A SENSE OF DIRECTION
WHAT IS OF UTMOST VALUE?
NO WAY TO KNOW
WHAT YOU MIGHT REGRET
IN THE FUTURE?
WHOSE PUPPETS ARE THEY?
DO YOU HAVE TO ASK?
YES,,TELL ME...
THE WEST...
WHY?
INFERIORITY COMPLEX
NO SENSE OF DIRECTION
OF THEIR OOWN DESTINY.
A SENSE OF DIRECTION
WHAT IS OF UTMOST VALUE?
NO WAY TO KNOW
WHAT YOU MIGHT REGRET
IN THE FUTURE?
WHOSE PUPPETS ARE THEY?
DO YOU HAVE TO ASK?
YES,,TELL ME...
THE WEST...
WHY?
INFERIORITY COMPLEX
NO SENSE OF DIRECTION
OF THEIR OOWN DESTINY.
STAND UP POETRY
I AM A STAND UP POET
WHO SITS MOST OF THE DAY
I AM A STAND UP COMEDIAN
WO SITS MOST OF THE DAY...
DOES THAT ANSWER YOUR QUESTION?
I DIDN'T ASK A QUESTION...
I HEARD YOUR QUESTION...
I WAS SILENT THROUGH OUT
YOUR SILENCE IS THE QUESTION
MY SILENCE IS MY CHOICE
YOUR CHOICE IS ALWAYS ASKING QUESTIONS...
BUT YOU MAGE A STATEMENT
WHAT STATEMENT?
YOU, YOURSELF DECLARED THAT YOU ARE A STAND UP
POET WHO SITS ALL DAY LONG...
YOU ALSO DECLARED THAT YOU ARE A STAND UP COMEDIAN
WHO SITS ALL DAY LONG...
BUT YOU KEPT RIDICULING MY STATEMENT AND TURNED
INTO QUESTIONS WITH YOUR OMINOUS SILENCE...
I HATE YOUR SILENCE
IT'S VERY SARCASTIC, VERY CHALLENGING...VERY HURTFUL
MY SILENCE IS GOLDEN...
GOLDEN MY...
FINISH THE SENTENCE...GO AHEAD...FINISH
GOLDEN MY...
YOU CAN'T FINISH...
YOU ARE AFRAID, YOU ANALYZED YOUR OWN DIEMA
MY DILEMA? AND WHAT'S THAT?
FEAR, FEAR IS YOUR DILEMA...YOU ARE AFRAID
TO RECITE POETRY, THATS WHY YOU ARE SITTING ALL
DAY LONG...
YOU ARE AFRAID TO BE COMEDIAN, BECAUSE YOU HAVE
NO JOKES AND THATS WHY YOU SIT ALL DAY LONG...
BRILLIANT, JUST BRILLIANT. HAD NO IDEA THAT YOU ARE
AN ANALYST...
I AM NOT, BUT YOU JUST MADE ME ONE...
YOUR GIBBERISH IS JUST AMAZING...
GIBBERISH?
YES, THINGS WHICH MAKES NO SENSE IS CALLED, GIBBERISH
I WAS SILENTLY SITTING AND YOU INVOLVED ME IN YOUR
STUPID NONSENSICAL RHETORIC
YOU CALL POETRY RHETORIC?
YOU HAVE NO POETRY, YOU ARE JUST SITTING
POETS CAN SIT AS WELL...
THEN WHY DID YOU CALL YOUR SELF A. "STAND UP POET?"
FREEDOM OF SPEECH...HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF IT?
WHAT?
FREEDOM OF SPEECH...
WHAT ABOUT FREEDOM TO STAY SILENT?
THERE IS NOTHING LIKE THAT...
THERE IS HARDLY ANY FREEDOM IN REMAINING SILENT...
IF YOU HAVE NOTHING SUBSTANTIAL TO SAY, YOU SHOULD ALSO
STAY SILENT.
NEVER IN MY LIFE... I LIKE WORDS...I LOVE WORDS
YOU NEED TO CHOSE YOUR WORDS WISELY...
AND WHO ARE YOU TELLING ME ALL THAT? WHERE DO YOU COME FROM?
I DIDN'T COME FROM ANYWHERE...
I AM INSIDE OF YOU...I AM YOUR SILENCE...
TRYING TO KEEP YOU SAFE...
WORDS HAVE A DIFFERENT MEANING NOW...
WORDS CAN CAUSE YOU HARM
YOUR FREEDOM OF SPEECH CAN PUT YOU IN PRISON
DO YOU WANT TO GO TO PRISON?
DO YOU WANT TO PERFORM YOUR POEMS IN PRISON SITTING DOWN?
YOU BETTER BE SILENT TILL THE DANGER PASS...
WHAT DANGER?
SILENCE...
WHAT DANHER?
SILENCE...
WHT ANGER?
THEN I WOKE UP...
I WAS SWEATING
THE ROOM WAS DARK AND STUFFY AND SILENT...
I WAS AFRAID OF THE SILENCE OF THE ROOM...
LAUGHTER
"AND THEN?"
"THEN WHAT?"
"HAPPENED?"
"DON"T ASK."
"STILL!"
"WHAT?"
"WHAT IS THE MATTER?"
"MATTER?"
"YES, WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH YOUR LAUGHTER?"
"LAUGHTER?"
"YES, LAUGHTER."
"WHAICH LAUGHTER?"
"YOUR LAUGHTER DARLING, YOUR LAUGHTER?"
"WAS THERE EVER A LAUGHTER?"
THE END
ADVICE OF AN EXPERT.
Do not give a hoot about any one or anything
Contact Ian, Bette and Suzi in London
Be with ordinary people
They are the happy ones.
That's in case you want to be happy.
Do you want to be happy?
You should have been strong
and stood your grounds.
You should have never signed
for the sale of the house
Now too late
Water under the bridge.
The lesson is that you must be strong
under all circumstances
The way you think
The way you write,
The way your moral impulse is...
Be aware of that quality at all times
and never try to weaken it to
Please others.
Avoid low lives
Most of the people you encounter are low lives...
That's the reason of you being upset
after you see them.
Avoid such people...they can't help it
Not your class
Be alone if you can't find some decent folks.
Read great books.
Those are the companions you need
Learn from their greatness...
Avoid manipulating, calculating, money grabbing
people. They are all inferior in every respect
trying to overpower every one with their
un-educated and criminal behavior.
Remember god's gift...
Intellect
talent
morals
character
Ability
is god given and you are blessed by the gods...
Huge talent and indepenence was given to you
by the gods...they told you, "Do it yourself"
'Do everything by yourself."
'Like you have always done"
"You go look"
"You will find."
"And thank Allah all day long
For your health and well being."
"Be firm."
'Try to talk to some acqucintances
who might be able to furthur something you have
But be polite, formal and expect nothing but still ask..."
Try, Just try...Show your work...you never know."
Keep your wonderful gifts such as your honesty,
Your love, your affection, your grace, your dignity,
your generosity for your self. You can share some of. those
attributes but with the right kind of people...better to keep
it for yourself. you earned it and you might need those things
on a rainy afternoon."
Your personality must stay strong and remian strong
under all odd moments. Do not get intimidated by
Any one, neither get frightened by any one...
You just stay firm in your belief and in your actions."
PURSUIT
Find a way to a pursuit that motivate us
in which we can lose ourselves.
The pursuit might not have high status
Or to generate money...
Recover contact with our native interests
and inspirations such as, how we used
to play as children.
We never thought of an income or reputation.
We must e in touch with what we truely love.
Ask your self, "What sort of stuff do you truely love?
And simply narrate what you sincerely love to do...
even for pleasure...
actually whatever gives you pleasure is your true love
Small or big, significant or insignificant...
profitable or non profitabel...
What is it that you like to do or should I say, "love to do?"
Drawings,
Writing about anything...
Plays...
Performing...
Walking...
Going to a nice cafe...
Laughing...
Talking....
Do all that. What is stopping you?
No idea...
Something has stopped me...
I can't laugh any more...
I don't laugh any more...
I can't laugh any more
And that's the reason...
Perhaps that's the reason that I have stopped doing little things that i used to love...
THE LIGHT
"THE LIGHT INE ME."
"THE SAME LIGHT IN YOU" Guillian jorge
" WHEN YOUR LIGHT WENT OUT-
MY EXISTENCE PLUNGED INTO DARKNESS-
NOW THERE IS NO LIGHT
I TRY TO LIGHT A CANDLE
TO BRING SOME LIGHT
IN BOTH OF US...
SO WE CAN SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN..." BS
(For Arshad, my sweet brother)
SPACE
You have a wonderful space already and every day
you are looking for some ordinary space.
How unfortunate is that. BS
"SAYINGS OF GUILLEN JORGE"
A five hundered page novel: CANTICO (CANTICLE) 1928--1950
"OUR AIR." POEMS, THREE BOOKS
FE-DE-VIDA ("FAITH IN LIFE.")
CLAMOR. IN CLAMOR-HE JOINS LIGHT TO DARKNESS
HOMAGE, IN HOMAGE HE WROTE AN HOMAGE TO THE WORLD AND IT'S VOICES
OF MEMORY.
"Ecstasy of breath
The oblivion of being
The existence of things
"Everything stands in a luminous circle around his being."
'His exultation is his sudden and surprising vision of things.
ONE CENTRAL NOTION
"We are"
The we includes himself, you,me, things. the world."
The creative surprise occurs in waking to an awareness of being striving to make real the
forces between himself and everything around him."
"Doctor of nothingness." (El doctor-de-la Nada)
'The light is in me-the same light is in you."
'The light is in me."
To capture in words the living world-Guillen invented an original poetic speech, the language of
precise ecstasy."
The space of horses
Grazing the meadow -of the sky
Poet of felicity