I SHOULD WRITE SOMETHING WHICH MAKES NO SENSE.
I have been writing meaningful stuff for so long
Meaningful? What's that?
Who cares for that?
Meaningful for whom?
Meaningful? All Bukwas, nonsense
Write something which makes no sense at all
It will be very well received
Well received? By whom?
By the people who makes no sense
People like nonsensical stuff
Because thats more fun
"SENSE" Is difficult to deal with
People want to like nonsense
People talk nonsense
Walk ninsense
"SENSE?" No one thinks of making sense
Make no sense and thats how you should spend your days and nights
Friday, June 8, 2018
Tuesday, June 5, 2018
LOVE
LOVE
A fierce mutual protectivness I wanted towards the family and for the family.
Couldn't do it...
Not an armored animal at all...me...
Be one....
A fierce mutual protectivness I wanted towards the family and for the family.
Couldn't do it...
Not an armored animal at all...me...
Be one....
VENETIAN GLASS
VENETIAN GLASS
"Venetian glass doesn't appologise for its weakness.
It admits its delicacy.
It is confident enough to demand careful treatment.
Its not delicate becuse of a deficency or a mistake
Its fragile and easily harmed as the consequence
of its search for transparency and refinement." ??
"Venetian glass doesn't appologise for its weakness.
It admits its delicacy.
It is confident enough to demand careful treatment.
Its not delicate becuse of a deficency or a mistake
Its fragile and easily harmed as the consequence
of its search for transparency and refinement." ??
BORING, BANAL, REPETITIVE
BORING, BANAL, REPETITIVE
No beauty and interest in the things we do every day
Boring, Banal, Repetitive....
"Another person simply isn't very interested in what we think"
"So stop stressing that they are not interested in you?"
"Refusal to accept how things are leads to the capacity to infuriate and the
capacity to infuriate makes matters worse?"
"You should have serene indifference towards people not angry hatred.?"
Avocados and graps are good for you. Maybe not the grapes, too sugary
" At times we should know how to close down our hopes and give ourselves
over to the contemplation of all that we will never be able to alter" Botton
No beauty and interest in the things we do every day
Boring, Banal, Repetitive....
"Another person simply isn't very interested in what we think"
"So stop stressing that they are not interested in you?"
"Refusal to accept how things are leads to the capacity to infuriate and the
capacity to infuriate makes matters worse?"
"You should have serene indifference towards people not angry hatred.?"
Avocados and graps are good for you. Maybe not the grapes, too sugary
" At times we should know how to close down our hopes and give ourselves
over to the contemplation of all that we will never be able to alter" Botton
WALK BY THE RIVER
WALK BY THE RVER
River bores me
No, not the River actually
"Go to the river"
people say
"Which river?"
'East River--very close to you"
'Oh! The East River"
'Walking on the cement road along the railing..."
"The river is way below, way below....
Its not like Charles river in Cambridge where one can walk alongside the river...
on the grass, under the lush trees. alongside te river on thhe green grass and can touch te water with
your toes."
'Thats a walk, thats like going to the river for a walk.... a walk alongside the river."
River bores me
No, not the River actually
"Go to the river"
people say
"Which river?"
'East River--very close to you"
'Oh! The East River"
'Walking on the cement road along the railing..."
"The river is way below, way below....
Its not like Charles river in Cambridge where one can walk alongside the river...
on the grass, under the lush trees. alongside te river on thhe green grass and can touch te water with
your toes."
'Thats a walk, thats like going to the river for a walk.... a walk alongside the river."
THE WORD LEADS TO....(PROCESS OF WRITING, MY PROCESS ACTUALLY)
THE WORD LEADS TO....
A WORD,
An Image
Sensory feeling
Taste (Identity)
Smell (Individuality)
Gesture (Style)
Remark
Some one saying a sentence to you
Appreciative looks
Derogatry looks
Memory
Imagination
Influenec of other great writers
Sense of humor
content (Beginning, middke, end
Motivation
Impulse
Stream of consciusness
What kind if writing I would like to do? (No idea)
Am I a surrealist?
Am I a realist?
Am I a naturalist?
Am I avantgarde?
I can do whatever I want (Writing especially)
There is no written law or rule
whatever comes out of me I put it out on the paper
I can look at it later
There will be stuff I will take out eventually
There will be stuff I will back in eventually
Take it out again
Put it back again
Something like that...
IMPULSE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT
Flight of Imagination must not be suppressed
Put everything down in an imperfect shape
Nothing will be ever perfect even if I have a finished project
Its my own choice to end it whenever...
When I think its done than its done...
So its done
That's what people call , Finished project.
My own ideas, my own imagination, my own understanding,
My motivation
My own understanding of my motivation
My own esthetic is the most important thing
I MUST BE BOLD BECAUSE NO OINE WANTS ME TO BE
PEOPLE LOVE ME TO BE TIMID
THEY ALSO MISUNDERSTAND MY SOPHISTICATION AND POLITENESS
Courage to express whatever one wants to express is the real strength
My belief is that strength
Without my own belief, my own expression, my own story there is
no beginning of any creation of importance
I might not (I haven't, not many) win any award or become commercial sucess
but I am...Iam...I am
I am who I am...
I am not and I won't be any Tom, Dick or Harry
And if I want to write or perform for commerce I will have to
take a different route, the route of manipulation, the route of
calculation, formulas, kissing ass, going with the fashion of the day
Saying whatever they want to hear....selling out, these are all possibilities
of so called sucess...but it won't be organic but these days no one care for organic stuff, fame and
sucess is what matters...but your writting wont be the reall one. None of those things
come from the depths of your heart.
One must express in writing or in any other art form how one feels not how one
manipulate, not how one think about getting ahead... It must be about how one feels, how deep the
joy,
the pain,
the desperation,
how deep the sorrow,
loss and the chaos of the soul. is.....
A WORD,
An Image
Sensory feeling
Taste (Identity)
Smell (Individuality)
Gesture (Style)
Remark
Some one saying a sentence to you
Appreciative looks
Derogatry looks
Memory
Imagination
Influenec of other great writers
Sense of humor
content (Beginning, middke, end
Motivation
Impulse
Stream of consciusness
What kind if writing I would like to do? (No idea)
Am I a surrealist?
Am I a realist?
Am I a naturalist?
Am I avantgarde?
I can do whatever I want (Writing especially)
There is no written law or rule
whatever comes out of me I put it out on the paper
I can look at it later
There will be stuff I will take out eventually
There will be stuff I will back in eventually
Take it out again
Put it back again
Something like that...
IMPULSE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT
Flight of Imagination must not be suppressed
Put everything down in an imperfect shape
Nothing will be ever perfect even if I have a finished project
Its my own choice to end it whenever...
When I think its done than its done...
So its done
That's what people call , Finished project.
My own ideas, my own imagination, my own understanding,
My motivation
My own understanding of my motivation
My own esthetic is the most important thing
I MUST BE BOLD BECAUSE NO OINE WANTS ME TO BE
PEOPLE LOVE ME TO BE TIMID
THEY ALSO MISUNDERSTAND MY SOPHISTICATION AND POLITENESS
Courage to express whatever one wants to express is the real strength
My belief is that strength
Without my own belief, my own expression, my own story there is
no beginning of any creation of importance
I might not (I haven't, not many) win any award or become commercial sucess
but I am...Iam...I am
I am who I am...
I am not and I won't be any Tom, Dick or Harry
And if I want to write or perform for commerce I will have to
take a different route, the route of manipulation, the route of
calculation, formulas, kissing ass, going with the fashion of the day
Saying whatever they want to hear....selling out, these are all possibilities
of so called sucess...but it won't be organic but these days no one care for organic stuff, fame and
sucess is what matters...but your writting wont be the reall one. None of those things
come from the depths of your heart.
One must express in writing or in any other art form how one feels not how one
manipulate, not how one think about getting ahead... It must be about how one feels, how deep the
joy,
the pain,
the desperation,
how deep the sorrow,
loss and the chaos of the soul. is.....
WRITING AT LAFYETTE
WRITING AT LAFYETTE
Cotinuation of te play, ENGLISH BREAKFAST TEA
(Bill comes in: (Dana is surprised)
(Bill takes her out for a drink before going to the theater)
Dana orders a glass of red wine. Bill goes to the bath room, takes a tea bag out (English breakfast tea) dips in the glass of wine, take the tea bag out, dry it a bit, wrap it in a napkin, put it in his pocket
goes back to Dana and tells her that he is leaving for Upstate NY and can't go to the theater but will drop her there.
He drops her at the theater.
She goes to the party afterwards.
By about 8-30 Bill comes to Dana Austin's house
Dana's housemaid, Nandana is surprised to see him.
He gives Nandana a little package wrapped in red velvet
and tells Nandana that its a birthday gift for Dana
and he doesn't want to carry it with him upstate NY because he has the habit of losing things
and stressess upon the fact that Nandana won't tell Dana about the package
as well his visit to see Nandana.
He tells her to hide the package somewhere away from Dan's sight.
(TO BE CONTINUED)
Cotinuation of te play, ENGLISH BREAKFAST TEA
(Bill comes in: (Dana is surprised)
(Bill takes her out for a drink before going to the theater)
Dana orders a glass of red wine. Bill goes to the bath room, takes a tea bag out (English breakfast tea) dips in the glass of wine, take the tea bag out, dry it a bit, wrap it in a napkin, put it in his pocket
goes back to Dana and tells her that he is leaving for Upstate NY and can't go to the theater but will drop her there.
He drops her at the theater.
She goes to the party afterwards.
By about 8-30 Bill comes to Dana Austin's house
Dana's housemaid, Nandana is surprised to see him.
He gives Nandana a little package wrapped in red velvet
and tells Nandana that its a birthday gift for Dana
and he doesn't want to carry it with him upstate NY because he has the habit of losing things
and stressess upon the fact that Nandana won't tell Dana about the package
as well his visit to see Nandana.
He tells her to hide the package somewhere away from Dan's sight.
(TO BE CONTINUED)
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