ZULEKHA AND KHATIJA'S HOUSE DIVIDED
A PERFORMANCE NOVELLA
IN FOUR SEGMENTS
IST SEGMENT:
ZULEKHA AND KHATIJA: TWIN SISTERS BORN CENTURIES APART IN DIFFERENT LANDS.
2ND SEGMENT:
IBSA (IN BABYLON SOULS ALONE)
3RD SEGMENT
INJSA (IN NEW JERSY SOULS ALONE) TWIN SISTERS BORN ENTURIES APART IN DIFFERENT LANDS
FOURTH SEGMENT
JAFFER; A SPINLESS MAN AFRAID TO EXPRESS ANY OPINION IN CASE HE OFFENDS
THE POWERFUL, SO HE STAYS INVISIBLE...
IBSA: (In babylon souls alone AND INSA: (In NJ souls alone.
SOMEHOW?
What is the meaning of this vague word,
SOMEHOW?
Things have to happen somehow...
Somehow they got to Babylon
And left you in NJ
Wasn't that your town once?
No, it was my sister's...my sister Ibsa was born in Babylon
I was born in NJ
Babylon belonged to my sister
What belongs to your sister, belongs to you...
Babylon was yours
Now it's not...
Go and claim it
How?
Somehow, I don't know...tell them to get the hell out...
But they will tell me to get the hell out of NJ
So get the hell out of NJ, no big deal
Where do I go?
Go to Babylon
They won't let me in
Tell them you were born there
No, it was my sister Ibsa. Ibsa is Babylon but not of Babylon at the same time.
She lives at an ancient cemetry...where the insects crawl all over the graves but
at least she has company. The ancient insects are more loyal then the modern people.
Listen Injsa, forget about sad things. Forget about sad places. Go back to NY.
Isn't NY the place where happy people live? Happy because it's the city where everyone gets
awards? By the way did you get your Obie?
INJSA: Oh! Ibsa, for Centuries old person, you have a great memory.
When you lived in NY you talked about it for 30 years. Did you get it?
INJSA: Oh! they decided to give it to me last year but then the village voice lost its business
IBSA: What's village voice?
INJSA: It was a news paper. A free news paper...
IBSA: A news paper gave an award?
INJSA: Yes...
IBSA: Whyied about getting an award, an award with a lousy name from a free news paper the hell
you were so worried about getting an award with a lousy name from a free news paper? A paper
which couldn't even sustain its own business...
INJSA: Oh! every one was getting it, so I didn't want to be excluded...
IBSA: Injsa, if you are going to have pain of exclusion, have the pain of exclusion from Babylon...
I have no place here either, only the cemetries. I walk around all night looking at the headstones of
my great, great, great ancestors. I can't move outside of the cemetry, there are guns there...guns and
bombs....and dead people...Babylon is nothing but darkness now, but not for the armies who came
here, they put neon lights and drink their beer...You want to have pain sweetheart, have pain for your
graveyards...You say you perished in Manhattan...you are afraid to go back...maybe you are right.
Maybe you did perish.. does anyone see you? does any one know you? You are invisible in NJ as
well.
Yoiu are not there either. Maybe you are in Babylon...No one see you. No one sees me either.
We are as ancient as our graves, as invisible as Babylon. Maybe You are Babylon.
Please do not scare me with your story. I don't want to know your story. I do not want to hear your
story.
Your story sounds familiar. It scares me to death. How many times you want me to die?
I am not interested.
Go write a happy story
If you can
With a happy ending
Then com back
And then perhaps I will look at it
And make sure there is an angle to the story
The angle to make money
You are in 21st Century
And you are writing about 3BC
Not interested....
And that how it goes and goes
In IBSA'S mind
In INJSA'S mind
Two twin sister's minds
It goes and goes
It gets around and around and Centuries keep passing...
Tuesday, January 22, 2019
Monday, January 21, 2019
Thursday, January 17, 2019
MANHATTAN DAYS
MANHATTAN DAYS
A JOURNAL EXTRAORDINAIRE
A TOTAL GHUSHTI, (BITCH)
Success , which is a catastrophe...TWilliams
Success is a ghushti...(Bitch) Bina Sharif
Tuesday evening with the ghushti, for sure she is and not only a ghushti but a dangerous ghushti.
A leech, a parasite, a flea which bites, an annoyance of utmost irritation, an un-believable low class
ghushti.
Utterly spineless and anesthtized, emptied of all emotions. ?
Love means having to give others space and freedom. BS
Love doesn't mean suffocating the other person and putting demands on them in the name of love.
Love doesn't mean a claim of possession like personel property. BS
"They seem to flea- they seem to evaporate." ?
"Ability and blindness is a symptom exclusive to the autodidact." ?
"Autodidact possesses nonetheless the gift of freedom and conscisence of thought." ?
"Folly of my solitude undertaking my zest." ?
"I believe that my fate has taught me better than anyone, to resist the negative influences of the world
thought." ?
"Resist, resist, resist the negative thoughs and negative influence of others." ?
'You should stop withdrawing from the world and refuse not to fight for yourself." BS
Philosophers:
Kant, Descartes.
Kant's ideas are admirable concentration of genius, rigor and madness. ?
"The initial inspiration should be towards simple and sublime things." ?
"Pointlessness of discourse," ?
"Slow and terrible degaration of the world." ?
"The world can not and will not appreciate." ?
"The victories of the Inconspicous." ?
"SElf satisfied elite with arrogance...this adds double prestige." ?
"A ferocious autodidact who devours art, music, Japanese culture with biting humor.
She scrutinize people, most of them her inferior in every way except material wealth." ?
"LIfe's seeming futility." ?
" Hide your extraordinary intelligence under the mask of mediocrity." ?
'NOTHINGNESS"
Put an end to the nothingness of the mornings. Do it this instance. Three months of
Un-believable, un-controlable events and now an un-ending loneliness and nothingness
and withdrawl? Not healthy...If nothing else happens, nothing new and original just put it on the blog
the old stuff written on tons of notbooks collecting dust all over the place. There might be some
gems in there...you never know..." BS
"Nothing is harder or more unfair than human reality." ?
"The words and not the deeds which has power." ?
"We are primates who are programmed to eat, sleep, reproduce, conquer to make our territory safe." ?
"What's the nature of human consciousness? What do we know of the world?
The world is an inaccesible reality and any effort to try to know it is futile." ?
"All knowledge is merely reflective consciousness exploring its own self." ?
"Solitary-endless monologue of consciousness...just let it go. Do not take every thing as personal
affront." BS
'She stubbornly insists on remaining a bitch. A bitch from hell. A flea stricken bitch, spreading
her fleas everywhere." BS
"Acknowledge what's going on inorder to prevnt it." ?
"Kairos." A concept: The right moment. A great word." ?
"A dark web, where hope is trapped." ?
"Deprived of the Oxygen of money." ?
"Pajamas look the very uniform of demise." ?
"Concentrate on the object. Convey all the nutritional elments from the outside to the inside...
They will cause the object to grow." ?
OBJECT
Your health?
Your body?
Your mind?
Your physical demeanor?
Your outlook?
Your hobbies?
Your wardrobe?
Your creativity?
Your grace?
Your dignity?
Your ability?
Your outlook?
sustain
Your satisfaction?
Your contentment?
Your anxiety?
Your hope?
Your fragility of life?
'Green beans and vit C, however much they nurture us, can not save lives, nor sustain
our souls." ?
"In the end we are all alike." ?
"Unproductivity of the mornings is bothering me. Must spend at least four hours putting
the material from old notebooks on the singing bird, my writing blog. BS
'Life is a permanent battle where you can only WIN by DESTROYING the other guy.' /
'DO"
'"FAKE DREAMS"
A
ONE WOMAN PLAY
Write one...
Ask Kevin for the list of Equity show cases
Google open mike places
Wed, go to Nomad and read a poem or two.
A JOURNAL EXTRAORDINAIRE
A TOTAL GHUSHTI, (BITCH)
Success , which is a catastrophe...TWilliams
Success is a ghushti...(Bitch) Bina Sharif
Tuesday evening with the ghushti, for sure she is and not only a ghushti but a dangerous ghushti.
A leech, a parasite, a flea which bites, an annoyance of utmost irritation, an un-believable low class
ghushti.
Utterly spineless and anesthtized, emptied of all emotions. ?
Love means having to give others space and freedom. BS
Love doesn't mean suffocating the other person and putting demands on them in the name of love.
Love doesn't mean a claim of possession like personel property. BS
"They seem to flea- they seem to evaporate." ?
"Ability and blindness is a symptom exclusive to the autodidact." ?
"Autodidact possesses nonetheless the gift of freedom and conscisence of thought." ?
"Folly of my solitude undertaking my zest." ?
"I believe that my fate has taught me better than anyone, to resist the negative influences of the world
thought." ?
"Resist, resist, resist the negative thoughs and negative influence of others." ?
'You should stop withdrawing from the world and refuse not to fight for yourself." BS
Philosophers:
Kant, Descartes.
Kant's ideas are admirable concentration of genius, rigor and madness. ?
"The initial inspiration should be towards simple and sublime things." ?
"Pointlessness of discourse," ?
"Slow and terrible degaration of the world." ?
"The world can not and will not appreciate." ?
"The victories of the Inconspicous." ?
"SElf satisfied elite with arrogance...this adds double prestige." ?
"A ferocious autodidact who devours art, music, Japanese culture with biting humor.
She scrutinize people, most of them her inferior in every way except material wealth." ?
"LIfe's seeming futility." ?
" Hide your extraordinary intelligence under the mask of mediocrity." ?
'NOTHINGNESS"
Put an end to the nothingness of the mornings. Do it this instance. Three months of
Un-believable, un-controlable events and now an un-ending loneliness and nothingness
and withdrawl? Not healthy...If nothing else happens, nothing new and original just put it on the blog
the old stuff written on tons of notbooks collecting dust all over the place. There might be some
gems in there...you never know..." BS
"Nothing is harder or more unfair than human reality." ?
"The words and not the deeds which has power." ?
"We are primates who are programmed to eat, sleep, reproduce, conquer to make our territory safe." ?
"What's the nature of human consciousness? What do we know of the world?
The world is an inaccesible reality and any effort to try to know it is futile." ?
"All knowledge is merely reflective consciousness exploring its own self." ?
"Solitary-endless monologue of consciousness...just let it go. Do not take every thing as personal
affront." BS
'She stubbornly insists on remaining a bitch. A bitch from hell. A flea stricken bitch, spreading
her fleas everywhere." BS
"Acknowledge what's going on inorder to prevnt it." ?
"Kairos." A concept: The right moment. A great word." ?
"A dark web, where hope is trapped." ?
"Deprived of the Oxygen of money." ?
"Pajamas look the very uniform of demise." ?
"Concentrate on the object. Convey all the nutritional elments from the outside to the inside...
They will cause the object to grow." ?
OBJECT
Your health?
Your body?
Your mind?
Your physical demeanor?
Your outlook?
Your hobbies?
Your wardrobe?
Your creativity?
Your grace?
Your dignity?
Your ability?
Your outlook?
sustain
Your satisfaction?
Your contentment?
Your anxiety?
Your hope?
Your fragility of life?
'Green beans and vit C, however much they nurture us, can not save lives, nor sustain
our souls." ?
"In the end we are all alike." ?
"Unproductivity of the mornings is bothering me. Must spend at least four hours putting
the material from old notebooks on the singing bird, my writing blog. BS
'Life is a permanent battle where you can only WIN by DESTROYING the other guy.' /
'DO"
'"FAKE DREAMS"
A
ONE WOMAN PLAY
Write one...
Ask Kevin for the list of Equity show cases
Google open mike places
Wed, go to Nomad and read a poem or two.
Saturday, December 8, 2018
REALITY OF A DREAM
REALITY OF A DREAM
"A NARRATIE QUITE LITERALLY DISJOINTED.
LIKE THOSE DREAMS OR NIGHTMARES THAT
MAKE SENSE MORE AS TEASING,
TROUBLING POETRY THAN WAKING LOGIC" Nigel Andrews
I love it..Bina
"A NARRATIE QUITE LITERALLY DISJOINTED.
LIKE THOSE DREAMS OR NIGHTMARES THAT
MAKE SENSE MORE AS TEASING,
TROUBLING POETRY THAN WAKING LOGIC" Nigel Andrews
I love it..Bina
Wednesday, December 5, 2018
NO MORE, NEVER MORE....
NO MORE, NEVER MORE
Do not and I say to you strictly, do not expect any favor from any one
In my experience when ever, {which is not so often} any one does a tiny favor for me I have to return it ten or twenty times more than whatever others did for me. It's just not worth it.
It is a bigger struggle and sacrifice for me to return the shitty favor.
That return actually gets painful, burdonsome and regretable.
No more favors
No more expectations of favors from ANY ONE....
Not worth my time, my money, my emotions, my satisfaction.
NO MORE, NEVER MORE...........
PROMISE?
YES, I PROMISE.
I HAVE TO....
I'TS ALREADY TOO LATE AND TOO EMOTIONALLY DEVASTATING.
PLEASE IF YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT IT, {DON'T YOU WORRY, NO ONE IS THINKING OF DOING YOU A FAVOR} ONLY YOU ARE THINKING OF DOING FAVORS TO OTHERS.
NOW YOU ARE THINKING OF BUYING GODIVE CHOCOLATES FOR PEOPLE FOR THE HOLIDAYS...
NO ONE IS THINKING OF BUYING YOU GODIVA CHOLATES...THAT'S FOR SURE.
DO YOU KNOW OF ANY ONE THINKING OF BUYING YOU GODIVA CHOCOLATES?
NOT THAT I KNOW OF...
SO WHY ARE YOU THINKING OF DOING IT?
I DON'T KNOW WHY?
YOU WANT TO PLEASE PEOPLE TO BE ACCEPTED BY THEM
I DON'T KNOW...MAYBE...
WHY?
I DON'T KNOW...
DON'T DO IT
OK
BUT I KNOW THAT YOU WILL DO IT. YOU WILL DO IT AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN.
I KNOW YOU ARE GOIG TO BUY PEOPLE GODIVA CHOCOLATES...
IT'S NOT A BAD GESTURE BUT NO ONE IS DOING THAT GESTURE FOR YOU
WHY DO YOU HAVE THE NEED TO DO IT?
IT'S NOT A NEED. I JUST LIKE TO DO IT...
THAT'S WHAT YOU THINK...
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
YOU ARE A MARTYRE OR A VICTIM
YOU HAVE BECOME A PORTRAIT OF MARTYDOM AND VICTIMHOOD...
OH!
YES, OH!
HORRIBLE, I HATE BOTH OF THOSE TWO WORDS...
THEN STOP...
STOP IT...
TODAY, THIS DAY, DEC 5, 2018 STOP THIS HABIT OF SEEKING APPROVAL
IT'S NOT THAT
WHAT IS IT?
I AM GENEROUS
WHY SHOULD OTHERS NOT BE GENROUS OF YOU?
THEY TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME, TAKE ME FOR GRANTED...
THEN DON'T DO IT, YOU ASS HOLE
YES, I AM AN ASS HOLE...
STILL YOU NEED TO STOP DOING FUCKING FAVORS FOR FUCKING PEOPLE
AND STOP EXPECTING TINY, LITTLE SHITTY FAVORS FROM OTHERS.
THAT'S ALL THEY DO IF THEY DO IT AT ALL...
STOP, STOP, STOP, JUST STOP IT.
DO NOT ALLOW ANY ONE TO DO YOU ANY FAVOR
BUT NOT MANY DO ANY WAY...
BUT YOU EXPECT IT. YOU EXPECT FAVORS BACK SINCE YOU MINDLESSLY KEEP DOING FUCKING FAVORS FOR THEM AND IT DISTURBS YOU WHEN THEY DON'T RESPECT THE FAVOR YOU DID FOR THEM...
STOP ALL THIS BULLSHIT FROM NOW ON....
I AM YOUR THERAPIST AND I AM SICK AND TIRED OF GIVING YOU ADVICE WHICH I HAVE BEEN GIVING FOR DECADES...AND YOU HAVEN'T CHANGED AT ALL. ACTUALY YOU ARE GETTING WORSE BY THE DAY...
I AM GOING TO STOP BEING YOUR THERAPIST IF YOU DON'T LISTEN TO ME THIS TIME...YOU HEAR...I AM GOING TO LEAVE YOU TO YORSELF, BY YOUR SELF TO KEEP
REPEATING YOUR MARTYDOM...DO YOU WANT TO AN INSTITUTION?
NO, I DON'T
I DON'T BELIEVE YOU
NO, I DEFINITLY DO NOT WANT TO GO TO AY INSTITUTION. I AM EXTREMELY SCARED OF INSTITUTIONS.
THEN STOP DOING FAVORS FOR OTHERS AT THE RISK OF THEM DOING ALMOST NOTHING OR VERY LITTLE FOR YOU...........
NO MORE FAVORS BY OTHERS AND NO MORE FAVORS FROM YOUR SIDE.
GOT IT?
YES, GOT IT.
SAY, "NO MORE, NEVER MORE"
OK
SAY IT..
"NO MORE NEVER MORE"
SAY IT AGAIN
OK
SAY IT
"NO MORE, NEVER MORE."
Do not and I say to you strictly, do not expect any favor from any one
In my experience when ever, {which is not so often} any one does a tiny favor for me I have to return it ten or twenty times more than whatever others did for me. It's just not worth it.
It is a bigger struggle and sacrifice for me to return the shitty favor.
That return actually gets painful, burdonsome and regretable.
No more favors
No more expectations of favors from ANY ONE....
Not worth my time, my money, my emotions, my satisfaction.
NO MORE, NEVER MORE...........
PROMISE?
YES, I PROMISE.
I HAVE TO....
I'TS ALREADY TOO LATE AND TOO EMOTIONALLY DEVASTATING.
PLEASE IF YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT IT, {DON'T YOU WORRY, NO ONE IS THINKING OF DOING YOU A FAVOR} ONLY YOU ARE THINKING OF DOING FAVORS TO OTHERS.
NOW YOU ARE THINKING OF BUYING GODIVE CHOCOLATES FOR PEOPLE FOR THE HOLIDAYS...
NO ONE IS THINKING OF BUYING YOU GODIVA CHOLATES...THAT'S FOR SURE.
DO YOU KNOW OF ANY ONE THINKING OF BUYING YOU GODIVA CHOCOLATES?
NOT THAT I KNOW OF...
SO WHY ARE YOU THINKING OF DOING IT?
I DON'T KNOW WHY?
YOU WANT TO PLEASE PEOPLE TO BE ACCEPTED BY THEM
I DON'T KNOW...MAYBE...
WHY?
I DON'T KNOW...
DON'T DO IT
OK
BUT I KNOW THAT YOU WILL DO IT. YOU WILL DO IT AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN.
I KNOW YOU ARE GOIG TO BUY PEOPLE GODIVA CHOCOLATES...
IT'S NOT A BAD GESTURE BUT NO ONE IS DOING THAT GESTURE FOR YOU
WHY DO YOU HAVE THE NEED TO DO IT?
IT'S NOT A NEED. I JUST LIKE TO DO IT...
THAT'S WHAT YOU THINK...
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
YOU ARE A MARTYRE OR A VICTIM
YOU HAVE BECOME A PORTRAIT OF MARTYDOM AND VICTIMHOOD...
OH!
YES, OH!
HORRIBLE, I HATE BOTH OF THOSE TWO WORDS...
THEN STOP...
STOP IT...
TODAY, THIS DAY, DEC 5, 2018 STOP THIS HABIT OF SEEKING APPROVAL
IT'S NOT THAT
WHAT IS IT?
I AM GENEROUS
WHY SHOULD OTHERS NOT BE GENROUS OF YOU?
THEY TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME, TAKE ME FOR GRANTED...
THEN DON'T DO IT, YOU ASS HOLE
YES, I AM AN ASS HOLE...
STILL YOU NEED TO STOP DOING FUCKING FAVORS FOR FUCKING PEOPLE
AND STOP EXPECTING TINY, LITTLE SHITTY FAVORS FROM OTHERS.
THAT'S ALL THEY DO IF THEY DO IT AT ALL...
STOP, STOP, STOP, JUST STOP IT.
DO NOT ALLOW ANY ONE TO DO YOU ANY FAVOR
BUT NOT MANY DO ANY WAY...
BUT YOU EXPECT IT. YOU EXPECT FAVORS BACK SINCE YOU MINDLESSLY KEEP DOING FUCKING FAVORS FOR THEM AND IT DISTURBS YOU WHEN THEY DON'T RESPECT THE FAVOR YOU DID FOR THEM...
STOP ALL THIS BULLSHIT FROM NOW ON....
I AM YOUR THERAPIST AND I AM SICK AND TIRED OF GIVING YOU ADVICE WHICH I HAVE BEEN GIVING FOR DECADES...AND YOU HAVEN'T CHANGED AT ALL. ACTUALY YOU ARE GETTING WORSE BY THE DAY...
I AM GOING TO STOP BEING YOUR THERAPIST IF YOU DON'T LISTEN TO ME THIS TIME...YOU HEAR...I AM GOING TO LEAVE YOU TO YORSELF, BY YOUR SELF TO KEEP
REPEATING YOUR MARTYDOM...DO YOU WANT TO AN INSTITUTION?
NO, I DON'T
I DON'T BELIEVE YOU
NO, I DEFINITLY DO NOT WANT TO GO TO AY INSTITUTION. I AM EXTREMELY SCARED OF INSTITUTIONS.
THEN STOP DOING FAVORS FOR OTHERS AT THE RISK OF THEM DOING ALMOST NOTHING OR VERY LITTLE FOR YOU...........
NO MORE FAVORS BY OTHERS AND NO MORE FAVORS FROM YOUR SIDE.
GOT IT?
YES, GOT IT.
SAY, "NO MORE, NEVER MORE"
OK
SAY IT..
"NO MORE NEVER MORE"
SAY IT AGAIN
OK
SAY IT
"NO MORE, NEVER MORE."
Friday, September 7, 2018
SO MANY PEOPLE
SO MANY PEOPLE
I haven't had any dreams recently because I haven't been sleeping well
but last night I dreamt all night and slept all night, thank god....
I was in this new performance space on first Ave and 9th street
some kind of activity was going on and there were lots and lots of people
People upstairs and people downstairs, all happy and chatting and chatting away
And In my dream I say to myself, "Look, how people are enjoying themselves and how so
many of them have gathered, and they really look happy... and its right in your own neighborhood
, not very far to go, why don't you remember that these things are in your own neighborhood
and you can also join these people and laugh and not feel lonely which you often do..."
I go upstairs and there are people enjoyig and I go downstairs and there are people enjoying
people evrywhere...a party I guess....
And then I ask a woman, that I need to see John Magrath....(He is a dear friend and I haven't seen him
for a long time) and she points towards a table where three men are sitting and says, "He is over
there" Oh! my god" I say. "John is here" And I go to that table and he is not John Magrath from
Manchester
And I am so disappointed and then some one is taking a selfie and other photos and I realize
that I am stark naked and some one has already taken a picture.
I am surprised at my situation. I remeber that I was wearing a black slip dress...
Where is it? What happened to it? How come I am naked? Did I go to the bath room, took my dress
off for some reason and left it there? I have no Idea...Then I go upstairs. I am still looking for John
Magrath but can't find him...somehow I don't find things I am fond of so easily. The big hall is full of
people, all happy..."That's amazing" I say to myself. Its NY and they are all so happy?"
Amazing...No one notice that I am totally naked except one charming woman who is with her
girl friend and is really enjoying herself. She says to me, "YU ARE NAKED" and laughs, she
laughs a lot. I say to her, "I have no idea how I ended up like this and I am desperately looking or my
dress and can't find it. She laughs again. She was a truelly happy person.
She and her girl friend are running around, now going to the basement for some more merriment and
before she leaves she tells me, 'If you want to have fun and lots of wine go to 32 GRAMACY
PLACE.....
AND THEN I WOKE UP....
I MUST GO AND LOOK FOR 32 GRAMACY PARK.....
I haven't had any dreams recently because I haven't been sleeping well
but last night I dreamt all night and slept all night, thank god....
I was in this new performance space on first Ave and 9th street
some kind of activity was going on and there were lots and lots of people
People upstairs and people downstairs, all happy and chatting and chatting away
And In my dream I say to myself, "Look, how people are enjoying themselves and how so
many of them have gathered, and they really look happy... and its right in your own neighborhood
, not very far to go, why don't you remember that these things are in your own neighborhood
and you can also join these people and laugh and not feel lonely which you often do..."
I go upstairs and there are people enjoyig and I go downstairs and there are people enjoying
people evrywhere...a party I guess....
And then I ask a woman, that I need to see John Magrath....(He is a dear friend and I haven't seen him
for a long time) and she points towards a table where three men are sitting and says, "He is over
there" Oh! my god" I say. "John is here" And I go to that table and he is not John Magrath from
Manchester
And I am so disappointed and then some one is taking a selfie and other photos and I realize
that I am stark naked and some one has already taken a picture.
I am surprised at my situation. I remeber that I was wearing a black slip dress...
Where is it? What happened to it? How come I am naked? Did I go to the bath room, took my dress
off for some reason and left it there? I have no Idea...Then I go upstairs. I am still looking for John
Magrath but can't find him...somehow I don't find things I am fond of so easily. The big hall is full of
people, all happy..."That's amazing" I say to myself. Its NY and they are all so happy?"
Amazing...No one notice that I am totally naked except one charming woman who is with her
girl friend and is really enjoying herself. She says to me, "YU ARE NAKED" and laughs, she
laughs a lot. I say to her, "I have no idea how I ended up like this and I am desperately looking or my
dress and can't find it. She laughs again. She was a truelly happy person.
She and her girl friend are running around, now going to the basement for some more merriment and
before she leaves she tells me, 'If you want to have fun and lots of wine go to 32 GRAMACY
PLACE.....
AND THEN I WOKE UP....
I MUST GO AND LOOK FOR 32 GRAMACY PARK.....
Monday, September 3, 2018
DREAM WTHIN A DREAM
DREAM WITHIN A DREAM
SCENES....(POSSIBILTY OF CHANGE IN THE ORDER OF SCENES)
ALL ACTORS DRESSED IN WHITE
SCENE ONE....ACTORS ENETR IN THE DARK WITH FLASH LIGHTS, THEY SCATTER
THEMSELVES ALL OVER STAGE, MOVE IN A SLOW MOTION MANNER, CLASSICAL
MUSIC PLAYS IN THE BACK GROUND. TWO OF THE ACTORS, ME AND KEVIN SIT
DOWNSTAGE LEFT AT A COFFEE TABLE. THE REST OF THE ACORS SIT ON THE SIDES
OF THE THEATER
SCENE TWO: DANCER DANCE CENTER STAGE
SCENE THREE: CAFE TABLE SCENE....WAITER AND TWO ACTORS ?
(THE LADY ACTRESS ASKS ANOTHER ACTRESS,)
ACTRESS: WHAT'S YOUR NAME?
2ND ACTRESS; SALOME
MALE ACTOR: SALOME, DANCE FOR ME
ACTRESS: DON'T DANCE MY DEAR, DON'T DANCE
MALE ACTOR: SALOME DANCE FOR ME...I WILL GIVE YOU A GREAT REVIEW
I AM ALSO A CRITIC AND A VERY POWERFUL ONE. YOUR LIFE WILL
IMMEDIATELY CHANGE AFTER MY REVIEW. YOU WILL BE THE DARLING OF NY
THEATER, LONDON THEATER, YOU WILL HAVE THE TONY, THE OLIVIER AWARD,
MONEY, MOVIE CONTRACTS, JUST DANCE FOR ME AND YOU WILL HAVE EVERY
THING YOU HAVE EVER WANTED IN LIFE AND EVEN MORE, MORE, MORE, MORE.
OUR CULTURE DEMANDS MORE, MORE, MORE. NOTHING IS ENOUGH AND WITH MY
DAZZLING REVIEW YOU WILL HAVE MORE AND MORE AND MORE OF EVERYTHING.
MONEY, FAME, SEX,LOTS OF SEX, I ROMISE YOU, EVERY PRODUCER WANTS TO
SLEEP
WITH A MOVIE STAR AND YOU MIGHT EVEN HAVE LOVE WHICH IS VERY HARD TO
HAVE IN OUR CAPITALIST SOCIETY BUT YOU MIGHT JUST HAVE BUCKETS FULL OF
FAKE LOVE....THAT'S GOOD ENOUGH. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO SALOME IS TO DANCE
FOR ME.
ACTRESS: SALOME, DON'T DANCE FOR HIM. HE BRINGS NOTHING BUT
DESTRUCTION. THE WHITE MAN IS BACK TO DESTROY.
MALE ACTRESS (TO THE ACTRESS) YOU NKEEP QUIET. MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.
ITS BETWEEN ME AND SALOME AND I KNOW SHE WILL DANCE FOR ME. NO
ACTRESS
CAN AFFORD NOT TO OBEY THE MOST POWERFUL CRITIC IN THE WORLD.
ACTRESS: BUT YOU ARE NOT OF THIS WORLD....
MALE ACTOR: I AM OF THIS WORLD AND OF THE OTHER WORLD. I BELONG TO
HEAVEN AND HELL. THAT IS MY POWER. ONCE POWERFUL, ALWAYS POWERFUL.
I TRANSMIT MY POWER TO YOU SALOME, DANCE FOR ME...
SCENE THREE: ONE OF THE ACTRESS GETS UP AND STARTS TO DANCE...EROTIC AND
EXOTIC DANCE. (MIDDLE EASTERN NUSIC PLAYS)
SCENE FOUR:
MALE ACTOR: BRAVA, BRAVA, BRAVA...
ACTRESS: END OF THE WORLD IS HERE...
MALE ACTOR: WORLD HAS ALREADY ENDED SO THERE IS NO DANGER
(TO SALOME) GET READY FOR THE REWARD
ACTRESS: (TO SALOME) HE IS A LIER. LIKE A POLITICIAN WHO PROMISE THE WORLD
BEORE HIS WIN AND AFTER THAT HE GOES AND PLAYS GOLF. THATS IT. HONEY, HE
WON'T EVEN REMEBER THAT YOU EVER DANCED FOR HIM. I BET YOU HE WON'T
EVEN MENTION YOU IN HIS REVIEW IF THERE IS A REVIEW AT ALL IF THE PLAY
EVER
BEGINS. ONLY DEATH IS GOING TO BE YOUR REWARD. BUT MAYBE
YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT IT ANY MORE. MAYBE YOU ARE ALREADY DEAD. WHY DO
YOU WANT A TONY WHEN YOU ARE ALREADY DEAD?
MALE ACTOR: TONY AND OLIVIER ARE THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT AWARDS FOR A
SERIOUS ACTRESS LIVING OR DEAD....(TO SALOME) YOU WILL BE REWARDED..
.
YOU MIGHT HAVE TO DANCE ONE MORE TIME BEFORE THE PLAY ENDS AND THIS
TIME WITH SEVEN VEILS....THE VEILS WERE MISSING, SEEMS LIKE I CAME TO
REVIEW A VERY LOW BUDGET PERFORMANC E...OH! OH! THE ACTORS ARE IN
TROUBLE ...ME BROADWAY CRITIC , A GIANT, A GOD OF THE NY THEATER SITTING
IN
THIS DARK ROOM WITH NO SET, NO PROPS, NO VEIL FOR SALOME, NOT EVEN AN
ACTOR PLAYING A WAITER IN SIGHT... (CLAPS HIS HANDS) LET THE
PLAY BEGINS...(DANCER GOES BACK AND SIT DOWN)
ACTRESS: WAIT, I WANT MY TEA FIRST I CAN'T BEGIN ANYTHING WITHOUT MY
FIRST CUP OF TEA... WHERE IS THE WAITER?
SCENE FIVE: WAITER, (UPSTAGE RIGHT IN A SPOT LIGHT)
(DOES MORE OF HIS MONOLOGUE)
SCENE SIX: LITLE LIGHT ON THE DANCERS.
DANCER NO 1: I AM RESTLESS
DANCER NO 2: ME TOO
DANCER NO 1: I AM LONELY
DANCER NO 2: ME TWO
DANER NO 1: I AM RESTESS AND LONELY
DANCER NO 2: THATS NOT POSSIBLE
DANER NO I: WHY NOT?
DANVER NO 2: YOU CAN EITHER BE RESTLESS OR LONELY
DANCER NO 1: WHY?
DANCER NO 2: LONELINESS CANT BE ACCOMPANIED BY ANYTHING.
RESTLESSNESS IS OPPOSITE OF LONELINESS. LONELINESS HAS NO COMPANION.
LONELINESS IS JUST LONELY....
DANCER NO 2; I WILL TAKE RESTLESSNESS ANY TIME
DANCER NO 1: RESTLESSNESS IS NOT PART OF THE PLAY, LONELINESS IS...
EVERY ONE IS GOING TO DO MONOLUGES ABOUT LONELINESS IN THIS PLAY
DANCER NO2: HOW DO YOU KNOW?
DANCER NO1: I READ THE PLAY
DANCER NO 2; YOU READ THE PLAY?
DANCER NO 1: YES
DANCER NO 2: WHEN?
DANCER NO 1: WHEN I CAME TO AUDITION
DANCER NO 2 HOW COME?
DANER NO 1: THE DIRECTOR GAVE ME THE PLAY
DANCER NO 2: WHO IS THE DIRESTOR?
DANCER NO 1: (POINTS AT THE MALE ATOR) OVER THERE...
DANCER NO 2: I THOUGHT HE WAS THE CRITIC
DANVER NO 1: HE IS THE CRITIC AS WELL AS THE DIRECTOR. HE IS ALSO THE
PRODUCER. THAT'S WHY I DANCED FOR HIM
DANCER NO 2: HOW COME HE HAS SO MANY ROLES?
DANCER NO 1: HE IS WHITE. WHITE AMERICAN MALE...DESCENDENTS OF GREEKS.
THEY RULED THE WORLD FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS....THEY WERE THE WINNERS,
THEY STARTED THE OLYMPICS... THEY WERE WHITE. NO ONE CAN BEAT A WHITE
MAN...
SCENE SEVEN:
MALE ACTOR" (TO THE ACTRESS) YOU HAVE TO START THE PLAY
ACTRESS: NOT TILL I HAVE MY TEA....
SCENE EIGHT WAITER FINISHES THE REST OF HIS MONOLOGUE AND THEN COMES
TO THE CAFE TABLE
SCENE NINE: WAITER: GOOD MORNING, WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE?
ACTRESS: COFFEE FOR MY FRIEND AND A HOT CUP OF TEA FOR ME...
WAITER: SURE THING
(WAITER GOES AND COME BACK WITH COFFEE AND TEA
WAITER: HERE IS COFEE FOR YOU AND HOT TEA FOR THE LADY.
I HAVE ALSO BROUGHT A SHOT OF WHISKEY FOR BOTH OF YOU. ITS SNOWING
OUTSIDE, HORRIBLY COLD, YOU MUST BE FREEZING. WHERE ARE YOUR COATS?
HOW CAN YOU BE WITHOUT COATS IN THIS WEATHER? HAVE SOME WHISKY, IT
WILL WARM YOU UP....
ACTEESS: WE ARE NOT COLD, NO NT AT ALL. WE DON'T NEED COATS. WE ARE
VERY
HOT. WE CAME DOWN FROM HELL....TO DO THE PLAY...
MALE ACTOR: LET THE PLAY BEGIN.. .PLACES
ACTRESS: WE ARE FROM ANOTHER WORLD BUT THE PLAY IS GOING TO BE ABOUT
YOUR WORLD, (Points towards the audiene.)
(LIGHTS DIM, ACTRESS MVES AWAY FROM THE CAFE AREA, GOES CENTER STAGE
UNDER A SPOT LIGHT)
SCENE TEN
ACTRESS: MONOLOGUE ABOUT TO DO THE PLAY OR NOT TO DO THE PLAY....
ALSO A SCENE WHERE SOME ONE COMES AND MURDER HER
THEN ANTHER SCENE WHERE SHE GETS ARRESTED IN THE RESTURANT.
(I AM NOT SURE IF THIS SCENE IS ALSO ABOUT ASKING THE ACTORS TO BE IN HER PLAY AND THEY REFUSE?)
SCENE 11: RESTURANT SCENE, PLAYWRIGHT AND MANGER ARRESTING HER
SCENE 12" LONELINESS MONOLGUE IN ANOTHER LANGUAGE
SCENE 13; DANCE
SCENE 14 IMMIGRATION SCENE, CUSTOM OFFICER AND THE LADY IMMIGRANT
SCENE 15, MONOLOGUE ABOUT FEELING AT HOME AFTER THE CUSTOM OFFICER
SCENE 16: CRITIC'S FIRST MONOLOGUE
SCENE 17: PERFORMANCCE ART SCENE, NOT GETTING TO THE EAST SIDE OR WEST
SIDE TO PERFORM WITH MUSIC AND MOVEMENTS...
SCENE 18: LOELINESS MONOLOUGE IN ANOTHER LANNGUAGE, SPANISH MAYBE
SCENE 19: WEDDING MONOLOGUE
SCENE 20: CRITICS SECOND MONOLOGUE...PARTY MUSIC, LOUD LAUGHTER, NOISES,
CLUB KIND OF SOUNDS....THEY ALL DANCE.... AND THEN EXIT DANCING
LIGHTS
END OF PLAY
SCENES....(POSSIBILTY OF CHANGE IN THE ORDER OF SCENES)
ALL ACTORS DRESSED IN WHITE
SCENE ONE....ACTORS ENETR IN THE DARK WITH FLASH LIGHTS, THEY SCATTER
THEMSELVES ALL OVER STAGE, MOVE IN A SLOW MOTION MANNER, CLASSICAL
MUSIC PLAYS IN THE BACK GROUND. TWO OF THE ACTORS, ME AND KEVIN SIT
DOWNSTAGE LEFT AT A COFFEE TABLE. THE REST OF THE ACORS SIT ON THE SIDES
OF THE THEATER
SCENE TWO: DANCER DANCE CENTER STAGE
SCENE THREE: CAFE TABLE SCENE....WAITER AND TWO ACTORS ?
(THE LADY ACTRESS ASKS ANOTHER ACTRESS,)
ACTRESS: WHAT'S YOUR NAME?
2ND ACTRESS; SALOME
MALE ACTOR: SALOME, DANCE FOR ME
ACTRESS: DON'T DANCE MY DEAR, DON'T DANCE
MALE ACTOR: SALOME DANCE FOR ME...I WILL GIVE YOU A GREAT REVIEW
I AM ALSO A CRITIC AND A VERY POWERFUL ONE. YOUR LIFE WILL
IMMEDIATELY CHANGE AFTER MY REVIEW. YOU WILL BE THE DARLING OF NY
THEATER, LONDON THEATER, YOU WILL HAVE THE TONY, THE OLIVIER AWARD,
MONEY, MOVIE CONTRACTS, JUST DANCE FOR ME AND YOU WILL HAVE EVERY
THING YOU HAVE EVER WANTED IN LIFE AND EVEN MORE, MORE, MORE, MORE.
OUR CULTURE DEMANDS MORE, MORE, MORE. NOTHING IS ENOUGH AND WITH MY
DAZZLING REVIEW YOU WILL HAVE MORE AND MORE AND MORE OF EVERYTHING.
MONEY, FAME, SEX,LOTS OF SEX, I ROMISE YOU, EVERY PRODUCER WANTS TO
SLEEP
WITH A MOVIE STAR AND YOU MIGHT EVEN HAVE LOVE WHICH IS VERY HARD TO
HAVE IN OUR CAPITALIST SOCIETY BUT YOU MIGHT JUST HAVE BUCKETS FULL OF
FAKE LOVE....THAT'S GOOD ENOUGH. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO SALOME IS TO DANCE
FOR ME.
ACTRESS: SALOME, DON'T DANCE FOR HIM. HE BRINGS NOTHING BUT
DESTRUCTION. THE WHITE MAN IS BACK TO DESTROY.
MALE ACTRESS (TO THE ACTRESS) YOU NKEEP QUIET. MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.
ITS BETWEEN ME AND SALOME AND I KNOW SHE WILL DANCE FOR ME. NO
ACTRESS
CAN AFFORD NOT TO OBEY THE MOST POWERFUL CRITIC IN THE WORLD.
ACTRESS: BUT YOU ARE NOT OF THIS WORLD....
MALE ACTOR: I AM OF THIS WORLD AND OF THE OTHER WORLD. I BELONG TO
HEAVEN AND HELL. THAT IS MY POWER. ONCE POWERFUL, ALWAYS POWERFUL.
I TRANSMIT MY POWER TO YOU SALOME, DANCE FOR ME...
SCENE THREE: ONE OF THE ACTRESS GETS UP AND STARTS TO DANCE...EROTIC AND
EXOTIC DANCE. (MIDDLE EASTERN NUSIC PLAYS)
SCENE FOUR:
MALE ACTOR: BRAVA, BRAVA, BRAVA...
ACTRESS: END OF THE WORLD IS HERE...
MALE ACTOR: WORLD HAS ALREADY ENDED SO THERE IS NO DANGER
(TO SALOME) GET READY FOR THE REWARD
ACTRESS: (TO SALOME) HE IS A LIER. LIKE A POLITICIAN WHO PROMISE THE WORLD
BEORE HIS WIN AND AFTER THAT HE GOES AND PLAYS GOLF. THATS IT. HONEY, HE
WON'T EVEN REMEBER THAT YOU EVER DANCED FOR HIM. I BET YOU HE WON'T
EVEN MENTION YOU IN HIS REVIEW IF THERE IS A REVIEW AT ALL IF THE PLAY
EVER
BEGINS. ONLY DEATH IS GOING TO BE YOUR REWARD. BUT MAYBE
YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT IT ANY MORE. MAYBE YOU ARE ALREADY DEAD. WHY DO
YOU WANT A TONY WHEN YOU ARE ALREADY DEAD?
MALE ACTOR: TONY AND OLIVIER ARE THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT AWARDS FOR A
SERIOUS ACTRESS LIVING OR DEAD....(TO SALOME) YOU WILL BE REWARDED..
.
YOU MIGHT HAVE TO DANCE ONE MORE TIME BEFORE THE PLAY ENDS AND THIS
TIME WITH SEVEN VEILS....THE VEILS WERE MISSING, SEEMS LIKE I CAME TO
REVIEW A VERY LOW BUDGET PERFORMANC E...OH! OH! THE ACTORS ARE IN
TROUBLE ...ME BROADWAY CRITIC , A GIANT, A GOD OF THE NY THEATER SITTING
IN
THIS DARK ROOM WITH NO SET, NO PROPS, NO VEIL FOR SALOME, NOT EVEN AN
ACTOR PLAYING A WAITER IN SIGHT... (CLAPS HIS HANDS) LET THE
PLAY BEGINS...(DANCER GOES BACK AND SIT DOWN)
ACTRESS: WAIT, I WANT MY TEA FIRST I CAN'T BEGIN ANYTHING WITHOUT MY
FIRST CUP OF TEA... WHERE IS THE WAITER?
SCENE FIVE: WAITER, (UPSTAGE RIGHT IN A SPOT LIGHT)
(DOES MORE OF HIS MONOLOGUE)
SCENE SIX: LITLE LIGHT ON THE DANCERS.
DANCER NO 1: I AM RESTLESS
DANCER NO 2: ME TOO
DANCER NO 1: I AM LONELY
DANCER NO 2: ME TWO
DANER NO 1: I AM RESTESS AND LONELY
DANCER NO 2: THATS NOT POSSIBLE
DANER NO I: WHY NOT?
DANVER NO 2: YOU CAN EITHER BE RESTLESS OR LONELY
DANCER NO 1: WHY?
DANCER NO 2: LONELINESS CANT BE ACCOMPANIED BY ANYTHING.
RESTLESSNESS IS OPPOSITE OF LONELINESS. LONELINESS HAS NO COMPANION.
LONELINESS IS JUST LONELY....
DANCER NO 2; I WILL TAKE RESTLESSNESS ANY TIME
DANCER NO 1: RESTLESSNESS IS NOT PART OF THE PLAY, LONELINESS IS...
EVERY ONE IS GOING TO DO MONOLUGES ABOUT LONELINESS IN THIS PLAY
DANCER NO2: HOW DO YOU KNOW?
DANCER NO1: I READ THE PLAY
DANCER NO 2; YOU READ THE PLAY?
DANCER NO 1: YES
DANCER NO 2: WHEN?
DANCER NO 1: WHEN I CAME TO AUDITION
DANCER NO 2 HOW COME?
DANER NO 1: THE DIRECTOR GAVE ME THE PLAY
DANCER NO 2: WHO IS THE DIRESTOR?
DANCER NO 1: (POINTS AT THE MALE ATOR) OVER THERE...
DANCER NO 2: I THOUGHT HE WAS THE CRITIC
DANVER NO 1: HE IS THE CRITIC AS WELL AS THE DIRECTOR. HE IS ALSO THE
PRODUCER. THAT'S WHY I DANCED FOR HIM
DANCER NO 2: HOW COME HE HAS SO MANY ROLES?
DANCER NO 1: HE IS WHITE. WHITE AMERICAN MALE...DESCENDENTS OF GREEKS.
THEY RULED THE WORLD FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS....THEY WERE THE WINNERS,
THEY STARTED THE OLYMPICS... THEY WERE WHITE. NO ONE CAN BEAT A WHITE
MAN...
SCENE SEVEN:
MALE ACTOR" (TO THE ACTRESS) YOU HAVE TO START THE PLAY
ACTRESS: NOT TILL I HAVE MY TEA....
SCENE EIGHT WAITER FINISHES THE REST OF HIS MONOLOGUE AND THEN COMES
TO THE CAFE TABLE
SCENE NINE: WAITER: GOOD MORNING, WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE?
ACTRESS: COFFEE FOR MY FRIEND AND A HOT CUP OF TEA FOR ME...
WAITER: SURE THING
(WAITER GOES AND COME BACK WITH COFFEE AND TEA
WAITER: HERE IS COFEE FOR YOU AND HOT TEA FOR THE LADY.
I HAVE ALSO BROUGHT A SHOT OF WHISKEY FOR BOTH OF YOU. ITS SNOWING
OUTSIDE, HORRIBLY COLD, YOU MUST BE FREEZING. WHERE ARE YOUR COATS?
HOW CAN YOU BE WITHOUT COATS IN THIS WEATHER? HAVE SOME WHISKY, IT
WILL WARM YOU UP....
ACTEESS: WE ARE NOT COLD, NO NT AT ALL. WE DON'T NEED COATS. WE ARE
VERY
HOT. WE CAME DOWN FROM HELL....TO DO THE PLAY...
MALE ACTOR: LET THE PLAY BEGIN.. .PLACES
ACTRESS: WE ARE FROM ANOTHER WORLD BUT THE PLAY IS GOING TO BE ABOUT
YOUR WORLD, (Points towards the audiene.)
(LIGHTS DIM, ACTRESS MVES AWAY FROM THE CAFE AREA, GOES CENTER STAGE
UNDER A SPOT LIGHT)
SCENE TEN
ACTRESS: MONOLOGUE ABOUT TO DO THE PLAY OR NOT TO DO THE PLAY....
ALSO A SCENE WHERE SOME ONE COMES AND MURDER HER
THEN ANTHER SCENE WHERE SHE GETS ARRESTED IN THE RESTURANT.
(I AM NOT SURE IF THIS SCENE IS ALSO ABOUT ASKING THE ACTORS TO BE IN HER PLAY AND THEY REFUSE?)
SCENE 11: RESTURANT SCENE, PLAYWRIGHT AND MANGER ARRESTING HER
SCENE 12" LONELINESS MONOLGUE IN ANOTHER LANGUAGE
SCENE 13; DANCE
SCENE 14 IMMIGRATION SCENE, CUSTOM OFFICER AND THE LADY IMMIGRANT
SCENE 15, MONOLOGUE ABOUT FEELING AT HOME AFTER THE CUSTOM OFFICER
SCENE 16: CRITIC'S FIRST MONOLOGUE
SCENE 17: PERFORMANCCE ART SCENE, NOT GETTING TO THE EAST SIDE OR WEST
SIDE TO PERFORM WITH MUSIC AND MOVEMENTS...
SCENE 18: LOELINESS MONOLOUGE IN ANOTHER LANNGUAGE, SPANISH MAYBE
SCENE 19: WEDDING MONOLOGUE
SCENE 20: CRITICS SECOND MONOLOGUE...PARTY MUSIC, LOUD LAUGHTER, NOISES,
CLUB KIND OF SOUNDS....THEY ALL DANCE.... AND THEN EXIT DANCING
LIGHTS
END OF PLAY
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