EVERY NIGHT, NIGHT AFTER NIGHT, EVERY NIGHT

Fucked it up
every night
And nothing any one could do to set it right

So it felt that H succeeded in fucking me up

So what was the attitude?
What was it that S could do?

Nothing...
Absolutely nothing...

So why not?
Why not an effort to set it right?

It was fun for the fucker
Thats why
Thats why no effort was made from H side to set it right

'So what?"
'So what?"

That was the attitude of the fucker
"So what?"

'Its fun to fuck it up every night and still be there
for other purposes...

 great place to visit
where H can have flirtations
hard ons
plus no sweat, no sweat at all to do the right thing
the thing the fucker was there to do
required to do in that sacred space

The purpose
The one for which H entered the space
became the least important for H
It was just the opportunity for H to enter that space
and have the lecherous activity
continue and keep fucking it up
night after night...

"And why not?"
That was the power H assumed
To flirt
To have a date
As if H was coming to a bar
or to a match.com
or to a dating club
or to a brothel

But the purpose for which H was allowed in that particular space
was completely fucked up with the gleeful glee...
and that was the most disgusting feature of the fucker
its lecherous, vulgar, couldn't careless attitude
towards the owner of the space
where H had been allowed to enter
to deliver an entirely different function
which H never delivered
but actually fucked it up every night
and kept up the low life behavior even afterwards
It made me throw up
in the adjacent bathroom
I threw up every night
I feel like throwing up right now
Some people and their obnoxious demeanor
I feel like throwing up again
I have to throw up
Jesus....
And there is no bathroom here
Oh! please
I do have to trow up.....