Friday, September 27, 2024

A SENSE OF DIRECTION

A SENSE OF DIRECTION

WHAT IS OF UTMOST VALUE?

NO WAY TO KNOW

WHAT YOU MIGHT REGRET

IN THE FUTURE?

WHOSE PUPPETS ARE THEY?

DO YOU HAVE TO ASK?

YES,,TELL ME... 

THE WEST...

WHY?

INFERIORITY COMPLEX

NO SENSE OF DIRECTION

OF THEIR OOWN DESTINY.

YOUR BOOK

 YOUR BOOK

PAR MEMOIR

PART TRAVELOGUE

PART PHILOSOPHICAL INQUIRY

STAND UP POETRY

STAND UP POETRY

I AM A STAND UP POET

WHO SITS MOST OF THE DAY

I AM A STAND UP COMEDIAN

WO SITS MOST OF THE DAY...

DOES THAT ANSWER YOUR QUESTION?

I DIDN'T ASK A QUESTION...

I HEARD YOUR QUESTION...

I WAS SILENT THROUGH OUT

YOUR SILENCE IS THE QUESTION

MY SILENCE IS MY CHOICE

YOUR CHOICE IS ALWAYS ASKING QUESTIONS...


BUT YOU MAGE A STATEMENT

WHAT STATEMENT?

YOU, YOURSELF DECLARED THAT YOU ARE A STAND UP

POET WHO SITS ALL DAY LONG...

YOU ALSO DECLARED THAT YOU ARE A STAND UP COMEDIAN

WHO SITS ALL DAY LONG...

BUT YOU KEPT RIDICULING MY STATEMENT AND TURNED

INTO QUESTIONS WITH YOUR OMINOUS SILENCE...

I HATE YOUR SILENCE

IT'S VERY SARCASTIC, VERY CHALLENGING...VERY HURTFUL

MY SILENCE IS GOLDEN...

GOLDEN MY...

FINISH THE SENTENCE...GO AHEAD...FINISH

GOLDEN MY...

YOU CAN'T FINISH...

YOU ARE AFRAID, YOU ANALYZED YOUR OWN DIEMA

MY DILEMA? AND WHAT'S THAT?

FEAR, FEAR IS YOUR DILEMA...YOU ARE AFRAID

TO RECITE POETRY, THATS WHY YOU ARE SITTING ALL

DAY LONG...

YOU ARE AFRAID TO BE COMEDIAN, BECAUSE YOU HAVE

NO JOKES AND THATS WHY YOU SIT ALL DAY LONG...

BRILLIANT, JUST BRILLIANT. HAD NO IDEA THAT YOU ARE

AN ANALYST...

I AM NOT, BUT YOU JUST MADE ME ONE...

YOUR GIBBERISH IS JUST AMAZING...

GIBBERISH?

YES, THINGS WHICH MAKES NO SENSE IS CALLED, GIBBERISH

I WAS SILENTLY SITTING AND YOU INVOLVED ME IN YOUR

STUPID NONSENSICAL RHETORIC

YOU CALL POETRY RHETORIC?

YOU HAVE NO POETRY, YOU ARE JUST SITTING

POETS CAN SIT AS WELL...

THEN WHY DID YOU CALL YOUR SELF A. "STAND UP POET?"

FREEDOM OF SPEECH...HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF IT?

WHAT?

FREEDOM OF SPEECH...

WHAT ABOUT FREEDOM TO STAY SILENT?

THERE IS NOTHING LIKE THAT...

THERE IS HARDLY ANY FREEDOM IN REMAINING SILENT...

IF YOU HAVE NOTHING SUBSTANTIAL TO SAY, YOU SHOULD ALSO

STAY SILENT.

NEVER IN MY LIFE... I LIKE WORDS...I LOVE WORDS

YOU NEED TO CHOSE YOUR WORDS WISELY...

AND WHO ARE YOU TELLING ME ALL THAT? WHERE DO YOU COME FROM?

I DIDN'T COME FROM ANYWHERE...

I AM INSIDE OF YOU...I AM YOUR SILENCE...

TRYING TO KEEP YOU SAFE...

WORDS HAVE A DIFFERENT MEANING NOW...

WORDS CAN CAUSE YOU HARM

YOUR FREEDOM OF SPEECH CAN PUT YOU IN PRISON

DO YOU WANT TO GO TO PRISON?

DO YOU WANT TO PERFORM YOUR POEMS IN PRISON SITTING DOWN?

YOU BETTER BE SILENT TILL THE DANGER PASS...

WHAT DANGER?

SILENCE...

WHAT DANHER?

SILENCE...

WHT ANGER?

THEN I WOKE UP...

I WAS SWEATING

THE ROOM WAS DARK AND STUFFY AND SILENT...

I WAS AFRAID OF THE SILENCE OF THE ROOM...




LAUGHTER

 LAUGHTER

"AND THEN?"

"THEN WHAT?"

"HAPPENED?"

"DON"T ASK."

"STILL!"

"WHAT?"

"WHAT IS THE MATTER?"

"MATTER?"

"YES, WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH YOUR LAUGHTER?"

"LAUGHTER?"

"YES, LAUGHTER."

"WHAICH LAUGHTER?"

"YOUR LAUGHTER DARLING, YOUR LAUGHTER?"

"WAS THERE EVER A LAUGHTER?"

          THE END

ADVICE OF AN EXPERT

 ADVICE OF AN EXPERT.

Do not give a hoot about any one or anything

Contact Ian, Bette and Suzi in London

Be with ordinary people

They are the happy ones.

That's in case you want to be happy.

Do you want to be happy?

You should have been strong

and stood your grounds.

You should have never signed

for the sale of the house

Now too late

Water under the bridge.

The lesson is that you must be strong

under all circumstances

The way you think

The way you write,

The way your moral impulse is...

Be aware of that quality at all times 

and never try to weaken it to

Please others.

Avoid low lives

Most of the people you encounter are low lives...

That's the reason of you being upset

after you see them.

Avoid such people...they can't help it

Not your class

Be alone if you can't find some decent folks.

Read great books.

Those are the companions you need

Learn from their greatness...

Avoid manipulating, calculating, money grabbing

people. They are all inferior in every respect

trying to overpower every one with their

un-educated and criminal behavior.

Remember god's gift...

Intellect

talent

morals

character

Ability

is god given and you are blessed by the gods...

Huge talent and indepenence was given to you

by the gods...they told you, "Do it yourself"

'Do everything by yourself."

'Like you have always done"

"You go look"

"You will find."

"And thank Allah all day long

For your health and well being."

"Be firm."

'Try to talk to some acqucintances 

who might be able to furthur something you have

But be polite, formal and expect nothing but still ask..."

Try, Just try...Show your work...you never know."

Keep your wonderful gifts such as your honesty,

Your love, your affection, your grace, your dignity,

your generosity for your self. You can share some of. those

attributes but with the right kind of people...better to keep

it for yourself. you earned it and you might need those things

on a rainy afternoon."

Your personality must stay strong and remian strong

under all odd moments. Do not get intimidated by

Any one, neither get frightened by any one...

You just stay firm in your belief and in your actions."


Wednesday, September 25, 2024

RED BALL

 RED BALL

Locate our own red ball (Aspiration)

of happiness.

PURSUIT

 PURSUIT

Find a way to a pursuit that motivate us

in which we can lose ourselves.

The pursuit might not have high status

Or to generate money...

Recover contact with our native interests

and inspirations such as, how we used

to play as children.

We never thought of an income or reputation.

We must e in touch with what we truely love.

Ask your self, "What sort of stuff do you truely love?

And simply narrate what you sincerely love to do...

even for pleasure...

actually whatever gives you pleasure is your true love

Small or big, significant or insignificant...

profitable or non profitabel...


What is it that you like to do or should I say, "love to do?"

Drawings,

Writing about anything...

Plays...

Performing...

Walking...

Going to a nice cafe...

Laughing...

Talking....

Do all that. What is stopping you?


No idea...

Something has stopped me...

I can't laugh any more...

I don't laugh any more...

I can't laugh any more


And that's the reason...

Perhaps that's the reason that I have stopped doing little things that i used to love...

THE LIGHT

 THE LIGHT

"THE LIGHT INE ME."

"THE SAME LIGHT IN YOU" Guillian jorge

" WHEN YOUR LIGHT WENT OUT-

MY EXISTENCE PLUNGED INTO DARKNESS-

NOW THERE IS NO LIGHT

I TRY TO LIGHT A CANDLE

TO BRING SOME LIGHT 

IN BOTH OF US...

SO WE CAN SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN..."  BS

 (For Arshad, my sweet brother)


SPACE

 SPACE

You have a wonderful space already and every day

you are looking for some ordinary space.

How unfortunate is that. BS

"SAYINGS OF GUILLEN JORGE"

"SAYINGS OF GUILLEN JORGE"

A five hundered page novel: CANTICO (CANTICLE) 1928--1950

"OUR AIR." POEMS, THREE BOOKS

FE-DE-VIDA ("FAITH IN LIFE.")

CLAMOR. IN CLAMOR-HE JOINS LIGHT TO DARKNESS

HOMAGE, IN HOMAGE HE WROTE AN HOMAGE TO THE WORLD AND IT'S VOICES

OF MEMORY.

"Ecstasy of breath

The oblivion of being

The existence of things

"Everything stands in a luminous circle around his being."

'His exultation is his sudden and surprising vision of things.


ONE CENTRAL NOTION

"We are"

The we includes himself, you,me, things. the world."

The creative surprise occurs in waking to an awareness of being striving to make real the

forces between himself and everything around him."

"Doctor of nothingness."  (El doctor-de-la Nada)

'The light is in me-the same light is in you."

'The light is in me."

To capture in words the living world-Guillen invented an original poetic speech, the language of

precise ecstasy."

The space of horses

Grazing the meadow -of the sky

Poet of felicity