FAILED IN THE FACE OF DEATH....OH! YOU ARE NOT GOING TO DIE?
HOW WONDERFUL. I FORGOT, PARDON ME...I FORGOT FOR A WHILE HOW
INCREDIBLY SUCCESSFUL GOOD FOR YOU. YOU ARE...YOU SEEM REALLY STABLE
COMPARED TO THE OTHER ONE. GOOD FOR YOU. DEATH WON'T DARE APPROACH
YOU.
HE WILL WRITE A BOOKTO BE NOTHING."
HE WILL GIVE READINGS
HE WILL DELIVER SPEECHES
HE WILL BE INVITED BY THE ACADEMY
HE WILL MAKE MILLIONS
HE WILL HAVE FAME AND FORTUNE
AND THEN WAHT?
AND THEN WHAT?
"ALL HUMAN BEINGS TRAVEL THE DEAD--END---PATH." Camus
"IN THE MODERN WORLD, I APPLIED MYSELF WHOLE HEARTEDLY TO BE NOTHING." Camus
"NARROWER THE LIMIT YOU TO SUBMIT TO."S ALLOTTED HIM, THE MORE
NECESSARY HIS TALENT." Camus
'CAN'T GIVE UP.
CAN'T BE BEATEN DOWN BY THE OTHER...THE OTHER OTHER...
"A WRITER HAS SOME HOPE EVEN WHEN HE IS NOT APPRECIATED." Camus
"NOT FEWER THAN FOUR MADMEN.
ONE BY TRADE
ANOTHER BY INTENTION
AND THE LAST TWO BY SUFFERING." Camus
"IMMOBILITY ITSELF BECOMES SPECTACULAR." BS
"I NEED TO BE SILENT FOR A WHILE.
(Silence during the play)
"SILENCES MUST MAKE THEMSELVES HEARD." Camus
(Silence during the play)
"THAT ABSURD CONTRADICTION OF THE INDIVIDUAL WHO WANTS TO ACHIEVE
EVERYTHING AND LIVE EVERYTHING, THAT USELESS ATTEMPT, THAT INEFFECTUAL
PERSISTENCE." Camus
"CLASH OF CIVILIZATION HAS SOMETHING AGONIZING ABOUT IT...
I HAVE MADE THAT ANGUISH MINE." Camus
Silence
MY WRITING TEACHER TOLD ME TO READ CAMUS BESIDE MANY OTHER WRITERS
BUT FOR SURE CAMUS BECAUSE HE WILL HELP YOU TO LEARN, "NOT TO PERSIST TO
GET WHAT IS IN OTHER PEOPLE'S CONTROL..OTHER PEOPLE WHO WILL NEVER GIVE
IT TO YOU FOR WHATEVER REASON...PERSIST TO GET AND ACHIEVE WHAT'S IN
YOUR OWN CONTROL." Camus
Silence
CAN'T SUBMIT TO WHAT THE OTHER WANTS OF YOU...ANY OTHER...ALL OTHERS.
Silence
NO ONE WANTS YOU TO WRITE ANOTHER PLAY
BUT YOU MUST IGNORE ALL OTHERS...
AND WRITE YOUR PLAY
YOU ARE A PLAYWRIGHT
RIGHT?
RIGHT...
THEN WRITE THE PLAY...
I AM WRITING...
NO, YOU ARE ONLY TALKING ABOUT CAMUS...
THAT'S THE INSPIRATION...MY WRITING TEACHER TOLD ME TO READ HIM
BUT NOW YOU HAVE TO WRITE
WRITE WAHT?
YOUR PLAY
I AM DREAMING ABOUT WRITING ONE
YOUR DREAM IS LASTING TOO LONG
NOT LONG AT ALL...THE PLAY HAS TO BE AT LEAST 75 MINUTES LONG AND IT'S
15 MINUTES INTO THE PLAY...SO FAR..
BUT THERE IS NO PLAY YET...
LEAVE ME ALONE...YOU ARE ALWAYS BOTHERING ME...
THE TITLE OF THE PLAY IS, "DREAMS OF A PLAYWRIGHT."
AND DREAMS ARE JUST DREAMS...IF NOTHING COMES OUT OF IT
I CAN ALWAYS SAY, "IT WAS JUST A DREAM."
AUDIENCE WON'T LIKE THAT...
THERE IS HARDLY ANY AUDIENCE AT MY PLAYS, HAT USED TO BE MYTHATS A PLUS, I DON'T HAVE
BTBT
TO WORRY ABOUT THE AUDIENCE ANY MORE...
PLAYS
YOU SEE IN THE OLDER DAYS I ALWAYS THOUGHT OF THE AUDIENCE...
EVERY TIME I WENT OUT TO SEE A PLAY WRITTEN BY LGBT PEOPLE I WAS ALWHE PLAYSAYS SO IMPRESSED BECAUSE THEY HAD FULL HOUSES, FULL, FULL HOUSES, THEIR FANS CAME TO SEE THEIR PLAYS AGAIN AND AGAIN AND I ALWAYS WANTED A FULL HOUSE...THAT WAS MY DREAM THEN BUT NO ONLY THREE OR FOUR PEOPLE AT THE MOST FROM LGBT GROUP CAME TO SEE MY PLAYS AND I BECAME SO DEPRESSED THAT I STOPPED WRITING THE PLAYS AND THEN MY WRITING TEACHER,
(BY THE WAY, I NEVER TOOK WRITING CLASSES BUT IN MY DESPERATION I IMAGINED A TEACHER AND SOUGHT HER ADVICE HOW TO GET A FULL HOUSE LIKE THE LGBT PLAYWRIGHTS AND SHE SAID, " FORGET ABOUT THEM. THEY ARE NOT COMING TO FILL YOUR HOUSE, YOU ARE NOT GAY...YOU HAVE TO BE GAY AND YOUR SUBJECT MATTER HAS TO BE GAY AS WELL FOR YOU TO FILL YOUR HOUSE...JUST FORGET ABOUT THE AUDIENCE OF ANY KIND AND WRITE YOUR PLAYS AND PERFORM THEM IN THE INTIMACY OF SILENCE...AND WHO WILL INSPIRE YOU ABOUT THAT WILL BE CAMUS....
AND I SAID, "OH! CAMUS, ALBERT CAMUS WHO WROTE THE BOOK, THE "STRANGER" AND SHE SAID, "YES, EXACTLY...AND I SAID, " I LOVE THAT BOOK, THE STRANGER
BECAUSE I HAVE ALWAYS FELT LIKE A STRANGER AFTER LIVING HERE FOR 38 SOME YEARS...AND SHE SAID, THATS YOUR TEACHER FROM NOW ON AND I BET YOU AFTER READING HIM YOU WILL HAVE A PLAY WRITTEN FOR SURE, AUDIENCE OR NO AUDIENCE...AND SINCE THEN I HAVE WRITTEN EVERYTHING HE EVER WROTE
AND HE IS SO IMMENSE THAT EVERY TIME I SIT DOWN TO WRITE MY PLAY AFTER READING HIM I FEEL, HOW DARE I MATCH MY WORDS WITH HIS...AND MY TEACHER
SAID, THATS EXACTLY WHAT HE IS TEACHING YOU, NEVER TO MATCH YOUR WORDS OR YOUR LIFE OR YOUR PASSIONS OR YOUR CREATIVITY TO ANY ONE BUT WHATEVER COMES OACTORY...UT OF YOU AFTER YOU HAVE BEEN INSPIRED BY THEM IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL, THE MOST CHERISHED, THE MOST HUMBLE AND YOUR OWN...THAT IS THE ONLY ACHIEVEMENT...FORGET ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE...
YOU KNOW SOMETHING..I HAVE BEEN NOTICING ABOUT YOU FOR A WHILE...
YOU ATTACH TOO MUCH IMPORTANCE TO OTHER PEOPLE...WHO ARE THESE OTHER
PEOPLE? WHAT HAPPENED IN YOUR CHILDHOOD? WAS YOUR PARENT'S COURTYARD ALWAYS FULL OF OTHER PEOPLE?
AS A MATTER OF FACT YES. THERE WERE ALWAYS MANY, MANY PEOPLE DOING MANY THINGS...OUR COURT YARD WAS FULL OF PEOPLE...SERVANTS, BEGGARS, POOR PEOPLE, SPICES, FRUITS, VEGETABLES, NUTS, COOKING, SUNSHINE, COOKING,
LAUGHTERS...I ALWAYS LOVED PEOPLE IN THE COURTYARD AND ALL THAT ACTIVITY AND NOW MY LIFE DEPENDS ON THE MERCY OF LGBTQ COMMUNITY...
IF YOU MENTION THE LGBTQ ONE MORE TIME, I WILL SLAP YOU...STOP IT...F CAMUS
THINK OF CAMUS, HUSYMANS, BOUDELAIRE, FLAUBERT, BALZAC, DUMAS,EDGAR ALLEN POE...YES, THINK OF EDGAR ALLEN POE...YOU KNOW HOW HARD HIS LIFE WAS?
HE STILL WROTE, HATHEY ARE AND SHOULD BE YOUR ONLYD NOT A DOLLAR IN HIS POCKET AND NO AUDIENEC AND HE WAS IN HIS OWN COUNTRY...AT LEAST YOU HAVE THE SATISFACTION OF BEING A
STRANGER HERE...HE WAS BRN HERE, DAMN IT...JUST THINK OF TE DEAD WRITERS...
THEY ARE AND THEY SHOULD BE YOUR ONLY INSPIRATION, YOUR ONLY AUDIENCE...
NOW WRITE YOUR DREAM PLAY...
IST MONOLOGUE OF THE DREAM PLAY
LIFE IS NOT JUST AN ISOLATED EVENT.
IT HAS ITS ELEMENTS,
ITS BODY PARTS,
ITS VICTORIES AND DEFEATS
AILMENTS,
HEALTH,
SICKNESS
THE NEXT MOMENT ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN
ACHIEVEMENTS
HEARTACHES
UN-PREDICTABLE EVENTS
DEATH...
NOW LETS SEE IF WE CAN DREAM OF WRITING THE DREAM PLAY?
'CAN'T SUBMIT TO WHAT THEY WANT
MANY OTHERS...
PLAYWRIGHT."
Friday, September 6, 2019
BINA SHARIF'S NOTE BOOKS CONTINUE
BINA SHARIF'S NOTEBOOKS CONTINUE
NOTE BOOK NO 5
DREAMS OF A PLAYWRIGHT
A
NEW PLAY
BY
BINA SHARIF
LAST PART OF A DREAM TRILOGY PLAYS
copyright:binasharif 2015----2019
TO BE INCLUDED:
1: FUN PLAY
2" SYBIL'S DESPAIR
3: PREDICTION
4: LEAK: THE REAL LEAK'S COLOR IS RED
5: INVOICE
6: RESPONSE
7: THE SALE
8::DECLUTTER
9: 1-800 JUNK
10: CLUTTER STORAGE: $7 PER MONTH
11: GOOD RIDENS
12: TRAVEL: PORTUGAL, IRELAND, SPAIN, TURKEY, MOROCCO , CHINA
13: READINGS: CAFE'S, BOOK STORES, GALLERIES, TEA PARTIES, GARDENS, SALONS
NO MATER WHERE YOU GO FIND A PLACE TO READ AN EXCERPT FROM BINA
SHARIF'S WRITING...
PROMISE?
YES.
PROMISE.................
NOTE BOOK NO 5
DREAMS OF A PLAYWRIGHT
A
NEW PLAY
BY
BINA SHARIF
LAST PART OF A DREAM TRILOGY PLAYS
copyright:binasharif 2015----2019
TO BE INCLUDED:
1: FUN PLAY
2" SYBIL'S DESPAIR
3: PREDICTION
4: LEAK: THE REAL LEAK'S COLOR IS RED
5: INVOICE
6: RESPONSE
7: THE SALE
8::DECLUTTER
9: 1-800 JUNK
10: CLUTTER STORAGE: $7 PER MONTH
11: GOOD RIDENS
12: TRAVEL: PORTUGAL, IRELAND, SPAIN, TURKEY, MOROCCO , CHINA
13: READINGS: CAFE'S, BOOK STORES, GALLERIES, TEA PARTIES, GARDENS, SALONS
NO MATER WHERE YOU GO FIND A PLACE TO READ AN EXCERPT FROM BINA
SHARIF'S WRITING...
PROMISE?
YES.
PROMISE.................
Thursday, September 5, 2019
SYBIL CONTINUES
SYBIL:
THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME
THIS MORNING WHEN I WOKE UP, I REALIZED
THAT I WAS GOING THROUGH SOME KIND OF DESPAIR
ACTUALLY IT HAPPENS EVERY MORNING
THE DESPAIR, I MEAN
CONTINUES
EVERY MORNING WHEN I WAKE UP...
NOEL:
YES, I SAW IT. I SAW YOUR DESPAIR
SYBIL:
YOU SAW MY DESPAIR?
NOEL:
YES EXACTLY. I SAW IT IN YOUR HUGE BAG, YOUR HUGE PURSE YOU CALL IT.
FIRST OF ALL ITS NOT A PURSE. ITS A BAG, A HUGE BAG AND ITS FULL OF YOUR
DESPAIR. YOUR SO CALLED PURSE IS YOUR DESPAIR. I SAW YOU WERE CARRYING
IT AND I KNOW YOU WERE IN A BAD MOOD BECAUSE OF THE BAGGAGE YOU WERE
CARRYING AND YOU WERE GOING TO TAKE IT OUT ON ME EVENTUALLY...
SYBIL:
EVENTUALLY?
NOEL:
YES, EVENTUALLY
SYBIL;
NO, NOT EVENTUALLY NOEL, I AM GOING TO TAKE CARE OF IT RIGHT NOW...
RIGHT NOW MY DEAR, RIGHT NOW. I AM GOING TO TAKE CARE OF MY DESPAIR
RIGHT NOW ...EVERYTHING WHIH IS PART OF MY DESPAIR IS GOING TO BE TAKEN
CARE OF RIGHT NOW.
LIKE THAT FUCKING TEACHER WHO KICKED ME OUT OF HER CLASS ROOM
I AM GOING TO FUCKING KICK YOU OUT OF MY LIFE, SO WHY DON'T YOU GO FUCK
YOURSELF...
NOEL:
I AM LEAVING AND THIS TIME I AM LEAVING FOR GOOD
(Noel leaves)
SYBIL:
OH! FUCK...
(SHE GOES TOWARDS THE DOOR, TRIP AND FALL. ALL HER STUFF FROM THE HUGE BAG SCATTERS ON THE FLOOR...LOTS OF PAPERS...PLAIN PAPERS, PAPERS FULL OF WRITING , ALL SCATTERED ALL OVER...SHE IS NOW FULL OF DESPAIR AND STARTS TO SHOUT AT THE WRITTEN PAGES...)
SYBIL:
(SCREAMS ST HER WRITTEN PAGEES)
FUCK YOU TOO...FUCK YOU...FUCK YOU TOO...FUCK YOU...
(Starts to sob uncontrollably)
END OF PLAY
THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME
THIS MORNING WHEN I WOKE UP, I REALIZED
THAT I WAS GOING THROUGH SOME KIND OF DESPAIR
ACTUALLY IT HAPPENS EVERY MORNING
THE DESPAIR, I MEAN
CONTINUES
EVERY MORNING WHEN I WAKE UP...
NOEL:
YES, I SAW IT. I SAW YOUR DESPAIR
SYBIL:
YOU SAW MY DESPAIR?
NOEL:
YES EXACTLY. I SAW IT IN YOUR HUGE BAG, YOUR HUGE PURSE YOU CALL IT.
FIRST OF ALL ITS NOT A PURSE. ITS A BAG, A HUGE BAG AND ITS FULL OF YOUR
DESPAIR. YOUR SO CALLED PURSE IS YOUR DESPAIR. I SAW YOU WERE CARRYING
IT AND I KNOW YOU WERE IN A BAD MOOD BECAUSE OF THE BAGGAGE YOU WERE
CARRYING AND YOU WERE GOING TO TAKE IT OUT ON ME EVENTUALLY...
SYBIL:
EVENTUALLY?
NOEL:
YES, EVENTUALLY
SYBIL;
NO, NOT EVENTUALLY NOEL, I AM GOING TO TAKE CARE OF IT RIGHT NOW...
RIGHT NOW MY DEAR, RIGHT NOW. I AM GOING TO TAKE CARE OF MY DESPAIR
RIGHT NOW ...EVERYTHING WHIH IS PART OF MY DESPAIR IS GOING TO BE TAKEN
CARE OF RIGHT NOW.
LIKE THAT FUCKING TEACHER WHO KICKED ME OUT OF HER CLASS ROOM
I AM GOING TO FUCKING KICK YOU OUT OF MY LIFE, SO WHY DON'T YOU GO FUCK
YOURSELF...
NOEL:
I AM LEAVING AND THIS TIME I AM LEAVING FOR GOOD
(Noel leaves)
SYBIL:
OH! FUCK...
(SHE GOES TOWARDS THE DOOR, TRIP AND FALL. ALL HER STUFF FROM THE HUGE BAG SCATTERS ON THE FLOOR...LOTS OF PAPERS...PLAIN PAPERS, PAPERS FULL OF WRITING , ALL SCATTERED ALL OVER...SHE IS NOW FULL OF DESPAIR AND STARTS TO SHOUT AT THE WRITTEN PAGES...)
SYBIL:
(SCREAMS ST HER WRITTEN PAGEES)
FUCK YOU TOO...FUCK YOU...FUCK YOU TOO...FUCK YOU...
(Starts to sob uncontrollably)
END OF PLAY
WRITE A PLAY
WRITE A PLAY
PLAYWRITING IS ABOUT TWO CHARACTERS
WHATEVER YOU SEE-WHATEVER YOU HEAR WRITE ABOUT IT
YOU DON'T HAVE TO SUFER TO WRITE. IT'S A JOYFUL THING
WRITING IS PUTTING OUT OF YOUR BODY
ACTING IS PUTTING IT IN YOUR BODY
SOMETHING HUMAN ALWAYS GET A LAUGH
"SYBILS DESPAIR"
A SHORT PLAY
BY
BINA SHARIF
copyright:binasharif 2019
DYBIL IS GOING THROUGH LOTS OF DESPAIR ABOUT LOTS OF THINGS
HER EMOTIONS
HER WORK
HER HEALTH
HER WORK
HER DISSATISFACTION OVER LOTS OF THINGS...
SYBIL: A WRITER
I AM NOT A GROUP PERSON
THE GROUPS FOR ME IS TO SOCIALIZE
WRITING IS NOT SOCIALIZING
WRITING IS A SOLITARY EXPERIENCE
WRITING IS WORK
AND FOR THAT I HAVE TO BE ALONE...
I CAN'T WRITE WHEN SOME ONE TELLS ME, "OK, NOW BEGIN WRITING."
I FEEL FORCED
AND WHEN I FEEL FORCED
I CAN'T COME OUT WITH ANY KIND OF IMPULSE
ESPECIALLY A CREATIVE IMPULE
AND FOR ME ONLY THAT IMPULSE CARRIES ME THROUGH
WHEN I HAVE TO WRITE IN A WRITING WORKSHOP
I FEEL MY WRITING IS SUPERFICIAL
JUST WORDS ON THE PAPER WITHOUT MEANING, WITHOUT DEPTH
JUST WORDS TO FILL THE PAGE
TO PLEASE THE TEACHER....
IT'S NOT TE REAL EMOTION WHICH SUSTAINS ME...
AND IF I FIND MY OWN WRITING SHALLOW-EVERYONE ELSE SHALL FIND IT SO AS WELL
I NEED REAL PRIVACY TO WRITE
THAT'S WHY I AM NOT GOOD IN A CLASS ROOM
I HAVE NEVER TAKEN A WRITING CLASS
(TO THE TEACHER)
DO NOT TAKE IT PERSONALLY
TEACHER:
AND WHY NOT?
SYBIL:
ITS NOT ABOUT YOU, ITS ABOUT ME
TEACHER: (offended)
OF COURSE ITS ABOUT ME
SYBIL
NO, NO. ITS NOT ABOUT YOU
TEACHER:
YOU ARRE IMPLYING THAT I AM NO GOOD AS A TEACHER
SYBIL:
NO. I AM CLEARLY IMPLYING THAT I AM NO GOOD IN A CLASS ROOM. IN ANY CLAS ROOM, NOT ONLY YOUR CLASS ROOM...
TEACHER;
YOU ARE DISMISSED
SYBIL:
DISMISSED?
TEACHER:
YES, YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE IN MY CLASS
SYBIL:
ITS NOT YOUR CLASS ONLY...I WAS TALKING ABOUT ANY CLASS..I CAN'T WRITE
IN A CLASS ROOM...
TEACHER:
GET OUT...
SYBIL:
PLAYWRITING IS ABOUT TWO CHARACTERS
WHATEVER YOU SEE-WHATEVER YOU HEAR WRITE ABOUT IT
YOU DON'T HAVE TO SUFER TO WRITE. IT'S A JOYFUL THING
WRITING IS PUTTING OUT OF YOUR BODY
ACTING IS PUTTING IT IN YOUR BODY
SOMETHING HUMAN ALWAYS GET A LAUGH
"SYBILS DESPAIR"
A SHORT PLAY
BY
BINA SHARIF
copyright:binasharif 2019
DYBIL IS GOING THROUGH LOTS OF DESPAIR ABOUT LOTS OF THINGS
HER EMOTIONS
HER WORK
HER HEALTH
HER WORK
HER DISSATISFACTION OVER LOTS OF THINGS...
SYBIL: A WRITER
I AM NOT A GROUP PERSON
THE GROUPS FOR ME IS TO SOCIALIZE
WRITING IS NOT SOCIALIZING
WRITING IS A SOLITARY EXPERIENCE
WRITING IS WORK
AND FOR THAT I HAVE TO BE ALONE...
I CAN'T WRITE WHEN SOME ONE TELLS ME, "OK, NOW BEGIN WRITING."
I FEEL FORCED
AND WHEN I FEEL FORCED
I CAN'T COME OUT WITH ANY KIND OF IMPULSE
ESPECIALLY A CREATIVE IMPULE
AND FOR ME ONLY THAT IMPULSE CARRIES ME THROUGH
WHEN I HAVE TO WRITE IN A WRITING WORKSHOP
I FEEL MY WRITING IS SUPERFICIAL
JUST WORDS ON THE PAPER WITHOUT MEANING, WITHOUT DEPTH
JUST WORDS TO FILL THE PAGE
TO PLEASE THE TEACHER....
IT'S NOT TE REAL EMOTION WHICH SUSTAINS ME...
AND IF I FIND MY OWN WRITING SHALLOW-EVERYONE ELSE SHALL FIND IT SO AS WELL
I NEED REAL PRIVACY TO WRITE
THAT'S WHY I AM NOT GOOD IN A CLASS ROOM
I HAVE NEVER TAKEN A WRITING CLASS
(TO THE TEACHER)
DO NOT TAKE IT PERSONALLY
TEACHER:
AND WHY NOT?
SYBIL:
ITS NOT ABOUT YOU, ITS ABOUT ME
TEACHER: (offended)
OF COURSE ITS ABOUT ME
SYBIL
NO, NO. ITS NOT ABOUT YOU
TEACHER:
YOU ARRE IMPLYING THAT I AM NO GOOD AS A TEACHER
SYBIL:
NO. I AM CLEARLY IMPLYING THAT I AM NO GOOD IN A CLASS ROOM. IN ANY CLAS ROOM, NOT ONLY YOUR CLASS ROOM...
TEACHER;
YOU ARE DISMISSED
SYBIL:
DISMISSED?
TEACHER:
YES, YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE IN MY CLASS
SYBIL:
ITS NOT YOUR CLASS ONLY...I WAS TALKING ABOUT ANY CLASS..I CAN'T WRITE
IN A CLASS ROOM...
TEACHER:
GET OUT...
SYBIL:
SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING
"DEAD"
A
PLAY
BY
BINA SHARIF
copyright:binasharif 2019
THE WEATHER
THE ROADS
THE SUBWAY
THE CROWDS
THE NOISE
THE PEOPLE
THEIR DOGS
MONEY, TALK OF MONEY, OVERHEARING TALK OF MONEY
REAL ESTATE
LEAKS
NEIGHBORS
THEATER
BAD THEATER
BAD, BAD THEATER
PUBLICITY
RACISM
ISLAMOPHOBIA
HATRED OF MUSLIMS ALL OVER
WOMEN STRUGGLING
LAUNDRY
DISHES
COOKING
BUYING
FOOD
COFFEE
MEEYINGS
FRIENDS
WHO HAS FRIENDS?
FAKE NEWS, FAKE FRIENDS
INTERNET
EBAY
AMAZON
BOOK STORES
BAD BOKSTORES
BAD BOOKS
BAD BOOKS SELL
FAVORTISIM
POLOTICS
POLITICIANS
CORRUPTION
CHEATING
CHEATING LAWYERS
CRIME
INTENTIONAL CRIMES
LAWYERS DEFENDING THE CRIMINALS
LAWYERS NEED LOTS OF CRIME SO THEY CAN KEEP MAKING MONEY
LRADERS
CORRUPT LEADERS
PATRIOTISM
FIRST WORLD
THIRD WORLD
SECOND ORLD?
NO SECOND WORLD
JUST THE FIRST WORLD
JUST THE THIRD WORLD
YOU ARE FROM THE FIRST WORLD
OR THE THIRD WORLD
NO OTHER CHOICE
YOU HAVE O CHOICE
ARE YOU POOR?
IF IT'S A YES, THEN YOU HAVE NO POWER
POWERLESS
YES, YOU ARE POWERLESS
ABSOLUTELY POWERLESS
VICTIM
A HATEFUL WORD
EVERY ONE USES IT
EVERY ONE LIKES TO CALL YOU A VICTIM
IT GIVES THEM POWER
LOTS OF POWER
EVERY ONE WANTS POWER
EVERYONE WANTS TO CALL THE OTHER, "A VICTIM."
A HATEFUL WORD, "THE VICTIM"
POWERFUL LOVE THE WORD, "VICTIM"
THEY OFTEN CALL THE POOR, "VICTIMS"
POVERTY
MOST UNFORTUNATE DEFINITION OF UN-FORTUNATE MILLIONS
KEEP THEM POOR
MAKE YOUR SELF RICH AT THEIR EXPENSE
BE RICH
VERY RICH
VERY VERY RICH
LIKE EPSTEIN
COMMIT CRIMES
NEVER GET CHARGED
THEN DISAPPEAR
THAT IS SUCCESS
SUCCESS VERY ESSENTIAL HERE
HERE IN THE FIRST WORLD
NO MATTER HOW YOU GET IT
GET IT.
STEAL
CHEAT
KILL
STEAL
CHEAT
GET RICH
VERY RICH
VERY VERY RICH
LIKE EPSTEIN
GO TO JAIL
WHAT A JOKE
GET OUT OF JAIL FOR SIX DAYS
LET A LIMO COME PICK YOU UP FROM JAIL
FROM YOUR JAIL CELL TO YOUR MANSION
TO HAVE SEX
SEX VERY ESSENTIAL
HOW CAN YOU LIVE WITHOUT SEX?
ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU ARE VERY RICH
VERY VERY RICH
COMMIT CRIMES
INVITE POLITICIANS, DIPLOMATS, SEXY WOMEN, LEADERS OF THE WORLD
OTHER BILLIONS
HAVE BOATS
HAVE YACHTS
HAVE PRIVATE PLANS
MANSIONS
ART
COCAIN
DIAMONDS
GIRLS
SEX
SEX
SEX
SEX
AND CRIME
AND MONEY
BECAUSE OF THE CRIME
HAVE PARTIES
AT YOUR MANSIONS
HAVE CONNECTIONS
"OH! HE IS CONNECTED." "YOU CAN'T TOUCH HIM:
WHEN THE LAW SAYS, "OH! HE IS CONNECTED" "OH! SHE IS CONNECTED" YOU CAN'T TOUCH HIM" "YOU CAN'T TOUCH HER.'
THATS WHEN YOU MADE IT
THATS WHEN YOU HAVE REALLY MADE IT
THATS WHEN YOU ARE A SUCCESS
A REALL SUCCESS
A BIG SUCCESS
OTHERWISE
YOU ARE A VICTIM
A VICTIM
A VICTIM
THREE TIMES YOU RAE A VICTIM
HAVE YOU EVERR HEARD OF SOME ONE SAYING, "OH! I AM GOING TO A FANTASTIC PARTY...THE PART GIVER IS A VICTIM, REALLY POWERFUL VICTIM?
WHEN YOU ARE POOR
YOU ARE A VICTIM
BECAUSE YOU COMPLAIN OF POVERTY
POOR VICTIMS COMPLAIN OF POVERTY ALL THE TIME
WHO WANTS TO LISTEN TO THE COMPLAINTS OF A POOR VICTIM?
A VICTIM STAYS AS A VICTIM
OVERTY STRICKEN VITIM STAYS POOR, POWERLESS, CONTACTLESS VICTIM
ALL HIS/HER LIFE
AND THEN?
AND THEN?
ND THEN?
DIES
DEAD
DEAD
DEAD AS A DOOR NOB ...
DEAD
DEA
DEAD
THE VICTIM IS DEAD
STAYED A VICTIM ALL HIS LIFE
AND NOW/
AND NOW/
AND NOW?
IS DEAD........................
END OF PLAY
A
PLAY
BY
BINA SHARIF
copyright:binasharif 2019
THE WEATHER
THE ROADS
THE SUBWAY
THE CROWDS
THE NOISE
THE PEOPLE
THEIR DOGS
MONEY, TALK OF MONEY, OVERHEARING TALK OF MONEY
REAL ESTATE
LEAKS
NEIGHBORS
THEATER
BAD THEATER
BAD, BAD THEATER
PUBLICITY
RACISM
ISLAMOPHOBIA
HATRED OF MUSLIMS ALL OVER
WOMEN STRUGGLING
LAUNDRY
DISHES
COOKING
BUYING
FOOD
COFFEE
MEEYINGS
FRIENDS
WHO HAS FRIENDS?
FAKE NEWS, FAKE FRIENDS
INTERNET
EBAY
AMAZON
BOOK STORES
BAD BOKSTORES
BAD BOOKS
BAD BOOKS SELL
FAVORTISIM
POLOTICS
POLITICIANS
CORRUPTION
CHEATING
CHEATING LAWYERS
CRIME
INTENTIONAL CRIMES
LAWYERS DEFENDING THE CRIMINALS
LAWYERS NEED LOTS OF CRIME SO THEY CAN KEEP MAKING MONEY
LRADERS
CORRUPT LEADERS
PATRIOTISM
FIRST WORLD
THIRD WORLD
SECOND ORLD?
NO SECOND WORLD
JUST THE FIRST WORLD
JUST THE THIRD WORLD
YOU ARE FROM THE FIRST WORLD
OR THE THIRD WORLD
NO OTHER CHOICE
YOU HAVE O CHOICE
ARE YOU POOR?
IF IT'S A YES, THEN YOU HAVE NO POWER
POWERLESS
YES, YOU ARE POWERLESS
ABSOLUTELY POWERLESS
VICTIM
A HATEFUL WORD
EVERY ONE USES IT
EVERY ONE LIKES TO CALL YOU A VICTIM
IT GIVES THEM POWER
LOTS OF POWER
EVERY ONE WANTS POWER
EVERYONE WANTS TO CALL THE OTHER, "A VICTIM."
A HATEFUL WORD, "THE VICTIM"
POWERFUL LOVE THE WORD, "VICTIM"
THEY OFTEN CALL THE POOR, "VICTIMS"
POVERTY
MOST UNFORTUNATE DEFINITION OF UN-FORTUNATE MILLIONS
KEEP THEM POOR
MAKE YOUR SELF RICH AT THEIR EXPENSE
BE RICH
VERY RICH
VERY VERY RICH
LIKE EPSTEIN
COMMIT CRIMES
NEVER GET CHARGED
THEN DISAPPEAR
THAT IS SUCCESS
SUCCESS VERY ESSENTIAL HERE
HERE IN THE FIRST WORLD
NO MATTER HOW YOU GET IT
GET IT.
STEAL
CHEAT
KILL
STEAL
CHEAT
GET RICH
VERY RICH
VERY VERY RICH
LIKE EPSTEIN
GO TO JAIL
WHAT A JOKE
GET OUT OF JAIL FOR SIX DAYS
LET A LIMO COME PICK YOU UP FROM JAIL
FROM YOUR JAIL CELL TO YOUR MANSION
TO HAVE SEX
SEX VERY ESSENTIAL
HOW CAN YOU LIVE WITHOUT SEX?
ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU ARE VERY RICH
VERY VERY RICH
COMMIT CRIMES
INVITE POLITICIANS, DIPLOMATS, SEXY WOMEN, LEADERS OF THE WORLD
OTHER BILLIONS
HAVE BOATS
HAVE YACHTS
HAVE PRIVATE PLANS
MANSIONS
ART
COCAIN
DIAMONDS
GIRLS
SEX
SEX
SEX
SEX
AND CRIME
AND MONEY
BECAUSE OF THE CRIME
HAVE PARTIES
AT YOUR MANSIONS
HAVE CONNECTIONS
"OH! HE IS CONNECTED." "YOU CAN'T TOUCH HIM:
WHEN THE LAW SAYS, "OH! HE IS CONNECTED" "OH! SHE IS CONNECTED" YOU CAN'T TOUCH HIM" "YOU CAN'T TOUCH HER.'
THATS WHEN YOU MADE IT
THATS WHEN YOU HAVE REALLY MADE IT
THATS WHEN YOU ARE A SUCCESS
A REALL SUCCESS
A BIG SUCCESS
OTHERWISE
YOU ARE A VICTIM
A VICTIM
A VICTIM
THREE TIMES YOU RAE A VICTIM
HAVE YOU EVERR HEARD OF SOME ONE SAYING, "OH! I AM GOING TO A FANTASTIC PARTY...THE PART GIVER IS A VICTIM, REALLY POWERFUL VICTIM?
WHEN YOU ARE POOR
YOU ARE A VICTIM
BECAUSE YOU COMPLAIN OF POVERTY
POOR VICTIMS COMPLAIN OF POVERTY ALL THE TIME
WHO WANTS TO LISTEN TO THE COMPLAINTS OF A POOR VICTIM?
A VICTIM STAYS AS A VICTIM
OVERTY STRICKEN VITIM STAYS POOR, POWERLESS, CONTACTLESS VICTIM
ALL HIS/HER LIFE
AND THEN?
AND THEN?
ND THEN?
DIES
DEAD
DEAD
DEAD AS A DOOR NOB ...
DEAD
DEA
DEAD
THE VICTIM IS DEAD
STAYED A VICTIM ALL HIS LIFE
AND NOW/
AND NOW/
AND NOW?
IS DEAD........................
END OF PLAY
Thursday, August 22, 2019
NOTEBOOKS OF BINA SHARIF CONTINUES. NOTEBOOK 4
NOTEBOOKS OF BINA SHARIF; AUTHOR/PLAYWRIGHT/ACTOR/VISUAL ARTIST/DIRECTOR/EDITOR/PRODUCER/MEDICAL DOCTOR...CONTINUES
NOTE BOOK NO 4
A MOST WONDERFUL WORLD
"I WANT TO ALLY MYSELF WITH TIME." Camus
"I DON'T WANT TO PUT DOWN TO ANY ACCOUNT EITHER NOSTALGIA OR BITTERNESS." Camus
'TOMORROW YOU WILL BE MOBILIZED. FOR YOU AND ME THAT
IS LIBERATION." Camus
I SURE HOPE SO. I HAVE BEEN IMMOBILIZED SINCE AUGUST 1ST AND TODAY IS AUGUST 22ND. I HAVE AN EVIL NEIGHBOR WHO IS BENT ON DESTROYING MY
PEACE OF MIND, MY FINANCE, MY SPIRIT, MY MOBILITY, MY CREATIVITY. MAY GOD RUIN HIM.' To quote Rashida Talib's grandmother...
A MOST WONDERFUL WORLD
I AM NOT KF
I AM NOT PA
I AM NOT AB
I AM NOTSB
I AM NOT PS
I AM NOT TK
I AM NOT LR
I AM NOT BB
I AM NOT CI
I AM NOT CB
I AM NOT EH
I AM NOT CF
I AM NOT AA
I AM NOT SK
I AM NOT
NO, I AM NOT
I AM NOT CK
I AM NOT AK
I AM NOT
NO, I AM NOT
I NEED TO REMEMBER THAT
I AM BS
I AM BS
I AM BS
I AM BINA SHARIF
I NEED TO REMEMBER THAT......................
LIVE ONLY YOUR LIFE
FIGHT ONLY YOUR BATTLE.....BS
ANOTHER VERSION OF CAMUS'S QUOTATIONS
"ALLY YOUR SELF WITH TIME"
DO NOT FORGET THIS ADVICE.....BS
"DO NOT ADD TO YOUR ACCOUNT EITHER NOSTALGIA OR BITTERNESS." Camus
"BE IN AN UNATTACHED STATE" . Camus
"YOU CAN'T REVOLT AGAINST FATE." Camus
" I ESTABLISH MY LUCIDITY AMONGST WHAT NEGATES IT." Camus
" YES, MAN IS HIS OWN END AND HE IS HIS ONLY END." Anonymus
"IT'S ALWAYS OVERCOMING ONESELF." Abonymous
"PEOPLE BEAUTIFY WHAT THEY LOVE." Camus
"THERE IS NO MORE DREADFUL PUNISHMENT THAN FUTILE AND HOPELESS LABOR."
Camus....
'THE WHOLE BEING IS EXERTED TOWARDS ACCOMPLISHING NOTHING." Camus
"ONE ALWAYS FIND ONE'S BURDEN AGAIN." Camus
"THE STRUGGLE ITSELF TOWARDS THE HEIGHTS IS MAN'S HEART." Camus
"LIFE AND ITS DOGGED STRUGGLE AGAINST ONE'S OWN DEGRADATION." Camus
"GIVE AND FORGET OR DO NOT GIVE AT ALL" . Anonymus
"GIVE NOT AT ALL.
SAVE YOURSELF
SAVE YOURSELF THE MISERY, BITTERNESS AND UNHAPPINESS." Anonymus...
"ARTISTS VERY VOCATION IN THE FACE OF OPPRESSION IS TO OPEN THE PRISONS
AND TO GIVE VOICE TO SORROWS AND JOYS OF ALL." Camus
"WE THE ARTISTS MUST SIMULTANEOUSLY SERVE SUFFERING AND BEAUTY.
THE LONG PATIENCE, THE STRENGTH AND THE SECRET CUNNING SUCH SERVICE CALLS FOR ARE THE VIRTUES THAT ESTABLISH THE VERY RENACENCE WE NEED."
Camus
"WITHOUT CULTURE AND THE FREEDOM IT IMPLIES SOCIETY, EVEN WHEN NOT PERFECT IS BUT A JUNGLE. THAT'S WHY ANY AUTHENTIC CREATION IS A GIFT TO THE FUTURE." Camus ?
"I HAVE A LIKING FOR LOST CAUSES." Camus
"A MAN PAYS TRIBUTE TO HIS DIGNITY. A MAN IS DEFEATED IN ADVANCE IN A
CAMPAIGN." Annonymus?
"WE HAVE ART IN ORDER NOT TO DIE OF TRUTH." Nietzsche
"EVERYTHING BEGINS WITH LUCID INDIFFERENCE." Camus
"INTELLECTUAL AILMENT." "GET OUTSIDE OF YOURSELF." Camus
"YOU"
YOU DON'T BEAUTIFY YOURSELF.
YOU MUST NOT LOVE YOURSELF
YOU WANT OTHERS TO LOVE YOU
PRAISE YOU
ADMIRE YOU
BUT THAT HASN'T WORKED
BECAUSE WITHOUT YOU LOVING YOURSELF
NO ONE WILL LOVE YOU." BS
'YOU'
YOU HAVE TO LEARN FROM ALL THOSE WRITERS, THE ONE YOU READ
AND THE ONE'S YOU LOVE.
THE GREAT WRITERS, PHILOSOPHERS,
THEY ARE TELLING YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN
HOW TO SURVIVE IN THIS HORRIBLE WORLD,
OTHERWISE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE HURT,
ANGRY, BITTER, DISAPPOINTED AND UNHAPPY.
SO MUCH UNHAPPINESS IS NOT GOOD FOR YOU.
IT'S HARMFUL TO YOUR HEALTH AND YOUR MIND.
AND FOR EVERY DAY STRUGGLE
YOU HAVE TO ADJUST TO A SYSTEM
CREATED BY SCHOLARS, EXISTENTIALISTS.
THERE IS AN ART INTO LIVING .
THE WORLD IS JUST HORRIBLE
PEOPLE ARE MISERABLE, UNCOUTH,SELFISH,
UNKIND,GREEDY, MONSTERS.
YOU HAVE TO DESIGN YOUR OWN SYSTEM
TO SURVIVE WITHOUT ANGER, WITHOUT
BITTERNESS, WITHOUT EXPECTATIONS,
WITHOUT REGRET, WITHOUT LOOKING BACK,.
DEVELOP A PROJECT CALLED, "ART OF LIVING."
YOU ARE HERE TEMPORARILY, A TRAVELLER ONLY.
USE YOUR TRAVEL WELL. USE YOUR TIME WISELY..." BS copyright: binasharif
FUN PLAY
BY
BINA SHARIF
DIRECTIONS:
PUT A FEW BODIES ON STAGE
MAKE THEM MOVE AROUND
LET THEM MAKE NOISE
LOTS OF NOISE
NOISE WORKS
LOTS OF NOISE ALWAYS WORKS
NO ONE MUST UNDERSTAND WHAT'S GOING ON
AND WHEN NO ONE UNDERSTAND
THATS WHEN EVERYTHING WORKS...
MAKE THOSE HUMAN BODIES SCREAM AND HOLLER
MAKE THEM SING AND DANCE
TELL THEM TO CRACK SOME JOKES
MAKE THEM FUNNY
AND THEN ABRUPTLY MAKE THEM VIOLENT
VIOLENCE WORKS
VIOLENCE ALWAYS WORKS
GIVE THEM SOME GUNS
MAKE THEM SHOOT PEOPLE WITH FAKE BULLETS
CREATE CHAOS
CHAOS WORKS
CHAOS ALWAYS WORKS
LET THEM FIGHT
LET THEM CHASE EACH OTHER
LIKE A CAR CHASE
MAKE SOME OF THEM THE BAD ONES
MAKE SOME OF THEM THE GOOD ONES
LET THEM FIGHT
MAKE THE HERO WIN
LET THE BAD ONE DIE
THAT ALWAYS WORKS
HERO KILLS EVERYONE
THAT REALLY WORKS
GIVE A VICTORY PARTY FOR THE HERO
LOTS OF ALCHOL
MAKE THEM DRUNK WITH VICTORY
LET THEM DANC WHEN THEY ARE DRUNK
MAKE THEM SING WHEN THEY ARE DRUNK
LET THEM MAKE A LOT OF NOISE
THAT WORKS
THAT ALWAYS WORKS
NOISE WORKS BEAUTIFULLY...
NOW LET THEN NGRY AGAIN
IT'S A PLAY WITH THREE ACTS
YOU HAVE TO EXTEND THE ACTIVITY ON STAGE
FILL THE TWO HOURS AT LEST
PEOPLE PAID $ 150
KEEP THEM IN THE THEATER FOR SOME TIME
NOW MAKE THE BODIES ANGRY AGAIN
VIOLENCE MUST BEGIN AGAIN
ART IMITATES LIFE
LET THEM MUTILATE EACH OTHER
LET THEM KILL EACH OTHER
LET THEM HURT THE BAD ONES
LET THEM GET ANGRY
VERY, VERY ANGRY
LET THEM SCREAM AND HOLLER
THAT'S CALLED, "ACTION" IN THE PLAY
HAVE VERY FEW WORDS IN THE PLAY
THE WORDS BORE THE CONTEMPORARY THEATER GOERS
VERY FEW WORDS...
NOW THE MOOD CHANGES
DO SOME SILLY STUFF
REALLY SILLY STUFF
BAD JOKES
BAD, BAD JOKES...
GETTING TOWARDS THE THIRD ACT
MAKE THEM TAKE THEIR CLOTHES OFF
MAKE THEM DO STRIPTEASE
ALL NAKED NOW
ADD LOTS OF VULGARITY IN IT
MAKE THEM TELL LOTS OF VULGUR JOKES
VULGARITY WORKS
IT'S THE FAVORITE ART OF THE MODERN AUDIENCE
LET THE HAVE SEX
ALL KINDS OF SEX
KINKY SEX
ORSL SEX
ANAL SEX
ORGIES
MORE SEX
MORE ALCHOL
DRUGS
BRING DRUGS INTO THE SCENE
HEROIN IS A MUST
IT'S THE DRUG OF CHOICE FOR THE MODERN LITERARY CLASS
LET THEM INJECT HEROIN TO EACH OTHER
IT'S A GROUP SHOW
NOW THEY ARE TOTALLY STONED
LET THEM MAKE MORE JOKES
PTAISE THE MAJORITY OPINIONS OF ALL THE MEDIA,
THE EXPERTS, INTELLECTUALS,
EXPERTS ON WORLD EVENTS,
MAKE THE AUDIENCE HAPPY
THE PATRIOTS,
THE NATIONALISTS,
THE POWERFUL,
THE RICH,
PRAISE THE RICH
PRAISE THE POWERFUL
PRAISE YOUR PARTY OF AFFILIATION
DISS THE OPPOSITION PARTY
DON'T LET ANY OPINION DIFFERENT THAN YOURS TO BE EXPRESSD
ON THAT STAGE...
DISS THE IMMIGRANTS
DISS DIFFERENT RELIGIONS
PRAISE THE MOST POPULAR AND POWERFUL RELIGION
CALL EVERY ONE A TERRORIST...
DANCE WHILE YOU ARE NAKED
SING WHILE YOU ARE NAKED
HAVE MORE SEX
HAVE MORE HEROINE
MAKE MORE NOISE
NOISE IS GOOD
VIOLENCE IS GOOD
CONTROL OF THE POWERLESS AND HELPLESS IS GOOD
MORE POWER TO YOU
THE AGGRESSION TOWARDS THE BAD ONES MUST BE IMMENSE...
DRINK MORE
DANCE MORE
BE MORE VULGAR
BE MORE OBNOXIOUS
SCREAM AND HOLLER
HAVE AVICTORY PARTY OVER THE DEFEATED
OVER THE MUTILATED
OVER THE DEMISE OF YOUR MAKE BELIEVE ENEMY IN THE PLAY
YOU ARE A HERO NOW
YOU ARE THE VICTOR NOW
DANCE AND DRINK ORE
HAVE MORE SEX
SING AND DANCE
HAVE FUN
LOTS OF FUN
HAVE LOTS AND LOTS OF FUN...
PASS 200 MINUTES
YOU HAVE A PLAY
YOU HAVE A VERY SUCCESSFUL PLAY
YOU HAVE A FUN PLAY
WRITTEN, DIRECTED AND PRODUCED BY YOU
WHAT A FUN PLAY YOU CAME UP WITH...
OH! IT WAS SO MUCH FUN...
WASN'T IT A FUN PLAY?
YES, IT WAS UCH A FUN PLAY
I HAD SO MUCH FUN
ME TOO
SO MUCH FUM...
WONDERFULLY FUN PLAY, FULL OF FUN
AND I LOVE THE TITLE
FUN PLAY....
GENIUS WRITER, DIRECTOR, PRODUCER
WHAT A FUN PLAY THIS PLAY
CALLED, "FUN PLAY." copyright: Bbinasharif 2019
NOTE BOOK NO 4
A MOST WONDERFUL WORLD
"I WANT TO ALLY MYSELF WITH TIME." Camus
"I DON'T WANT TO PUT DOWN TO ANY ACCOUNT EITHER NOSTALGIA OR BITTERNESS." Camus
'TOMORROW YOU WILL BE MOBILIZED. FOR YOU AND ME THAT
IS LIBERATION." Camus
I SURE HOPE SO. I HAVE BEEN IMMOBILIZED SINCE AUGUST 1ST AND TODAY IS AUGUST 22ND. I HAVE AN EVIL NEIGHBOR WHO IS BENT ON DESTROYING MY
PEACE OF MIND, MY FINANCE, MY SPIRIT, MY MOBILITY, MY CREATIVITY. MAY GOD RUIN HIM.' To quote Rashida Talib's grandmother...
A MOST WONDERFUL WORLD
I AM NOT KF
I AM NOT PA
I AM NOT AB
I AM NOTSB
I AM NOT PS
I AM NOT TK
I AM NOT LR
I AM NOT BB
I AM NOT CI
I AM NOT CB
I AM NOT EH
I AM NOT CF
I AM NOT AA
I AM NOT SK
I AM NOT
NO, I AM NOT
I AM NOT CK
I AM NOT AK
I AM NOT
NO, I AM NOT
I NEED TO REMEMBER THAT
I AM BS
I AM BS
I AM BS
I AM BINA SHARIF
I NEED TO REMEMBER THAT......................
LIVE ONLY YOUR LIFE
FIGHT ONLY YOUR BATTLE.....BS
ANOTHER VERSION OF CAMUS'S QUOTATIONS
"ALLY YOUR SELF WITH TIME"
DO NOT FORGET THIS ADVICE.....BS
"DO NOT ADD TO YOUR ACCOUNT EITHER NOSTALGIA OR BITTERNESS." Camus
"BE IN AN UNATTACHED STATE" . Camus
"YOU CAN'T REVOLT AGAINST FATE." Camus
" I ESTABLISH MY LUCIDITY AMONGST WHAT NEGATES IT." Camus
" YES, MAN IS HIS OWN END AND HE IS HIS ONLY END." Anonymus
"IT'S ALWAYS OVERCOMING ONESELF." Abonymous
"PEOPLE BEAUTIFY WHAT THEY LOVE." Camus
"THERE IS NO MORE DREADFUL PUNISHMENT THAN FUTILE AND HOPELESS LABOR."
Camus....
'THE WHOLE BEING IS EXERTED TOWARDS ACCOMPLISHING NOTHING." Camus
"ONE ALWAYS FIND ONE'S BURDEN AGAIN." Camus
"THE STRUGGLE ITSELF TOWARDS THE HEIGHTS IS MAN'S HEART." Camus
"LIFE AND ITS DOGGED STRUGGLE AGAINST ONE'S OWN DEGRADATION." Camus
"GIVE AND FORGET OR DO NOT GIVE AT ALL" . Anonymus
"GIVE NOT AT ALL.
SAVE YOURSELF
SAVE YOURSELF THE MISERY, BITTERNESS AND UNHAPPINESS." Anonymus...
"ARTISTS VERY VOCATION IN THE FACE OF OPPRESSION IS TO OPEN THE PRISONS
AND TO GIVE VOICE TO SORROWS AND JOYS OF ALL." Camus
"WE THE ARTISTS MUST SIMULTANEOUSLY SERVE SUFFERING AND BEAUTY.
THE LONG PATIENCE, THE STRENGTH AND THE SECRET CUNNING SUCH SERVICE CALLS FOR ARE THE VIRTUES THAT ESTABLISH THE VERY RENACENCE WE NEED."
Camus
"WITHOUT CULTURE AND THE FREEDOM IT IMPLIES SOCIETY, EVEN WHEN NOT PERFECT IS BUT A JUNGLE. THAT'S WHY ANY AUTHENTIC CREATION IS A GIFT TO THE FUTURE." Camus ?
"I HAVE A LIKING FOR LOST CAUSES." Camus
"A MAN PAYS TRIBUTE TO HIS DIGNITY. A MAN IS DEFEATED IN ADVANCE IN A
CAMPAIGN." Annonymus?
"WE HAVE ART IN ORDER NOT TO DIE OF TRUTH." Nietzsche
"EVERYTHING BEGINS WITH LUCID INDIFFERENCE." Camus
"INTELLECTUAL AILMENT." "GET OUTSIDE OF YOURSELF." Camus
"YOU"
YOU DON'T BEAUTIFY YOURSELF.
YOU MUST NOT LOVE YOURSELF
YOU WANT OTHERS TO LOVE YOU
PRAISE YOU
ADMIRE YOU
BUT THAT HASN'T WORKED
BECAUSE WITHOUT YOU LOVING YOURSELF
NO ONE WILL LOVE YOU." BS
'YOU'
YOU HAVE TO LEARN FROM ALL THOSE WRITERS, THE ONE YOU READ
AND THE ONE'S YOU LOVE.
THE GREAT WRITERS, PHILOSOPHERS,
THEY ARE TELLING YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN
HOW TO SURVIVE IN THIS HORRIBLE WORLD,
OTHERWISE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE HURT,
ANGRY, BITTER, DISAPPOINTED AND UNHAPPY.
SO MUCH UNHAPPINESS IS NOT GOOD FOR YOU.
IT'S HARMFUL TO YOUR HEALTH AND YOUR MIND.
AND FOR EVERY DAY STRUGGLE
YOU HAVE TO ADJUST TO A SYSTEM
CREATED BY SCHOLARS, EXISTENTIALISTS.
THERE IS AN ART INTO LIVING .
THE WORLD IS JUST HORRIBLE
PEOPLE ARE MISERABLE, UNCOUTH,SELFISH,
UNKIND,GREEDY, MONSTERS.
YOU HAVE TO DESIGN YOUR OWN SYSTEM
TO SURVIVE WITHOUT ANGER, WITHOUT
BITTERNESS, WITHOUT EXPECTATIONS,
WITHOUT REGRET, WITHOUT LOOKING BACK,.
DEVELOP A PROJECT CALLED, "ART OF LIVING."
YOU ARE HERE TEMPORARILY, A TRAVELLER ONLY.
USE YOUR TRAVEL WELL. USE YOUR TIME WISELY..." BS copyright: binasharif
FUN PLAY
BY
BINA SHARIF
DIRECTIONS:
PUT A FEW BODIES ON STAGE
MAKE THEM MOVE AROUND
LET THEM MAKE NOISE
LOTS OF NOISE
NOISE WORKS
LOTS OF NOISE ALWAYS WORKS
NO ONE MUST UNDERSTAND WHAT'S GOING ON
AND WHEN NO ONE UNDERSTAND
THATS WHEN EVERYTHING WORKS...
MAKE THOSE HUMAN BODIES SCREAM AND HOLLER
MAKE THEM SING AND DANCE
TELL THEM TO CRACK SOME JOKES
MAKE THEM FUNNY
AND THEN ABRUPTLY MAKE THEM VIOLENT
VIOLENCE WORKS
VIOLENCE ALWAYS WORKS
GIVE THEM SOME GUNS
MAKE THEM SHOOT PEOPLE WITH FAKE BULLETS
CREATE CHAOS
CHAOS WORKS
CHAOS ALWAYS WORKS
LET THEM FIGHT
LET THEM CHASE EACH OTHER
LIKE A CAR CHASE
MAKE SOME OF THEM THE BAD ONES
MAKE SOME OF THEM THE GOOD ONES
LET THEM FIGHT
MAKE THE HERO WIN
LET THE BAD ONE DIE
THAT ALWAYS WORKS
HERO KILLS EVERYONE
THAT REALLY WORKS
GIVE A VICTORY PARTY FOR THE HERO
LOTS OF ALCHOL
MAKE THEM DRUNK WITH VICTORY
LET THEM DANC WHEN THEY ARE DRUNK
MAKE THEM SING WHEN THEY ARE DRUNK
LET THEM MAKE A LOT OF NOISE
THAT WORKS
THAT ALWAYS WORKS
NOISE WORKS BEAUTIFULLY...
NOW LET THEN NGRY AGAIN
IT'S A PLAY WITH THREE ACTS
YOU HAVE TO EXTEND THE ACTIVITY ON STAGE
FILL THE TWO HOURS AT LEST
PEOPLE PAID $ 150
KEEP THEM IN THE THEATER FOR SOME TIME
NOW MAKE THE BODIES ANGRY AGAIN
VIOLENCE MUST BEGIN AGAIN
ART IMITATES LIFE
LET THEM MUTILATE EACH OTHER
LET THEM KILL EACH OTHER
LET THEM HURT THE BAD ONES
LET THEM GET ANGRY
VERY, VERY ANGRY
LET THEM SCREAM AND HOLLER
THAT'S CALLED, "ACTION" IN THE PLAY
HAVE VERY FEW WORDS IN THE PLAY
THE WORDS BORE THE CONTEMPORARY THEATER GOERS
VERY FEW WORDS...
NOW THE MOOD CHANGES
DO SOME SILLY STUFF
REALLY SILLY STUFF
BAD JOKES
BAD, BAD JOKES...
GETTING TOWARDS THE THIRD ACT
MAKE THEM TAKE THEIR CLOTHES OFF
MAKE THEM DO STRIPTEASE
ALL NAKED NOW
ADD LOTS OF VULGARITY IN IT
MAKE THEM TELL LOTS OF VULGUR JOKES
VULGARITY WORKS
IT'S THE FAVORITE ART OF THE MODERN AUDIENCE
LET THE HAVE SEX
ALL KINDS OF SEX
KINKY SEX
ORSL SEX
ANAL SEX
ORGIES
MORE SEX
MORE ALCHOL
DRUGS
BRING DRUGS INTO THE SCENE
HEROIN IS A MUST
IT'S THE DRUG OF CHOICE FOR THE MODERN LITERARY CLASS
LET THEM INJECT HEROIN TO EACH OTHER
IT'S A GROUP SHOW
NOW THEY ARE TOTALLY STONED
LET THEM MAKE MORE JOKES
PTAISE THE MAJORITY OPINIONS OF ALL THE MEDIA,
THE EXPERTS, INTELLECTUALS,
EXPERTS ON WORLD EVENTS,
MAKE THE AUDIENCE HAPPY
THE PATRIOTS,
THE NATIONALISTS,
THE POWERFUL,
THE RICH,
PRAISE THE RICH
PRAISE THE POWERFUL
PRAISE YOUR PARTY OF AFFILIATION
DISS THE OPPOSITION PARTY
DON'T LET ANY OPINION DIFFERENT THAN YOURS TO BE EXPRESSD
ON THAT STAGE...
DISS THE IMMIGRANTS
DISS DIFFERENT RELIGIONS
PRAISE THE MOST POPULAR AND POWERFUL RELIGION
CALL EVERY ONE A TERRORIST...
DANCE WHILE YOU ARE NAKED
SING WHILE YOU ARE NAKED
HAVE MORE SEX
HAVE MORE HEROINE
MAKE MORE NOISE
NOISE IS GOOD
VIOLENCE IS GOOD
CONTROL OF THE POWERLESS AND HELPLESS IS GOOD
MORE POWER TO YOU
THE AGGRESSION TOWARDS THE BAD ONES MUST BE IMMENSE...
DRINK MORE
DANCE MORE
BE MORE VULGAR
BE MORE OBNOXIOUS
SCREAM AND HOLLER
HAVE AVICTORY PARTY OVER THE DEFEATED
OVER THE MUTILATED
OVER THE DEMISE OF YOUR MAKE BELIEVE ENEMY IN THE PLAY
YOU ARE A HERO NOW
YOU ARE THE VICTOR NOW
DANCE AND DRINK ORE
HAVE MORE SEX
SING AND DANCE
HAVE FUN
LOTS OF FUN
HAVE LOTS AND LOTS OF FUN...
PASS 200 MINUTES
YOU HAVE A PLAY
YOU HAVE A VERY SUCCESSFUL PLAY
YOU HAVE A FUN PLAY
WRITTEN, DIRECTED AND PRODUCED BY YOU
WHAT A FUN PLAY YOU CAME UP WITH...
OH! IT WAS SO MUCH FUN...
WASN'T IT A FUN PLAY?
YES, IT WAS UCH A FUN PLAY
I HAD SO MUCH FUN
ME TOO
SO MUCH FUM...
WONDERFULLY FUN PLAY, FULL OF FUN
AND I LOVE THE TITLE
FUN PLAY....
GENIUS WRITER, DIRECTOR, PRODUCER
WHAT A FUN PLAY THIS PLAY
CALLED, "FUN PLAY." copyright: Bbinasharif 2019
Tuesday, August 13, 2019
NO MORE BICKERING
NO MORE BICKERING
I PROMISE
NO MORE BICKERING FROM NOW ON
JUST SMALL TALK
SMALL TALK WITH EVERY ONE OF THEM
ALL OF THEM ARE A SOURCE OF HEADACHE FOR ME
DON'T NEED IT
CAN'T AFFORD IT ANY LONGER
IT'S A HEALTH HAZARD FOR ME
WATCH YOUR HEALTH
NO BODY IS WORTH RUINING YOUR HEALTH
JUST IGNORE EVERYTHING
IGNORE ALL C, ALL OF THEM
JUST HI, HI, HI AND THATS ALL
LEARN SOMETHING NEW
NO POINT REGURGITATING THE SAME SHIT
MAKE NEW CHOICES
NEW ADVENTURES
NEW POSSIBILITIES
THINGS ARE POSIBLE IF YOU TRY
TRY
TRY FOR NEW OPPORTUNITIES TO ENJOY YOUR SELF
DON'T LOOK FOR MONETARY BENEFIT
THERE IS NONE
JUST FIND OPPORTUNITIES TO ENJOY YOURSELF
IF YOU PUT THAT IN YOUR MIND AND SOUL YOU WILL FIND NEW VENUES
JUST TO ENJOY YOURSELF...
YOUR GOAL IN LIFE FROM NOW ON SHOULD BE YOUR HEALTH AND YOUR RELAXATION , TRAVEL WHENEVER AND ENJOY THE TIME...
GET AWAY FROM ALL STRESS, ANY STRESSFUL SITUATION
NO MATTER HOW BUT GET AWAY...
ANOTHER WAY TO GET RID OF THE STRESS IS NOT TO TALK ABOUT
THE STRESSFUL SITUATION...AVOID AS MUCH AS YOU CAN...
DO NOT DWELL INTO THE SAME NARRATIVE ALL THE TIME....
TALK ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE TO TAKE YOUR MIND OFF THIS PROBLEM
WORST COME TO WORST, YOU WILL HAVE TO PAY THIS SUM...
WORST COME TO WORST, IF YOU CAN'T GET RID OF THIS PREMIS, START GOING AWAY OFTEN...
START GOING TO THE THEATER FESTIVALS AS A CRITIC...FOR ARTS INTERNATIONAL...
GO TO ALL THE INTERNATIONAL FESTIVALS NOT TO PERFORM BUT TO WATCH....
THAT WILL BE YOUR TIME AWAY FROM THIS HARASSMENT FROM HUSTLERS.
I PROMISE
NO MORE BICKERING FROM NOW ON
JUST SMALL TALK
SMALL TALK WITH EVERY ONE OF THEM
ALL OF THEM ARE A SOURCE OF HEADACHE FOR ME
DON'T NEED IT
CAN'T AFFORD IT ANY LONGER
IT'S A HEALTH HAZARD FOR ME
WATCH YOUR HEALTH
NO BODY IS WORTH RUINING YOUR HEALTH
JUST IGNORE EVERYTHING
IGNORE ALL C, ALL OF THEM
JUST HI, HI, HI AND THATS ALL
LEARN SOMETHING NEW
NO POINT REGURGITATING THE SAME SHIT
MAKE NEW CHOICES
NEW ADVENTURES
NEW POSSIBILITIES
THINGS ARE POSIBLE IF YOU TRY
TRY
TRY FOR NEW OPPORTUNITIES TO ENJOY YOUR SELF
DON'T LOOK FOR MONETARY BENEFIT
THERE IS NONE
JUST FIND OPPORTUNITIES TO ENJOY YOURSELF
IF YOU PUT THAT IN YOUR MIND AND SOUL YOU WILL FIND NEW VENUES
JUST TO ENJOY YOURSELF...
YOUR GOAL IN LIFE FROM NOW ON SHOULD BE YOUR HEALTH AND YOUR RELAXATION , TRAVEL WHENEVER AND ENJOY THE TIME...
GET AWAY FROM ALL STRESS, ANY STRESSFUL SITUATION
NO MATTER HOW BUT GET AWAY...
ANOTHER WAY TO GET RID OF THE STRESS IS NOT TO TALK ABOUT
THE STRESSFUL SITUATION...AVOID AS MUCH AS YOU CAN...
DO NOT DWELL INTO THE SAME NARRATIVE ALL THE TIME....
TALK ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE TO TAKE YOUR MIND OFF THIS PROBLEM
WORST COME TO WORST, YOU WILL HAVE TO PAY THIS SUM...
WORST COME TO WORST, IF YOU CAN'T GET RID OF THIS PREMIS, START GOING AWAY OFTEN...
START GOING TO THE THEATER FESTIVALS AS A CRITIC...FOR ARTS INTERNATIONAL...
GO TO ALL THE INTERNATIONAL FESTIVALS NOT TO PERFORM BUT TO WATCH....
THAT WILL BE YOUR TIME AWAY FROM THIS HARASSMENT FROM HUSTLERS.
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